Chapter 150: A Reason to Live
Actually, we've all heard about whiteheads and whiteheads, and I didn't believe it before, but at the time I really felt that sad atmosphere.
Although Chen's crooked neck hair didn't all turn white all at once, he really looked a lot older, I saw him kneeling there, as if everything had nothing to do with him, Han Wanchun and I looked at each other, and I didn't know what to say to him for a while.
Han Wanchun walked up, then patted him lightly on the shoulder, and said to him, "Old Chen, look at it, ah?" ”
Chen's crooked neck trembled for a moment, then raised his head and looked at Han Wanchun with red and swollen eyes, only to see him suddenly cry: "Old Han, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you!" ”
After that, he kept kowtowing to Han Wanchun, Han Wanchun hurriedly helped it up, and then said to him: "Don't blame you, we are not unreasonable people, speaking of which, they are all ghosts of these old cults who have eaten and supported, this is like getting a murderer, this is just the fault of the criminals and not the fault of the knife, right?" We're going to do that with us, so don't think about it, you know? ”
Look, or this old bastard has a level, I thought to myself, this old guy's mouth is really not white, and he really has a set of enlightening people, but that Chen crooked his neck was disillusioned at that time, and I saw him red-eyed and desperately said: "No, I hurt you, I hurt you and my wife and children, what kind of face do people like me have to live again, I ...... I......!! ”
Speaking of this, he got up suddenly, ran two steps and then picked up the dagger on the ground and stabbed it into his stomach, fortunately Qian Zha paper reacted quickly, no, it should be said that he was an instinctive reflex, that Chen crooked his neck when he stood up, he had already stood up, seeing that he was going to commit suicide, he reached out to stop without thinking, but that Chen crooked neck was determined to die, although Qian Zha paper pulled him, his knife had already pierced into his clothes.
Fortunately, it was cold at that time, everyone was wearing down jackets or ski shirts, and Chen Crooked Neck was pierced into the ski shirt, only a little tip of the knife pierced into the skin, only to see Chen Crooked Neck struggling to commit suicide, and everyone was busy blocking it, I watched from the sidelines, my heart was sour, I couldn't help but think, this may really be the authorities who are obsessed with bystanders, we will not understand his feelings at this time, to say that Chen Crooked Neck is indeed very miserable, he inadvertently made a mistake at the beginning, and he wants to make up for this mistake for so many years. But unconsciously made a bigger mistake, and in the end, not to mention harming others and himself, even the ghosts of his wife and children could not rest in peace.
As he said before, he only wants to be with his wife and children, and now that he knows the truth, what is the purpose of his continued life?
Alas, this creature is really incomprehensible, I saw the heart-rending cry of Chen's crooked neck, and thought to myself, what should I do now to help it?
At this moment, I saw Han Wanchun and Na Chen's crooked necks torn together, and Han Wanchun shouted loudly: "Old Chen! Can you stop a little, the children almost lost their lives for us, why are you still so ignorant? Put the knife down! ”
That Chen Crooked Neck was crazy with remorse at that time, obviously he didn't listen to Han Wanchun's words, and Nie Baozhong also pulled him next to him and said, "Yes, Brother Chen, put down the knife, we have something to say." ”
And Qian Zha paper panicked at this time, just kept shouting 'Uncle Uncle', I saw him so flustered for the first time, it seems that he really respects this Chen crooked neck, maybe if this Chen crooked neck dies, then he will also be hit very seriously, and that Chen crooked neck seems to have gone crazy, I saw him holding the knife tightly, and then kept shouting: "I'm sorry for you, you just let me ............"
"You let him die!!" I suddenly yelled.
To say that I am usually honest and speak softly and slowly, but I did a lot of things that surprised them that night, took care of Huang Shan's affairs, and almost lost control, so I yelled at me, those people were stunned, they looked back at me, and Qian Zhashi shouted at me: "Yaozi, what are you talking about?" Isn't it crazy!? ”
I yelled, "Crazy fart, I'll let you go!! Isn't he going to die, you let him die! What's the point of living this kind of person who doesn't take responsibility and just wants to escape? He wants to escape from his wife and children, so let him escape, hurry up! ”
The weakness of Chen's crooked neck is his wife and children, and what makes him feel desperate is that they have been made by Ma Tianshun, he listened to me just now and seemed to have something to say, between the words, it seems that his wife and children still have a glimmer of life, you must know that my performance that night was really good, fighting monsters to break the cult and also designed to let Qian Tie paper pretend to be crazy to obtain information, so this Chen crooked neck really regarded me as a capable person at that time, so that he was convinced of my words, only to see him suddenly cry: "Could it be they, they... ………”
"yes, they're still saved." I said to that Chen crooked neck: "But your current virtue, you want to die or live, just like Uncle Chun said just now, it is a waste of our hard work, we don't want to solve things but just want to escape, do you say you did the right thing?" ”
"I ...... I ......" only heard a snap, the dagger fell again, at the same time Chen Crooked neck also fell to the ground, covering his face with his hands and sobbing, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, fortunately, I finally saved a surname, looking at Chen Crooked neck, I seemed to see my former self, speaking of which I used to be like this, but I have long known that escaping is the most disgusting solution, so I now want that Chen Crooked neck can also understand this truth.
It's just another way to make him understand.
At that time, I saw that Chen Crooked Neck was ashamed but no longer wanted to die, so I walked forward, Han Wanchun and they saw that my words were so useful, so they quieted down to see what I should do, I said to that Chen Crooked Neck: "I don't want to say too much Uncle Chen, I just want to say that you helped me a lot before, and we don't blame you at all, just like Uncle Chun said that the logic of knives and criminals, and now that we have taken revenge, I just want to ask you a word now, Do you want your wife and children to rest in peace under the Nine Springs? ”
Chen raised his head with crooked neck, looked at me with red and swollen eyes, and saw him say to me: "They, they ......"
"Answer me! To think or not to be!! I said.
Tears flowed from Chen's crooked neck and eyes again, and I saw him say to me loudly: "Yes!" I think!!! ”
"It's easy to do if you want to." I breathed a sigh of relief, and then said to Chen's crooked neck: "However, this may cost you a lot, are you willing?" ”
Chen tilted his neck and nodded, and then said to me in a hoarse voice: "Yes, I am willing to do anything." ”
I looked at him, then turned my head to look at the two aimless wandering ghosts, and then said to Chen Crooked Neck: "Okay, listen, your wife and children have been suffering for many years by the evil law, so if you want them to be good, you can only go to another world beyond them, I have just helped you to surpass them, but because of your relationship, they are very sinful, and they are destined to suffer below...... Therefore, in the next 40 years, you should concentrate on goodness, and on the fifteenth day of the new year, it is best to do some good deeds, and if you see others in difficulty, you must help...... The more good deeds you do, the lighter the punishment for your wife and children will be, do you understand when I say that? ”
"Yes, I understand." After hearing my words, Chen crooked his neck seemed to have hope in his heart again, only to see him wipe his tears and then said to me: "Thank you Xiaoyuan, I will definitely not forget your great kindness, definitely, definitely!" ”
I saw that after he finished speaking, he respectfully kowtowed to us three times, and this time we did not stop it, and we did not mention this matter from then on.
The matter seemed to be settled like this, although Qian Zhazhi still looked like he wanted to say something, but he saw that Chen Crooked Neck was not in the right side of the thought, so he didn't speak, and then we packed up our things, and then got up and left the tunnel.
When I was packing up my things, Hu Baihe came to my side and said to me, "Yao Shao, you guys are so strange. ”
To say that Hu Baihe saw everything in his eyes just now, he stood beside me and said calmly to me: "It's ridiculous that I finally picked up my surname and have to throw it away, even our unenlightened fellow clans know that it is better to live than to die, they struggle in a cruel environment every day, but they don't give up, even the simple truth they know, you who are born wise don't know, hey." ”
I didn't speak, but looked at it, thinking to myself, you don't know, in fact, it's not a good thing to have wisdom, after all, you have gone through years of precipitation, and the wisdom you have after attaining the Tao has been raised to a certain level, but we are not the same, we are born with wisdom, so our wisdom can only grow slowly, this thing is connected with feelings, like a double-edged sword.
I thought of this and came back to my senses, and saw that Han Wanchun and the others had already walked to the entrance of the tunnel and were beckoning me to come over, so I walked forward with Hu Baihe, and Hu Baihe asked me beside me: "Yao Shao, what about those two ghosts?" ”
The ghosts in its mouth are naturally the wife and children with crooked necks, I didn't look back, in fact, I naturally understood in my heart that they were actually incurable, just like the meat bodhisattva, they have become part of the evil law, and it can be said that they have lost the right to reincarnation.
I smiled helplessly, what I said to Chen Crooked Neck just now was actually a lie to him.
But I don't think there's anything wrong with what I'm doing, because in fact, people really need a reason to live, I just came up with a way in a hurry, and gave that Chen crooked neck a reason to live again, and in the next forty years, he understands what he lives for, and that's fine.
Is it also a kind of salvation to deceive others in order to save them?
Of course, this was not what I could have thought of at the time, but I was not in a good mood at the time, and when I saw Hu Baihe asking me, I sighed to him: "Let those foxes eat, it's better to let them suffer less." ”
Is it possible to be redeemed by killing for the sake of helplessness? I thought to myself, this is not the first time I have done this kind of thing, but I still feel a little panicked in my heart, and I really hope that this kind of tragedy will not happen again from now on, I thought in my heart.
To say that people in the world are trapped by fate, looking forward to fate to fear that fate will be scattered, and they can't let go, but they don't know that fate is born and destroyed, it's that simple, but for this, I maintain a neutral attitude, I don't agree or refute, after all, it's still the old saying, the authorities are confused, and it is always easy to persuade others, but it is even more difficult to persuade yourself.
And Han Wanchun in front of me asked, "What do you say?" ”
I shook my head and said to them, "It's nothing, I'll let ...... Let them clean up the place, at least don't leave any traces of us, okay, let's go. ”
With that, we left the basement, it was the early morning of the third day of the Lunar New Year, at 12:34, and I remember it very well.
That night, I slept very deeply, I don't know how long I haven't felt this way, this feeling of wanting to marry the quilt, I didn't even have a dream, and when I came back to my senses, it was already the morning of the next day, I was woken up by a siren, I could probably know what was going on, so I opened my eyes, dressed neatly, and Han Wanchun and they went downstairs, at that time the hall could really be said to be full of people, and the tourists on vacation gathered here.
I saw that the ambulance of the hospital and the police car of the police station were coming, and there were quite a lot of onlookers, so the scene was very chaotic at that time, I saw two or three people in white coats pushing a stretcher, and there was a dead body lying on the stretcher, and the dead body was 'Huang Shan', the people in the hospital carried the body of 'Huang Shan' out, and several policemen pressed several 'staff' of the villa to get into the car, as for why they were arrested, the police had nothing to say.
There was also a policeman sitting in front of the bar in front of Bai Xiaoli to take notes, and I vaguely heard Bai Xiaoli say: ".................. The man suddenly burst into the hall, and then slapped himself and cried, 'I'm not human!' I, Huang Shan, am really not human!! What is the point of me being alive! I don't have the face to live,' and I slammed my head on the pillar, so we called the police, comrade policeman, what the hell is going on? ”
(To be continued)