CHAPTER XXXVI
At five o'clock, Qin Qian and I said goodbye and went home separately. I took a taxi back, and I sat in the car, thinking about what Kaneko had said, and my heart was terrified.
It wasn't until the car drove up to the gate of our school that I remembered that I hadn't bought the paper sleeve yet. And in the case of distraction, I didn't insist on buying it anymore, so I could only wait for the next time.
stopped the car at the intersection, saw that there were not many people around, and directly set fire to his clothes. Here, whoever encounters someone who burns something at an intersection knows that it is burned for the ancestors. If you see it from afar, you will avoid your gaze and even take a detour. After the clothes were burned, I slowly walked home.
It turned out that the excitement of buying new clothes for Cen Zuhang was gone. I didn't ask him if he had received the clothes and shoes I had sent.
At night, when I was sleeping in a daze, I felt a light kiss under the corner of my lips, and Cen Zuhang's murmuring voice said, "I got the clothes." Thank you. ”
I struggled to open my eyes, and his hand was running over my cheek. Seeing his face in a daze, I felt that he was so handsome. Just smiled at him. At the same time, I saw a wound on the index finger that was just out of the corner of my eye, which was still a bright red mark. He must be in pain. It looked like a burn mark, and the whole piece of skin was gone. It's only a small area, but it hurts a lot.
The thought sobered me up, and I reached out and grabbed his head, pulled him down, and kissed him hard. I'm not going to do a full set today. But I came up with a way for him to eat a little of my blood. I want to see if he loves me now, or if he still loves Cen Mei.
If, after eating my blood, his wounds are still not healed, then I will move out of here, and I will only be his ID card, not his lover.
I came up with a spur of the moment, a little scrambling, but I succeeded, he kissed me on the lips, and even I tasted my blood.
After that lively scene, he dragged me to the bathroom, turned on the shower, and said to me viciously: "This will not be allowed in the future!" ”
And I grabbed his hand and looked at the finger. New skin has appeared on the fingers, a little red in color, but it is skin. When he saw the new skin growing from the wound, Cen Zuhang was also shocked, and then slowed down his tone and said, "I'm going to decoct Chinese medicine, I hope you don't have a fever tomorrow." ”
Looking at his figure going out, I stood under the shower, swept away the depression of today's day, and laughed.
His wounds were healed by my blood, which shows that he loves me. Even if he loved Cen Mei before, he still loves me now. He's an old man in his sixties, do I still have the luxury of expecting him to fall in love? As long as he loves me now.
Thinking of this, I happily washed away the blood stains from my palms under the shower.
When I changed into new pajamas and sat on the bed, Cen Zuhang also came over with Chinese medicine. He looked at me with such an awkward gaze, and said coldly, "Drink this medicine." ”
"Oh." I responded with a smile and took the Chinese medicine. If you don't feel good about fever, you can still prevent it, so let's prevent it.
Seeing that I drank the medicine, Cen Zuhang said in a low voice: "In the future...... Don't do this. "It felt like it was hard for him to say those words. I can't understand him, we were so close just now, why is he looking for a way now? Can't you laugh with me? So when I put the bowl down, I glared at him and said, "Nasty! Why not? You should thank me. ”
He didn't answer, took the bowl and walked out of the room. I was lying in bed, still thinking about whether I should tell him for a moment to buy the paper cover. Today's incident makes me sure that he loves me, and this affirmation seems to give me strength. No matter what difficulties we encounter in the future, we will work together to get through them.
But five minutes passed, ten minutes passed. It doesn't take so much time to put a bowl in it. I shouted out of the room, "Hey! Zu Hang? No one answered. I shouted again, "Cen Zuhang? ”
Still no one answered. Find a house with just such a little space, he can't not hear me. There is only one possibility that he is not at home. I reluctantly left the room and walked around. Qu Tian on the sofa was still lying so quietly, and the smell of incense came from the balcony.
I walked to the balcony, and Zu Hang was on the balcony looking at the starry sky outside, while beside him, a lit incense stick was inserted into the apple.
I whispered, "Don't you sleep?" ”
He turned to look at me and said, "Smell the incense, let me calm down." ”
I pouted, "Do you think it's a mistake to be with me, so you need to calm down?" ”
He didn't speak, just looked at the starry sky outside. It's his appearance that makes people very unhappy. It's as if one more word kills someone. I stepped forward and kicked him lightly in the leg: "Speak! Otherwise, I'll learn from Sister Jinzi, drip blood on your navel, draw a talisman on your head, you have already eaten my blood, I want you to become my refining ghost, I want you to listen to me obediently. ”
He laughed: "You are not a pure yang life. ”
He looks so good when he laughs, he looks like him. "Then what's upset about you. Speak! Don't be silent as soon as I ask this. ”
He was still silent. What man is so bad. Half an hour ago, he was like this and that with me, and now it's so difficult to get him to say a word. It's as if I forced him to do that! He had become the one who had been wronged. The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I stepped forward and pushed him. But before I could push him, he would hold me tightly in his arms.
He rested his head on top of mine and whispered, "Okay." I know you're helping me. But...... It's dangerous. If I can't control myself, you risk having a fever again. Even if the body is weak, it will be weak little by little in the future, and it will be weak to death. I don't want to see you have something to do, so don't use this method in the future. I have another way, trust me, don't do it in the future. Watching you have a fever, watching you feel uncomfortable, I ......"
He didn't continue, and after a moment of silence, I looked up, looked at him, and asked, "Are you confessing?" Then you say you love me. ”
He looked at me, still silent. I smiled bitterly, and I knew he wouldn't say it. Now the grievances of his Na Cen family village are still more important than mine. So he won't say he loves me, he'll get the more important things done first. Although I know that he is second, I should be unhappy. But I also know that there is no way around it.
The next day, I was woken up by the ringing of my mobile phone, which was Qutian's mobile phone. Qu Tian sat on the sofa and answered the phone, his voice was very low, he only said um, okay, and then hung up.
I rubbed my fluffy hair, and just as I was about to get up, I heard him shout: "Lovely man, get ready, follow me to Qu Tian's house." ”
"His parents told you to go back?"
"Well, you go too. Even if you hear something nasty, don't take it seriously. I want to let them know first, you are Qu Tian's decision, and see if you can let Qu Tian stay. If it doesn't work, I'll try to keep Qu Tian from going abroad. ”
I frowned. Did God fix me on purpose? I only thought about facing the difficulties of the future with Cen Zuhang last night, and I was sent to a big difficulty so early in the morning.
In the hospital that day, the two mothers spoke so-for-tat, and they felt like they were breaking their faces. Isn't it a bit shameless for me to go again now? But if I don't go, if they strongly ask Qu Tian for something, Qu Tian won't even have an excuse.
In the end, I decided to go. Since you're going, you have to dress up. I changed into a new dress, changed into high heels, and wanted to show his mother a beautiful me.
When I was in college, I had a makeup course, so when I put on my own makeup, I realized that something was wrong with me. His face was red, and his hand was a little hot when he touched it. Touch your forehead, it's estimated that it's only 38 degrees. I still have a fever, but it's a low-grade fever. Draw makeup to make yourself more energetic, so that Zu Hang didn't even notice that I had a fever in the first place.