Chapter 857: Innocent Dream
Multiverse labyrinth with a world line rate of 0.0000000.
-- Ideal Township.
The calm and warm life that the man named Zheng Zhe has had has lasted for a long time, and it will continue forever if there are no accidents.
Ordinary living people are generally looking forward to this.
Peace......
Some people may be dissatisfied with life, thinking that they are rotten and seeking thrills, crazy enough to vent in the heavy lights and heavy metal music of dance halls, take drugs, get drunk in nightclubs, hook up with the opposite sex who can have a one-night stand, and even become a murderer like Jack the Ripper who has an IQ far beyond that of mortals, but can only make himself feel alive by playing with the lives of others.
But Zheng Zha, in the dream, he seems to have had a familiar experience. But in the reality that is not an illusory dream, he will never have any feeling of emptiness in his heart.
Because, it's a winner in life.
"Well, are you in Tibet now? So be careful of altitude sickness there, it's okay if you're a national-level athlete yourself, but your sister-in-law's body is much more delicate than yours, and if you fall into any disease, it will be troublesome...... By the way, don't mess around with those soldiers, if you stick to the polar bears, you won't be able to toss even if you have nine lives......"
At this time, he had just come home from work, and he happened to receive a call from Zhang Heng, who left for Tibet yesterday.
Just hearing the refreshing words on the other side, and the faintly audible silver bell-like voice. and the accompanying several screams that were not frightened but excited, and a clear picture could not help but emerge in his mind: the group of people who had just arrived at their destination were arranging accommodation during the trip, and Zhang Heng, a newlywed man, was on the phone with him. Ming Yanwei on the side chatted with Zero's 'younger brother' and the overlord's comrades-in-arms, but was amused by the meat jokes or other things exported by the 'fighting nation', and the whole team was in high spirits for a while......
After continuing to nagging on the phone for a while, and after agreeing to bring a gift when he returned, he hung up the phone with a heartfelt smile.
And looking up at the sky that is about to fall into the night, the idea of waiting for me at home early this afternoon without work comes to mind.,The legal Lori who has graduated from college for several years but still looks petite.。 A live-in girlfriend named 'Lori', whose name is also cute......
(…… It's peaceful, isn't it? )
With such an ordinary, but extremely warm mood. He slowly made his way home.
Cross the familiar path.
Walk up the familiar staircase.
Buckle the familiar door.
Insert the key that symbolizes home into the door lock, turn the cylinder to open it, and use a warm voice to first announce the return of the lovely people in the house.
"I'm back...... Huh? ”
Just halfway through his words, his body suddenly became a shock.
Left shoulder. I was slapped by someone.
(Who?) )
Subconsciously turned his head away. But the left behind ...... Nothing.
(W-what!) )
At dusk, when the devil meets.
In this residential building, it seems that there has been a bloody tragedy in which a girl fell down the stairs without heart when she patted someone on the shoulder, and was accidentally pierced through the throat by the tip of an umbrella from her mouth......
Suddenly, I felt a gust of yin wind blowing, and the cold breath surged from the soles of my feet to my spine.
…… He. What the hell?
Just kidding.
"Such an old-fashioned trick, children don't play anymore, right?"
Said this helplessly. He was still on the left one second, and he twisted his head to the right with lightning speed, and the next second he saw a smiling woman.
With a pair of glasses endowed with intellectual beauty, an OL outfit outlines the figure just right, especially the full chest that seems to be about to burst the clothes......
"Haha...... What a coincidence, Zhan Lan? ”
Trying to take his eyes off the pair of fullness that trembled with breathing, he pretended to be calm and wiped a handful of fine sweat oozing from his forehead, and said with a snort.
The woman on the other side just smiled, but before she could say something that she had been brewing for a long time, another voice that made Zheng Zhe feel very familiar had already crushed from behind her with overwhelming momentum like an angry wave.
"--Cow, why are you again!"
Forcefully pulled the door open from the room.,Legal Lori with an apron around her waist made a shocking appearance.。
At this moment, there seemed to be a flame burning in her staring eyes, with a kind of indescribable gaze, as if several complex emotions such as grievance, envy, and unwillingness were tangled together, as if they were about to turn into a substantive blade to pierce the two of them...... I'm staring.
"Uh......"
"Hmmm......"
The two touched their heads together, and they tacitly brushed their heads together.
It's just that even the weakness of the heart can be tacitly agreed together, doesn't that mean that the degree of the heart can almost pull the red line?
"Deceitful ......"
was originally just an angry Lori, but now it has completely become lost.
But when she was about to bend forward with an additional frustrated body.,And then squatted in the corner of the wall to draw circles.,Start a new episode of 'Shura Field between Girlfriend and Neighbor'-
In my mind, I was invaded by some image.
The sun radiating light and heat in the far distance, the shattered star chips intertwined with a brilliant but symbolic spiral of death, the meteor that did not drag the light tail, the dark night without atmosphere, that was the ...... Battlefield.
Not above the ground, but in the vast void of the universe.
It doesn't happen between warships and cannons, but it's determined by humanoid beings who dominate inhuman power.
Even the planet was shattered, beyond the fear of imagination.
However, I didn't feel afraid.
Because he is Zheng Zha, who is the maker of all this. The people who are still alive in this battlefield where even the planet has been destroyed!
At the same time, a voice of déjà vu sounded.
"Really? Chu Xuan...... This guy, finally has feelings? ”
Come to think of it.
This familiar voice. It is...... I.
But who is Chu Xuan?
I...... And who?
The moment this thought fell, more thoughts, more pictures, more sounds, ignoring the crumbling of the brain, and the information poured in like a furious wave with the power that would collapse the personality in an instant.
"Live...... Stop! ”
He shouted involuntarily, and the sharp pain that hit his whole body immediately turned into a scream that tore through the air.
"Zheng Zhe! What's going on! Why did it suddenly become like this? "It's horrible. Don't scare me, Zheng Zha! ”
At this moment, the two women, who were completely wrong, suddenly lost any mustard. Zhan Lan subconsciously put the man on the ground, quickly checked the heartbeat and breathing pupils, and finally breathed a sigh of relief after ruling out epilepsy or heart attacks, while Lori, who couldn't intervene at all, rushed into the house in a daze. Quickly call the emergency services to call a professional.
But. It doesn't seem necessary.
All life has a mechanism for self-protection.
The sound of the wind blowing through the night sky, the footsteps on the street, the falling leaves, the dust in the early morning light, the complex smells in the air, these meaningless information will not fill the brain, but it will definitely be a trouble to accumulate. And the power that humans possess called 'forgetting' is the ability to declutter and empty these debris.
- It's the same with dreams.
There are no years in dreams. There is no time in dreams.
If reality and dreams are confused, the fragile personality is likely to collapse.
In the same way, if a large amount of complex information is obtained, the instincts of life will turn them into illusory dreams.
When I wake up from a dream, I forget about it.
Zheng Zha fell into a dream at the moment when the pain reached its extreme, and at this moment, a universe was exactly unfolded in his mind, and countless images invaded along with complex perceptions.
Then he saw the life of a certain man.
Not one, but an infinite number.
From the beginning of birth to the end, there are many stories of their own in various worlds. Also, fighting in the endless sorrow that spreads, the history of the man who seems to be looking at himself in the mirror.
It's called ...... Zheng Zha.
An ordinary self in an ordinary world.
In the ordinary world, you are not an ordinary self.
In the ordinary world, I am completely corrupted by myself.
entered an extraordinary world but became an ordinary self.
entered the extraordinary world and finally obtained a happy self.
Fighting against the rest of the people who are also anomalous in the world of anomalies.
In the world of anomalies, you are fighting with another abnormal self.
-- and more, called Desperate Journey.
It begins with a prayer and ends with a curse.
At first, there was an endless desire in the heart - the man who got a new life began to fight desperately against the things that brought people pain. The victory, the applause, the smiling faces of the crowd after the hardships.
But in the end, there is only despair, and no matter what, there is darkness that cannot be broken.
“…… This kind of thing is too cruel......"
Why do you want to see such a terrible thing when you grow up peacefully in a peaceful world?
It's just that...... What is yourself?
Infinite worlds.
Infinite self.
Which of them is the real him?
"It's cruel, but -- I wouldn't say it's stupid."
Suddenly, an incredible voice sounded.
With this sentence -
The world was covered in darkness, and all the scenes were gone.
"The past is not suitable for escaping, it is precisely because of the existence of the past that it can accumulate the self that appears, this is the truth."
A voice sounded in front of him—he found himself still in the same place.
Lori, Zhan Lan, you can clearly see here the anxious figures of the two of them.
But when I wanted to shout, I couldn't do it at all.
I wanted to reach out, but I couldn't reach anything.
When I think about it carefully, it seems to be ...... Had a nightmare.
So. Have you already woken up from the dream?
I can't remember what the dream was, but I feel a deep sadness, as if I haven't fully woken up and been isolated from the world. Still gasping for breath from the countless pains I had just seen there.
It's just that the voice, but it still hasn't gone away.
"Although, now the wound in my heart is so deep; Although, this painful memory only brings me pain and sorrow. However, I would rather keep this memory forever and let it grow with me. Although I also wanted to forget about it, I believe that if I don't run away from it. Keep bringing it to the end of my life, and one day, I will overcome those pasts. Make yourself stronger. In this world, there must be something that you can't forget, no matter what. So, I want to open my mind and try to accept and believe. ”
It's like talking about yourself. It's like talking about someone else. There was a deep loneliness in the voice that was not unfamiliar.
It's just that...... Who is it?
He suddenly looked up, and in front of him, a familiar figure appeared.
Walking slowly from the shadows, he was about twenty-four or five years old, with an extremely ordinary appearance, and several scars on his face that looked very hideous and terrifying......
-- Memories came flooding back.
"This time it's Resident Evil Part 1, rookies, you're really lucky. The first time I came in, I encountered such a light-hearted horror movie, even if I died, I would die easily. ”
"It's already free to move. Remember, anything can be done, as long as you can live. ”
"Don't get me wrong...... There are no good people in this world, as long as you can live, I don't mind using the three of you as my arrow platoon! ”
"Congratulations, rookie, how does it feel to survive? Doesn't it feel very cool? It's like the climax of the moment of sex, this kind of stimulation, hahaha......"
"Damn, fight it, after playing this ticket, the brothers want to eat dry and dry, want to drink thin and drink thin, eat two bowls, eat one bowl, one bowl pour ......"
"If we could survive...... If Lao Tzu can all live, why not let you punch him? Stay alive......"
Zheng Zhe...... Lao Tzu's lives are in your hands, you must succeed! ”
“…… Give me some time, if you survive this time against the Inzhou team, I will tell you everything, and then ...... No, no then, want to smoke? ”
Zheng Zhe...... I'm so happy to get to know you...... Come and beat me, defeat me, you're the captain of the Middle-earth team! Otherwise you're going to die......"
"Good brother, come smoke a cigarette with me......"
"Brother, there is only so much I can do, in the future, take care of everything."
Come to think of it......
Definitely not to forget......
The slightly cold man, the lit cigarette, the tacit understanding of life and death, and the table of delicious meals, the hearty laughter......
“…… Zhang Jie. ”
The name was muttered, and something became clear.
The past that should not be forgotten, the pain that should not be denied, even if it is extremely sad, should not be denied, and should not be avoided. Together with the power that had been forgotten together, it flowed violently among the hundreds of limbs.
In the same way, he also saw it.
The shadow that was originally ignored by oneself, and the light could not shine......
Zheng Zha's Lori got the donated matching bone marrow and lived, the leukemia patients who used this bone marrow in the original world line will definitely die, and the other 'Zheng Zha' began to fall into despair because of the loss of his lover;
Zhang Heng bravely stepped forward to defend his love, and the criminals who were not killed by his anger survived, and then they were destined to harm others, and the desperate 'Zhang Heng' and his humiliated lover entered the main god space;
The overlord's comrades-in-arms avoided the original fate of death, so they were destined to die under their guns and guns who might not have died, and the 'overlord', who had lost his comrades and survived, desperately ushered in the summons of the main god space;
Zero......
Cheng Xiao......
Yudian ......
Adam......
Reinhart......
All people, whether they were once farmers of all evil, or the Virgin Mary, who even ants did not want to trample to death, unconsciously became the creators of tragedy while gaining happiness.
Then he saw the real hell that existed in this 'ideal country'.
In this world, there is no communication with the original reincarnations, and what is unfolding there is a war at the highest level that is almost the same as what I saw before I fled, and even the fate of the protagonists is similar to a coincidence.
A man whose whole body was burning with black flames that devoured the light, and whose face was twisted like a centipede, exuding anger like a demon......
Standing in front of the manifestation of fear, he did not give up even though he was facing a mortal situation, and he faced the difficulties with the faith and hope of his partners, and another man with almost the same appearance as the enemy......
It's not me, but it has an almost identical past and future, and it resonates from the depths of my soul as if I'm crying.
-- Fate has never changed at all.
"I had an innocent dream......"
No matter what kind of hope it is, as long as there is something that goes against the rules, it will inevitably bring about some kind of distortion.
Therefore, praying for happiness in one world will bring despair to people in another.
-- That's right, that's not right.
If he hadn't seen the scene just now, he would definitely blurt it out without thinking.
But there were not only glamorous things in this world—those scenes still lingered before his eyes—and he could no longer say anything, and could hardly think about anything.
"Miracles, never for free. If you pray for hope, you will spread the same amount of despair. In this way, we can offset the positive and negative and maintain the balance of the world......"
Suddenly, a new voice appeared.
Zheng Zhe didn't look back, but he knew who it was.
"Xiao Lan ......"
It is no lighter than any other person's weight in the heart.
The first meeting left the deepest impression, and the second meeting swept the heaviest blow.
- At this moment, once again, I will give an unforgettable pain! (To be continued......)