Sometimes, people need a spirit of self-deception, some things, the more you think about it, the more painful it is, I have found countless reasons to hypnotize myself, but I still feel that my heart is falling off the cliff, and I don't have any confidence. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Slowly, I calmed down and pinched my thigh.

Calm down, I'm going to be calm.

Whatever the case may be, the most important thing now is not to mess up, I now understand that that thing in the forbidden land is just to drive us crazy, so it appears from time to time, and if I am really crazy, let it succeed.

I felt like I was stuck in a dead loop again because I didn't know if I was still in the spirit world.

But how can I prove all this?

It's an endless loop, and maybe this time I really planted it.

I've met poisonous snakes, beasts, monsters, but those are all physical injuries, but this time, my body has not been lost, and my spirit has been destroyed over and over again.

I was about to give up, but then, I thought of Zhou Xuanye.

If he can get out, why can't I? You know, when Zhou Xuanye entered this place, he was still a young man, he could go out, I am a twenty-seven-year-old and a three-year-old person, can I just confess like this?

Thinking about it like this, I rose a little courage again, but the corpse of Tan Jian next to me was too eye-catching, as soon as I saw it, I didn't want to mention that feeling.

Looking at the sun in the sky, I decided to start again, as for Tan Blade's body, I decided not to care about him, calm down at this time, after thinking about it, the current situation is nothing more than two kinds, one is in the spiritual world, then this Tan Blade is also fake; Second, this Tan Blade is real, in this way, he will soon fall into corpse and gnaw me alive, and it is the kind that can never be pulled back; If he doesn't corpse, then it's possible that he's fake.

In that case, there is no need for me to touch this corpse again.

After one last glance, I hypnotized myself, assuming that everything in front of me was an illusion, and began to move on, while Tan Blade's body was left behind by me. It was a very peculiar feeling, and I felt as if there were two minds mixed together, one in intense fear and the other in self-hypnosis.

If it was before, I would definitely not have been able to just throw Tan Jian's corpse aside, but now, I feel that I am no longer a normal person, and I am only a few steps away from a split personality.

I walked for more than an hour along the way, and this time there were no more graves, and my whole body was in a state of discouragement, like a walking corpse, and my wandering thoughts didn't even make me feel too tired.

Just walking forward in the forbidden land, never reaching the destination, the high level of mental stimulation, I don't know when, the whole person is like a broken string, and I fall to the ground suddenly, and I don't know what to do.

The moment I fainted, I even thought, just die, I don't want to face this forbidden land again.

But God often doesn't follow people's wishes, when I woke up again, I found that I was really sitting against a tree, and not far away, there were a few people, I looked at it, I was stunned, wasn't that a few people in the dragon group? In addition to those five people, there was also Tan Blade.

Am I in the spirit world again?

After the huge blow, I calmed down, and this is probably the human stress reaction.

Rubbing my face, I walked over to a few people who were building a fire with a portable pot of biscuit paste and jerky and stuff like that.

As soon as they saw me, several people stopped their movements and looked at them together, but Tan Jian suddenly got up and walked up to me, looked me up and down, and said, "What's the matter?" How does it feel? ”

I looked around and saw that we were on the outskirts of the Forbidden Land, but it was getting dark.

Is all this fake again?

Forget it, let it be, I don't have the ability to prove anything, if that's what the forbidden land is trying to achieve, if it wants me to be confused between reality and illusion, and wants to make me a suspicious madman, then it did.

I said, "How's that?" ”

Tan Jian frowned and said, "Not long after you entered the forbidden land, you suddenly went crazy, just like a ghost, it took us a lot of effort to restrain you, and then retreated here, what happened?" ”

It's a new set of rhetoric.

This rhetoric didn't deny my life, but I denied all the devastating things I had encountered in the forbidden land before, as if I had just entered the forbidden land.

I didn't answer Tan Jian's words, Dao; "We just came out?"

Tan Jian looked at me with a rare trace of worry in his eyes, and nodded.

I added, "I went crazy not long after we entered the Forbidden Land, that is, we haven't been deeper?" ”

"Deep?" Tan Jian was stunned for a moment, frowned, and said, "That's not it, but you ran around and did a lot of unbelievable things." ”

I said; "For example?"

Tan Jian said: "Eat earthworms." ”

"......" I choked for a moment, and said in my heart that since this forbidden place wants to play with me, can you not mention eating earthworms, it seems that it is not only trying to play with me, but also intends to disgust me. At this time, I only felt very tired and hungry, and everything was out of the way, so I didn't bother to bother with these anymore, I just wanted to let my mind and body have a good rest, so I gathered on the edge of the fire and waited for the meal.

The people in the dragon group looked at each other one by one, not knowing what they were thinking, they glanced at each other, and then heard the husky smile and say: "Little brother, you woke up from a madness, and you feel very different." ”

I wasn't interested, and while waiting for the meal, I said slowly, "What's the difference." ”

The husky said: "It's different everywhere. ”

The other Feiliu looked at me with dissatisfaction, as if he was about to say something, and at this time, Tan Jian next to me interrupted the words of several people, scooped a bowl of biscuit paste for me, and said, "Let's eat and rest." ”

I was a little surprised, and as I ate, I said, "Aren't you going to ask me something?" ”

Tan Jian didn't look at me, but at the five people in the dragon group, and said, "When you want to talk, you will naturally say, I ask you why you are doing so much, see that you are in a state of mind, after eating, rest first." I couldn't help but look at Tan Turtle Hair differently, but in an instant, I remembered the corpse of another Tan Turtle Hair in my mind, and the whole person suddenly felt bad.

It's hard to put into words, everything around you is denied, it keeps repeating, and after it is numb, people become indifferent. This kind of indifference is actually a way to let go, and in the same way, if there are people and things around you, you can face it calmly.

I felt like I had spent a long, long time, and now the gang told me that we had only entered the forbidden land on the first day, and that we had only been walking for an hour, and that I had an accident, and they had subdued me, and I withdrew.

In other words, all those real experiences of my past few months were fake? What is true now?

I have no way to judge, and I can't change it, the only way is to go with the flow.

After eating, the rest of the people set up tents on the periphery, and the five members of the dragon group gathered together and muttered, and from time to time they would look at me with a stern expression, and it was obvious that the things they were discussing were related to me.

As to what they were discussing, I didn't bother to inquire about it, so I went into the tent and slept after eating and drinking. As for what will happen next, whether it will be a different environment when I wake up is not within my consideration.

Early the next morning, I was woken up by the sounds around me, and when I opened my eyes, I was still in the tent, and outside the tent, there was the sound of a circle of people talking, I listened closely, and found that it was the people of the Dragon Group and Tan Jian arguing.

This makes me a little surprised, you know, Tan Guimao has always disdained quarrels, his chin has always been raised to the sky, and quarrels are too low to lower his style, this early in the morning, how could he quarrel with the five people of the dragon group?

I listened carefully and understood, except for the huskies, the rest of the five insisted on entering the forbidden land again, and they couldn't give up halfway because of my business. The husky is still the same as before, not saying that he agrees, nor does he say that he disagrees, but Tan Jian insisted, if he wants to go, the people of the dragon group will go by themselves, anyway, he and I will not mix.

You know, the reason why we came with us this time is mainly for two reasons, one is the needs of the dragon group itself; The second is that we have to ensure the safety of the dragon group to some extent. Even if something really happened and the dead person died, at least one living person had to be brought back as a witness.

Now Tan Jian said that he was going to part ways with the dragon group, which was obviously contrary to our original decision.

Did he do it because of me?

Although I think so, I feel that I may really have become a pervert like Zhou Xuanye, because at this moment my heart is very calm, and I don't have the slightest emotion, like stagnant water, as if I am still a walking corpse.

It's not painful, but it's definitely not good.