Chapter 309: Outside and Inside
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Chapter 309 Beyond (Part II)
How many people, the dream of youth is to become a bird and fly freely?
Although Zhang Shifei no longer remembers his childhood, he did lie on the window before, looking at the swifts shuttling among the buildings, yearning, if he could fly, how good it would be. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Many years later, his dream that had long been forgotten in his heart came true, but he was not happy, on the contrary, at this time, he sat on the ground, looking at the endless night sky, and his heart was full of thoughts.
To lose completely, to lose completely, everything, love, commitment, everything............
As soon as the egg demon left, maybe it didn't plan to stay too long, Zhang Shifei only felt weak, and a feeling of dizziness appeared, he sat down on the cold concrete floor, and the Tang knife in his hand struck the ground with a clang.
Closed his eyes, it was still dark in front of him, how much he thought now that this was actually a dream, when he woke up and opened his eyes, everything was fake, there would be no corpses, there would be no compulsion, there would be no choice, only Liang Yun'er was by his side, just like the few times he fell asleep in Liang Yun'er's school library, it was the most down-to-earth sleep he had ever slept in his life, Liang Yun'er whispered in his ear, cockroach cockroach, the sun is setting, when are you going home.
Going home, Zhang Shifei opened his eyes, tears blurred the night sky, line by line, flowing from his cheeks, warm and desperate, Zhang Shifei cried, my home, without you, where is my home?
It turns out that the definition of home is not just a stable residence, but somewhere in this world, you know, there is another person waiting for you to come back, but there are people who do not know this, so they spend their lives in this barren land to pursue, and in the end, they are still facing cold walls.
On the snowy mountain, another one who fell in love may be Xu Ying's sentence: "Are you homesick?" β
I'm actually thinking about you.
Zhang Shifei sobbed in a low voice, he cried not because of cowardice, but because this choice was too difficult and too difficult.
In the world, there is a way to have both, where in this world can he have a way to have both? Zhang Shifei's body began to tremble unconsciously again, and the difficulty ahead was not that he didn't choose, but that he couldn't choose.
No matter which method it is, he, and the price they have to pay are extremely huge, so big that he can't imagine the horror of the corpse, Zhang is naturally clear at this time, thousands of miles of red land, not a single inch of grass grows, if it is allowed to break out of the ground, then how many tragedies will be added to this world? However, if you don't care about Ranxi, Liang Yun'er will really be poisoned, the bad behavior of the white coat before and after his death, Zhang Shifei also knows it, he can't imagine what kind of consequences his decision will bring.
Liang Yun'er will die, if Liang Yun'er dies, it means that she will enter a new reincarnation, and in that reincarnation, there can no longer be a shadow of right and wrong.
How many reincarnations does she have to wait? How many tears do you have to shed?
Zhang Shifei couldn't say a word, he had completely lost his direction, and the only thing he knew was the choice in front of him, no matter what, there would be no good result.
Li Lanying saw that Zhang Shifei was trembling, and knew that her brother had been greatly hit, it is not an exaggeration to say that even if Zhang Shifei is crazy now, it is reasonable, but Li Lanying does not allow him to be like this in her heart, this crying man is not the Zhang Shifei before
Li Lanying said honestly, there is no way to do it now, indeed, to say that what they are facing now is not a multiple-choice question, but a trade-off question, which one to give up, will feel better in their hearts?
Li Lanying has no revenge to save the common people, in his heart, only care for his brother, he saw that Zhang Shifei is now like a waste, so he sighed, then gritted his teeth, stepped forward and patted Zhang Shifei's shoulder, Zhang Shifei wiped his tears, turned his head, and saw that the fat man's demeanor was unusually firm, after they looked at each other for a while, Li Lanying sighed, and then said to Zhang Shifei with a smile: "I really can't help you, let's go, let's go to Sun Island." β
Fang Cai's egg demon said that he would wait for them on the island at the edge of the city, and the island on the edge of the city is the Sun Island across the river from the urban area of Harbin.
Zhang Shifei saw that Li Lanying had made a choice for him, and his heart was sour, only to see him say to Li Lanying: "No...... In that case, I'm fine. β
"It's okay" couldn't help but say, Li Lanying kicked Zhang Shifei in the back, Zhang Shifei only felt a burst of pain, only to see that Li Lanying said: "Look at yourself yourself, crying like a little widow who has just died, don't worry about these useless with me, go, take those rotten eggs, and save my little brother and sister." β
Li Lanying's tone is quite serious, maybe now, it can't be serious or not, the current time is 2:15 in the morning, if you don't make a decision, it may be too late.
But Zhang Shifei hesitated, he even began to hate himself, why can't he have the courage of Li Lanying? Why, it's obviously your love, but you don't dare to protect it?
Because of Ranxi, Zhang Shifei thought very painfully in his heart, not to mention the credit of those egg demons, even if they would really release Liang Yun'er and Fu Xuehan, but what about after that? Burning Xi's demon law is launched, most of the lives will be ruined, and when the time comes, coupled with the resurrection of the drought, the two hazards will encounter together, even if Zhang Shifei and Liang Yun'er can come together, but from then on, where will there be a place in this world to live in peace?
And this kind of behavior of abandoning everything in the world for his own selfish desires, can he really do it?
Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, he thought in his heart, this is really ironic, this kind of thought would appear from my mind, think about me, wasn't I a selfish person before? Why, just a few months later, my thoughts turned out to be like this?
Experience, experience changes everything, this is what Zhang Shifei doesn't know, every battle, every story, has had a more or less impact on him, so that his heart has begun to have subtle changes, the tragedy he has witnessed again and again, the woman who has lost her man and child, the old dog who is as weak as dust but still desperate to resist everything, the blind child, the despicable father and son, the ugly person Xing, and the scenes of life and death, so that Zhang Shifei is no longer the self-centered boy he once was, He began to understand this society and tried to understand this life.
Society is made up of countless people like you and me, they also have thoughts, feelings, and inseparable families.
If he went to ruin their future because of his own selfish desires, could he do such a thing?
No, a thought suddenly popped up in Zhang Shifei's heart, he felt that if he really did this, what was the difference between himself and the egg demon Chuyi?
Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei clenched his fists, then got up with a touch, and wanted to walk opposite Fuze Hall, Li Lanying saw him leave without saying a word, hurriedly chased after him, and then said to him: "Where are you going?" β
"Look at the dew, is it okay?" Zhang Shifei said in a low voice, but his voice had already begun to tremble.
Li Lanying saw that this Zhang Zhengfei was like this, and in a hurry, she was angry, only to see him grab Zhang Shifei, and couldn't help but say, a heavy punch hit him in the face, Li Lanying didn't use the power of the fairy bone, but she didn't stay strong, and with a snap, Zhang Shifei, who was already on the verge of collapse, fell to the ground in response, and at the same time a warm nosebleed came out.
"Look at the fart," Li Lanying yelled hoarsely at Zhang Shifei who fell to the ground
I saw Zhang Shifei struggling to stand up, and then wiped the blood with his sleeve, and walked towards Yifuguan without saying a word, Li Lanying saw this, and couldn't hold back anymore, he gritted his teeth and pounced forward, threw him to the ground again, and then turned around and pressed him under him with a heavy body, Li Lanying sat on Zhang Shifei's body, and his fist kept waving at Zhang Shifei
While beating, he kept cursing, all kinds of foul words were mixed in, as if he wanted to wake up and scold Zhang Shifei, Zhang Shifei didn't fight back, just looked at Li Lanying with tears, maybe he would feel better if he was beaten by Li Lanying, in fact, even he wanted to beat himself at this time, and even killed himself.
Li Lanying couldn't stop hitting Zhang Shifei's body, and he also cried.
I saw Li Lanying sobbing while scolding with all her might: ", why can't you leave a way back for yourself?" Why do you have to hold on to it after all this? answer me answer me"
Li Lanying's hands also trembled, his tears and snot were dripping down, his expression was hideous, and Zhang Shifei couldn't bear it anymore when he heard him say this, he pushed Li Lanying away, and then got up, and roared at Li Lanying with all his strength: "Give those broken things to Ranxi?" Don't be kidding, what are you doing with it?? Let it destroy the world?? β
His voice is so bleak, yes, think about what an egg demon once said, when Ranxi completes his wish, they will also get a piece of the pie, Ranxi's wish is mostly to replace humans, isn't this the destruction of the world?
After all, no one has ever seen the effectiveness of that formation, however, everyone has heard of fairy tales, and everyone has seen comics, Aladdin's magic lamp in fairy tales, the lamp god can meet any wish in the blink of an eye, and the same is true for the dragon in the comics, even if it is to exterminate all mankind, it only takes a time to raise his hand, Zhang Shifei really doesn't want to hurt more people he cares about because of saving his beloved, so this time, he really has no choice.
God, why are you doing this to me? This is the sentence that Zhang Shifei has said the most, and it is also the most classic sentence, maybe everyone has said or thought about it, why, why can't things take a turn for the better? Why is there such despair?
But Zhang Shifei didn't know at that time, he had his own arrangements in the dark, thinking that there was no turning point just because the time had not come, and he felt desperate, just because he didn't turn his head to look for another scenery.
Despair does not exist.
Just when Zhang Shifei thought that this matter was over, he suddenly heard a sentimental voice behind him: "Actually............ Burning Xi's wish is not to destroy the world. β
What the? Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were stunned, they turned their heads together, and saw that Liu Yudi was standing not far behind them at this time, and under the night, her tall and slender figure was also a little thin.
What does she mean by that?? How would she know what Ranxi wanted to get through the formation? Zhang Shifei was stunned, and saw that he asked in disbelief: "You...... What did you say?? β
Liu Yudi sighed, some of the baby's fat little faces looked very pale in the dark, I saw her wipe her tears, and then said as if she had made up her mind: "Ranxi, she doesn't want to hurt humanity or destroy this society. β
"How do you know?" The fat man sniffed, and then wiped his face with his sleeve, and stood up, Zhang Shifei was also very surprised when he saw Liu Yudi say this, so he subconsciously got up and came to Liu Yudi's side, looking at Liu Yudi, Liu Yudi's tears didn't seem to stop tonight, I saw her clenching her fists, lowering her head, and then said to Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying very ashamedly: "I'm sorry for you...... Actually, I've seen Ranxi a long time ago......"
What did she say Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying After hearing this, the hairs on their bodies stood up, as if they couldn't believe it at all, she had actually seen Ran Xi?? How did you see that? Where did you see it? What's going on?? If she's telling the truth, then why hasn't she ever mentioned it before?
For a moment, Zhang Shifei was completely stunned, there were too many things happening tonight, and he didn't know what kind of expression to use at this time.
He saw that Liu Yudi's expression, it didn't seem like she was lying, if what she said was true, then was she an undercover agent sent by Ranxi?
No, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, this Liu Yudi is clearly Mr. Cui's fiancΓ©e, I heard Mr. Cui say that their family and the Liu family are world friends, they have played since childhood, and Liu Yudi also loves Mr. Cui very much, how could he accompany Cui because of a monster old woman?
What the hell is going on here?
Li Lanying was even more shocked, only to see him shouting: "Oh my God, what you said is true?? Sister Liu, you are really my own sister, do you know what Ranxi has done to us? ? Why didn't you say it earlier? Why do you want to watch our brothers suffer? β
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry............" Facing Li Lanying's roar, Liu Yudi could only keep saying sorry, and when he spoke, he couldn't cry anymore.
It's no wonder that Li Lanying is so angry, you know, what Ranxi did to them can be described as a disaster, so many incidents, so many people have been implicated, why does Liu Yudi already know in his heart, but he still hasn't said it? What is she afraid of??
However, seeing Liu Yudi crying so sadly, the two couldn't really get angry, and after about two minutes, only Liu Yudi's sobbing was left, and Li Fatzi didn't have anything to say, at this time, Zhang Shifei sighed, and then said to Liu Yudi: "Tell us what's going on, okay?" β
Liu Yudi nodded, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying smiled bitterly, but they didn't expect that at this juncture, there was a major breakthrough, Liu Yudi said that Ranxi didn't want to destroy the world, so what did she want? What is it that makes it so persistent?
The outside of Fuze Hall is not a good place to talk, no matter what, this Liu Yudi is Cui Fentou's woman after all, Mr. Cui is kind to the two of them, even if there is more unhappiness in his heart, he has to give him some face, and usually Liu Yudi is not thin on them, their lives are calculated by her, and they are not people who do not miss the old kindness, so they helped Liu Yudi back to Fuze Hall.
Since those wild immortals left, Fu Zetang called again, the dusty light bulb emitted a somewhat dim light, Liu Yudi sat on the sofa, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were not in the mood to take the bench, so they sat on the ground opposite her, Mr. Cui's previous premonition was indeed correct, Liu Yudi's heart, there is indeed something on his mind, maybe after Mr. Cui heard this sentence, he would feel that this was unexpected, but it was reasonable, after all, he and Liu Yudi had been together for a long time, and the other party would notice the slightest difference between each other, but Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying are different, and the two still can't accept this fact.
Liu Yudi has no way to hide it now, because after the arrival of the egg demon just now, she has been standing at the door, and what happened after that was seen by her all, she did see Ranxi, but for some reason, she couldn't say it to everyone at this time, but Liu Yudi's Tianxing kindness, seeing Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were so painful at this time, it made her feel guilty, and she couldn't hide it anymore, so she had to tell everything she knew.
I saw her bite her lower lip, and after pondering for a while, she said to the two, "Whatever you want to know, I will tell you." β
Zhang Shifei just wanted to know if Liang Yun'er was in danger at this time, and what kind of medicine was sold in Ranxi's gourd, but it seemed that this matter would not be so simple, so he asked Liu Yudi: "When did you meet Ranxi, what happened between you, what did it want, and why did it make it difficult for us everywhere, why did it kidnap the person I liked?" β
The tears on Liu Yudi's face had not dried, her eyes were already red and swollen, she seemed to have known that Zhang Shifei would ask such a question, so she sighed lightly, and then said to the two in a slightly hoarse voice: "Do you remember that I went back to my hometown once a few months ago...... That's when I met Ranxi. β
(The cold is no big deal, thank you for your concern these days, I went out today, so I delayed the more text, I can't change the two more than eight thousand, only wrote more than 5,000 words, and please be more tolerant, tomorrow there is something at home, I'm afraid I can't be eight thousand, please forgive me, 10,000 compensation the day after tomorrow, thank you, the friends who rewarded a few days ago have thanked in the revised version of the previous chapter, thank you for the fat tears and tears of 588, that's it, thank you for the goodbye tomorrow)