After the first two chapters are written, let's talk to you a few words, I hope you can read this paragraph patiently.

Just yesterday afternoon, before going to do massage, I went to the hospital for a check-up, because I was very uncomfortable for several days. I usually don't have any physical examinations and examinations, and when I know that I am not in good health, I am afraid that I will find something that I can't accept. In that case, the more you are afraid, the more you will come. In addition to the cervical and lumbar spine, some other problems were detected yesterday. Needless to say, I can't die, but for me, the impact is too great.

When I got the news, the whole person felt like I was going to collapse, and I was extremely depressed, and I didn't know how I got home. When I got home, my mother saw that my face was wrong and asked me what was wrong, but I didn't dare to say that she was too old to afford it.

Writing a book is tiring, it's a path I chose for myself, and I have no regrets, but as soon as I find out what to do, I don't know what to do, I won't do anything but write a book. I have been in the industry for more than three years, I have written seven or eight books, tens of millions of words, I never dare to stop, even if I am tired, I can't stop, once I stop, there is no source of life, I can endure it myself, but the old people in the family are getting older and older, I have to think about my mother◎ The sky is too low, I feel that the sky is dark, things are stuffy in my heart, I don't know who to tell after I can't help it, I told a few assistants in private. It was purely a confession, a spit out of the bitterness in my stomach, and I didn't want to tell the readers, because in the end, it was my personal matter and should not be involved in writing. Several assistants are persuading, saying that they should explain to the readers, they will go to the hospital the day after tomorrow, I really can't guarantee the time of the update, and when the update is wrong, readers who don't know the situation may complain.

After thinking about it, that's the case, so I'll make an announcement today and tell you about it. Every day, whether I write three chapters or five chapters, there are always readers who say that they haven't read enough. I understand everyone's feelings, I want to know the mystery and the end of the story, I have also chased the book, that kind of taste, experienced. But I write ten chapters a day, in fact, it's still not enough for everyone to read, the book doesn't end in a day, and no matter how much it is updated, it is useless. On the one hand, there are readers who are in a hurry to read the book, and on the other hand, there are readers who feel that this is not good and that is not good, and there are problems with the logic of loopholes, what should I do? Write well, and write more, I can't write it, I really can't write it. Writing a book for mass production is bound to reduce the quality, and I'm really a little powerless.

To be honest, now my mind is chaotic, the assistants persuaded me to rest for a while, it really can't work, stop the book, but how can I stop, how dare I stop, I have written almost 10 million words, this book is the best one, for an author, stopping the change means cutting off his own way. Two days ago, Heiyan gave me publicity, four and five more for three days in a row, uncomfortable to death, I write books very slowly, sleep late the first day, set an alarm clock the next day to get up, get up and write, in order to write it early, several of my assistants know that I don't eat at noon every day, save some time.

Let's put it mildly, I didn't dare to say the previous book, this book, I took out my heart.

It's not easy for everyone, it's not easy for Long Fei, and for the sake of life, each of us is suffering from things that we don't want to face. That's life, there's no way. But everyone goes to work, and if you encounter something or feel unwell, you can ask for leave to rest, but Long Fei can't, don't say stop changing, even if it's a little less, Heiyan includes the outside, and a piece of saliva will spit over.

Sometimes, I am alone and quiet, I feel a little aggrieved when I think about it, I don't know what I did wrong, I have been scolded for three years, I have been scolded for three years, I have been scolded for paying, I have been scolded for watching pirated versions, I am also scolding for the forum post bar, and some are scolding after grinding iron, and I continue to run to Black Rock to scold.

Every now and then, I will go through the book reviews, and the encouragement and support sent by readers in private, without the existence of these readers, I think I may really not be able to persevere, I write books, for my own life, and for you.

I know very well that in this society, even if I dig out my belly today and put it in front of everyone, those readers who love books and care about Long Fei will feel distressed, but there will still be people who say, why are there so few.

Except for you, no one will feel sorry for me, and I am sad and gratified.

I really can't help it, because I'm going to see a doctor, I'm a little old, but I'm not old, I don't want to drag my body down at this time, you wait for me, I'll recover a little, or continue to write. These days, those additions are canceled for the time being, and I try to keep three watches a day. What Long Fei can do now is to work hard for three more, and nothing else can really be done.

This passage, for readers who can understand me, is a common saying, and I want to tell you that my health is really bad and I need treatment.

I still think I'm looking for less reason, please ignore this passage.

These are the last points of self-esteem of an ordinary Chinese writer in the midst of piracy and boundless saliva.

I'm going to write the third update, and I'll send it when I'm done, about half past three.