I struggled to sit up from the bed, brother...... It occurred to me that I had a group of brothers.

What's wrong with me, why did I become the way I am, a coward, a coward!

My brother is cursed on the line of life and death, how can I be willing to fall and live like a maggot!

My brothers are still on the road, I'm standing here pretending to be deep, am I right about them?

We can't sink like this anymore!

With a long exhale, I put my phone on the table and looked at the man in the mirror: the smooth and white and sunken face was covered with messy stubble, although it was angular and cold, but it looked very haggard, the dark and deep eyes were dull and bloodshot, a red brand on the forehead, slender and oblique eyebrows on both sides, thin lips and pursed lips, and a slender and tall but not rough upper body.

Is this mine?

Why should I become what I hate.

Raising my heavy arm, I pointed to the mirror, and I silently told myself: You are a man, an indestructible animal!

Men should do what men should do, not stay at home like a!

Some things, once you figure it out, the whole person will be completely clear.

I took a shower, shaved the stubble off my face, cleaned up my ups and downs, put on the black tunic left by my father when he left, there was a crimson on the sleeve of this dress, it was my father's blood, put on slim trousers, and then stepped on black casual leather shoes, everything was complete, a new life, a new challenge, I was ready!

Pick up the phone and call Lao Hei.

It rang more than a dozen times in a row, but no one answered.

I dialed again, but there was still no answer, this guy probably went to drink and get drunk, so he just went to the house to find him.

The van didn't know when Lao Hei drove away, reached out and stopped a taxi, and went straight to the community where Lao Hei lived.

I don't know if he will be very excited when he suddenly sees me, he will definitely laugh: Hahaha, that general, this king has been waiting for you for a long time!

Thinking of this, I can't help but smile comfortingly, in this world, there is finally a person who is truly worth cherishing.

got out of the car and walked slowly into the community, in fact, I should let Lao Hei live with me, after all, there is no one in my family, but Lao Hei has always disagreed, saying that he wants to live a single life, what is it for two big men to live together.

had no choice but to let him go.

There is no elevator in this remote community, and I struggled to climb to the fifth floor, and my body was a little unbearable, it seems that I have not exercised or eaten in the past few days, and I am too weak.

The door was not closed, Lao Hei was really a careless child, I reached out and pushed the door open, and I was stunned.

The room was empty, only an old lady was bent over, cleaning the room with a broom, and when she saw me coming in, she stopped the broom in her hand and asked me with a smile: "Young man, do you want to rent a house?" It's a big night, and it's too bad to come. ”

I shook my head: "Auntie, I don't rent a house, I'm looking for someone, are you the landlord?" ”

The old lady nodded, seemingly unpleasant: "Yes." ”

I nodded, too: "What about the tenants here before?" I'm his friend. ”

"Oh, he quit the lease during the day, moved out at noon today, and left." The old lady saw that I had not come to rent a house, so she ignored me and picked up the broom again.

"Gone? It's impossible, where can he go, without informing me. ”

"I'm so old, can I fool you into a little child?" The old lady's face was a little gloomy, and it was clear that she was giving an eviction order.

"Oh, thank you, auntie." I retreated from the room in amusement.

Lao Hei is usually too lazy to have maggots on his body, why did he suddenly move up, it's not his character!

I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and made a call to An Shangwu, Lao Hei only has two friends in this city, one is me, and the other is An Shangwu, I am stuck at home, he can't find me, he must be with An Shangwu.

The phone was dialed quickly, and it was ten o'clock in the evening, and An Shangwu asked in a daze, "Hey, which one?" ”

"I, your second brother."

"What's wrong, second brother?" An Shangwu paused and said.

"Is Lao Hei with you? How did he move? ”

An Shangwu sobered up a lot, and said unhurriedly: "Old Hei? No, we went to your house to look for you the day before yesterday, you weren't at home, we went home separately after drinking, what did we move? ”

"Hey~ He's rented a house here, and he can't be reached by phone, okay, then I'll call and ask again, it's really a headache."

"A big living person, where can he run, he must be out to wave so late, you can call him tomorrow to see." Hmm~" An Shangwu's voice suddenly became heavy, and there was a muttering sound on the phone, which seemed to be a female voice.

I smiled awkwardly: "Hehe, you're busy with a beautiful woman, then you can sleep first, I won't bother you to play happily, and I'll find him tomorrow." ”

"Hehe, okay, okay, you just know about it, don't talk nonsense!"

The bad taste suddenly rose, and I swore and said: "Okay, I guarantee that I won't notify Lao Hei, Lao Fei, Dandan, and Da Fei, even if I know that you are fooling around now, I will definitely not call them one by one, don't worry, even if you don't invite me to dinner, I won't talk nonsense." ”

"Ahh

Hung up the phone, but there was a burst of worry in my heart, Lao Hei will not move without saying a word, there must be something greasy in this, but what kind of thing does he have to hide from me? Could it be because he didn't find me, so he didn't have time to notify me, but he obviously sent me so many text messages.

I called the old black again, and this time it wasn't answered, but it was: Sorry, the person you are calling is not in the service area.

Probably out of power, I comforted myself so much, and walked out of the community alone in a lost way.

Night, long streets, street lights.

The night is quiet, the long street is lonely, the street lamps are dim, now it is autumn, there are obviously few people on the street, I walk alone on the street, looking at my elongated figure under the street lamp, full of worries.

The streets were sparsely populated by groups of pedestrians passing by me, and at this moment, I felt lonely for a while.

I wandered the streets like a ghost, as if abandoned by the world, where had the old black gone, was he happy now, or had he already snored loudly?

If it had been normal times, he would have called me a long time ago and asked me to go out for the night, but what happened today.

Why do I suddenly feel that I am going to lose Lao Hei, I am so unaccustomed to the days without him, this kind of thought keeps appearing in my heart, and it becomes more and more solemn, I feel as uneasy as if I have lost my soul.

I took out my mobile phone again and dialed Lao Hei's phone, but it was still not in the service area, I was unwilling, and dialed twice in a row, the same result.

Like a child who has lost his beloved toy, I returned home along the deserted street and lay down in the bed depressed.

This night, I was half-asleep and half-awake and had nightmares, it seemed that in every dream, Lao Hei was covered in blood like I was asking for help, this night seemed to be as long as a century, I was constantly wandering between falling asleep and waking up.

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