Chapter 14: Black After Self-Loathing (Asking for Recommendation Votes)
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"It seems,Transformation is not only good.,At least the impact of the personality during the transformation is a big problem.,Although memory and IQ are not affected.,But the character will be temporarily replaced by the character of the transformed character.,It's really ......"
In the end, Liu Yingzi smiled bitterly, she had always been playing transformation alone before, and she had never tried it in front of others, so she didn't know that there was this problem, but now that she knows it, she has paid the price.
"Forget it, now that you already know, you just need to pay attention to it when you transform in the future."
Shaking her head helplessly, Liu Yingzi suppressed the depression in her heart, and at this time, it was still early before the transformation time ended, and there was nothing to do for a while.
Boredom for a while, Liu Yingzi subconsciously looked around, and suddenly saw a full-length mirror on the side, and saw her current appearance from the mirror.
Suddenly, Liu Yingzi was stunned, because the girl in the mirror was so beautiful, and Misaka Mikoto was one of her favorite characters.
"It's all yourself anyway, so it doesn't matter if you take a look at it, right?"
Swallowing her saliva, Liu Yingzi trembled and stretched out her hand to start taking off her clothes, this was the first time she wanted to strip naked to see how she transformed. Although she has changed her favorite role a few times before, she has not thought about some things that she is not ashamed of because of various reasons such as bad mood, bad mood, and experimental ability, and even if she does, she will only stay at the idea stage for various reasons.
After experiencing Mo Buqun today, Liu Yingzi instinctively wanted to relax, or even vent, so she set her eyes on Mikoto Misaka's self.
As the clothes on her body decreased one by one, Liu Yingzi looked at herself in the mirror who exuded a fragrant atmosphere, her heartbeat became faster and faster, and her breathing gradually became heavier.
Finally, there were only underwear and panties left on her body, the white skin without a trace of fat, the youthful girl's body and the flawless face with an intoxicating flush in the mirror made Liu Yingzi's head also become groggy, as if something was about to gush out of her nose.
And the instinctive ** drove Liu Yingzi to slowly stretch out her evil hand, trying to take off the last cover on her body.
However, at this moment, an emotion of anger, grievance, shame and disgust suddenly poured out of her heart, oppressing all the evil ** of Liu Yingzi, and her movements at hand also stopped, and she was stunned on the spot.
"This ...... Could it be...... Mikoto Misaka's emotions? Liu Yingzi was uncertain, she was sure that this emotion was not her own, but it really appeared. And this emotion is completely directed at her behavior, a rebellion of the transformed character against her evil deeds!
All of a sudden, Liu Yingzi's face turned pale, although no clear thoughts appeared, but she seemed to hear angry scolding from this emotion, crying about the insults she had received, and scolding her for her rude and despicable actions.
After her delicate body trembled for a while, Liu Yingzi fell face up on the bed as if she had been robbed of all her strength, and put her right arm on her head, as if she was saying to others, and as if she was muttering to herself: "Disgusted? Though I became you, you hated me. It's right to think about it, I'm a perverted otaku dressed as a woman, you ...... And how can you let the soul of a shameless man desecrate you? ”
Liu Yingzi fully understands, although she has the ability to transform into a two-dimensional girl, but at the same time as she transforms into a two-dimensional girl, the will of the two-dimensional girls will also come together, and those girls with distinct personalities will let a man's soul desecrate them? So they rebelled, with the emotions that came from the soul.
It's just that while Liu Yingzi understands all this, she also realizes what she doesn't want to think, that is, 'she' is no longer 'he'. And even if she transforms, her soul still hasn't changed, she's just a dirty and shameless dead otaku, a guy that no one will like.
"Haha...... It's no wonder that when I was transformed before, I always intentionally or unintentionally ignored these welfare times, it turned out that 'they' were resisting...... What is this? The characters who have transformed themselves hate themselves, and they are really despicable...... Haha......"
With a bitter laugh, Liu Yingzi curled up on the bed, the nausea and fear caused by the killing, as well as the inexplicable self-loathing, made her feel very uncomfortable.
Bitterness, discomfort, fear, loneliness.
All kinds of emotions were intertwined in Liu Yingzi's heart, making her physically and mentally exhausted, and in this state, she fell asleep unconsciously.
The long night passed in a hurry.
"Hmm...... Is it dawn? Liu Yingzi opened her eyes in a daze, and found that it was dawn, and she fell asleep in melancholy last night, and slept like this all night.
Shaking her head, Liu Yingzi immediately took off her clothes and ran to the bathroom to take a shower, I don't know if it is the influence of the original consciousness left in the body, she now takes a bath and changes clothes every day, and if she doesn't take a bath, she is very uncomfortable, and she can't even sleep.
She was able to fall asleep last night because she was in a bad mood, but now that she is awake, she feels very uncomfortable, so she goes to take a shower. When you are a man, you must have wiped your face with a handkerchief.
Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, Liu Yingzi looked at the naked short-haired girl in the mirror, once upon a time, she wanted to wait for this body to grow up and do something to lose, but now there is no **.
Reaching out to touch the mirror like stroking the girl in the mirror, Liu Yingzi said softly in a voice that only she could hear: "You are probably the same as 'them', right?" You must be very angry that you have been robbed of your body by the soul of a filthy man......" In the end, she put down her hand as if she had given up on herself, "What kind of anger, you are already dead, can you still be angry?" Forget it, I'm really, when did I become so sentimental? Is it the sequelae of becoming a woman? ”
While talking, Liu Yingzi turned on the faucet to take a bath, and wanted to use hot water to sober up.
After taking a shower and drying herself and returning to the bedroom, Liu Yingzi hugged her head a little hysterically and shouted depressedly: "Ahhhhh~~ There is no way to make the mood betterAhhh
Then, Liu Yingzi went black......
"Hey, hey, hey, anyway, the previous world abandoned me, and after crossing over, I was self-loathing, and I killed people inexplicably, since the world is full of malice, then I have no reason to continue to be a good person, right? Just go and make people better. Yes, just do it, since I am depressed, then let the whole world be depressed with me! ”
Liu Yingzi picked up the pen and drew on the white paper without saying a word, and spent a full 5 hours drawing a black long straight two-dimensional girl, and used the transformation diagram to become this two-dimensional girl for the first time.
The image of this long black straight girl is very good-looking, with long black hair, wearing a white headband, looking a quiet beautiful girl, and convex and backward, she is the best character in Liu Yingzi for so long, and she also has a bit of a cold temperament.
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