The hundredth is Chapter 4: Death Announcement

The fat man is indeed a fat man, after all these years, he has not changed much, his voice is still so rough, and his story is also what I am looking forward to the most, how many years have passed, what happened?

This has to start from the last time they went into the mountain:

"You don't know that there is a mechanism under the coffin, and as soon as I lie down, the mechanism will be opened, and I will fall straight down, and I don't know what the hell I have reached. At first, I was still calling, but then I just gave up, or I saved some effort and tried to find a way out to meet you. There is no light or hour in it, and when I wake up in the dark, I continue to explore, and when I am sleepy, I go to sleep. After a long time, I forgot how long I have been trapped here, fortunately, your fat man is a person who can endure loneliness, and he counts stones to play if he has nothing to do, I don't know how many times I have dreamed of being with you, and one more time, I also dreamed that Xiaoyi smoked cigarettes. The fat man smiled bitterly: "It's the same as the real thing, I see you in front of me." ”

I chuckled in my heart, the night I was in Yangguan, Gansu last time, I also felt as if I had seen a fat man, it wouldn't be so coincidental, could this be the so-called heart and soul?

"Come on, I don't know how many times I've dreamed of you, every time I think it's true, and waking up is empty." I comforted the fat man and said: "After many years, your life is the biggest victory, and when you go out, I will definitely take you to the best bathhouse, eat the best banquet, and live in the best house!" Hey, by the way, how do you live in a place where birds don't poop? Why are you still so fat all these years? ”

The fat man smiled: "It's like this, day and night." ”

I also laughed and said, "I mean, what do you eat, how can you still maintain such a good figure?" ”

"Eat?" The face of the fat man opposite me changed, and suddenly I only felt that the air around me suddenly froze, Ye Qiu's nose trembled slightly, and I didn't notice this change at all. But the fat man seemed to have discovered something, he stretched out his hand and touched his swollen round belly and said, "Xiaoyi, how long have I been away from you?" ”

"Counting this year, it's almost two and a half years."

"Two and a half years ......," the fat man said dumbfoundedly, "two and a half years, I never seem to feel hungry, and I never seem to have eaten anything." ”

At first, I didn't react when the fat man said this, I turned my head to look around, and suddenly I swept into the corner and there seemed to be a white mass, and I was surprised: "Hey, what is that?" ”

The fat man also wanted to look over, but Ye Qiu grabbed him and said, "Don't look at it!" ”

A lot of times that's the case, the more you worry about something might happen, the more it will happen...... When I saw that mass for the first time, I instinctively told myself: Could it be that it was a dead corpse!

Ye Qiu stared at me deadly, and his eyes told me three words: Don't move!

But the fat man, he quit, he was a naturally curious man, far stronger than me. So he followed my words and said, "yes, I don't know what it is." ”

Suddenly, a chill surged in my heart, that uneasy emotion surged into my eyes, slowly, I felt a cloud of liquid swirling in my eyes, I wanted to say to Ye Qiu: "Second brother, please tell me, isn't this really good?" ”

Some things, when you want to change, often don't change; When a change has already happened, it is a change, and you can't stop it.

The fat man got up, and I saw him slowly walking towards the pile of white things, one step, two steps, and the steps under the fat man's feet were getting slower and heavier......

I couldn't bear to look at the distant scene, death may not be the most terrible, but the terrible thing is to be dead and think I am still alive.

The rotting remains, the small black dots are the marks left by flies, looking at the yellowed teeth, can you still remember your smile? The ribs that resemble fish bones are long gone, and the only thing that can still be identified is your tattered clothes.

The fat man is dead, his body is rotting away, and his soul has been guarding his body without knowing it......

That's the answer!

I saw the fat man start to kneel slowly, and slowly his body began to shrink into a circle, and he started to sob, and he started to tremble......

There is a saying that if no one reminds them, the soul does not know that its physical body has died, so whenever someone dies, the children have the saying of crying filial piety. Just as many people are reluctant to admit defeat, so the soul will not admit that it is dead.

Looking at that back, I remembered the first time I met: "My name is Shi Dangdang, Taishan Shi Dang, you call me General Shi!" ”

I never imagined that at my age, I would face death, especially my friends.

The fat man is gone, his shadow is slowly fading, my eyes are slowly blurring, he has been lonely for a long time, it is time to go.

"Fatty!" My cry was heartbreaking, and I knew he would never hear him again, and maybe we would see each other again in our dreams.

I rarely hug, especially with men, I think it's a very girly behavior, and it's even more impossible that I actually hugged Ye Qiu. I cried, I wasn't a strong person, I didn't even have the courage to look at the bones of a fat man, I was afraid, I was afraid that I would never forget it for the rest of my life.

"Help me." I choked up and couldn't speak: "Help me take him out." ”

Where is this? Who doesn't know? Why did the fat man die here? And even more no one knows.

I sat aside, Ye Qiu cleaned up not far away, his words were as few as ever, maybe he didn't have the same feelings for the fat man as I did, or maybe he was born with no feelings at all.

"Where's Wen Bin?" He turned back to me and asked.

I shook my head, I really don't know where he is, yes, where is Wen Bin, where are you?

There was a small dirt bag on the ground, Ye Qiu used a dagger to plane, he got up and said to me: "People have passed away, after all, you will see the last side, what should go will always go, and now it's our turn." ”

"You're buried?"

"Now it's about finding a way out, he doesn't belong outside, he belongs here just like me." I didn't understand Ye Qiu's words, and it wasn't until much later that I understood that sentence, why he, like him, didn't belong to the outside.

At the moment, my mind is blurry, and I have no thoughts to think about anything more, so I can only say, "I'll follow you." ”

"I saw you." I wiped away my tears and said, "In a big ding, I saw you and the fat man together, but I didn't expect ......"

"Oh" he replied with a blank slate, as if none of this had anything to do with him.

"Did you already know he wasn't there?"

"Hmm." His answer was the same, following the tall and thin figure in front of me, I was like a helpless child, the corners of his eyes were still blurred, but he walked resolutely.

Finally he stopped.

"Why don't you leave?" I asked.

With his back to me, in my memory, this is the first time he comforted me: "People always have to die, I have already died once, you are still alive, you have to live and go on." ”

"Hmm!" I replied to him forcefully.

It seems that behind every door here is the same, endless roads, endless circles, going around and around, Ye Qiufang and I have returned to the original point, the only difference is that there is no such mouthful here.

"It's back again." I whispered.

He didn't make a sound, leaned quietly against the stone wall, and after a long time he said, "I don't have his ability." ”

"You're already amazing." I comforted him, "Without you, I might not have been there many times, and this time it was the same. The big deal is here, be with him. "I'm talking about the fat man, and now the fat man's dirt pit is only a few steps away from me.

Ye Qiu said lightly: "What I'm saying is that I can't find him." ”

"You're saying you're looking for Cha Wenbin?"

"Hmm."

"I thought you were trying to find your way there!" This guy, this can make me angry, "Cha Wenbin didn't come in, this door, as long as you walk once, every time you come in, it's a different world!" You're looking for a broken head here, and you can't find him! ”

"I feel like he's not far away." Ye Qiu pointed to where the fat man was buried and said, "If you want to get out, just climb up, and there is the exit." ”

"How do you know?"

"Except for death, everything else is fake." He pointed to his eyes and said to me, "Don't look here! Then he gently pointed to his chest and said, "Look carefully." How exactly did his words match Cha Wenbin's?

Seeing that I seemed a little confused, he walked up to me again and said, "Do you want to see what kind of world this is?" ”

I nodded, and though I didn't know what he meant, the smile on his face made me regret it a little.

"Give me your hand." As he spoke, he took my palm and put it in the palm of his hand, and said softly, "Bear with it, it hurts a little." ”

A chill swept across his palm, and a sticky feeling slowly came from his palm, and he picked up my hand and said, "Wipe it all over your face." ”

I did so, and a strong smell of blood irritated my pores, and I really thought it was a very perverted thing, where would anyone smear their own blood on their face.

"Open your eyes, slowly." He began to guide me, "Remember, don't scream, everything is as if it were all right, because that's how it is." ”

I did so, and the moment I opened my eyes gently, I froze, how could this be! No! It must be fake! That's impossible! I actually showed up in Hong Village!