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"But I can't tell if I'm the leaf or if the dream is the leaf. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoyou," the girl said, looking at the leaf.

This sentence came as a surprise to Xiaomi. "Oh?" she asked. Then tell me about your dreams. ”

"You don't believe it. Because you also appeared in my dreams. I actually know you. The girl said.

"You know me?" Of course, Xiaomi didn't believe her, and Xiaomi had never seen this girl before.

The girl had a broom in her hand. said, "Yes." I've been dreaming since I was a child, and I've been dreaming continuously. I dreamed that I was born in another place and lived a completely different life. Time seems to be faster in dreams, when I was ten years old, the other person in my dreams was in my twenties, and then the time in the dreams became faster and faster. ”

Millet said: "The time of the dream and the reality are not synchronized, some people have a dream, and the things of a lifetime in the dream can be done in just one night." ”

The girl nodded, "Yes." When I was less than ten years old, I dreamed that I went to Changsha, the provincial capital, to study in a normal school, and when I was about to graduate, I suddenly met a son-in-law, who was the son of a pharmacist. At that time, I didn't know anything about men and women. But when I was in my dream, I didn't do those things with that boy brother shyly, and I was so excited that I couldn't help myself. I didn't dare to tell my dreams before, I tried to say it, but it was called rhapnoia. Neuropathy. When I was about ten years old, I didn't dare to say anything, because at that time, it seemed to me that those things in my dreams were difficult to speak. If a girl under the age of ten tells someone that she had sex with an adult man in her dream, I'm afraid that the closest people will also think that she is shameless, right? ”

Millet was taken aback. Of course, she still remembered what the former abbot said, and remembered that the abbot said that she had studied at the normal school in Changsha and had met the son of a pharmacist. Xiaomi comforted herself that maybe the girl's dream was just a coincidence, and she happened to dream that she was studying at the Normal School. I also met a son-in-law.

The girl continued: "I had this kind of dream for three or four months, and then in the dream I met a heroic officer. In my dream, I couldn't help myself when I saw the officer. Although I am not deeply involved in the world in reality, my values naturally believe that a woman should start from the beginning and end up, yearning for the kind of beautiful love that falls in love at first sight and grows old together. But I was completely different in the dream, and I immediately turned my back on the boy in the dream - I was already married to him in the dream, and had a grand wedding. I fell hopelessly in love with this officer stationed in Nanking, and even brought him to my home to do that kind of thing. Every time I wake up from a dream, I ask myself why I have such a dream, but I can't find an answer. In reality, I see boys being shy, and I feel inexplicably nervous when I see people in uniform. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being too cautious in reality. That's why I'm so presumptuous in my dreams. ”

Millet looked at the girl in amazement.

A morning breeze blew, rustling the leaves, and some more leaves fell and landed on the stone steps. These leaves are inexhaustible.

"When I'm awake, I often tell myself not to dream like this, even if there are no constraints in the dream, no one sees, no one hears, I shouldn't do it. But in my dreams I couldn't help it, and I craved for the officer, even if he treated me almost abusively. And after waking up, I often question myself in my dreams - the officer obviously doesn't like me, he just wants to get my **. Why should I abandon my loving husband and beg for his caresses? ”

"Sure enough, after a spring dream, my husband broke in when I was rolling with the officer. He discovered the secret between me and the officer. He drove away the officer, but fell to his knees before me and begged me not to leave him. I figured that since he already knew about it, why not just follow the officer? But when I went to look for the officer, the officer was gone. ”

"My dream husband still wants to keep me, but my father-in-law doesn't want to keep me and wants to kick me out of the house. In desperation, I had no choice but to leave there and return to the place where I was born and raised. My infatuated husband also secretly sent a sum of money, afraid that I would suffer outside. ”

"In the dream, I felt disheartened, so I used the money to build a nunnery on a mountain. This mountain is called Mt. Kagan. ”

"You must think I'm talking gibberish, right? You've never seen me, I've never been here, and I'll just say that this nunnery on the hill was built at my expense. Surely you don't believe it. The girl said to the stunned Xiaomi.

"And then?" Xiaomi asked. Her heart was already turbulent, but her face was still unfazed.

"Then you came here, knelt down on this stone step, and begged me to take you in. The first time I didn't say yes. Half a year later you came back and stayed here. In my dream, since I moved into this nunnery, time has flown by in my dreams. Maybe it's because after becoming a monk, my mood is indifferent, and there are fewer things, so time doesn't seem so long, and it's fleeting. After taking you in, it took me less than a year to complete all the rest of my dreams. I dreamed that I was dying, and called you to come to me and give you the position of abbot. ”

At this point, Xiaomi recovered from the initial shock. She thought that the girl might have heard about the life of the former abbot elsewhere, so she lied to her with such words. Or maybe the girl didn't want to deceive, but when she heard about the life of the former abbot, she fantasized about it as her own dream.

People's memories are not stable, and sometimes they will add what others say or their own fantasies to their memories, and over time, they will think that they are part of their own memories.

"Of course, everyone knows that the former abbot is going to hand over this position to me, and some people have also heard about the life and deeds of the former abbot," Millet said. I think you may be confusing the real with the unreal, and mistaking other people's memories for your own. If it weren't for the previous abbot who gave me this position, I wouldn't be the abbot now. ”

When the girl heard Mi say this, she shook her head and smiled, and said, "I knew you would say that." But I'm not done yet. ”

Millet said: "Okay, then you continue." ”

"I saw you kneeling beside my bedside in my dream, refusing to accept the position of abbot." The girl said.

Millet shuddered. When she first took over as abbot, it was not that no one in this nunnery questioned her, and even almost all the nuns suspected that she was begging the abbot to pass on the position to her. Because some people saw Millet kneeling beside the abbot's bed, it was thought that Millet was there begging for the abbot's position. They thought that the abbot was too kind, so they agreed to millet.

No one believes that Xiaomi ever refused the abbot. Because there is no one in this nunnery who does not covet this position.

However, the girl said that Millet had refused to accept the position of abbot.

Not only that, but the girl also told the conversation between Millet and the abbot at that time. How the abbot told Millet about his life's experience, and how Millet transformed, she said clearly.

Xiaomi had to be surprised!

No third person knew about this conversation other than herself and the abbot who had passed away!

The girl said, "In the dream, when I finished speaking, I looked at the sandalwood burning beside the bed, and the sandalwood had just burned out, and I knew that I was coming, so I swallowed my breath. In the moment of my last breath, my six roots were incomparably clear, and especially my ears were hearing beyond my imagination, because I heard the sound of incense ashes falling to the ground, poof, loud. ”

As soon as these words came out, Xiaomi no longer had any way to suspect that this girl was not talking about her own feelings.

"Master......" Xiaomi couldn't help but shout softly. Zongmu Yangba.

The girl smiled.

"I am not at all surprised by your suspicions, for I myself have often doubted myself. Sometimes I really can't figure out the line between reality and fantasy, as you say. Sometimes I feel like my real life is a dream, and my dream is my real life. I wonder if my current life is another dream that I have, or if both are dreams, one dream is finished, and the other dream is not finished. There was a slight loneliness on the girl's face. I dreamed that after I died, I never dreamed again. I wanted to figure it out, so I found here. I didn't expect the scene here to be exactly the same as I dreamed of! ”

The girl looked up and looked at the nunnery and trees in front of her.

After a long time, the girl asked Xiaomi, "Do you believe what I say?" ”

Xiaomi was silent for a long time, then replied, "I believe I am in a dream." ”

The girl thought that Xiaomi would not believe it, but when she heard Xiaomi's words, she couldn't react a little.

Millet truthfully advised: "Before the death of the former abbot, he did call me to the bedside and said those words, almost verbatim for what you repeated. ”

The girl was dumbfounded. She did inquire about the life and deeds of the previous abbot before coming here, and she inquired about these not to deceive Xiaomi, but to confirm her dreams. She also suspected that she had heard stories like the previous abbot and fantasized about them as dreams. She had come here in search of answers, and although she insisted on staying here, she did not have much hope for such a dreamlike answer. The belief she said was just to prevent others from mistaking her for a deception.

No matter how sure something is, when everyone doubts it, it is easy to become an uncertain thing.

And when almost everyone doubts, but one person affirms, the person who is affirmed may not be able to accept it for a while.

Xiaomi said: "What you are doing is a dream, a real dream, a dream that shines into reality. The life of the previous abbot was spent in your dreams. Maybe it's not right, after all, the abbot died first, and you dreamed later. But who knows? There is no limit to the time in the dream, there is no before and after. ”

"My dream...... Did it ever exist? The girl, who had always been determined, was a little shaken at this time.

"She's the person in your dreams, the you in your dreams." Xiaomi also couldn't find a proper way to put it.

"You say...... Does she dream of me a lot at night? Live like in my dreams during the day and live like me in my dreams at night? The girl's eyes were confused.

"I'm sorry she didn't tell me." Xiaomi said apologetically.

"If that's the case, who are we in our dreams?" The girl panicked.

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