Chapter Eighty-Three: The Devil's Heart

Have you ever felt pain to be alive?

Have you ever hated the world?

If so, congratulations, you have the potential to become a true demon.

Strictly speaking, the group of demons led by the vicissitudes of life version of Xu Tianshi are not real demons. They long for death, for the end of themselves. They only want to destroy the last days, but they don't want to destroy the good memories hidden deep in their hearts.

Zhao Yu is different.

Life left her with nothing but pain and hatred. Whether it is peacetime or the last days, it will be hell for her.

She spent her childhood in the midst of parental quarrels and domestic violence. Whenever one party is out of luck, she is the best punching bag. Even so, she hopes to have a complete family. Once, she naively thought that as long as she studied hard and got a score that made others blush, she could redeem the father's and mother's love she had never gotten.

And she did.

It's a pity that she only guessed the beginning, but not the end.

The top three grades in the grade are just the capital for her parents to show off to relatives and friends, and everything has not changed for her.

Nothing.

On the contrary, her cousin, who used to get along well with her, became more and more estranged from her. It's a very simple thing, because her cousin is always told "Look at your sister".

Finally, in the second semester of her second year of junior high school, her parents divorced. Neither the father nor the mother wanted the child.

Their own flesh and blood.

It's still a very simple thing, she is a burden, a burden for their remarriage.

She had been away from home for a long time and had seen all kinds of society.

And then she was forced.

A girl who is alone is like tempting someone to say, "Come me, me." ”

That year, she thought she would never cry again.

Eventually, she was taken home by her father. At that time, she still naively thought that she could get the long-lost father's love. What awaited her was endless beatings and abuse. And her father always pretended that I was the victim in front of outsiders.

She began to learn to hate, to shudder to hate.

Her father was a petty and money-hungry man, so she squandered his savings desperately. What about being beaten? What about being scolded? As long as it makes you unhappy, I'm happy!

In the dead of night, the pain hidden under the pleasure of revenge is like an ant, gnawing at her fragile heart little by little.

She wanted to die.

She just wanted to die.

Middle school, high school, college.

Little by little, her father's savings were eaten by her like a mouse.

She didn't understand, why did he pay so much for himself?

Why?

Why?

Could it be that he really has a father-daughter relationship with him? The usual beating and scolding is just his clumsy way of expression?

Her heart softened.

Forget it, forget it. Forgive him, he is your father. The inner voice egged her on and tempted her.

She began to work part-time, studying hard to pay for the high tuition fees of Sanben with a scholarship. Although it was bitter, although it was tired, she endured it. She wants to repay her father for raising her.

Everything is moving in the direction of light.

Until the second semester of my freshman year.

When she came home, she suddenly got news.

Grandma died, died half a year ago. The cancer is in an advanced stage, and it is not easy to survive for so long.

Her heart was not touched much, because her grandmother had never lived with her. My grandmother's cognition is limited to the two dollars I used to pass by her stall every morning in elementary school.

She didn't wonder why, she didn't even notify her when she died.

That holiday, her father was very nice to her, very good, good she couldn't imagine. Although he married a new wife, it was less than ten days after his grandmother's death.

But it doesn't matter, I just want the father's love that belongs to me.

Until, the will came to her.

It was grandma's will.

Grandma left her nothing but a house. Her father asked her to give him the house, saying he had bought it. Grandma was just sick and confused, so she would give the house to the wrong person.

Is that really the case?

She heard some gossip.

The gossip that made her heart cold beyond measure.

She was the one who forced her grandmother to death. She was a cold-blooded person, and she didn't even come back to see her grandmother when she died.

The source of the rumor is the father.

Hahaha, she finally understood, understood everything.

It turns out that it was just for a house?

The reason for the divorce of the parents was because of that house. At that time, my father was afraid that my mother would take away a share of the family property, so he changed the name of the real estate certificate to my grandmother's.

The house that was nominally grandma, and grandma didn't live in it for a day.

She also understood why her father didn't keep her when her mother drove her grandmother away. It's not a ridiculous family harmony, it's just that grandma is in the way there. He is a filial son in front of outsiders, but he is a cold-blooded man in his bones. Sometimes, he can go without seeing his grandmother once in two months.

It turns out that everything is for show, for others to see.

After the grandmother left, her little daughter didn't want her. There was no way, she had to rent a house by herself. Life alone is so lonely, she longs for her children to visit her.

Very little, very little.

So, she got a puppy.

Every month, I rely on that meager pension to support myself. Rent, water and electricity, food, drink, clothing, ...... Which one doesn't use money? Even so, every morning she would silently pull out two one-dollar coins from her old purse and hand them to her granddaughter.

When her granddaughter ran away from home, she persuaded her father to go to her. It's a pity that the father just sits at home and is indifferent, while the grandmother leads the puppy around the city every day.

When her granddaughter returned, she threatened her father with a house to support her granddaughter.

The granddaughter was afraid of having a stepmother, but she didn't let her father find another stepmother for her.

It's grandma, it's grandma!

Perhaps, she was able to survive for so long just to see her granddaughter before she died, right?

She didn't see it, she died.

Ridiculous, ridiculous!

It's ridiculous!

Why, why is this the case! Why didn't I find out before! Why didn't I know all this until after my grandmother died!

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but the parent is not there.

Zhao Yu's heart was shattered.

She couldn't stand her father's clumsy performance in front of her. Don't you want this house? Didn't you fight your way to get it? I want you to never get it for the rest of your life!

Neither can you die!

Zhao Yu roared frantically in his heart, tears streaming down his face.

After returning to school, she stopped working, stopped studying, and just asked her family for money. Want a house? Okay, give me living expenses, give me money!

Die, die, give me death!

Future?

Zhao Yu knew that she didn't need a future.

She only wanted to kill herself after dragging her father to death.

Alive?

It was pain, it was despair.

She has nothing but hatred.

In 2012, she graduated from university.

Every day, every day, she has to endure various languages from her so-called relatives. Sneering, emotionally persuasive. There is only one purpose, to let her give up the house to her father, who has paid so much for her.

One by one, one after the other.

Her father, snickering.

She couldn't stand it and didn't want to put up with it anymore.

On the day of the end of the world, she put sleeping pills in her meal. When her father and stepmother fell asleep, she cautiously sealed the doors and windows and opened the gas canister.

Die, die with me.

Only her parents died.

Because, the end is coming.

She awakened her abilities and became a capable person. The end times are the end for some, but the beginning for others. And she's ready to welcome a new life.

On the way to escape, she meets a handsome man who has no ability to awaken.

The man conquered her, both ** and the heart.

In 22 years, she fell in love for the first time.

Until......

The man found a new woman.

The woman tortured her in all sorts of cruel ways. She was reincarnated countless times, and there was even the man in it; The tendons of her hands and feet were broken, and it was the man's hand; Her face was corroded with sulfuric acid, and it was the man's hand......

Her veins awakened.

From the first direct blood of the Empress of Pain.

Even among the bloodline awakeners and even demons, they can be regarded as the bloodlines of the nobles among the nobles.

Licking the blood from her hands, she was expressionless.

Destroy the world?

I will.