Chapter 41: Who is the Demon?
When the monster punched again, I didn't dodge, but calmly stretched out my left hand to cover his fist.
Sure enough, the super power suddenly disappeared, and the fist and palm were tightly pressed together.
The sky and the earth changed color, and the pouring rain poured down violently, in the distance of this battlefield, the two of them were closely connected together, and this feeling was extraordinarily emotional, and only otaku could experience it.
My heart slowly fell silent, and I could feel that the other person was doing the same. I changed my pulse to the same frequency as the other person, and I kept each other in one, and even my thoughts began to resonate.
"It turns out that my inner demon is not you, or that the demon in this body is not you, but myself."
"I'm just Huo Huo, not Huo Jiantian, because Huo Jiantian is you, and you have been erased."
"Obviously, you are the real owner of this body, but you are occupied by me, an 'artificial personality' finch."
I calmly felt the other party's heartbeat and thoughts, and said lightly.
"It doesn't matter who the real owner of this body is." The red in the eyes of the 'beast' Huo Jiantian on the opposite side faded, and he said calmly: "It's about whether the owner who has mastered this body understands the meaning of the existence of this body." ”
"yes, that's why I had an epiphany." I smiled and said, "The previous dream is not a dream, but my memory, right?" The reason why Freddy couldn't kill me and couldn't find my weakness was because he couldn't see my deep memories at all, because they were all sealed by Li Yan. So as a last resort, Freddy could only use his greatest strength to awaken my deep memories, hoping to find out my weaknesses from them. ”
"He is worthy of being a master of playing with dreams, and after watching the process of turning me into you, he immediately noticed that only I am your worst enemy." Huo Jiantian nodded in agreement.
"Yes! So he pulls you out of my body. ”
"Actually, his strength can't strip me from my body at all, it's just ......"
"It's just that you can't wait, you watch me become stronger day by day, constantly losing myself in power, indifferent to life, ignoring loneliness, and my heart is getting cold a little bit, so you feel afraid, you know that the faster I become stronger, the higher the chance of meeting an opponent who can kill me."
"That's right, in this way, who will avenge me? My love, who will take care of it. He said calmly with a depth in his eyes that I couldn't understand.
"I said, that's why I had an epiphany." I looked up and removed the positions that were circling around me, and all of a sudden, the downpour kept falling on me.
"The reason you entered the New World was to have my power, but you didn't need my personality. In other words, my existence is superfluous. It's just that we didn't count one person. ”
"Li Yan!"
"That's right! He erased your existence and created my personality, although he does not know his purpose, but it is certain that he does not want me to be a good person, he wants me to create more blood and killing, and has achieved some of his goals! ”
"But he overlooked one thing."
"Yes, he neglected that when I reached the green level, I needed to break through the demons in my heart."
"Or what you need to break through now is the demon that you will only face when you reach the blue level." Huo Jiantian explained for me.
"It doesn't matter, the important thing is that he erased you and made me completely lose my way, but in fact, the reason for my strength is only to better protect that woman, and to go back to avenge the blood of the sea. What is the use of power to me? ”
Under the baptism of the torrential rain, I closed my eyes tightly and continued to say slowly: "My body comes from you, the thoughts that I never want to cry come from you, the purpose of my stepping into the new world comes from you, and even the thoughts in my mind that are obsessed with becoming stronger come from you!" I don't have as good a reputation as you, I don't have a perfect surname like you, and I even sometimes want to paint a picture on a whim, but it is soulless and jerky. My only advantage for you is that I have a lot of great fighting skills, but even so, I can't beat you. This personality ...... That is, I have no value in existence! No, it should be said that the existence of my artificial personality is to highlight the excellence of yours, the 'inner demon'! ”
I laughed self-deprecatingly, "Honestly, it's funny that such words come out of the mouth of a proud person like me!" ”
Huo Jiantian looked at me quietly and did not speak.
I raised my head suddenly, looked at Huo Jiantian, and said loudly: "But I'm not reconciled!" With your surname, it is impossible to reach the peak of the green level within five years, and it is even possible that because of your senseless compassion and overflowing love, our body will be wiped out! This body is so powerful, it's all my credit, why should I give it to you! You weakling!! ”
"Your heart is afraid." Huo Jiantian said lightly.
"yes!" After saying what I was saying, I let out a sigh of relief and calmed down.
"Have you ever wondered why you are still afraid of death and choose to run away even though you are already immortal. And I don't have Wolverine's body, and I'm more afraid of death than you, but I can always use the ability of 'Imperial Thorn' without fear? ”
"It's giving!" I smiled wryly and said, "Xu Wenwen, Xu Chang, and Yang Yi are all constantly paying for you, and the latter two even gave their lives. I finally understand this ...... in my heart" I pointed to my chest: "Why do you love Xu Wenwen more than Wu Linwei." Because Wu Linwei is selfish, she doesn't want to face pain, she doesn't dare to face your gaze, she understands that you will give everything for her, but she runs away. And Xu Wenwen has been constantly caring for you from beginning to end, constantly taking care of you, and she has been giving. If it were me, I would also choose someone who is willing to give for me, not someone who is selfish. ”
Huo Jiantian shook his head: "You are only half right, it is precisely because you have a heart that is willing to pay for others that you can harvest the same feelings, paying, is a kind of consciousness, but being paid is a debt that can never be escaped, and this debt can only be paid off with the same pay." ”
"So we are now burdened with such a heavy 'debt', we should think about repaying it, not running away." I replied lightly.
"That's right, the biggest difference between us is, I want to return, you want to escape. So even if you are far stronger than me, you will never be able to defeat me. "Huo Jiantian said.
"I see!" I nodded heavily and said, "But I'm not willing to return my body to your master like this, so let's win or lose with one move!" ”
"Those who win get this body and the opportunity to repay their debts, and those who lose turn into memories of the past and are slowly forgotten!"