Chapter 280: Hu Yin's Tears
The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk. The dusk of the Mogao Grottoes, with the kind of roughness in the northwest, with the boldness of the desert, a piece of sunset red sprinkled on the Thousand Buddha Caves of Mogao Grottoes, shining in each cave, each Buddha statue is more majestic, and the fairies on the murals seem to be dancing with the afterglow of the fall.
The sunset, slowly falling, the Buddha statues in the Thousand Buddha Caves seem to be all moving with the afterglow of the falling, the Sanskrit sound is lingering, the ears are swirling, my heart, this moment also seems to have been evolved, a piece of ethereal. I seem to see that above the clouds in the sky, there are gods and Buddhas sitting in the sky, and the fairies in the murals are dancing on the Mogao Grottoes, which is a picture of fairies. I couldn't help but be a little obsessed, I really didn't expect that in this desolate place in the northwest, there would be such a beautiful scenery.
I'm not a Buddhist, at this moment, I feel like a devout Buddhist, that atmosphere, that feeling, let me be a little unable to extricate myself, at this moment, I am very envious of Dorjee, this Tantric disciple, can you find the holy land of the Buddha that belongs to your own heart?
The Buddha said: A flower is a world, a grass is a paradise, a leaf is as it comes, a sand is bliss, a pure land on one side, a smile is a dust, a thought is quiet. It's all a state of mind. If there is nothing in the heart, there can be a world of flowers, a paradise of grass. Knowing this, a flower and a grass are the whole world, and the whole world is as empty as flowers and plants. I think it's hard for me to reach it all my life, I just hope that Dorjee can, although his enlightenment surname is not good, but he is a pious tantric disciple, and his heart, although it is tumbling in this earthly world, is still very pure.
In the past, the Buddha held flowers, but the Buddha smiled, and walked towards bliss. From a single flower, you can realize the whole world and ascend to heaven, the Buddha is the Buddha, who can have such a realm?! We mortals don't have, and can't have. How many people who are crawling in this mortal dust can still maintain this heart without delusion and selflessness?
This is also the main gist of the "Huayan Sutra", the full name of the "Huayan Sutra" is "Dafang Guang Buddha Huayan Sutra", Dafang is widely proved by the law, the Buddha is the person who can prove, the Buddha who has been proved to be generous and reasonable, and the word Huayan is a metaphor for this Buddha. Because of the position of ten thousand lines such as Hua, with this Hua solemn fruit, so it is called Huayan. And the Buddha fruit land of all virtues such as Hua, with this Hua solemn Dharma body, so it is called Huayan. The Huayan Sutra is one of the most important texts of Mahayana Buddhism. It is said that after Shakyamuni Buddha attained enlightenment, he preached in meditation for the superior bodhisattvas such as Manjushri and Puxian when he explained the endless dharma realm, and through the great bodhisattvas of Fuxian and Manjushri, he showed that the Buddha's cause and effect are like a variety of majestic and solemn things, and that the vast perfection and endless unhindered wonderful purpose is the essence of the wonderful purpose.
The focus of the Huayan Sutra is on the "One True Dharma Realm". There are Buddhas everywhere, and all living beings are Buddhas, "a flower is a world, and a leaf is the same...... All Buddhist scriptures, and even all religions, look at life as pessimistic, think that life is painful, and demand liberation; They all think that the world is flawed and miserable. Only what the "Huayan Sutra" says, believes that this world does not care about defects, even if it is defective, it is beautiful; This world is the truest, the best, and the most beautiful; It is a true Dharma realm, where all laws are free, and you become a Buddha everywhere and become enlightened at all times. This is also known as the Huayan realm. This is also a big reason why I like the Sutra.
Although I am an atheist, I do not regard this Huayan Sutra as a Buddhist classic, but as a book that teaches me how to be a person and do things. Of course, everyone's purpose of reading books is different, as long as you can get what you need, maybe I will read it in N years, maybe it will be another kind of insight.
This seems to be a bit off-topic, and it goes to the "Huayan Sutra", hehe. In fact, Hu Yin and I are in the Mogao Grottoes, just like ordinary tourists, and they are not particularly noticeable. If it attracts attention, it is also because of Hu Yin's beauty and temperament. A lot of SLRs with that kind of small cannon lens pressed the shutter sharply at Hu Yin, and Hu Yin also smiled at them, which made me very embarrassed. People must want to take pictures of Hu Yin, and they definitely don't want me to stay in other people's cameras, right?
Until the sun went down, the number of tourists slowly decreased, and my heart became heavier and heavier. Hu Yin seemed to see what was on my mind, she stood in front of me, looked up at me, stroked my cheek with her right hand and said, "Ze, you are much thinner than when I knew you." I smiled awkwardly and said, "Of course, in the past few years, I have been running around, and every time I can go around the ghost gate, I haven't learned anything, but my mental endurance is much stronger than before." ”
Hu Yin's eyes wandered, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes, this is the second time I have seen her cry, the first time was scolded and cried by Zhuang Xiaoyue, and that time, it was more helpless. This time, I knew she was for me, at least at the moment. In fact, I don't know how much Hu Yin likes me, and I don't want to guess Hu Yin's mind, because she is an elusive woman. At least, it's enough now that I know she's with me, mine is very fond of her and loves her.
I gently held Hu Yin's cheeks with a hint of poignancy with both hands, and helped her wipe away the two lines of tears left behind with my thumb and said, "Honey, don't cry, what is there to cry about?" Aren't we okay now? Hu Yinwa threw herself into my arms, this time, I was really a little inexplicable, I don't know what happened to her, could it be the reason for meeting Garanga? After all, it's a matter of the previous life, how can it be possible to continue the frontier in this life?
I really didn't know how to comfort Hu Yin, so I gently hugged her and let her cry loudly in my arms. I don't know why, I don't like to see Hu Yin so sad, I want her to be happy. I also know that Hu Yin has been working hard for the dream of becoming an immortal, don't people have dreams to be called people? Isn't it because there are dreams that people are motivated to live? Isn't it because there are dreams that people live meaningfully?
It's just that after more than 2,000 years of waiting, what is waiting for is not a person like Yuan Tiangang who has the power to reach the sky, let alone a person who is as intelligent as Liu Bowen. In fact, I am such a person, I am not angry at all when I say that I am "[***] silk", I don't have any big ambitions, and I can live a stable life, which is what I want the most, and it is also my dream. However, what husband and wife pursue is completely different, and I have known this for a long time, and I am also working hard for Hu Yin's dream.
I have done so much, in fact, many times, I am working hard to fulfill Hu Yin's dream. I am an ordinary person, and I can do so many things with the help of my friends and my own efforts. I'm not a genius, if it weren't for Hu Yin, I think I would have left this industry a long time ago and lived a stable life with Liu Mei and Su Xue.
Speaking of Su Xue, she is doing her own business, which is also her hobby, because of the problem of the dream spell. Her work is not to say that she will put it down, after all, she has signed a contract with someone, at least she has to wait until the contract expires, her current dream spell has changed, and she has become my wife, so sooner or later she will still come to me.
The most troublesome thing is my Hu Yin, the problem of becoming an immortal, I don't know how to help her at all, she asked me to enhance my strength, and this strength is not something that can reach the peak in a day or two, right? I'm not the material for learning Buddhism, I'm just an ordinary person, I've been working hard to help her, but I can't find a direction in my heart.
Now, he threw himself into my arms and was in pain, I really didn't know how to persuade her, I could only let her vent, only if she vented, it would be a little better. Maybe this crying has been endured for more than 2,000 years...... I'm a person who can't coax girls, so I can only hug Hu Yin tightly at this time, maybe I don't know her too well.
Her cry slowly became smaller, turned into sobbing, I patted her back and said, "Honey, it's good to cry, everything will pass, as long as we work hard, there is nothing that can't be done, right?" "Actually, let me, a fortune teller, really feel a little weak-hearted.
Hu Yin looked up, I took advantage of the last afterglow of Luoyue, saw Hu Yin's eyes were red and red, my heart was sour, touched her moist cheeks and said: "Honey, don't be like this in the future, I don't like to watch you cry, you cry like this, my heart hurts too." Hu Yin sobbed and said, "Ze, no matter what situation you encounter in the future, don't leave me alone, okay?" I myself am so lonely in this world, my former friends, all of them can't escape the cycle of time, all of them leave me one after another, I really can't stand it, I once thought about ending my life. ”
I stroked Hu Yin's head and said, "My dear, don't worry, I am immortal, and I will accompany you for a long time." How false is that? I don't believe it myself, but since Hu Yin believes it...... She nodded and said: "I'm happy to have you say this, really, dear, even if I can't become an immortal, I'm happy to be with you for the rest of my life." I smiled and said, "Become an immortal, don't say it's an immortal, it's no problem to become an immortal." "People, if you feel happy, you can brag about any bull. At this moment, I thought about whether to refine the real elixir.
I gently kissed Hu Yin's forehead again and said, "Honey, don't think so much now, aren't you going to take me to the secret place of the Mogao Grottoes?" Now let's go. Hu Yin nodded and said: "That place was also discovered by Yuan Tiangang and Garland back then, and it can be regarded as a relic left by the Yellow Emperor era, I think Garland may go to that place." ”
I asked, "What the hell is this place?" Isn't it sinister? Hu Yin said lightly: "No, it's very safe, when Yuan Tiangang found out there, it was very sinister, but he cracked it one by one, and took you there, which can be regarded as a boost in your knowledge, and also tells you why there are so many Buddha statues built here." I said, "Then let's go, if Garland is there, we must not let her run away this time, otherwise there will be endless trouble." ”
Hu Yin nodded and said, "I know this better than you, you can just watch it again." I smiled awkwardly and digressed, "Then you should lead the way." Hu Yin looked at the sun, at this time it had already set, there were only three or two tourists, we walked towards the Buddha cave along the Mogao Grottoes, all the way forward, when we came to a very inconspicuous cave, Hu Yin looked left and right, and went in with a flash.
I also went in, and it was no different from the other Buddha statues inside, it was very ordinary. Hu Yin looked left and right and said, "It seems that Garland didn't come here." I said, "Isn't that this the place?" Hu Yin shook his head and said, "There are still mechanisms here, wait a minute." As he spoke, he wiped the side of the Buddha statue, and before long, a secret door opened next to the Buddha statue.
At this time, I understood why Hu Yin said that Garland did not come, because there was no trace of Garland here. It was so dark inside the secret door that I couldn't see anything, and I forgot to bring a flashlight or something. Hu Yin just went in, and when he went in, he urged me to hurry up. Without hesitation, I followed in and asked, "Honey, I can't see it." Before he finished speaking, he saw the torches on both sides "whirring" lit up, and the secret door behind it was also closed.
This place is much, much narrower than Garland's tomb, and can only accommodate me and Hu Yin walking side by side, while the torches on both sides are burning. Hu Yin said as he walked: "Actually, your blood cup is still somewhat related to here, do you know why this is an important place for Buddhism, how can there be a copy of "Blood Sutra"?" I thought to myself, "How do I know, this question has been in my mind for a long time, but I just haven't asked it." ”
I replied, "I don't know." Hu Yin continued: "When you get inside, you will know, and you are guaranteed to open your eyes." I didn't speak, and continued to follow Hu Yin forward, the further you go here, the more you go down, the more you go forward, the more you go down, it's actually a passage to the underground. I thought to myself, "There won't be any people living underground, will there?" That would be a bit of. After thinking about it again, it definitely won't, Hu Yin said, this Mogao Grottoes exists to suppress the things below, and they have been built and expanded in the past dynasties, it seems that it is definitely an unusual thing, and I hope it is not alive.
I believe that it will not be alive, after all, Yuan Tiangang has already come in back then, even if he is alive, with Yuan Tiangang's ability, he would have been killed hundreds of times, he must be a guy who can't be killed, can only be imprisoned, I don't know what is so difficult, but I'll see you later.
This road, but it has been going down, this torch, thousands of years can still burn, I don't know what fuel is on it, actually this cow*, I thought to myself if I want to get out and study it. I thought to myself, as we walked forward, the road was long enough, and the further we went, the further we went, and now I guess we were all deep underground. This road, without a turn, went on like this....... and when we stopped, we didn't know how far we had gone, because in front of us was where we were going, a large hall - the underground hall. This hall is very large, like a football field, in the middle of which there are more than a dozen braziers, which are lit with raging fires, and in the middle of this hall, there is a big platform, and on this platform, it is what opens my eyes.