Chapter 32: Struggle

From the time I came on stage to the time I had an accident, it was only about ten minutes.

Although these ten minutes seem like ten days to me, it is true.

In the dark, I was stunned there, the screams of the female classmates in the audience came and went, listening to my ears, it was like countless soul-chasing sounds, I was stupid, with my moth-eaten brain, even if I wanted to break through the sky, I wouldn't understand why, so that my brain was empty, only fear remained, standing on the stage, not knowing what to do next.

It's like a statue, its mouth is wide open, and even the sound of its heartbeat is covered by screams.

What exactly should I do?

I really didn't know, but just when I was stupefied, the lights came on.

Obviously, the call came again, and the light can really make people feel at ease, or rather, the fear itself comes from the darkness, because the darkness represents countless unknowns, and the unknown makes people afraid.

Under the dazzling light, I was so shaken that I couldn't open my eyes, and because of the call, the girls in the audience also quieted down, and for a while, I stared at them with big eyes, looking at each other, not knowing what to do.

Su Yidan was a child, yes, all I had left was the stool that fell to the ground, and Su Yidan was gone, in that state, I had no idea at all, and I didn't know what to do.

And at this moment, I heard Zhao Liang behind the scenes say to me: "Hey, hey, what are you waiting for, hurry up and bow for a curtain call?!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, because my brain was blank at the time, I didn't know what to do, so I subconsciously bowed to the audience, all the teachers and students in the audience saw my curtain call, and then suddenly realized, suddenly a boy shouted hello, after a short silence it attracted a chain reaction, a round of applause and cheers came.

In addition, there are certain voices mixed in with these voices, and some girls laugh and scold while applauding: "Surprise me, it turned out to be designed a long time ago." "That's right, I thought it was just singing, it turns out that there is a trick in it, hey, why don't you say that girl?"

Obviously, they regarded the scene that happened just now as a pre-designed bridge, but they didn't expect the effect to be so good, even those directors seemed to say that this show was quite innovative, originally it was said that the god tune was something to please the gods, plus Su Yidan's voice in the end was really scary, and the audience was applauding me, but these applause did not suppress my fear.

In an instant, the atmosphere in the auditorium became quite enthusiastic.

In a round of applause and applause, laughter and scolding, the two hosts walked out again, and I walked back to the backstage in a daze, I just returned to the backstage, my shoulder was held by a strong hand, I raised my head, only to see Zhao Liang happily said to me: "Hey, I really can't see it, this burden is deep enough, but it is indeed much stronger than the previous national dance, even I was startled at the beginning, by the way, who came up with this idea of scaring people?" Let me guess, well, it must not be you, it's Su Yidan, that little girl, I have long seen that she is bad and bad, and she has a backbone, haha, quite successful, very successful, stinky boy. ”

I haven't recovered from that confusion and fear, and I haven't listened to Zhao Liang's words much, but when he mentioned Su Yidan, I suddenly felt overwhelmed, and then I came back to my senses.

Su Yidan, yes, what about Su Yidan? Where is she?

Thinking of this, I suddenly broke free of Zhao Liang's hand, my face turned pale, and the uneasiness in my heart reappeared, because I knew that it was not designed at all just now, and when the power went out, I clearly saw Su Yidan running away like a bug, what was going on?!

Zhao Liang was still talking to me on the side, and the next show on the stage started again, but in the hustle and bustle, I didn't seem to hear any sound, and suddenly, many strange thoughts got into my mind, and I remembered the scenes I had encountered before.

The old cripple once said that he was the last generation of the Manchurian royal shaman, I didn't believe it, but then I did encounter many things that could not have happened, including the ghost in the barracks, Su Yidan, she once told me that I was evil, and it seemed that something dirty had been haunting me.

Since what Su Yidan said is true, will what the old lame man said also be true?

So what "Helper Tips" can really summon dirty things? When I think of this, I feel trembling all over, and I can't stop breaking out in a cold sweat, so the power outage just now, the temperature drop around me, and Su Yidan's bizarre disappearance are also because I sang the words in the Gang Soldier Formula?

I covered my mouth, unable to stop myself from trembling, and at the same time the old cripple told me the stories about shamans asking for gods kept coming up so that I couldn't accept it at all, but the reality had to make me accept it!

It's me, I made that scene just now! Oh my God, it turns out that the tricks of those soldiers are real! It must be because the lyrics provoke dirt, and...... Eighty percent of those dirty things are on Su Yidan's body!!

Oh, my God! How so!?

Because it was the first time to experience this kind of thing, I didn't know what to do at all, I was so scared that I felt like the world was spinning in a spinning lighthead, leaning against the wall, unable to say a word, and Zhao Liang saw my virtue, and didn't ask anything, he was very busy at the time, and there were still many programs waiting for him to urge, so he left.

People come and go in front of me, but my heart is cold.

I didn't dare to tell anyone what I thought, I could only keep thinking in my heart, now that Su Yidan is really missing, what should I do? Is there something I should do? But what can I do?

Hell, why am I going to have to do this!?

After thinking that Su Yidan was now possessed by something unknown, I was about to collapse again, I thought to myself, I should go to find her, but where to find her, and she has already been put on the body, so how can I save her? I'm not the exorcist in those stories, if I can't get it right, I will even take my own surname.

Yes, don't go, don't go, at that time, I squatted down tremblingly, unconsciously biting my thumb, trembling while thinking, even if I went, it wouldn't have any effect, and, and that Su Yidan has real skills, she will definitely do it herself, yes, it must be so, her tattoo can't drive away evil spirits, that's right, that's right, just don't move like this, it will definitely pass, this matter will definitely pass.

That's it, no matter what happens to me, as long as I hide like this, everything will pass, yes, just like before.

Certain............

But as soon as I thought of this, tears couldn't stop flowing, and I don't know why, maybe it was because of fear, or maybe it was because of something else, when I thought of Su Yidan's current situation, my heart was inexplicably sad, would she really be fine, would her tattoo really be useful? If it's useful, why is it still possessed?

I bit my thumb so hard that a black blue was bitten out on my nails, I don't know why I was so sad, thinking of Su Yidan's face, and the words I got along with her, although she has a strange temper and is unforgiving, but her heart is very kind, and she is really happy to be with her.

This kind of happiness has never been seen before.

Am I really going to hide like this, can I really stay out of it?

It's been a long time, I haven't cried so sadly, the powder on my face has long been stained with tears and snot, and in the noisy backstage, they can't hear my crying, nor can they see my cowardice.

Perhaps, I am crying for myself, why am I so cowardly and afraid, why is this?

I wanted to die, at that moment I really wanted to hit my head against the wall and learn the name of my moth, but I didn't do that, and when I was so sad that I suddenly remembered something, so much so that I slapped myself with all my might.

With a snap, my right cheek was hot and crisp, I gasped for breath, and then wiped my face with a night, got up and looked at the wall I was leaning on, and my shadow was so blurry in the dim light.

I made up my mind, I was going to find Su Yidan.

Because at that moment, I had already mustered up the courage to even commit suicide, what were I afraid of death?!

What have I been afraid of?

Thinking about it now, it may have really been a turning point in my life, although I didn't realize it at the time, from that moment on, my attitude towards life has changed, probably due to the relationship between family and growth environment, from childhood to adulthood, I have lived in a shadow of inferiority, inferiority breeds cowardice, cowardice in exchange for fear, so that no matter what happens, I will first choose to escape.

Maybe it's just myself who I'm afraid of.

Sometimes when I receive setbacks and grievances, I think, alas, it's really boring to live, it's better to die.

It's ironic that some people are like this, they have an excuse to commit suicide, but they don't have the courage to fight.

To be honest, I used to be this kind of person, but on that night, I didn't have the courage, but I never strengthened my faith, and I decided that I would go to Su Yidan.

Even if I hang up, I'm going to do it.

Because if I don't go, maybe I can really get through it safely, but after that, maybe I'll regret it for the rest of my life, I don't want that again, I don't want any excuses!

Thinking of this, I breathed a sigh of relief, some things are like this, when you hesitate is often the most terrifying, but when you make up your mind, in fact, things will be relatively simple.

Just like I did at that time, after deciding to save Su Yidan, I calmed down a lot, I thought to myself, now I have to find her first, and the rest of the things will be talked about when the time comes.

So, I didn't have time to change out of the clothes that seemed to be shrouds, and after wiping away my tears, I quickly ran from the backstage to the staircase with a donkey skin drum, just now when the power went out, I vaguely saw that Su Yidan was running this way, and there was only an auditorium on this floor, so she must have run downstairs.

The atmosphere in the auditorium was still so high that no one noticed my departure, so I hurried downstairs, my feet on the wooden floor, the creaking sound echoing through the empty hallway on the second floor.

Since the teachers and students of the whole school are now watching the play on the third floor, so the third floor down, can be called an empty building, there is no one, after coming to the second floor, the noise from the third floor gradually weakened, and the surroundings began to slowly quiet.

As I said before, this is an old building, usually students rarely take classes here, most of the rooms are used to place musical instruments and teaching tools, and now every classroom is locked, but I still check from room to room, my mobile phone is a copycat, there is no camera, but the horn and photos are clearly first-class, in less than ten minutes, I have checked all the rooms on the second floor, they are empty, Su Yidan is not here, so I ran to the first floor again.

It stands to reason that she shouldn't be able to run far, but if she does run out of this building, it won't be easy, and with a huge campus, how can I find her? It's so cold outside, she's possessed again, even if she isn't possessed, she'll freeze to death if she stays outside for a night!

The thought of my grandfather rolling naked in the snow after the evil spirit suddenly made me shudder.

So, as I ran downstairs, I prayed in my heart that she wouldn't run out, or else...... I can't imagine it.

I finally ran to the first floor, I stood at the top of the stairs, bent over, hands on knees, constantly wheezing, my physical fitness was not good, I haven't had such a strenuous exercise for a long time, I couldn't stand it a little, I felt my head buzzing, the temples on both sides of my forehead hurt, I gasped, while looking left and right, in front of me, was a jump of the narrow corridor.

European-style buildings, especially classical buildings, often give people an eerie feeling in the dark.

It's like the kind of feeling I had at the time.

Once I had reached the first floor, I looked around, and then I lifted my lead-filled legs and walked like the end of the hallway, looking through the glass of each classroom as I went.

There is a blank space in the classroom, there is nothing, every time I check one, my heart is heavy, I dare not imagine, if Su Yidan is no longer in this building, then what should I do, call the police?

Maybe it's right to call the police, but I seem to remember that if I call the police and say that the person is missing, it seems that it will take more than forty-eight hours to file a case, damn, now that Su Yidan has disappeared for less than half an hour, how can I tell the police? Could it be that she is possessed by demons?

Then they will definitely think that I have just fallen into the evil spirit, but if I really wait forty-eight hours, then Su Yidan's life and death are not certain!

Why, why do I want to run away? When I thought of this, I immediately shook my head fiercely, and the stubborn temper in my heart surfaced again, I made this matter, since I decided to be responsible, I will be responsible to the end, no matter what, I must find Su Yidan tonight! Otherwise, wouldn't I have run away again, and what excuse would I have for myself?

So, I gritted my teeth and continued to look from classroom to room, and before I knew it, I had come to the end of the corridor, and there was still nothing to be found in the classrooms on both sides, I sighed, and then lowered my head, and suddenly, I noticed something strange.

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