I was startled for a moment, and when I looked back at him, I felt a little weak. But even though my heart is weak now, my heart is beating faster, but my mouth is still so hard that I don't apologize, but say, "You've been married." There's your wife on it. Cen Mei? From the same village? Or is it a marriage between close relatives? Then why did you tell me that you were not married? Besides, even if you're married, I can't do anything, right? Why lie? ”

Cen Zuhang walked over, closed the family tree, and said, "We are boys and girls in the village. Since childhood. I am a pure yin name, and she is a pure yang life. Later, when he was eighteen years old, his grandfather wrote it into the family tree. But at that time, I was thirty years old before I could get married. We are not registered. ”

"That'...... That's also in the family tree. You can't rely on this wife. ”

Cen Zuhang looked at me, his eyes were a little wrong, and he just looked at me like this. Seeing that, I said a little frustratedly, "What a look." I'm not allowed to say anything in the future, I'm thinking about Qu Tian's words. Aren't you thinking about your Cen Mei yourself? The two of us are even. Don't care about anyone in the future. Anyway, you have a wife waiting for you underneath. ”

When I was done, I puffed out my cheeks and wanted to go back to me. But his hand was grabbed by Cen Zuhang and said, "I can't find her." Not down there, she didn't survive either, I don't know where she went. My last memory of her was eating her still bleeding heart, and by that time, she had no soul. ”

"That'...... That...... What does it have to do with me? I broke free of his hand and ran back to my room, closing the door. It wasn't until I calmed down that I realized how much I had gone too far. He had just gotten his genealogy, and almost all of the entire genealogy was dead, and he must be in a bad mood. At this time, I also mentioned that Cen Mei to him. And Cen Mei is estimated to be Cen Cen Zuhang's deepest pain. When he talked about Cen Mei just now, the whole person felt different from usual.

There's pain, there's fear, there's remorse......

I hesitated, but decided to go over and apologize to him. When I opened the door, I was scared again, because he was standing right in front of me.

"Uh......" I said, startling for a moment, adjusting my mood, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that." It's been so many years since everything happened in your family. Please mourn. ”

He didn't speak, just looked at me. It made me even more embarrassed. I know he's a person, no, he's a ghost sometimes, he doesn't talk much. But at this time, it's okay to say it.

Looking at him like that, I was anxious: "I apologized, you just give a word." Or what else do you want? Do you want to be useful in any way? I'm still thinking about going back to my old life and not being your ID card. But does it work? ”

He didn't speak, just looked at me. When I said this, I felt aggrieved, and as soon as the grievance came up, my eyes turned red. I'm going to cry, how can I say it through tears when I didn't dare to tell him before.

"I'm just your tool anyway, I'm just your ID card anyway. It's a big deal, if you lose your ID card, you can get another one, right? I'm just a tool, so please don't tell me about you in the future. It doesn't matter to me whether you have a wife or not. Woohoo......"

I'll admit, sometimes I'm pretty cowardly, I'm pretty stupid. What's there to cry about? But I just felt wronged, and tears just fell.

After I didn't know Cen Zuhang, I was also wronged in the four years of college, but when I faced those grievances, I was at most red-eyed. I've never cried so seriously. I feel that I have become more and more cowardly in front of Cen Zuhang recently.

A slightly cool hand poured me into his arms, allowing me to wipe my tears and snot on his clothes.

I know it's Cen Zuhang. But he still didn't speak. Then I will cry hard and wipe my tears hard. Anyway, people feel a lot better when they cry.

I also heard him sigh over my head.

The next day, I went to school with red and swollen eyes. But unfortunately, Qin Qian came back and asked me to go to the library to borrow a few books from her. Originally, I wanted to sleep at home alone for a day, but she finally went back to school, and my best friend naturally wanted to accompany her.

When she saw my eyes, the first thing she said was, "Qu Tian made you cry?" ”

I shook my head and nodded again. When I cried last night, Qu Tian was still a corpse, lying on the small sofa in the living room. It's someone else who makes me cry.

When she walked into the library, Qin Qian also whispered: "I thought that with your temperament, you would never cry for a man in your life." I used to think you were very open-minded and didn't care about anything, but now when you fall in love, that's it. In an instant, she became a little woman. ”

"you!" I nudged her lightly, "It's nothing, it's just that I'm a little ...... Hehe, I feel like I'm a little ...... Alas......"

"You're in love. A lot of women are like that. No matter how tough you are in front of outsiders, you can cry in front of the man you like because of a little thing. It's okay, it's a sign of true love. ”

I still had the campus card in my hand, and I froze in front of the library. Qin Qian said just now, am I in a normal state of love? Who am I in love with? Cen Zuhang? Or Qu Tian? Nima's, I'm just crying to vent my emotions. If this can be related to love, then I guess it's a pervert. Cen Zuhang is a ghost! Qu Tian is a corpse! It doesn't matter who it is! There's no way I'm going to fall in love with them. It's crazy, isn't it?

Qin Qian pushed me: "What are you stupid about?" Swipe your card! ”

I basically accompanied Qin Qian in the library for a day. Where do you think about my view of love? I'm not a teenage girl, I'm stupid enough to not understand anything, I don't know anything.

After thinking carefully about what happened in the past few days, I really feel that there has been a subtle change between me and Cen Zuhang. Maybe it's not love or not, but at least I'm now accepting that he is a ghost living by my side, although he has times of horror, but there are times of tenderness.

Just like last night, when I cried, he hugged me without saying a word and let me cry. After crying and not saying anything, I went to take a shower and went to sleep. Looks like I should tell him something. For example, I'm sorry I got your clothes dirty. Or maybe I hate you or something. But when the crying is over, it's over, as if everything is so taken for granted.

When I was still immersed in my own analysis, Qin Qian pricked my arm with the water-based pen in her hand and whispered, "Senior sister called you." ”

Only then did I realize that there was a little junior sister standing next to me. It looks like she's just a freshman, and she's accompanied by another girl. The little junior sister lowered her voice and said, "Senior sister, can you go out and talk?" ”

This is a library after all, I nodded, and followed her out of the library, thinking in my heart, this little junior sister has never seen it, and I shouldn't be in the same department, so what can she do with me?

Walking out of the library, we stood at the back door of the hall, where few people came and the conversation was more hidden.

The little junior sister asked at the beginning: "Senior sister is living with Qu Tian now." “

I complained in my heart, my little sister is really bold now. But after the last time there was such a fuss, basically the whole school knew about it. If I deny it, it will be hypocritical. I smiled and said, "What's the matter?" ”

"I heard Doudou say that her house last time was the idea given by Qu Tian, I ...... My boyfriend and I also rented a house in that neighborhood, but it didn't seem to be clean. We want Qu Tian to help us take a look. Senior sister, we know that we are going to give red envelopes. But we've just paid a year's rent. Can you charge a little less? ”

It turned out that they were looking for me to contact Qu Tian to see the house. But also, since Cen Zuhang became Qu Tian, he has very little time to come to school, and few people can find him. Anyway, it's from a community, so I nodded and agreed, and exchanged phone numbers with the little junior sister, saying that Qu Tian would go over to help take a look if he had time.

I don't dare to say that I went to see it myself, and the little I learned was not enough at all.