Chapter 183: Talks
In the class taken over by Time and Branch, the tutor went smoothly, it can be said that there was no problem, and there were a few people in the class who did not find a tutor, of course, that was also a result.
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After school in the afternoon of the same day, at dusk, Yuan Xiaoshi, a student in class 11, walked towards a certain target location, at this moment most of the students had left the academy one after another, and at the turn of a corridor, he met a woman with dark red hair, wearing a green dress.
At this time, the other party looked at this side and said, "The first time we met, you are Yuan Xiaoshi?" ”
Hearing this, Yuan Xiaoshi replied, "Yes." ”
The reason he came here was that he had been asked by his teacher to meet the person who might be his mentor, but he himself did not have any hope of finding a mentor, he just wanted to meet and leave, and he had completed his mission.
The person in front of him had gray hair, and his hair was rather unkempt and looked like he hadn't been taken care of, but it wasn't that he didn't pay attention to cleanliness compared to this problem, but something inside.
Guan Ling observed some hidden dangers in front of her, and said, "What do you want to do in your heart, what is it?" ”
"What are you talking about..."Yuan Xiaoshi replied softly
"I know that you have a similar past to me, so I ask you, what do you want to do, you are someone who wants to do something, otherwise there is no reason to live."
Those dark red eyes were piercing Yuan Xiaoshi's unconcealed protective wall at the moment, and the person in front of him might really be someone close to him: "Wait... What do you want to say?"
"Mentor, we are discussing this issue, and before that, we should understand the guidelines of both sides, whether it is possible to become a mentor, we are talking."
Under the words, Yuan Xiaoshi understood that the person in front of him was not the same person who could serve as a mentor in this academy, she was a person who could become Yuan Xiaoshi's mentor in a sense.
"Senior Guan Ling, you should be a person who can laugh, but I am different." Yuan Xiaoshi said
"You're right, I'll laugh, it's very simple, it's not something that can be done or can't be done, it's just a matter of whether you want to do it or not."
Under the words, Yuan Xiaoshi was silent, he didn't have the ability to argue, but wanted to figure out something.
Seeing this, Guan Ling said again: "You say that you are different, does this mean that you don't laugh, or does it mean that laughter in the real sense comes from the root of your heart?" ”
Hearing this, Yuan Xiaoshi nodded and said, "That's the case."
"Yuan Xiaoshi, ordinary people curl up the corners of their mouths and imagine very good things, what is such a smile?"
"Acting."
"You can't do it to this extent?"
"No, as you said, I don't want to do it."
"You're just not laughing, everybody in this world is doing it, it's just in different forms, there's the smart, the stupid, the right, the incorrect, aren't you one of them, yours is an indifferent character, and there's a lot of problems. Even if it's not right, it's a matter of how you live, and if you want to ask what's wrong, there's no doubt that it's your fault that was born in this world. ”
"You're the one who can put on a smirk, I'm the one who can't show a smirk, that's the difference, that's the thing, forget it."
Hearing this, Guan Ling already understood, and she didn't want to say anything more. At this moment, Yuan Xiaoshi was going from the other direction, he already thought that the other party was not a candidate to be his mentor, and the mission would be over.
Guan Ling left in other directions.
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Since they are both false and unwilling, there is no difference at all, and therefore they cannot constitute the main reason for the establishment of the relationship between the teacher and the disciple.
Forget about failure, compared to those, the fact of finding a disciple is one of the routes that can be chosen, Guan Ling also has a disciple who is a little older than her, she made friends two years ago, but now the distance between the two is silently widening.
The two are doing different things now.
After that, Guan Ling moved in other directions, located in the circular corridor on the third floor, she intended to lead to the other side, and on the way, at the entrance of a corridor, she collided with me.
Seeing this, she said: "Xingze, this time is still in the school, what's the matter, did you come to see me?" ”
"No, today I became a mentor, which is what you have done before, and I took the time to give the list to the upper echelons of the academy." I said
"What... Is that so, but you have to be a guru, and you can really do this kind of thing. Guan Ling was a little bored, but reacted to the latter sentence, she had just failed not long ago.
"That's right, it's a wonderful thing, but somehow I accepted it." I said
That's probably because they're elementals, but if they accept it, they accept it, and they won't always follow those people anyway, so it doesn't have much impact.
"Compared to this, you don't seem to think of me as a master or mentor very much lately."
"No, there's no such thing, it's still the same as always."
I have to say that not long ago, I once worshipped a young master and learned a lot from him, some of which were very helpful to me.
"That's fine, our relationship is the same as before."
She should be referring to a relationship between a man and a woman such as a lover.
"Well, there hasn't changed a lot."
Guan Ling nodded in agreement.
At this time, I felt a different feeling on her body, which looked like something from her body, and said, "Guan Ling, is there anything strange on your body now......
I was puzzled and wanted to reach forward and put my head on top of her head, it was a very subtle sense of disobedience, I probably didn't practice very well, and I wanted to confirm further.
At this time, Guan Ling's figure dodged my outstretched hand slightly, and she looked slightly startled.
“… It's okay, Xingze, don't worry about these delicate issues. ”
"Is it?"
I do have a way to cure some ominous spells and other diseases, but it seems that Guan Ling doesn't need that right now. Strangely, she deliberately avoided it.
"I have some countermeasures that may help." I said again
"No, I don't." Seeing that the person in front of her was about to stretch out her hand again, Guan Ling's eyes changed slightly and seemed to resist, and she was already in a state of being close to resisting.
It may be a bit of a dangerous state, I don't know if it's the opposition between the two, but about the fact that there may be something abnormal in Guan Ling's woman.
At this time, an inspector passed by, and he saw two people looking strange at the entrance of the staircase at dusk, so he said, "What's the matter, at this time, most of the students are coming home from school, what are you doing?" ”
"No, we're going to go back as well." Guan Ling said
"According to the rules of this academy, intimate contact between men and women in the academy is prohibited, please don't break the rules, even when no one can see it." The inspector gave advice
"We understand." Guan Ling responded
Then he motioned for me to go down the stairs.
After that, we went up the stairs to the first floor, and when we reached an open space outside the door, we slowed down.
"Xingze, do you want to go back next?" Guan Ling asked
"Yes, what are you going to do, do you go home tonight or stay at school." I said
"It's fine, there's nothing special to do today."
"Yes, if you want to go back, I'll send you back."
“… Then go back. Guan Ling said with a slight hesitation
Under the words, we move towards the road under the twilight.
Passing through the gate of the academy and onto the street, we immediately called for a taxi, Guan Ling's place was located in the eighth district next to the seventh district, which was not far from here, but it would take some time.
We all sat in the back of the cab, and then the taxi headed for the 8th area.
On the way, I didn't have much conversation with Guan Ling, she sat down in the seat next to me with her head bowed slightly. Not long after, the rental arrived in the eighth area, and stopped near the residential street where Guan Ling was located.
We stepped out of the car one after another.
Guan Ling has something to hide, there is no need to say more, both sides also understand that some things that cannot be said, even if they don't say it, I feel it sitting next to Guan Ling, which is probably not a good thing.
And Guan Ling is also very aware of this, the person on the side has noticed it, but it has stopped here, and it is impossible to go further.
There is no possibility that the two sides will talk about it, because one side is unwilling, and I understand that if we go further according to the previous situation, the outcome is likely to be a confrontation, as happened two years ago.
Walking through a quiet street in the 8th arrondissement, the sky is getting darker and winter is approaching.
Along the way, Guan Ling was thinking about what happened next with the person in front of her.
"That, I'm really sorry, hiding it from you, just like you said, I'm a little different now, you can notice the subtle changes, it's really a lot of progress." Guan Ling said
As she said, she is still my mentor in terms of relationships, and I don't think I've surpassed her now.
"There will be a time when I can understand, and before that we can see if the situation is settled." I said
"That's right, there will be, in the near future."
"When it's not good, even if you say you don't want to, I'll stop you." I said
"I see, let's do it." Guan Ling nodded silently and said lightly
After a while, we came to the door of Guan Ling's house.
"That's it." I said
"Yes, it's still rare to come here together. There will be more in the future," Guan Ling said
"Yes."
"Goodbye then."
I tapped her on the shoulder and walked down the stairs, about to go back.