377 Well, life and death together
"As soon as I spoke to you, I remembered the two of them." Wang Shulin said calmly, "You have been on the same ship for a long time, but you have never met each other, and then you ...... They will never see each other, and they have been hoping that I can talk about a daughter-in-law and live the rest of my life peacefully, but ...... I thought it would be exciting to see them and to see you, but ...... It may be that the last days will completely change one or many people, not only in terms of personality, but also in terms of basic emotions that people should have. "
Park Hengchi is still so glamorous and delicate, although her eyes are dull, she just huddles her knees and mutters to herself, but it is obvious that she has a considerable memory of Wang Shulin's smell or other important characteristics, and shows a good impression. At this time, she no longer had the reserve and arrogance of the empress in the past, and rubbed vigorously on Wang Shulin's chin, like a well-behaved big cat.
"Just as you told me a long story the night we first shared a room not long ago, I want to tell me about me, which I haven't had a chance before, but now that I'm telling you, I don't know if it's a real opportunity. Although you don't understand, I still cherish it, because maybe the upcoming decisive battle will fall apart, and you and I may be separated forever...... The enemy is very powerful, I will probably die in battle, I really don't worry about you...... That's the only thing I'm holding back right now. "
Wang Shulin put his arms around her and said slowly: "For as long as I can remember, I feel that my parents are very pampered to me, but they are very strict. Pampering means that even if the family is poor, you still save good food and drink for me; Sternness meant that they warned me that I couldn't do it, that I had only two chances, otherwise they would beat me up so badly that even the neighbor's children were terrified when they saw it. But after the fight, he would hug his head and cry again, crying so sadly, I couldn't help but think about it, but suddenly I felt that they were very pitiful, and I couldn't help but feel very guilty. In this way, gradually, I made fewer and fewer mistakes, and at last by the time I was sixteen or seventeen years old and about to reach adulthood, I had completely lived within the framework of their regulations, following the rules and not daring to trespass in the slightest.
"Looking back on it now, it was really weird. Before high school, they didn't give me any pocket money, but whatever they wanted, they would quietly buy it for me, and even when I just blindly envied what my classmates also had and came back to ask for it, I didn't know how much it was worth, until they bought it for me, and told me that it was very expensive, and asked me to say at home that whatever I wanted, the family must buy it, but I must not say it. And I never let go like other children because I wanted something, rolling on the ground and crying, but every time my parents saw my longing eyes, they really bought it for me. At that time, I really didn't know that my family had money, and of course I didn't know that the money came from the treasures collected by Ganggu.
"In the same way, I am much more honest than the average honest person, and even bad students don't bother to bully me, and whoever bullies me is afraid that I will be ridiculed by my peers. But finally one day, my stationery box was broken by two children fighting, the stationery box is not worth much, but there is a peace charm that my mother asked me for, I took it off and put it in the stationery box when I came back from physical education class to wash my face, and the stationery box was dropped from the window, and the peace charm was gone. I searched everywhere and couldn't find it, so I reasoned with the two children, but one of them slapped me in the face and told me to get out. I've always been reluctant to cause trouble and find teachers to solve conflicts between students, but this time it's different, I want them to help me find it, not lose money. Maybe the families of these two children have a chain of interests that I don't know about, so the homeroom teacher is not only very cold to me, but also wants me to make big things small things. I disagreed, and the head teacher immediately turned cold and said Isn't it to ask parents to comment? Then let your parents take a look at your results first! He deliberately singled out my worst test paper this time and asked my parents to look at it. I told me what happened, but the head teacher just sneered. Dad apologized in a low voice, and then reprimanded me with a blushing face. On the way home, I was extremely aggrieved, but when my father's thick hand touched the back of my head, I immediately had the feeling that the father and son were acting for the teacher to see, and I immediately shed tears. Dad came home uncharacteristically, bought me good food and took me to play, and it was a wonderful weekend that I still remember very well...... But he told me that I was not wrong, but I was wrong, and solemnly asked me to keep it to my teachers and classmates, just for my father.
"I agreed. Although I don't understand it at all. And now, I fully understand......
"But when it comes to the material aspect, and when it comes to the spiritual aspect, they don't allow me to have my own thoughts. I once watched the same daily news, and I learned to be witty because of my contact with naughty students at school, and I thought it was humorous to satirize the news, saying that the news would be right if it was heard in reverse, or after every sentence was played in a straight voice, add a sentence of 'but this is useless', absolutely no problem. In fact, this passage is normal to say in other families, but the scene is very embarrassing, my mother lowered her head to eat without saying a word, and my father suddenly stood up and gave me a slap in the face, and starved me twice. I didn't hold any grudge against my parents, just worried and scared, and when my parents calmed down, they told me clearly that I should never say this to the outside world, and that I should remember two things: first, no matter what my political views are, don't say it to a second person other than myself, even at home. Second, whoever is in power will always be right, and it is absolutely right to listen to him. I'm a dough character, I never question and refute, and sure enough, during my college years, Ganggu suddenly took control of the world's technology, economy and military, and whoever dared to say a word of dissatisfaction would immediately execute an electric shock punishment on the mobile phone, or even electrocution. Only then did I realize how wise my parents were. I wanted to go home and praise them for their uncertain prophets, but I didn't dare, because according to their rules, I must never mention them again.
"Graduating from college, looking for a job, going to work, going on a blind date...... But as an adult, I was still kept in the dark, until the people in my life who were only a matter of time or time but would inevitably appear - Qiao Ling, Qiao Scar, Hao Mingliang, Lao Dai, Liu Jianan...... And you, who have brought me back on my journey to find my true identity...... I will eventually return to this circle, at this time, I am extremely grateful to my parents for all the restraints they have made on me, if this is not the case, I will probably not live to adulthood, and even if I survive, even if I survive the harshness of the steel valley, I will die in the last days because of the sharp edge. So, these important people in my life, my parents, and you...... You are the only tender part of my heart left at the moment, and every time I am about to commit an act of destruction or something more brutal to ordinary life, your image will come to my mind, and it will continue to restrain me towards the twisted humanity of divinity and not to fall into the abyss of beastliness......"
Park Hengchi lowered his head and did not speak.
"I don't have to have someone I love, but it's really hard for you to survive in this troubled world...... Wang Shulin was somewhat shocked by his thoughts, and thought: "Did I kill her?" I...... How did I become such a ......? But his astonished attitude soon returned to normal, which was the inevitable result of his view of life and love after he had reached a certain level.
"If you're sane, if I die, you'll die with me." Wang Shulin stood up, "This big battle will happen at any time, if I am going to die in battle, I will personally let you join me...... Heng Chi, human values are very confused, no one can tell which one is right, I still follow my most natural instinctive reaction. You can rest first. "
With that, he opened the door.
"Hmm."
Wang Shulin was shocked, but he actually held back and didn't look back. He would rather believe that this is just a casual pronunciation of Park Hengchi, who is already inarticulate, and it does not represent his agreement with the point he just made. He was afraid that it would be really difficult to leave this time, but he still insisted on walking out.
After closing the door, Hao Mingliang stepped forward: "Tan Dashuai is looking for you." "
Wang Shulin nodded, and the two walked side by side.
"What if...... If we are all alive after this time, I mean, me and your wife Pu Hengchi," Hao Mingliang seemed to have insight into Wang Shulin's determination to die, "then I will ensure that your wife receives the best material supplies within the scope of my authority." "
"She's not my wife yet, and ...... in the future," Wang Shulin paused, "but thank you." "
Hao Mingliang was noncommittal and continued: "You also know that in order to quickly control this ship, Kujie ambushed a lot of subordinates and animals who could transform, and killed most of our pilots and technicians in one go...... The radar is also destroyed, and it will be difficult for us to detect at long distances if the enemy approaches. "
"The enemy must be able to fly or swim in the water, right? Doesn't your radar always filter out information as birds? "
"Not necessarily, they can control helicopters and tanks, it's hard to say that they can't control big ships...... In short, there are any possibilities. Tan Dashuai asked you to go up and take a look, and he thought of a way to drag down that fake Du Tianjie......"
Wang Shulin was stunned and thought: "Wen Ruisen still told you in the end, but he shouldn't have told the Three Kings of Green Garden, probably because he was afraid that Kujie would be angry if he didn't get power, and in turn leaked the secret to the Night Demon." You have also thought too much, no matter how much Kujie wants to gain the domination of all mankind, he will not give up his bottom line. It's not so much principled, but rather that Kujie knows very well that there is no way for the Daredevil to let him live after getting the world. However, how to deal with the matter of the fake Du Tian Festival, it is indeed necessary to discuss it carefully, after all, the North Pole is a major place in steel valley technology, and the military strength is undoubtedly at least the level of Olympus Cloud, once we are attacked from a distance, it will not be able to withstand it......"
Just as he was thinking about it, suddenly there was a loud noise, and the cabin shook violently, and a large amount of dust fell in a large amount. Wang Shulin and Hao Mingliang glanced at each other, and as the alarm sounded, they both understood that the Olympus Cloud had been attacked.