Anger can indeed make people lose their minds, but not to the point where they can kill.

At that time, Zhang Shifei didn't know what was wrong, after being cut on the shoulder by He Shicheng, his head immediately 'buzzed', and then he lost his mind, and a strange voice suddenly came from his head, and the voice repeatedly chanted: Kill him, kill him!

Zhang Shifei turned over and pressed He Shicheng under him, snatched the dagger in his hand, these actions were done in one go, even Zhang Shifei himself did not react, he seemed to have been blinded by anger, his face was full of blood, his expression was hideous, at first glance it really looked like a demon rakshasa!

He suddenly stretched out his left hand and pressed He Shicheng's head stiffly, then held the dagger in his right hand and yelled: "You want to kill me?" I'll kill you!! ”

With that, he raised his dagger and stabbed down the cervical vertebrae.

At this time, Liang Yun'er, who was in the distance, saw that it was not good, and hurriedly shouted in a panic: "Don't !!! ”

Zhang Shifei only felt a tremor all over his body, and came back to his senses, what's wrong with me? How could it be so out of control just now? His mind was full of questions, but they were replaced by a wordless sadness.

He looked at Liang Yun'er and found that she was looking at herself with a very frightened look, as if she was just a madman with low self-esteem and paranoid tendencies in her eyes.

Zhang Shifei only felt very depressed in his heart, as if he was taking off his pants and farting all these things, he muttered to Liang Yun'er: "Do you want me to stop...... You want me to stop? You saw that he was going to kill me just now, why didn't you let him stop?! ”

Indeed, the grief is greater than the death of the heart, and the physical pain is not as good as the head of his beloved, Zhang Shifei suddenly feels that he is very stupid b, the two of them are fighting, and they are mixed with a ball? In the end, some people are not people inside and out, and even Liang Yuner didn't even say thank you!

He looked at Liang Yun'er and suddenly felt very strange, is this still my beloved Xu Ying? Is this still the woman who stayed out all night so I could brave the wind and snow?

What am I doing this for!!

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look up to the sky and howl, his howl in the streets of the middle of the night was so desolate.

The little hooligans who were watching were all frightened by this right and wrong, just now I saw his cruel methods, and now I saw him out of control, for fear that the fire at the city gate would affect their little loaches, so I saw that the three of them didn't care about what buddies were not buddies or buddies were angry, turned around and raised their butts and started to run, this speed was really fast enough, and the three buddies lying on the ground heard Zhang Shifei's terrible scream, and they all got up and fled at the same speed without saying a word.

Feelings, they just did the same.

But these are no longer Zhang right or wrong, he now seems to be in despair, his heart is unspeakably uncomfortable, looking at what is being suppressed under him, he sighed, and said in his heart: Okay.

He finally stabbed the dagger down!

But the dagger did not pierce He Shicheng's neck, but slashed against He Shicheng's face, and the tip of the knife hit the concrete floor, and with a 'bang', the blade jumped.

Although he didn't hurt He Shicheng, but the grandson still made a sound like killing a pig, the feeling was frightened, Zhang Shifei sighed, stood up, he found that He Shicheng's pants were wet, and the unlucky child was scared to pee his pants.

But Zhang Shifei is in no mood to laugh now, his heart is so chaotic, he glanced at Liang Yun'er, didn't say anything, then put his hands in his pockets, walked past her, that Liang Yun'er looked at Zhang Shifei's back and shouted: "Zhang Shifei......"

Zhang Shifei didn't look back, didn't even pause, he shrugged his shoulders, looking indifferent, but under the street lamp, his emaciated back looked so lonely.

Liang Yun'er didn't know that Zhang Shifei's tears had already fallen when he turned around.

His tears were not for others, but for himself, he couldn't figure out why his fate was like this, he didn't want to go back to the wolf howl to find Li Lanying, he just wanted to be alone and quiet, so just like this, walking aimlessly along the street.

He lit a cigarette and walked alone on the street, the wind was blowing, the silent street, the night when it was about to rain, the dust blown by the cool breeze, the scars all over his body, the pain in his heart, the loneliness, mixed feelings.

In the past, Zhang Shifei only knew what ** was, but didn't know what ** was, so he was unhappy.

But now that he understands both, he is even more sad, what is this uncle for?

He smiled bitterly, took a deep puff of cigarette, and remembered a Buddhist scripture he had read in Fukuzawa Hall before, and reading books was also one of the practices that Mr. Cui arranged for them, because Mr. Cui once said that for the sake of cultivation, cultivate the mind first, and if you don't cultivate the mind, even if you cultivate the Tao, it will be a waste.

There is a cloud in the Buddhist scriptures: life in the world is like being in the midst of thorns, the heart does not move, people do not move, and if they do not move, they will not hurt; If the heart moves, people move recklessly, hurt their bodies and hurt their bones, and then experience all kinds of pain in the world.

Is it your own heart that moves? Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, all the pain in the world is now like this, he suddenly felt that he was a failure, thinking about the stories of those men and women who cried on TV before, he and the fat man could laugh, thinking what is this, isn't it just a girl, as for crying and shouting for death and looking for life, it's really not a man.

But people in the world often say that others can endure themselves and be finished, Zhang Shifei now finally understands what it feels like, thinking of this, he can't help but want to point to the heavens and sigh, God, do you want to play to death before I am willing? finally let me find Xu Ying's reincarnation, but what was the result? I'm not a human being inside and out now, think about it, I've done a lot of good things since I returned to Harbin, but is this the end of doing good deeds? He said cause and effect, so what is my cause and effect??

Who's going to tell me? Who's going to tell me what the hell is going to happen to the peacock that killed me in the first place? Who will tell me why I am time traveling when I am in Yingzhou? Who's going to tell me I'm walking on the road like a stupid b, who will wait for me to come home?

After smoking a cigarette, Zhang Shifei threw it on the ground, stepped on it with his foot, and then lit another one, the blood from the wound on his forehead had coagulated, and the feeling on his face was just like his mood at this time, it was so disgusting.

Just when he walked about two streets in confusion, he suddenly felt that someone seemed to be following him behind him, so he looked back and saw that it was Liang Yun'er!

The distance between her and Zhang Shifei was about thirty steps, and Zhang Shifei felt a little puzzled, how could she follow her?

So he stopped, and Liang Yun'er saw that Zhang Shifei had discovered herself, so she stopped, her expression was very complicated, she couldn't tell what it felt, she felt guilty, sad, confused, and her slender figure stood there, and she didn't know where to put her hands, she looked at Zhang Shifei without saying a word, and she wanted to stop talking.

Zhang Shifei saw her follow, so he sighed, for this Liang Yun'er, he still couldn't hate it, and he couldn't let it go, the wind rose, seeing her shivering in the wind, Zhang Shifei couldn't help but feel pity, he smiled bitterly, and walked over.

Liang Yun'er looked at him and didn't speak, Zhang Shifei also understood in her heart that because she seemed to live with that little white face, and so many things had happened just now, it was impossible to do it so simply.

So, Zhang Shifei said to her: "Is there nowhere to go?" ”

Liang Yun'er looked at her and didn't speak, her red and swollen eyes and tear stains all answered.

Zhang Shifei sighed again, and then said to him, "Come with me, I'll take you home." ”

After that, he took off his T-shirt and draped it on Liang Yun'er's body, and Liang Yun'er's heart was sour at this time, she didn't hide it, and tears came out of her eyes.

This is really a cycle of cause and effect, thinking that when Zhang was still a peacock in the past, he broke his wings in the nameless mountain, and was rescued by Xu Ying (Liang Yuner), eating and drinking well, and after raising his body, he wanted to ignore Liang Yuner and secretly escaped, and then was caught by Orion, Xu Ying risked his life to rescue it, and then said the same thing to him.

Let's go, I'll take you home.

At this time, just like at that time, but time and space are staggered, things are not people, although the woman with a hearty smile has not changed her appearance, but she is no longer strong, and the injured peacock, although she has recovered her body at this time, but there are two more emotions in her heart, one is called struggle, and the other is called hesitation.

This moment seems to be a repetition of history, but the hearts of the two are no longer what they were at the beginning.

In the hotel, Zhang Shifei came back to his senses, he looked at Liang Yun'er on the bed, she was still sitting there without saying a word, Zhang Shifei knew that she must be uncomfortable in her heart.

Forget it, this can't be blamed on her, this is the price of reincarnation, Zhang Shifei finally understood what Chen Jian meant by the words he said to him at the beginning, after dozens of reincarnations, Xu Ying has already changed people, her voice and smile are still there, but she will never remember what happened before, she has a new memory and a new life, and she can't force it.

Although he figured out this truth, he was still persistent.

In a person's life, true love may only be once, it has passed, and it can never be recovered, and fate plays tricks, life and death are boundless, everything cut off by time and space, and after a few years, it is connected again in the world of Zhang Shifei, true love spans several reincarnations, and returns to his side, how can this make him not attached?

Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that he was no longer the confused teenager he used to be, in fact, there was no need to worry about anything, although she and Xu Ying were strictly speaking, they were completely two people, but as long as they knew that they had the same soul, it was okay, because Zhang Shifei could find Xu Ying's shadow and Xu Ying's scent on Liang Yun'er, this may be the instinct of the beast, he snorted, and then his heart was completely relieved.

Yes, those others are nothing, you have to know how hard-won your feelings are, as long as you know that you still like her, what is the rest of the things?

I want her to fall in love with me, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, whether it is Xu Ying or Liang Yun'er.

So, he walked over and sat on the sofa next to him, looking at Liang Yun'er, wanting to speak, but he didn't know what to say.

(There is also a shift in the evening...... ）

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