Looking at the back of my grandfather's departure, I was confused, not knowing what he was going to do. Why did you take me to see such a feng shui treasure point, and said that I can use this feng shui treasure point, as if this point was specially pointed to me.

With a stomach full of doubts, I finally had to sigh and follow my grandfather. Because now even if I try to guess, it's useless, it seems that everything will have to wait for grandpa to tell me the reason in the evening.

By the time I got back to the village, it was almost noon. After lunch, my grandfather told me to go to the town to buy some wine and meat, and said that I would have some good food tonight.

When I heard this, I naturally agreed, so I went to the town happily and bought meat and good wine.

When I got home, my grandfather was sitting alone at the door of his house smoking, the cigarette had burned out, and the long soot was still in his hand. His brows furrowed slightly, and the more he looked at it, the more he seemed to be worried.

Seeing this, I was a little worried, because I always felt that my grandfather was a little strange in the past two days, first he mysteriously took me to the mountain to see the feng shui treasure cave, and then said that he had something to say to me at night, and he usually didn't know how to enjoy it, but today he specially called me to go all the way to the town to buy wine and meat back, threatening to enjoy the mouth.

You must know that Chenjiacun is not close to the town, and if you want to bring something, most people will drive a carriage to go, because it is too hard to go back and forth. Isn't it strange that my grandfather told me to go so far just to buy wine and meat?

Now, seeing that he seems to be worried about something, I can't help but ask him, "Grandpa, what are you thinking?" ”

"I'm back so soon!" Grandpa came back to his senses and saw that I was already standing in front of him, and then he raised his hand to take another puff of cigarette, but when he put it in his mouth, he realized that the cigarette in his hand had long since burned out. He smiled gracefully and said, "I didn't think about anything, I just recalled the past." Alas, this person, living in the world is really fast, when I was young, I looked forward to growing up, but when I grew up, I grew old in a blink of an eye, what a time flies. ”

I rarely see my grandfather sigh at this, and I can't help asking, "Grandpa, you seem to have something on your mind." Why don't you talk to your grandchildren and see if I can help? ”

Grandpa shook his head and said, "I don't have anything on my mind, I just remember the old days." ”

Grandpa looks like this, I know he must have something on his mind, but since he is reluctant to say it, I also know that no matter how much I ask, I can't ask.

However, Grandpa is right, time flies, and this person's life does pass quickly. Now I can still remember what happened when I was a child, but now I am almost middle-aged, and time is long gone. And my grandfather is now seventy or eighty years old, so I should feel this way even more, so I asked him, "Grandpa, what do you remember that made you so distracted?" ”

Grandpa smiled and said, "I can't remember anything anymore, and many things are blurry now." I thought that my Chen family was also a wealthy family before, but I didn't think that it would fall into my hands. But fortunately, I have picked up a grandson like you in my life, and I am content, so I don't have to worry about being scolded by my ancestors and ancestors. Hahaha......"

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be stunned and said, "Grandpa, why are you talking about this?" ”

In fact, grandpa is quite pitiful, he has been lonely all his life, he has no companion, he has been wandering, and he has no home for most of his life. Now he said that he is reminiscing about his life, which is obviously a sad thing.

Grandpa touched my head and said, "Actually, I still have an apprentice, but I haven't seen him for decades." ”

As soon as I heard him say that there was an apprentice, my heart tightened, and I remembered the Miao Shi in Miaojia Village. Because he was his grandfather's apprentice, but in the end he died because of me.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but be a little scared, afraid that my grandfather would blame me. However, at the moment, I didn't want to hide it from him, so I asked, "Is that apprentice of yours in Miaojia Village?" ”

Grandpa turned his head to look at me, a little surprised, and said, "Yes, it's in Miaojia Village, how do you know that place?" Have you seen him? ”

Hearing this, I smiled bitterly, it seems that Miao Shi is really my grandfather's apprentice, my uncle. However, grandpa suddenly talked about his apprentice at this time, obviously, he was recalling what happened in Miaojia Village when he was young, because in Miaojia Village, he had a sweetheart who was originally going to marry his grandfather, but in the end he was killed. No wonder grandpa thinks about things, and his feelings are thinking about his sweetheart when he was young.

Seeing my grandfather's surprised expression, I said, "Yes, I've seen him." Is he an orphan who was picked up by the people of Miaojia Village and then named Miao Shi? ”

Grandpa was even more surprised, and hurriedly nodded: "Yes, it's him." My apprentice is called Miao Shi. It seems that you didn't lie to me, you really met him. Where did you meet him, and how is he doing now? ”

I said, "I met him in Miaojia Village." ”

"Miaojia Village?" Grandpa frowned, obviously a little incredulous, he said: "Miaojia Village has long been empty, the whole village is dead, how can he still be there?" Also, how did you get there? ”

Seeing my grandfather ask me this, I immediately knelt down in front of my grandfather. Grandpa was startled and asked me what was wrong?

I said, "I killed my uncle." ”

Grandpa was shocked and asked me what was going on, so I told me everything about going to Miaojia Village for Yang Quan.

After listening to my story, Grandpa sat down in a chair with his eyes closed and his face full of sadness.

I was worried about my grandfather, so he said, "Grandpa, are you okay?" Just hit your grandson a few times, my uncle killed me. ”

Grandpa let out a long breath, and finally opened his eyes, tears glistening in the corners of his eyes. He shook his hand and said, "It's not your fault for this, it's all my fault." I shouldn't have taught him the method of yin and yang in the first place, he couldn't let go of the hatred in his heart after all. ”

I didn't know what to say, so I knelt in front of my grandfather like this.

After my grandfather was silent for a long time, he looked at me, then motioned for me to get up, and said to me: "Grandson, you must remember that you must not be blinded by hatred in the future. ”

I nodded and stood up from the ground.

"Some people have hatred in their hearts and suffer for a lifetime; Some people have hatred in their hearts and have suffered for thousands of years. Why bother, why bother......" Grandpa looked up to the sky and sighed, as if he was talking about his apprentice Miao Shi, and seemed to be saying to me. After speaking, the grandfather walked into the house, very lonely, hunched back, lonely, which made people feel very distressed.

Although my grandfather didn't blame me, I still blamed myself very much, because I knew that if it weren't for me, Miao Shi might not have died. However, everything can no longer be reversed......

I let out a long sigh and went inside. Inside the house, my grandfather had already started cooking on the fire, so I grabbed it and told him to go to the old man's house to rest, and let me cook this meal.

Grandpa didn't insist this time, put down the work in his hand, returned to the door of the house, sat on a chair and smoked alone, silently distracted......

When it was almost dark, a sumptuous dinner was ready, and I called my grandfather to come and eat. Maybe it's because of Miao Shi's matter, grandpa is in a very bad mood tonight and drinks a lot of wine.

Seeing his sad appearance, I couldn't bear it in my heart, and I wanted to persuade him, but I didn't know how to persuade him. Grandpa seemed to see my thoughts and said to me: "The matter of Miao Shi is over, after all, the road is his own, I just feel sorry for him, you don't have to blame yourself for this matter." ”

After saying this, he drank three more glasses of wine, and then put down the glass, and then got up and went into the house, and said to me as he was leaving, "Come down to my room when you have finished eating, and I have something to explain to you." ”

Seeing him enter the room, I didn't have the heart to eat anymore. After putting away the dishes and chopsticks, I went into his room.

Grandpa sat on the edge of the bed, and when he saw me coming in, he pointed to the desk next to me and said, "Put these away." ”

When I looked, there was a bank passbook on the desk. I couldn't help but be stunned and asked, "Grandpa, this is your money, you can keep it yourself, what are you doing for me." ”

Grandpa smiled and said, "I'm just your grandson, if I don't leave my money to you, to whom?" ”

Hearing him say this, I vaguely felt in my heart that something must have happened to my grandfather, and during the day I thought he was very strange and mysterious, and now he even took out the bank passbook and asked for it to be given to me. When I think about it, I feel even more that something is wrong. So I asked him, "Grandpa, is there something wrong with you?" ”

Grandpa nodded and said, "Yes, because grandpa is leaving." ”

"Let's go?" I frowned and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

Grandpa said, "My life is over, and black and white impermanence will come and take me away tonight." ”