Chapter 161: Attachment and attachment, the five spirits return to the source
"Why, clinging?"
The whisper to himself fluttered gently in Feng Fan's heart, drifting far, far away.
On January 11, 1994, it was the city hospital of Nakagawa City. With the cry of a baby, a new life was born.
It is said that every baby who comes into the world remembers everything that happened at that moment, but the frailty of age makes all these past sealed in the depths of his mind.
"Raw! Raw! I'm going to be a dad! ”
A young man stood outside the delivery room and kept moving, and when he heard the baby's voice, his face was overjoyed.
"Hurry up, let me go in and have a look."
When the nurse in the delivery room pushed the door open, the man rushed in. In the delivery room, a somewhat pale woman lies quietly on the bed, and a nurse next to her is holding an swaddling baby.
"Boys and girls?"
The young man was so excited that he hurried up.
"Congratulations, it's a boy."
"Boy? Hahaha, my old Feng family finally has a queen! ”
"Give your child a name." A smile appeared on the face of the woman lying on the bed.
The young man hugged the swaddling baby and shook it gently, looking at the child sleeping peacefully in his arms, the smile on his face became stronger.
"Feng Tongping, just call him Feng Fan, I don't want him to be brilliant in the future, I just hope that he can live a peaceful and ordinary life."
"Feng Fan, Feng Fan, very good name."
Time turned from this moment, new life, new beginnings.
The young man looked at the child in his arms and the woman on the hospital bed, and his face showed the most sincere smile, he knew that these two people were the people he had to protect with his life, his wife and son.
"Why, clinging?"
Whispering in a confused voice, like a child who can't find a home.
Memories are like water, rippling in circles.
The young child sat on his father's shoulders, and the power seemed to be able to carry everything in his life, as tall as a mountain, and his mother's concern, which worried about him day and night, as tender as water.
Father, mother, this is the person he dearests in this world, for such a person, it is worth guarding his life.
Family, friendship, love, with the turn of the years, more and more imprints of life, alive, in order to experience that feeling, the feeling of being alive.
"Who am I?"
The confused consciousness seems to remember more and more of the past, as if it is gradually no longer blurred.
Partner, in the last days of losing loved ones, losing many, many people, it seems that the only thing that can still be cared about is his partner. For the sake of his partner, even if he takes his own life, he has no regrets.
Cortana, it seems that there is such a person, from a long time ago to the present, why do you feel that she is the closest person to you, there is such a person, it seems that there is. Lao Guo, Uncle, Su Lin, Ling Tian, Jia Yu, An Qi, many, many people, these names seem to be familiar, as if they have seen them somewhere, but they just can't remember it.
"Why did you pick up the sword in your hand?"
In his vague consciousness, he suddenly remembered a scene, which was a room covered with blood and broken glass, a man knelt on the ground and kowtowed three heads to his dead parents, and then resolutely took down a long sword hanging on the wall.
A long sword named Qinghe!
"For what?"
In order to survive, I had to pick up this sword.
"Just to survive?"
The scene changed again, this time, it was a department store, in the chaos, a middle-aged man with five big and three thick pressed the person under him, untying his belt with one hand, but suddenly the tip of the sword dripping blood pierced out of his chest, red and dazzling.
And in order to protect the important people in your heart, even if your hands are stained with blood, so what?
"What else? I'm afraid that's not enough! ”
Countless scenes are beating, gas stations, small towns on the edge of Zhongchuan City, 100,000 mountains, Ning'an City, Lilin City, a man is fighting with a sword in his hand, even if he is scarred every time, but there is never a look of regret in his eyes, even on the highway outside the checkpoint in Lilin City, even if he fights for his own life, he must fight for his partner to hope for survival, because it is a partner, so, all this is not wrong.
"In order to survive, in order to protect their partners. Persistent because of living, persistent because of guarding, and persistent because of the obsession in the heart! ”
"And who are you?"
"I am who I am, even if my consciousness is lost, how can I forget who I am!"
"Hahahaha!"
The old man's voice echoed in Feng Fan's heart, and it quickly weakened, until finally there was no movement.
It was just that with the passing of the old voice, the only remaining trace of consciousness in Feng Fan's heart gradually woke up. He could feel his body, he could feel the sharp pain coming from all over his body, because he was alive!
The black nucleic acid virion gradually fused with the cells in Feng Fan's body, repairing the DNA double helix molecule, the gene had stopped collapsing, and the obsession that erupted in Feng Fan's heart gradually condensed his collapsed consciousness, and he walked around from the ghost gate and crawled out.
The powerful obsession tugged at Feng Fan's consciousness, so that he did not lose himself because of the virus body invading his body, but now his body was empty, the severe pain was tormenting his nerves, and his body was still not under his control.
"It's good to do that."
Feng Fan was a little helpless, even if he was conscious, but the condition of his body was very bad, although his consciousness was not erased, but the side effects of the virus infection appeared, and the skin gradually withered.
"Five Spirits Return to the Origin."
Suddenly, the big characters composed of four ancient subordinates appeared in Feng Fan's mind.
"Qionghua is a faction of town factions, saying that those who have no talent cannot learn it."
Feng Fan didn't know why he suddenly remembered this, he had also read the Qionghua chronicle he picked up from the ruins, and he had also tried to practice the mental method of returning the five spirits recorded on it, but unfortunately, he didn't know if it was his lack of talent or what was going on, in short, it didn't work.
"Inexplicable, how could I think of this."
Thinking of this mental method, Feng Fan was a little yearning, after all, the book said that this is a method of cultivation, if you learn it, maybe you can become an immortal, just thinking about it makes me a little excited.
"Anyway, it won't move, so it's better to try again."
Thinking about it, Feng Fan's mind recalled the content of the Five Spirits Returning to the Yuan, but fortunately, after he stimulated the potential chain, his memory was quite good, and after reading it once, he basically remembered it.
Originally, he just had the attitude of giving it a try, after all, he didn't succeed at the beginning, but now he tried it according to the content of the mental method, but something unexpected happened to him!