I know it's irrational for me to go, but I really want to go, and I can't just wait knowing that the person I love will be in danger or even never come back. Even if it's just to bring me closer enough to see him. I looked up and said, "I'll go with you." He was visibly surprised and looked down at me. I immediately said, "I can just watch you from the sidelines, and if there is danger,