Volume 19 Approach Chapter 20 Heart
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Dusk came, and the river turned golden. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Li Yin looked at the scene of the waning mountains, and the fishing rod in his hand never caught anything. The river didn't fluctuate much, only a slight ripple on the surface of the water above the fishing buoy.
Li Yin put away the fishing rod. This is rented from a nearby management office, and the lake has always been a fishing spot because of the abundance of fish that has always been there. In fact, because of the terrifying encounter at the fishing base in Yeshan Lake when the blood character was executed, Li Yin originally swore that he would never go fishing again in his life. But at the moment, it is an exception.
He still remembers the experience when his mother brought him to fish when he was a child. At that time, it was also in this lake. Although a long time has passed, that memory is still unforgettable.
Since she was a child, her mother has been the most favored only daughter of the Yang family, and because her grandfather is the eldest son of the family, her mother has enjoyed the most luxurious life since she was a child. Several cousins and uncles also envied their mothers when they were young.
Is it a blessing or a misfortune for my mother to meet my father?
Dad didn't love Mom, and from the beginning, Mom was just a stepping stone for him to win the throne of the president of Zhengtian Hospital. Although Mom has always been in love with Dad, despite this, Dad has never really been emotionally attached to Mom. Exploitation, or exploitation, in the eyes of that man, there is nothing that cannot be sacrificed, nothing that cannot be measured by money.
But even with such a father, his mother still loves him deeply. still supports him behind his back without regrets, even if he knows the cold-bloodedness in his bones, he has always supported him.
After putting away the fishing rod, Li Yin looked at the empty bucket beside him and showed a miserable smile.
That day, if he hadn't gone out, hadn't entered that neighborhood while reading job magazines, hadn't entered that alley, he was just an ordinary person now. Live a life that is no different from ordinary people, write online novels, and spend every day of your ordinary and fulfilling. It is also possible to go out fishing once in a while, go on a trip with friends and relatives, and meet a good woman to marry her in the future. And Mom, it won't be ......
Although, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have met Midnight, and I wouldn't have maintained such a poignant and desperate love with Midnight.
It's just that if you take a wrong step, you will fall into the abyss that you can't get out of eternally.
Now, he's lost everything. He didn't want to go back to his father's house, who was only cold-blooded, and he didn't want to go back to that apartment that was like hell. I don't want to challenge those horrible blood words anymore, and I don't want to continue to wander in today's days and nightmares. He didn't want to face these things anymore.
He shook off his fishing rod and kicked the bucket into the lake. Then, he fell to his knees on the muddy ground, his hands clutching at the soft earth, and in this twilight moment, he felt what it was to be truly dead.
He will never see the sun of tomorrow again.
When I left the apartment, it was not yet dawn. So, if he didn't go back to the apartment, he would die of this curse before the sun rose tomorrow.
He looked up at the sunset that burned the sky red, at the endless golden lake, at the occasional flock of birds, at the shadowy forests on the other side, and at the mountains in the distance.
He wanted to imprint that scene completely into his mind.
Tears, once again bursting the embankment. Keep spilling on the palm of your hand. I want to live, but I can't. Even if you can still see the light of this world, it is always dark in Li Yin's world.
I really want to continue to live in this world, I really want to live......
But how do you survive?
How do you survive in this world...... How do I survive......
His hands were deep in the dirt, and tears were already soaking his clothes. It was as if the heart was constantly being torn apart, constantly being cut into countless pieces. Then he raised his head to the sky and roared wildly!
"Ahh
He didn't stop until Li Yin's voice was almost hoarse.
No matter how much I hated that apartment, I couldn't think of any way to do any harm to that apartment. Publicize the existence of the apartment to the public? That's impossible. Even the judiciary can be manipulated, let alone public opinion? Besides, even if it is a national power, it can't help that apartment. Worldly power has nothing to do with the curse of the apartment.
In the two years since he entered the apartment, Li Yin has done countless investigations, understanding the birth of that apartment, the cause of the curse, and the location of the execution of the blood letter to trace the roots. I've looked at a lot of religious books, and some supernatural rumors. Even so, neither from a religious, psychological, or occult point of view can really parse this apartment. Why should the occupants be asked to carry out these 10 blood instructions? Where those blood words are executed, why is there a terrifying supernatural phenomenon? What exactly is the demon king who appears once in fifty years?
There are too many mysteries behind the apartment to count.
But in the end, nothing came of it. Li Yin could only conclude that carrying out the bloody instructions was the only way to leave the apartment. There is no other way for the occupants to return to the light world. Even if he is as strong as a terrible killer like Shangguan Mian, his life is also at the mercy of him.
Even if you know better than anyone how important it is to successfully execute a blood letter, even if you know it better than anyone else......
He made his choice anyway.
Erased the blood three times.
However, although Li Yin didn't want to admit it, although he had always suppressed it in his heart, at this moment, especially after the roar just now, he finally discovered something.
In fact, he has been regretting it.
On that day, after he talked to Shenyu, midnight was at an extremely dangerous juncture. Because of the life and death of Midnight, at that moment he only had Midnight in his mind, and he only wanted to save Midnight. Holding that strong thought, he suppressed his fear, erased his execution record of three blood words, and exchanged it for midnight's life.
But if it were now, would he still be able to do that?
If that hadn't been done then, now it's only two bloody distances away from the apartment. In that case, perhaps, he could reach the pinnacle that the occupants could only dream of.
Then, Li Yin finally realized that he was actually not as fond of Midnight as he imagined.
He had always regretted it, and although that regret was forcibly suppressed by him, it was always in his throat. He convinced himself that if it was for midnight, for the love of his heart, then it was worth the effort. He always hoped for it.
But......
He finally understood. In fact, if he had been calm at the time and asked him to make another choice, he would not have been able to exchange blood for midnight without hesitation.
After all, he is not a silver night, deep rain, and he is not the kind of person who can live for love and die for love. He's not that kind of love saint.
Regretted it.
In the end, he regretted it.
However, even if he regretted it, thinking of the smile he showed when he was reunited with him after he was rescued in the middle of the night, Li Yin was able to feel a little relieved.
However, after that, he will never be able to see Midnight's smile again.
He stood up and took a step.
When he stepped into the icy water, he suddenly felt a sense of relief. It was as if the burden that had been weighing on his heart had been lifted, and he could truly be free.
The other foot also stepped into the lake.
Then, constantly continuing to wade, soon, the water was up to the knees.
When the lower half of his body began to be completely immersed in the water, Li Yin's expression still did not change in the slightest. He didn't look back, even though he knew that if he continued, it would be impossible to turn back.
Keep going, keep walking......
It was as if the soul was beginning to sink to the bottom......
Late at night.
In the hall of the apartment, the residents are anxiously waiting for the latest news. Xingchen had already come back just now, and so far, Li Yin still hasn't heard from him. Listening to Xingchen, Midnight was already about to collapse, and it was the first time he saw such an indifferent Midnight, showing such a grief-stricken expression.
Losing Li Yin is probably a more unacceptable thing for Midnight than executing the blood character, right?
At this time, in the middle of the night, and the deep rain walked on the street at night. She almost took a few steps before she fell to the ground. Her body seemed to be completely paralyzed, and after a few steps, she would collapse.
"Midnight, are you alright?" The deep rain who held on to the middle of the night showed a very sympathetic look and said, "If you go on like this, you won't be able to support it!" ”
Li Yin ...... Li Yin ...... "At this time in the middle of the night, her hair was messy, her eyes became empty, and she was on the verge of a mental breakdown.
If Li Yin can't come back tomorrow morning, then he will definitely die.
"Deep rain, tell me!" Midnight clutched Shenyu's shoulders and cried, "Is there any way to find him?" Hidden rules of the apartment, is there a way to find the location of the occupants? Tell me! Please tell me! ”
"Sorry, midnight, no ......"
"Why!" Midnight suddenly screamed as hard as he could, "Why did you tell him that hidden rule at that time?" You know what he sacrificed to save me? If it weren't for me, he would only have two blood words left now! Don't you know how important the blood word is to the householders? Every blood word is a life! Why, why do you do that! What the hell have you done for your boring experiments on human nature! ”
Midnight looked at Shenyu with a few lustful eyes, and Shenyu also lowered his head and didn't look at Midnight's gaze.
No matter how sad it is, time will still pass.
At midnight, Li Yin still didn't come back.
One o'clock in the morning, two o'clock in the morning, three o'clock in the morning......
Midnight sat at the door of the apartment, looking at the revolving door of the apartment as if it had become an ancient fossil. She seemed to be still expecting a miracle to happen, and she could see Li Yin return. And there are several residents waiting with her, Silver Night, Silver Feather, Xingchen, Deep Rain, Kamiya Sayoko and others, also accompany her.
Four o'clock in the morning. The cigarette butts at Silver Night's feet had been piled up, Silver Feather had already poured herself several cups of coffee, and everyone was a panda eye, but they were still staring at the door of the apartment.
Li Yin, won't you come back like this?
Midnight, from beginning to end, without saying a word. Despite the constant conversations between Silver Feather and Deep Rain, she seemed to be a non-talking doll, just sitting in a chair and staring at the revolving door in front of her.
It's five o'clock.
At this time, except for the deep rain around Midnight, everyone else was asleep.
A figure suddenly walked out of the alley across the apartment. The figure began to walk towards the door of the apartment.
Midnight's eyes suddenly brightened, and she jumped up and rushed to the revolving door. Deep rain also immediately stood up and followed.
"Li Yin!"
Midnight rushed out of the revolving door and looked at Li Yin not far ahead.
"You're back......" Midnight covered her face, she only took one step, and she almost fell, but fortunately the deep rain helped her.
"Ah," Li Yin walked over to Midnight and came to her.
He came back anyway.
Or came back to this apartment.
It's harder to live than to die.
Because he still wants to go back, even if it is a point of no return, Li Yin also hopes that he can see the bright world again.
Even if it was night, even if he regretted his choice, he could find an existence to replace the light.
Looking at the midnight in front of him, Li Yin took a step forward.
"I'm back."