"Then ......" Feng Yuxian took out a piece of letter paper and said, "I suggest that just in case, write a letter first, right?" Forged this letter......"

"Let's wait and see." Li Yin looked at the window opposite and said, "If there is no reply from the other side in an hour and a half, let's talk about it." ”

He had been staring at Murong Mirage at the moment. This perverted forensic doctor is so interested in ghosts, who can guarantee that he won't run to the basement and open the door to release the ghosts? Perverted thinking is incomprehensible to ordinary people. To be honest, when he first learned that he was carrying out the bloody instructions with this guy, Li Yin was very worried.

Therefore, it is very important to keep an eye on him at all times.

"And ......" Li Yin said again: "I will go down now, and no one can guarantee whether it is possible for that ghost to write another letter." ”

If the ghost takes the letter out of the window and no one takes it, it is considered "not accepting the letter", then all three will be doomed.

Li Yin walked out of the door and hurriedly went downstairs. Although it felt like the ghost wouldn't write another letter in such a short period of time, he still felt that it was better to be careful.

Although this room was still so dark, Li Yin didn't feel anything anymore. It's been nearly two years since he entered the apartment, and he has experienced so much, this darkness, he has long been numb. Anyway, there will be an environment where ghosts appear all the time, so I don't think it's a big deal. When people stay in a comfortable environment for a long time, they will naturally be afraid of danger. But being in the danger zone for a long time makes the nerves of fear less sensitive.

To survive, you have to adapt to this apartment.

No matter how sad, painful, desperate, this apartment will not give them the slightest mercy. Only through the blood words can we find life.

Because, the moment he entered the apartment, Li Yin knew that he had embarked on a road of no return.

There is no other option. In this case, it is better to use the last strength in this hellish life to seek hope for life!

Coming to the basement, in front of the iron door, Li Yin took a deep breath, sat on the steps, and looked at the iron door in front of him.

In fact, it is said that the reply is forged, but that is only a last resort. You can imagine what the consequences will be if a forged reply is discovered.

However, Li Yin also had some sympathy for these two ghosts in his heart. Although they loved each other in life, they were prevented from being together, and even after death, they were bound here by the apartment, and there was no way to be free.

What is it that keeps them from being together? Is it also the influence of the apartment? How many people's lives have been directly and indirectly affected by this apartment?

At this time, if ...... It's good if you're around midnight.

Although he could talk to Midnight with a phone call, he still didn't plan to do that. He didn't want Midnight to see his weak side. Protect her and make her feel like someone to rely on. You must not live up to her love, and even if it is for her, you must live strongly.

Stay alive...... At this time, he suddenly heard footsteps. I was shocked in my heart, and hurriedly turned around, but it was Feng Yuxian who walked down the stairs.

"You're here, Captain Li." Feng Yuxian came to Li Yin's side, sat down, and said, "I think, why don't you come and accompany you, sitting here alone must be very depressing, right?" Even if the ghost doesn't come out, you'll be terrified, right? ”

"Murong Mirage ......"

"It's on the second floor. Anyway, Miss Yingziye will text us then. Well, just now on the second floor, I still have a view of the sea in the distance. The air in Kongming Mountain is really fresh, and there are gusts of sea breeze, which is worthy of being a holiday resort. ”

"Do you still have this in mind?" Li Yin admires this man very much, at this time, he still has the leisure to appreciate the sea?

"I ......" Feng Yuxian supported his knees with both hands, held his chin, and said, "I originally planned to commit suicide." At the time before entering this apartment. ”

Li Yin was stunned.

Suicide? Could that be why he said he was happy to enter the apartment? But even if you commit suicide, you don't have to choose to be tortured to death in the blood letter, right? Could it be that this person is a masochist?

"My wife is dead."

Suddenly, Feng Yuxian's voice seemed extremely lonely. The loneliness that emanated from him, the pain that was more mournful than his heart, made Li Yin feel it deeply.

Feng Yuxian suddenly took out a photo from his pocket and handed it to Li Yin. Above, is a photo of him with a young woman with long hair. The long-haired woman has a beautiful face, very beautiful and dignified, and at first glance she feels that she is a very knowledgeable girl. ”

"Her name is Luo Ying. We met in college, and at that time, the moment we first met, we identified each other. In this chaotic world, we met like that, and it was a miracle of a few hundred million. I can, meet the person I really love, and then ...... I felt as if I was the luckiest person in the world. ”

"Mr. Feng...... You ......"

"Chief Li, can you understand my feelings? I heard that you also fell in love with Miss Ying at first sight. That kind of moment, the moment you meet, you think that the other party is the person you want to love, right? I'm the same. Hotaru was two years younger than me, and at that time, we were both studying psychology, and we shared common interests and hobbies, shared all our memories with each other, and ...... each other."

At this, he lowered his head slightly.

"After college, we got married. That's when we vowed that no matter what happened in the future, as long as we were together, we could overcome anything. ”

Li Yin could understand his feelings. The feeling that the person you really love, the most cherished lover in your life, disappears in your life like this. In this world, without that person, it's as if the heart has collapsed. The heavens are still the same, and the earth is still the same, but there is one person who does not exist anymore.

People in modern society have a scornful attitude towards true love, and that is because they have not experienced true love. When a person occupies all corners of his heart, even if he is not perfect, he is a unique person in his own heart.

For Li Yin, Midnight is such a person.

Even in the eyes of others, his love for her seems to be a whim, but for Li Yin, it is definitely not like that.

True love is definitely not something that can be exchanged and measured by anything, nor can it be easily destroyed by circumstances and time. To fall in love is to fall in love. lost, that is...... lost.

"How did she die?" Li Yin asked cautiously tentatively.

"She loves the rain."

Feng Yuxian's answer seemed to be incorrect. However, Li Yin listened quietly.

"So we often date on rainy days. But it was also on a rainy day that we lost our children. It was in the second year of marriage, when she became pregnant. Hotaru and I both feel very happy, because the crystallization of our love, the life with my blood is about to be born. However, that happiness was soon shattered in an instant. ”

"The child died shortly after birth. She had pinned infinite hopes on the child, and she fell into great agony, as if a part of her soul had ceased to exist. ”

"All I can do is comfort her. I know how important children are to her. Although the loss of this child can still be reborn, the life that was once conceived in the body, and the feelings for that life cannot be easily replaced. I know very well how she feels. Therefore, I hope that I can protect her so that she will not be tormented by this pain in the future. ”

"The day I gave birth to the child, it happened to be raining heavily. It was as if we were going to wash the world all over again, and on that day, we lost our children. Since then, Hotaru has stopped liking the rain. ”

"She wants to have a baby more than anyone else, she wants to be able to have a baby for me, but for me, I don't want the matter of having a child to cause her so much pain and pressure. For the years since, she has never been pregnant again, even though we have not been using contraception. ”

"Since then, the rainy days have always seemed so bleak and sad. Whenever it rains, she looks out the window stupidly. At that time, I knew that in fact, her heart had been raining all the time. There was not a moment of pause. ”

"Long-term mental exhaustion, progressed to the point of depression. In the years that followed, because she was not pregnant, her pain continued to increase. I've always wanted to share her pain, but for her, that's not something we can face together. She began to feel intensely guilty. At the beginning, did you not pay too much attention to nutrition during pregnancy, did you choose a bad hospital, or did it ...... These thoughts made it impossible for her to live a normal life. It even made her wonder if she herself had become the executioner of her own child. ”

"She's been digging into the horns of the bull like this. The shadow of that child could not be erased, and it became an eternal pain in her heart. Every rainy day, she mourns the child, and at that time I knew that in her heart, it would be difficult for the rain to stop. I was already a psychiatrist, but I couldn't treat my wife's depression. ”

A year ago, she needed to start living on nutritional injections. The depression worsened, causing her to lose weight and lose her appetite. Although I have been waiting for her, and I have tried every means to get her out of the shadow of melancholy and pain, I still can't do it. She always believed that she killed her own child, and that not getting pregnant again after that was also God's punishment for her. However, the death of the fetus was just an accident. There's no way to blame anyone, it's just an accident. ”

"When I saw the police car and ambulance parked in front of my house, I was almost completely in the dark."

She chose to go to another world to find the child. He didn't even leave me any letters, and just left. Although I have been taking care of her, I have never been able to treat her. I quit my job as a psychiatrist. At that time, I felt like my world was completely broken. ”

"I love her so much, I want to protect her so much, as a psychiatrist...... But it set her on such a path. In this world, the people I wanted to protect are gone. My parents have long since passed away, and after losing my job, most of my relatives have stopped interacting with me. ”

"I think maybe I'm starting to get depression myself. In this world, continue to live, and every time it rains, I think of everything. I couldn't calm myself down. ”

"So I decided to end my life. If there really was another world, I would want to go to that world to meet them. Even if it seems to others to do so, it doesn't matter if you don't value life. I...... There's no way to forget that. I can't let myself forget about them and live. ”

And then ...... When I entered that community, I wanted to enter an empty alley and commit suicide by cutting my wrists, but I suddenly found that my shadow had changed. Then, I came to this apartment. And I know that they haven't completely left me yet. There are still ways to meet them in this world. Knowing this, I felt like I had a new lease on life. It may be difficult, but I think there will always be a way to meet her again. Even if it's a ghost, I hope to see her again......"

"So you're happy?"

Li Yin, who had been silent, finally spoke: "That's not your pain alone, it's really unbearable to lose a loved one, but that doesn't mean that you are qualified to cut off your surname." And, do you know ......?"

"How we want to get out of this apartment!"

"Every day, every minute, every householder, hopes to escape from this apartment, to be able to hide from those evil spirits that are everywhere and immortal. But you actually say that you are happy to be a resident in this apartment? This apartment cannot bring happiness to anyone, and no one wants to enter such an apartment! ”

"Can you feel the pain of living in a world without her?" Feng Yuxian seemed to be excited: "You can't understand it at all, because you ......"

"Since you love her, you should live. You should live even if you are in pain, and you should live even if you can't bear it. Because ......" Li Yin became more and more excited the more she said: "The pain and sadness of losing her is evidence that you once loved her, and it is also the way you loved her." Even if you live in a world without her, love will not be blocked or cut off because of this. This is the so-called true love. Because if you lose a loved one, you want to die, and you want to seek the illusion of the underworld through this apartment, that's just your self-satisfaction. ”

"People who don't even have the courage to live are not worthy of talking about 'love' at all!"

When Li Yin said this, he suddenly thought of something, and looked at the iron gate over there. I feel like I'm talking a little too much. In any case, the priority for now is how to spend this bloody word, and what if the words just now caused some irritation to the ghost.

"Forget it." Feng Yuxian shook his head: "You have no way of understanding." I went up first. ”

After Feng Yuxian left, Li Yin stayed alone again.

Could it be that the attitude towards him just now was too harsh? However, Li Yin always felt that he had to say these words.

People can live to love someone, but they can't give up their lives easily in order to love someone. People who don't even love themselves are not qualified to love others.

He just hoped that Feng Yuxian would understand this.

At this time, in the middle of the night waiting in the basement of the Moon Shadow Pavilion, I suddenly heard a voice from the other side of the door in front of me.

And then...... The thin hand reached out and handed out a letter!

(To be continued)