Chapter 12: The Endless Loop

At this moment, this bloody human head, as in memory, smiled at me fiercely, sneakily hiding behind the shoulders of the eldest sister, while the eldest sister in front of me looked sluggish and pale, as if the three souls and seven spirits had been dispersed. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

At this moment, my first reaction was to touch my waist violently, and the chaotic memory made me think that I still had a seven-star sword in my waist, but when I touched it, I only touched my pants.

I suddenly came to my senses, this was not in a forbidden place, nor was it in another memory, and I didn't have treasures such as the Seven Star Sword and the Bagua Mirror on my body. Because he is walking the path of corpses, although he knows some about ghosts and gods, he is just like the fictional Zhou Xuanye, and he does not know its essence.

And this bloody thing in front of me is obviously not an ordinary ghost, and this little thing I have on me is really not enough to see. Sure enough, in the next second, the thing came out.

The bare and bloody human head in my memory, with its legless floating body, lunged at me.

I haven't entered the door yet, just outside the door, behind me is the hallway, and next to it is a balcony, so there is a way out. At this moment, my first reaction was to retreat and run away, but at the same time, I also reacted, how could I run away from the ghost?

In a panic, my back actually hit the glass at the balcony, and before I could react, the human head slammed towards my face, and instantly, I felt a hot pain on my face, and my body was hit by a strong force, and I immediately leaned up, and the whole person fell out of the glass on my back and fell downstairs.

This is the ninth floor!

Finished!

Why is this fictional ghost from another of my memories here?

Could it be ...... That memory is real, and everything is fake now?

But I've been here for almost two months!

What the hell is going on!

I couldn't think much about it, but at this moment, I reached the bottom, my whole body shook violently, and I couldn't feel any pain in the rest of my body, except for the inside of my brain, there was a pain that was difficult to put into words, as if my soul had been cut off from my body in an instant.

This is the pain that is unique to the last moments of death and cannot be shared with others.

Then, I didn't have any consciousness at all, except for the pain, I felt cold and suffocated, I thought it was the process of death, but soon, I felt the flow of water.

Before I could react to what was going on, my hand suddenly wrapped its arms around my neck and lifted my chin up.

The next second, there was a light in front of me, I saw a cliff on the opposite side, there was a relaxing growth on it, and I saw a clear pool of water in front of me.

After turning my head stiffly, I saw Shirazuru's familiar face again, and she asked me worriedly, "Cramps?" ”

I stared at the person opposite, gasping violently, turned my head to look to the side, and sure enough, I saw that there were still people such as Coptis koi, swimming towards me. “

"Why don't you speak?" The white crane reached out and patted me on the back.

I felt like I couldn't control my facial muscles, and they were beating violently because of the confusion and fear in my heart, and the crowd noticed that something was wrong with me and dragged me to the shore.

Everything is the same as that day more than two months ago.

What's going on.

What's going on here?

Am I crazy?

Am I a madman?

Or am I dreaming?

But what are the dreams?

Why is this happening, am I dead or alive now? Am I Su Tiangu? Is there really such a person as Su Tiangu in this world? Does the world I live in really exist?

"Who are you?"

"I, I'm the White Crane, I'm your senior brother of Kundao."

"You kid, are you choking on water?" Torrent said.

Huang Lian said: "Could it be that there are water ghosts? ”

I jerked to my feet and yelled, if this is all false, then break it. While screaming, I jerked up a rock from the side, and the white cloth that was swimming around me fell to the ground, leaving me naked.

But I couldn't care about anything, and I had only one thought in my head: I want to prove myself, I exist, it's all fake, I want to figure out what these things are. Immediately after, amid the shouts of the white crane and the others, I grabbed the stone and smashed it fiercely at the nearest coptis chinensis.

No one can understand my mood at this time, I feel like I have fallen into a strange circle, repeating a scene over and over again, the most terrifying thing is that each scene is so real, and the last scene, it was like I had a dream.

Now, I can't even believe myself, and I've completely lost the judgment I should.

If I had to describe it, my only thought was, am I crazy, have a split personality, have paranoia, and what will become of a person if he can't even believe his own thoughts and judgments?

"Bang!" Huang Lian was defenseless, and I smashed the top of his head with a big stone, and blood flowed down his head like a spring, and flowed down his head in several streams.

"Ahh Bai He and the others screamed, and Huang Lian fell to the ground with convulsions.

What kind of state is a madman, I should be like this.

Everything is out of the way, and I just want to destroy everything in front of me to prove the truth.

So I immediately pounced on the next person closest to me, and although I couldn't see my own expression clearly, my twitching muscles reminded me that I must have been extremely distorted by now.

But after I stoned Huang Lian to death, the rest of the people were already on guard, they were all practitioners, they quickly gathered together, and quickly subdued me.

"What are you?"

"It's fake, it's all fake."

"Kill you."

"I'm going back! I'm in the Forbidden Land...... Get lost. ”

After the outbreak, there was a wave of weakness, and I was suppressed by this group, and it didn't take long for me to lose much strength left, and the whole person was taken up the mountain by their kidnappers. Everything that followed, as if history was repeating itself, the only difference was that this time I stoned Coptis chinensis to death, so I was judged to be sane and had offensive power, so I was locked in a corpse cave, and someone would recite sutras outside the cave every day.

The corpses in the cavern were lined up as I saw when I first entered the cavern in another memory.

No, to be exact, those memories are completely confused.

I remembered Zhou Xuanye's young corpse, and immediately ran into the depths, but the place was empty and there was nothing.

If at first I was in a state of almost splitting my personality, after a few days of confinement, my senses gradually calmed down, and I fell into complete contemplation.

Everything in front of me is quite real, the senses of taste, touch, smell, pain, hearing, in the dark, in a state of high concentration.

I made two assumptions for myself: one, I was a madman; Second, I am Su Tiangu, I am in the forbidden land, and I was dragged into a strange state by the strange power of the forbidden land;

This state is like a cycle, I am obviously falling from the building, and the next second, I am in Sanziguan.

If I commit suicide now, what will be the result? The moment the thought popped into my head, I had a thrill.

I can't think of it that way, if it was controlled by some kind of power in the forbidden land, then I would kill myself now, maybe I would really die.

But what if it's the first case?

Am I crazy?

I've seen some reports of psychiatric hospitals with people who are mentally ill. Most of them were their family members or some of the more powerful people who got them in under the guise of mental illness.

When you go in, you are fine, but when you come out, you are really crazy.

Those people will not be abused after they go in, but they will use some psychotropic drugs normally, which stimulate people's physiology and brain, and over time, those people will really go crazy.

Some of those crazy people are because of their family property, some because they want to cover up something, and whoever they are framed for will eventually go crazy.

I think I'm in such a state of transition to madness right now.

There is only one path before me, and that is to find the right one of these two possibilities.

I had to prove that I wasn't crazy, but I now had serious doubts about my mental condition.

It's really a fucked up result, how do you get a madman to prove that he's not crazy? This question is enough to drive a normal person into a madman.

On the fifth day, I told the people outside that I had calmed down, so I was let out and went about living a 'normal' life again.