"Senior! I'm going to die!

With so many people watching, I don't have the courage to continue living! ”

I don't know how far I ran out, and in a secluded alley where no one was around, Ayase, whose eyes were straight, finally came back to her senses, and then shook off Ji Feng's hand and yelled at him with tears in her eyes.

Even though a long time has passed, the flush on Ayase's face has not faded at all, but Ji Feng is the same. He didn't want to talk to Ayase so passionately, but as soon as the emotions came up, he couldn't help but ......

"Whoaaa——!a I want to die! I want to die in shame! ”

Suddenly, Ji Feng, who was glared at by Ayase with tears in his eyes, also held his head in his hands and yelled, which startled Ayase, who was originally planning to ask for guilt.

"Aragaki ...... No, Ayase!

Since neither of us has the face to continue to live, let's just die together!

It doesn't matter anyway, right? After all, we're all going to die. ”

Ji Feng, who has always been calm and calm, was not enough to vent his emotions by shouting, and even nervously turned his head to stare at Ayase's face and issued an invitation that made her unbelievable.

"This ......"

Ayase, who didn't think about really going to die even in the saddest and most painful period, subconsciously took a step back, and then suddenly blessed her heart, and her eyes widened in shame and anger in protest:

"Martyrdom, what martyrdom!

Senior! You're not just sexually ~ harassing anymore! I was sexually abused! ”

"Sexual dimension...... on the abuse ......"

Although Ji Feng knew that Ayase had made such an exaggerated statement in the "original", but when he really heard this sentence with his own ears, it still made him involuntarily become embarrassed, and the original bluff of martyrdom was completely dissipated by her words.

"That's right! Senior, you are simply too much, and you actually treat me in public...... Do such and such things to me......"

Seeing that Ji Feng's momentum had diminished slightly, Ayase immediately covered her face and sobbed, and tried to slander his personality. But of course Ji Feng couldn't let him get so much, after all, he didn't do anything, so he was really unwilling to carry a big black pot on his back:

"Hey! You make it clear! Don't tell me as if I've really done something to you! ”

"Also, still say no! Did you just say anything to me in the little park that was a lie! ”

Ayase seemed to be extremely angry at Ji Feng's denial, and immediately lowered her hands and asked him angrily, even forgetting to hide her face that didn't really cry.

If Ji Feng dared to tell her now that it was just a joke and a lie, of course Ayase would not be able to cry weakly, but even if she didn't fall into a complete blackening state because of this, she would definitely become hysterical, so even if Ji Feng had the heart to explain that at this time, he had to admit the matter decisively:

"How can it be a lie! Those are all thoughts from the bottom of my heart!

I really want to help you, and I think it's a shame that a pure girl like you is forced to accept those filthy things in order to fit into this world, and I hope you can always be as pure as an angel!

But purity is not the same as innocence, and it is not the same as pretending not to see the filth...... I don't know if you can understand exactly what I mean, but I want to help you keep yourself pure and acknowledge the filth from your heart.

- Not acceptance, but only recognition, just as light acknowledges the existence of darkness, justice acknowledges the existence of evil, beauty acknowledges the existence of ugliness, and angels acknowledge the existence of demons.

Although admitting that these filthy things can also make you feel painful and confused, I think that as long as I can take you to a higher place and let you see a wider and more wonderful scenery, you will not care too much about some inadequacies in this world. ”

"But, but...... Those things are clearly ...... It shouldn't have existed! The world would be a better place without those things, why...... Why don't people abandon those things? ”

After Ayase heard Ji Feng's true "confession" again, her face looked much better, but she still couldn't understand Ji Feng's intentions. But because of the tolerant smile that Ji Feng once exuded, he seemed to be a "man on a person". She finally showed the confusion and depression in her heart in front of Ji Feng, and for the first time clearly confided in her true thoughts that she had been thinking about in her heart:

"Bad things, wrong things, bad things, these are things that must be forbidden, or must be corrected, although it may not matter if they are not corrected, but it will definitely be better if they are corrected, so what reason is there not to correct them?

'Because I like it', 'Because I feel troublesome', 'Because I'm too tired', 'Because I don't seem to have anything to do without changing'...... Excuses for indulgence are not enough excuses, there is no reason for those things to exist!

If young people indulge themselves with such and such reasons, not to mention becoming pillars of the future of individuals, families and society, and not becoming waste wood and squatting at home, then thank God!

No...... If it just becomes a waste wood squatting at home, or a parasitic plant like NEET gnawing on the old family, it's still good, there are many young people who have degenerated into bad teenagers, and when they grow up, they will naturally become criminals who endanger society or rogue ~ gangsters and gangsters ~ Taoists!

Although this is just a rumor from my mother, I can't agree with and support my own mother - completely from the heart!

In fact, it is really not difficult to be a healthy and good child, it may be a little hard at first, but as long as you develop good habits, you can automatically enter a virtuous circle:

Go to bed early and get up early every day, insist on morning exercise or morning reading, and prepare breakfast and lunch at the same time, warn yourself to listen carefully during class, take notes well, don't doze off, and devote yourself to the club or part-time work of your choice after school, go home and do your homework, of course, you can also listen to songs, watch TV, talk on the phone with friends, go out shopping, eat and watch movies together......

Obviously, a healthy and upward life is also very fulfilling, very happy, and very happy, so why should bad things be admitted, tolerated, and allowed to exist forever! “

Yes...... This is really a super stubborn girl! These words should have been held back in her heart for a long time, even if she has reconciled with Kirino, she has always wanted to persuade Kirino like this, right?

But she didn't dare, because she knew that no matter what she said, it would be useless. It's not just Kirino, there are many people who know where they have a problem but still resolutely don't change, and this is exactly what she can't figure out.

So she now wants to hear what "that person" has to say.

If...... If it was that special person, that incredible person, that incomparably enviable person, he should be able to answer the confusion in his heart, right? He should be able to lead himself out of the predicament and stand on the top of the beautiful scenery!