Chapter 330: Casablanca
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Chapter 330 Casablanca
Zhang Shifei finally knelt on the ground, he covered his face with his hands, what he knew, he actually knew for a long time, he was in a dream now, and the so-called 'dream' was the real reality, he wanted to deceive himself, but found that he couldn't even deceive himself, after a short period of happiness, the reality was still cruel in front of him, so that he couldn't dodge. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
It's just that he really can't accept this reality, Liang Yun'er died and fell into reincarnation again, but in the next reincarnation, I'm afraid there will be no Zhang Shifei.
It's over, everything is over, Zhang Shifei is weak, tears keep pouring out, why, he choked hoarsely and said: "Why, why can't you even give me a ...... dream?" ”
"That's because it's your choice." Just after Zhang Shifei finished speaking, there was a sudden emotionless voice behind him, Zhang Shifei slowly looked back, and saw that the 'stammering stammer' was still standing behind him, but his expression was no longer as obscene as before, and he spoke very fluently.
Zhang Shifei looked at him with red eyes, and then said to him, "You...... You're not a huā seller or bartender, who the hell are you? ”
I saw that the 'stammer' smiled slightly, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Don't you know me, we have met many times, but don't get me wrong, I do sell huāer and mixo, because those are my interests, and my interests are also very wide...... And none of that matters, it's you who matters. ”
His voice does sound familiar, but Zhang Shifei has no strength to recall, with extreme sadness returning to Zhang Shifei's heart again, he has been completely desperate, no matter who it is, if he is hit by such a big blow, he will collapse, Zhang Shifei is no exception, he has maintained several reincarnations of love, and it disappeared in the blink of an eye, he feels that he can finally experience the mood of Burning Xi now, but it is too late, everything has become a foregone conclusion and cannot be changed.
Zhang Shifei lowered his head, as if he didn't even have the strength to speak, in this familiar and unfamiliar street, tears were falling on the cement pavement, and he cried like a child.
The middle-aged man who sold huāer didn't seem to pay attention to himself when he saw him, and he didn't take it to heart, looking at his expression, he seemed to have expected this, only to see the corners of his mouth curled up, very strange, although he smiled, but the tone of his voice was still not mixed with any emotion, like a puppet.
I saw him look at the sad Zhang Shifei, and then said calmly: "Okay, it seems that you don't dare to be interested in this, so I'll make a long story short, in fact, you shouldn't be so depressed, because, you still have a chance." ”
What the?? After Zhang Shifei, who lowered his head, heard this, his pupils dilated suddenly, he stood up quickly, and without saying anything, he grabbed the collar of the huā seller's clothes, and shouted loudly with red eyes: "What? What do you say, I ...... Do I still have a chance? ”
Although Zhang Shifei didn't know what reason he had to believe him, although he didn't know who he was at all, and even, Zhang Shifei didn't even know where he was now, but when he heard that he still had a chance to save Liang Yun'er, he couldn't think much about it at all, he just wanted to confirm whether he was true from this guy's mouth.
After all, he was so uncomfortable, when he remembered that there would be no more Liang Yun'er by his side in the future, his heart felt like a pain like a thousand knives, and this pain made him go crazy, so he was so out of control.
And the middle-aged man who sold huāer smiled, and then Zhang Shifei only felt that his hands were light, and that person was like a ghost out of his palm, no, it can't be said to be a break free, to be precise, he didn't move at all, it seems that Zhang Shifei caught it just now, it's just a shadow, and when Zhang Shifei noticed, the person was already sitting on the small stool in front of the huā beach, and I saw that the man took a bunch of pink roses from the huā beach, and then ignored Zhang Shifei, who was stunned, Just said to himself: "Since you want to know how to save your 'lover', it's very simple, answer me a few questions first." ”
Hearing him say this, Zhang Shifei also regained some of his senses a little, and he involuntarily stepped forward and stood in front of the guy who sold huā, like a student standing in front of the director of discipline, bowing his head, and letting the guy look up and down.
Zhang Shifei said hoarsely: "Any question, as long as you can tell me how to save her, I will answer you whatever you ask."
I saw that the guy who sold huā saw him asking, so he looked at the pink rose in his hand with a smile, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "I'm just very interested in you, I want to ask you, why are you so sad, and why did you save her?" ”
As soon as Zhang Shifei thought of Liang Yun'er, his hands couldn't help but tremble, and he saw him looking at the middle-aged man who sold huā'er, and then said to him: "Because I love her, she is the most beloved person in my world." ”
"Oh, is that so?" The man who sold huā seemed to be skeptical of his answer, but he took one out of the bunch of pink roses in his hand, and then played with it in his hand, and then he said to Zhang Shifei: "Then tell me, why do you love her?" ”
Why love.
This seems to be a question that has been around for a long time, and it is also a question that we all face, when we hold the hand of the other half, have we ever wondered why we love and what is love?
Perhaps, our answers are all naïve to say, maybe, we don't have answers.
Zhang Shifei thought that he had, and at that time he thought it was not a problem, but although he thought so, when he heard the seller ask him, a trace of uneasiness also appeared in his heart, but this could not stop him from answering, I saw him say word by word to the seller: "Because, I once promised her that I would always be by her side, and I would never change." ”
Indeed, if you want to say why Zhang Shifei loves Liang Yuner so much, it must be traced back to the last reincarnation, it is the snow-capped mountain where hundreds of birds fly away, it is the farewell of the heart like a knife, Xu Ying's feelings for the peacock, and the peacock's promise to Xu Ying in the end, waiting for me to come back, the sky is old and will never change.
Xu Ying's frozen corpse, still smiling, seems to have a wish, before he dies, he can get a sincere feeling, from that day on, Xu Ying has become Zhang Shifei's dream, until he met her again, Zhang Shifei can never forget, when he saw Liang Yuner, how moved his heart, although he was drunk at that time, but his heart, it was indeed extremely happy, this may be the opportunity God gave him, let him make up for the fruitless love story.
However, he couldn't have imagined that this story still ended in tragedy, he really couldn't imagine that even if the vicissitudes of life, the change of the objective lens, and the past of several reincarnations, their love still couldn't be opened. Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei's heart began to ache again, and at the same time, he secretly swore in his heart, he swore that he would definitely save Liang Yun'er, no matter what............
After Zhang Shifei finished speaking, the person who sold huāer smiled again, and then he took his eyes off the bouquet of pink roses, raised his head to look at Zhang Shifei, Zhang Shifei found that he didn't dare to look at this person at this time, because in his eyes, there seemed to be some magic power, so unscrupulous, it seemed to be able to look directly into the depths of his soul, Zhang Shifei felt that in the eyes of this person, he seemed to be red, no matter what was seen clearly.
Zhang Shifei hates this kind of look.
I saw that person looking at Zhang Shifei, then grinned, and then said: "So, you love her because of a promise you made on the snow, so you love her, just to make up for your previous regrets, and chose her reincarnation?" ”
His tone was still not mixed with a trace of emotion, and his tone was very gentle, but in Zhang Shifei's ears, there seemed to be a hint of irony, which made him feel very uncomfortable, only to see him clench his fists, and then replied: "Yes, he has waited for me for so many years, I can't let her wait any longer, is it wrong for me to do this?" Do you have any questions, if not, tell me how to save her? Okay? ”
When the man who sold huāer heard Zhang Shifei say this, he waved his hand, and then said to him: "No, no, what you did before, that was your previous choice, only you can evaluate the right and wrong, but what I want to say is that if you just want to make up for your mistakes and be with the reincarnation of that woman, maybe, you don't have to do anything?" ”
After hearing his words, Zhang Shifei didn't react for a while, only to see him say to that person: "You...... What do you mean? ”
The seller seemed to be waiting for him to say this, only to see him smile and say, "It's not interesting, I just want you to make a choice of your own." ”
Uneasy, Zhang didn't know whether he was right or wrong, and in his heart, he was uneasy again, he looked at the seller, and then said with a trembling voice: "What, what choice?" ”
I saw that the seller looked at Zhang Shifei, and then slowly raised his right hand, pinching the pink rose between his thumb and index finger, and saw the seller say word by word to Zhang Shifei: "Now that the choice has begun, if I tell you that the woman you have been pursuing is not the Xu Ying you have been thinking about, then, would you still want to save her?" ”
This is indeed an endless nightmare for Zhang Shifei, it turns out that there is really no end to the pain, at that moment, Zhang Shifei's blood seems to have condensed, his heart doesn't seem to be beating, it seems that everything in front of him has lost all his color, tom, he knelt on the ground, gasping for breath, this is just an instinctive reaction, it seems that if this is not the case, even the breathing will stop.
I haven't thought about it, I really haven't thought about it, this problem of selling huā people is exactly what Zhang Shifei is most unwilling to hear, Liang Yun'er is not Xu Ying's reincarnation? How so? They're not...... They............
Zhang Shifei recalled the bits and pieces of his time with Liang Yun'er as if he was crazy, and tried to find evidence that Liang Yun'er was Xu Ying's reincarnation to refute the view of the person who sold Huā, but he found that he had no evidence to prove that Liang Yun'er was Xu Ying's reincarnation
How so? How could he open his mouth wide like this, and in a state of exhaustion, he collapsed to the ground, and there was a sharp pain from Xiong's mouth, as if a big hammer was beating his heart hard, but he couldn't move, he could only sob, sobbing constantly, as if the whole world was about to collapse.
The pain in his heart is incomparable, this kind of pain is far above the **, it seems that his soul has been broken.
Cai Handong once told him that reincarnation is divided into six paths, life in the world, from the end to the end, there are two ways to return, the upper and poorest and the lower yellow springs, between the nine secluded inner universes, the cultivator is free from the suffering of all beings, temporarily out of reincarnation, but can not escape permanently, the six paths are the way of heaven, that is, the realm of the immortals, although the immortals have a long lifespan, but when they die, it is difficult to escape the five decays of heaven and man, ordinary people continue to be injured by reincarnation, reincarnation is an important part of reincarnation, after the death of the human body, fall into the ghost city, and do the way of ghosts, just like the living go to courtIf a person who has committed a great crime must go to hell, which is the end of the six realms, and only ghosts who have not done too many bad things, or who are truly kind-hearted, can continue to be reincarnated as animals or people, that is to say, after reincarnation, except for the original soul, there is no longer any relationship with the previous life, and the appearance and skin will change.
Zhang Shifei had known this for a long time, but his subconscious didn't allow himself to think about it, after all, he had already decided that Liang Yun'er was Xu Ying's reincarnation at that time, and his heart made him not want to think about it and didn't dare to think about it, it seemed, this was the problem he was most afraid of, but now he was said by the person who sold huā to the point, how could he not let him collapse?
The huā seller saw that his reaction was so violent, and he didn't make any reaction, he still sat on the small stool, and no matter what Zhang was right or wrong, he still said to Zhang Shifei in that calm and weird tone: "Actually, if you want to save people, it's really simple, it's just desperate, but if, I mean if, let's assume that if what you've been looking for is not the white sè lily, but this bunch of pink roses, if the person you've been looking for is by your side, Never left? Then, will you still save the woman named Liang Yun'er? ”
Every word of this huā seller pierced Zhang Shifei's heart deeply, Zhang Shifei raised his head and looked at him with difficulty, and then used all his strength to struggled and said, "You...... You mean......"
The seller smiled slightly, and didn't answer, just bent down, handed the pink rose in his hand to Zhang Shifei, and then said to him: "You have no strength now, look, how far away is the lily from you, you can't climb, and this pink rose is within reach, now tell me, what is your choice?" ”
When Zhang Shifei heard him say this, a terrible thought suddenly appeared in his heart, could it be that the person he had been waiting for and looking for all along?
The blow was so great for him that he felt as if his heart was shattering, and he could clearly hear the sound similar to a crack with the glass, shattered into pieces, and then scattered all over the ground, if the glass was broken, and it could still be glued, but if the heart was broken, how to fill it?
Zhang Shifei's eyes didn't seem to be able to shed tears, in an extremely congested state, the whites of his eyes turned blood red, I saw that his pupils continued to expand, as if he was about to die, he opened his mouth, and could only make a 'ah-ah' sound, he completely collapsed, and at this moment, he felt that it seemed that the whole world had abandoned him.
And the person who sold huā smiled at him, then got up, and gently placed the rose in his hand in front of Zhang Shifei's hand, and then he turned around and left only Zhang Shifei's back, only to see him sigh lightly: "It's hard to choose, isn't it?" Don't worry, I'll give you time, you remember, the day you make your choice, we'll meet again, I'm looking forward to your answer. ”
And Zhang Shifei only felt a dizziness in his head, and the heart-rending pain in Xiong's mouth, as if he was about to lose consciousness, only to see Zhang Shifei said with difficulty: "You...... ...... the hell you"
His voice was as small as a mosquito, but the man heard it sincerely, only to see him smile, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Didn't I tell you just now, we have met before, as for my name, I have forgotten it for too long, but in your world, I have a nickname that is very familiar." ”
When the man who sold huā said this, he stretched out his right hand and grabbed it out of thin air, and a yellow sè cap suddenly appeared in his palm, and he saw that the guy who sold huā put on his hat, and then turned around and said to Zhang Shifei: "You call me fate, take care until we meet next time." ”
After that, a gust of wind suddenly blew in the silent empty city, and Zhang Shifei's eyes tingled, and when he opened his eyes again, the person who claimed to be 'fate' was gone.
The word fate is too familiar to Zhang Shifei, he has appeared in the stories of countless people, including Ran Xi, it seems that Mr. Cui has also seen fate, but he is fate? Indeed, Zhang Shifei did see that hat, when he was in Snake Cave Mountain, the scene at that time was the same as now, all like a dream, but so real.
But these, Zhang Shifei has no strength to think, the pain in his heart almost suffocates him, he wants to cry, but he can't cry, he wants to move but can't move, he looked at the pink rose in his hand, his heart is about to break, and oozing blood.
What am I doing all this for?
The head became more and more painful, and the surrounding scene darkened, only to see Zhang Shifei move his hand with difficulty, but did not touch the rose, but looked at the book Casablanca not far away, blood flowed from his eyes, he kept sobbing, it seemed that his body had not obeyed the call, the white lily huā was not far away at the moment, but Zhang Shifei could not touch it because his body did not listen to the call.
Zhang Shifei desperately wanted to climb over there, but even if he rubbed his palm, he couldn't move, this may be like the fate of him and Liang Yun'er, I can see it, but I can't get it, Zhang Shifei lay on the ground, constantly grasping the ground with both hands, the flesh and blood of the two palms were blurred by the hard cement, and the blood stained the roses on the side, and the bunch of roses looked very desolate.
Let me go, let me go Zhang Shifei's eyes were blood-red, he couldn't stop opening his mouth and making a hoarse sound, but he couldn't even move his body, he was too weak.
Gradually, the surroundings darkened, Zhang Shifei's eyes looked at the white Casablanca, as the darkness came, the casablanca began to slowly wither, Zhang Shifei felt that his life seemed to be exhausted, but he couldn't do anything, the despair in his heart made him breathless, he didn't dare to look at the casablanca again, even if it was the last light in the darkness, even if he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to feel that the fresh huā had completely withered, and then swallowed up by the endless darkness.
After a long time, Zhang Shifei finally opened his eyes, the white moonlight sprinkled on him, and what he saw was the starry sky and the happy expressions of Li Lanying and Cai Handong.
He woke up, finally woke up, but for Zhang Shifei, did waking up mean the beginning of another nightmare?