Chapter 364: Love
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The pavilions and buildings are golden horses, and the heroes of the sword are like clouds.
Two thousand two hundred and forty years, just waiting for someone who is destined.
The heart is dry and the tears are connected, and I hope that you can show up as soon as possible.
My heart is aching, it's just a dream, I know it's a dream, I'm already in tears, what do I have to do to get Hu Yin back? Even if she is still so powerful, even if she is still so strong, but where am I going to find her now?
I could feel my heart beating wildly, and the tears in the corners of my eyes were like rushing rivers, and I couldn't stop it. However, I just couldn't wake up, as if I was trapped in a dream. This is the cage of the spirit, the cage that you have woven for yourself. I desperately miss Hu Yin, I hope that my thoughts will make Hu Yin appear in my dreams again, but the more I miss it, the more intense the crazy and painful heart and the tears that run wildly.
But in this case, I also have to think about it, I want Hu Yin to come back to me again...... With a gasp, my mind was once again in control of my body. The heart in the chest is still beating wildly, and the tears in the corners of the eyes are still flowing inertly over the face...... At this moment, my heart was empty, and I knew that I had woken up from a dream. A stuffy breath came up from his chest, and blood spurted out of his mouth and nose.
At this time, my body was a little better, and I looked outside, the sun had just risen in the east, and I walked out of the tent in a daze, feeling that the sky was turning, and the yellow sand around me was twisting and moving in front of my eyes. The whole space in front of me seemed to be distorted.
I touched the position of my heart, still beating wildly, my legs were limp, and I didn't know if it was because I was standing on the soft sand, or because my legs were weak. I lay on the sand, trying to calm myself down, and kept telling myself that Hu Yin was still at home, and Hu Yin was still at home...... What I just had just now was just a dream, a dream that missed Hu Yin.
suddenly thought that even if Hu Yin got better, she would still have to leave her one day, thinking of this, there was another pain in her heart, and a mouthful of blood spurted out again with a "poof". Looking at the blood, slowly seeping into the sand, I put my head on the sand weakly, looking at the red slowly rising in the east, I felt like I was about to die. Keep asking yourself why, why, why.
Dorjee screamed, ran to my side, helped me up, and asked me in surprise, "Big brother, who hurt you like this?" Ao Xiang is also looking for this enemy everywhere. I struggled to hold Dorjee's arm, and said with tears streaming out: "Go home, let's go home, I want to see Hu Yin." Dorjee asked puzzledly, "What's wrong with this, big brother?" How did you come to this? Ao Xiang shouted loudly: "Who, is it the eight lambs who played yin last night?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I dreamed of Hu Yin, I dreamed that she left, I was too sad. Ao Xiang and Dorjee were obviously relieved, they were silent, Dorjee didn't say a word, picked me up, Ao Xiang pulled the back seat door of the car, put me in the back seat of the car, and raised my head.
After they packed their things, got in the car and headed for Ruoqiang County. The car drove for a long time, and Ao Xiang turned his head to me lightly and said: "The master and you are destined fate, we have been waiting for you for more than 2,000 years, let alone the master, who is changed, who feels good." Regardless of whether the master is a demon or not, she has been a woman for more than 2,000 years, and that heart has already become a woman's heart, and under the tough outside, it is still this woman's heart. ”
Dorjee drove the car and said: "Brother, don't think so much, let it be, Sister Hu Yin's illness, even if we turn the earth over, we must cure Sister Hu Yin." "I suddenly felt that the relationship between the family was more complicated, Dorjee called Hu Yin sister, my father and grandfather both asked Hu Yin to call Xiangu, Hu Yin is my wife, Ao Xiang asked Hu Yin to call him master, but he still called me brother......
Although this sounds like nonsense, it is the reality after all. Looking at the sky outside the car, I still thought about Hu Yin's current situation in my heart, and I didn't know if I was lying in bed and lost weight. When I closed my eyes, my mind was full of Hu Yin's shadow, and every time I breathed, it seemed that my heart hurt. I slowly calmed down, trying to keep myself from thinking about anything, and to be quiet.
There was only the sound of the engine in my ears, and I asked casually: "Ao Xiang, your master will leave us one day." Ao Xiang didn't think about it at all and said: "Yes, if you want to become an immortal, you will definitely leave us." My heart hurt again, Dorjee coughed dryly twice, I knew what Dorjee meant. Ao Xiang suddenly realized and said: "Not necessarily, maybe one day you will become an immortal, and you will be together." ”
I closed my eyes, there was nothing to say, I didn't want to say anything. It turns out that in the end it is still empty, yes, sometimes it's always like this, for empty things, I have struggled for a lifetime. At least, you still have it. The car returned to the county seat and was repaired in the county seat for two days, which can be regarded as waiting for the return of the camel caravan.
Although it was much better, I didn't come forward, and Dorjee took 100,000 yuan and gave them the money he promised them. Then we headed east – on our way home. I felt that I was really tired, and I really wanted to sleep all the time, and I didn't know when I got home, I knew that I had been lying in the back seat, just looking at the sky outside.
It is said that when a person has no soul, he is stupid or crazy. Maybe I'm in this state now, I've let myself go, I'm afraid to think about it, there are too many problems, it's too complicated, I always do everything that fate has arranged for me, I feel like a puppet of fate, and now I'm broken, and I don't know how this fate arranges me.
As soon as she entered the house, Qiao Ling told me in frustration that Mrs. Hu Yin had not woken up yet, and was still lying quietly. I went to see Hu Yin, lying on the bed, still so beautiful. Suddenly, I think it would be nice if Hu Yin had been lying like this all her life, at least she could watch her every day, at least she wouldn't be so fierce to herself, at least ......
I touched my heart, and it still hurt. I came to Hu Yin's bedside, sat down quietly and looked at her, my heart was full of emotion, and all kinds of emotions poured into my already small mind. I touched Hu Yin's face and thought, "Could it be that I did too much evil in the past to cause Hu Yin to be like this?" "I don't think it's true, it should be her own calamity, I don't think I have done anything wrong, killing people, I am also to save people, I do that, I am worthy of my conscience.
Looking at Hu Yin quietly now, I suddenly didn't know what to say, since my mind was empty. The thoughts on the road, when I came back and saw her, instantly disappeared. I stood up, sighed softly, and left Hu Yin's room, returning to my room and lying on the bed.
Sooner or later, you have to leave, perhaps, this is the arrangement of fate, giving you the most beautiful, but taking her away again. Perhaps, this is not his own at all, it is his own passion, it was at the beginning. When I saw it for the first time, I told myself to stay away from her. In the end, I fell into it step by step.
I still wanted to see Hu Yin, got up from the bed again, and came to Hu Yin's room, she was still lying quietly on the bed, I still sat on the edge of her bed, took her hand and said: "If you can hear me now, if you can speak, I really want you to tell me if you will leave us one day." If so, I'd rather you lie here for the rest of your life. ”
I continued: "I know, you have been waiting for more than 2,000 years, at the beginning, I promised you, I will do it, I will definitely help you, it may be a long time, I can't bear it, after all, I am just a mortal, in this world, I have only lived for less than 30 years, not as experienced as you, let alone as well-informed, I, for you, may be a country bear, let's start that, if you have to become an immortal, I will help you, I really love you, our fate, Probably only until you become an immortal. ”
Looking at Hu Yin's face, my head suddenly hurt, dizzy for a while, I sighed softly, ready to kiss Hu Yin, and then left, but I saw tears hanging from the corners of her eyes. I knew she would have been able to hear what I had to say. I kissed her on the lips, and then leaned on her ear and said softly: "Don't worry, I will never be a stumbling block to you, you have your dreams, I have mine." ”
I could feel her tears running down my face. This is good news, at least Hu Yin can hear what I say, otherwise he wouldn't have reacted like this. Before leaving, I kissed her deeply on the lips again, this time, I didn't let go for a long time, how I wished, her hands could hold me at this time, open her eyes, look at me......
If there is no arrangement of fate, we are people in two worlds, completely two parallel lines, there can never be a year of intersection, just a trick of creation, I don't know which point of my body can become Hu Yin's condition for choosing me, is it the bite on her shoulder at the beginning? People say that a kiss is in love, but I don't want to be able to make a love with this bite, but I don't know what the love is in the end.
No matter how entangled and contradictory my heart is, I never regret it. My head was dizzy again, I stood up, covered Hu Yin with the quilt, left the room, returned to my room, and fell asleep when I lay down. This time, there was no dream, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Qiao Ling sitting at the head of the bed, and I asked curiously, "What are you doing here?" Qiao Ling said distressedly: "Master, you haven't eaten for a day and a night, and if you're worried about you, I'll come to see you." ”
I smiled and said, "Then you don't have to stay here all the time, when is this, go to sleep," Qiao Ling shouted tears and said: "I don't, I don't, I know you're worried about your wife, but if you're tired, who will save your wife, do you have to take care of yourself first?" ”
I nodded helplessly and said, "Okay, well, listen to you." Qiao Ling said worriedly: "Look at your face now, so pale, I'll beat you a few eggs first, and pad some first." I nodded, Qiao Ling went out, I half sat on the bed, I wanted to continue to empty myself, I felt that even thinking about things could hurt myself.
Anyway, the goal has been established, that is, to wake up Hu Yin first, whether to go or not, it will be a matter for the future. At this time, my heart hurt a little, and when I covered my heart, Qiao Ling came in. Seeing me clutching my chest, I put down the dishes and chopsticks and came over and said, "Master, what's wrong with you?" I shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's just that my heart hurts, and I don't feel anything other than pain." I thought to myself, "No, it's a heart attack, I'm not even 30 years old, and I've never felt this way before." ”
Qiao Ling sighed, turned around and ran out, shouting as she ran: "Hurry up, the master has an accident, the master has an accident." "It didn't take long for Ao Xiang, Dorjee, Ji Yuan to arrive, and even the roe deer owls arrived, but the first to arrive were An Yang and Pu Xin, and they came directly through the wall. Seeing my appearance, Ji Yuan gave me a pulse first, and then he frowned, and then asked me, "What's the matter?" I said in some pain, "It's just that my heart hurts." Ji Yuan said: "Quick, hurry up and prepare the car, let's go to the hospital for examination." ”
It was already the middle of the night, I didn't want to go, but I couldn't bear the number of them, so I got to the hospital, but when I got to the hospital, my heart didn't hurt, I did a whole body examination, there was some hypoglycemia accident, there was no problem. In this way, I stayed in the hospital and observed that in the morning, only Ji Yuan accompanied me, and everyone else went back.
Ji Yuan has been frowning since he came to the hospital, I was half lying on the hospital bed, and said angrily: "Old Dao, what are you frowning, am I going to die?" Lao Dao said with a smile: "It may not be necessary to die, but it must be uncomfortable, so you will slowly feel distressed." I said angrily: "I feel sorry for your sister." Lao Dao said with my words: "I'm sorry, I've been an orphan since I was a child, and I don't have a sister, so you can't feel sorry for her." ”
I said suspiciously: "Old Dao, you must know why I'm distressed, right?" Am I not cured yet? Internal injuries? Lao Dao said: "Internal injuries don't hurt your heart." You think Hu Yin thinks about it, right? I nodded and said, "Sort of, it wasn't like this before." Ji Yuan smiled, still very obscene, but in this obscenity, there was a little helplessness.