At this moment, I feel like I am thinking about whether to commit suicide, and I will never regret it. Fighting to the death with others, the wounds on the flesh and skin are nothing, but the pressure on the soul is endless torture. Looking at him is like looking at yourself in the mirror, if it is not a last resort, who can be willing to kill "yourself"?

This is the real test, the test of oneself. I feel unspeakable embarrassment and indescribable sadness in my heart, I always feel that this knife is the biggest challenge in my life, success or failure, only in a moment.

No one is willing to kill "themselves", but I know very well that there must be many things that are difficult for me to face and choose when taking this road. Those who do great things always have to bear the pain and pain that ordinary people cannot bear.

That's when it occurred to me that the huge. He crisscrosses the big river beach, if he throws off his hands and loses the duties of the Seven Gates, he will definitely be able to mix the wind and water, enjoy more, and escape more. But he didn't, just for the sake of responsibility, only for the faith, and was willing to pay. He knew that if he sent his own son to Zhenhe, the father and son might never have a chance to see each other again, but he still did not hesitate. This is the spirit and belief of the people of the Seven Gates.

Giving up, you can only give up, even if it is difficult to choose, there must be a result in the end. My heart shook, and I suddenly closed my eyes, afraid that I would change my mind. The knife in his hand fell and stabbed into the neck of "Chen Jinshui". I didn't want to open my eyes, because looking at him was like watching my own neck pierced by a blade, and I didn't want to see my own blood.

However, this knife went down, and the "Chen Jinshui" who was pierced through the neck by the blade suddenly disappeared like a bubble, and my mind was indescribably bright, and everything in the misty spots of light instantly became clear, the wilderness, the moonlight, the ghost village, and the earth were all clear, but my vision was blurred, and I always felt that these were illusory, but they were real.

The moment the knife stabbed out, I could perceive some transformation of my state of mind without anyone telling me. I am still the same as I was, but I am more stoic, and for the sake of my duty, I can give up people or things that I could not give up before. I think that in the future, maybe I will have sons and daughters, and if it comes to the last resort, I will personally send them on the long road to Zhenhe, even if there is no return, never end. As long as you live for one day, the faith in your heart will exist for one day.

rumble

The fog above the ghost village was suddenly thick and dripping, and I felt the strange sound from before reappearing, with a faintly sacred aura. In the thick fog, a figure several meters tall stood up silently, and when I raised my head, I saw what looked like the statue of the Taoist ancestor enshrined in the main hall of the Taoist temple.

"Calm the past, cut yourself, Chen Jinshui, you really got it." The towering Dao Ancestor's eyebrows were like life, as if he had just come from the Heavenly Doushi Heavenly Palace, his hair was white, and a strand of hair was like a strand of avenue: "But to take this road, these are still not enough." ”

I silently looked at the "Dao Ancestor" in the thick fog, my vision was blurry, real and illusory, but my heart was more transparent than a bright mirror. In this world, what Dao Ancestor will there be, Dao Ancestor is just an illusion in the hearts of believers, an illusion.

"Walking on this road, you will inevitably create evil, the debt of iniquity does not appear in your generation, it appears in the next generation, this is the cause and effect that cannot be escaped, you have to think clearly, cut yourself, it is still not the end."

"So what?" I knew in my heart that this must be who was behind the trickery, and in the face of the god-like "Dao Ancestor", I didn't have the slightest fear, but couldn't help but smile contemptuously: "How much has the Chen family paid for this big river?" What about more debts? ”

"Aren't you afraid that your children and grandchildren will always be trapped in it and unable to escape, unable to extricate themselves?"

"Stop pretending! Come out for me! My eyes swept away, and I finally noticed a flaw in the hazy environment, and I rushed forward, holding a knife in my hand, and swept it in front of the "Dao Ancestor" who was several meters high. Dao Ancestor's body was torn like a cloth, the blade flashed with cold light, and a low scream suddenly sounded in the darkness behind him, and blood droplets splashed out. I saw a thin shadow turn around and run, surprisingly fast. As soon as he fled, Dao Ancestor, the ghost village, and the fog above the ghost village were all gone, and the moonlight appeared, and I had a hunch that this must be the true body of the voice of the empty city, so without saying a word, I chased after him.

In the previous big battle with "Chen Jinshui", the physical exertion was very great, and the sound of the empty city was extraordinary, under normal circumstances, it was difficult for me to hurt him. But killing "Chen Jinshui" is an unparalleled qualitative change, even "yourself" can be killed, what else is there to fear? My faith was even stronger, my faith could no longer be shaken, and I chased after it, and I had already chased after the figure in three or two strokes.

This is the first time I have really seen the figure of the voice of the empty city, just from the back, I can't tell how old he is, I just feel very thin and low, wearing a pure black dress, like a camouflage color in the dark night. He was nimble, jumping faster than a rabbit, and I flew up to him and grabbed him by the collar.

Jingle bells

Just as I grabbed him by the collar, there was a sudden sound of a bell from him, as if it was a rusty bell, the sound was hoarse and dull, but this sound seemed to touch the soul of a person, and I immediately felt the ghost of the scene in front of me, my eyes drifted around, and my steps were floating. The figure of the empty city took the opportunity of my slackness to break free, and immediately flew again. I was a little dizzy by the sound of the bell, and forcibly calmed my beating heart and continued to chase it.

Jingle jingle bells

The figure of the empty city was flying, and the sound of the bell kept coming, for me, this was an absolute interference, and my emotions were completely pulled by the sound of the bell, and it was difficult to hold myself. If it weren't for the firmness of the mind, it would have been paralyzed as mud at this time. Running and running, I felt a little struggling, seeing the figure of the empty city getting farther and farther away, and after a while, I would definitely not be able to catch up.

"Chen Jinshui, what's the point of chasing me?" Seeing that I couldn't catch up, the empty city figure slowed down slightly, turned his head and said, "You go your own way." ”

I don't know how this figure came here, and I can't predict whether he will cause me any more trouble and accidents on the way after, so I want to take this opportunity to solve it in one go.

"You can't outrun me!" The bell on the figure of the empty city did not know where it was hidden, and it kept coming with his footsteps. Just as he turned his head and shouted at me, a man suddenly came out of the gravel in front of him, holding a crowbar in his hand, and smashed it head-on. The array is carried in the field.

I could see that it was Lao Fuba who had secretly rushed to the front along the soil layer without knowing when, and slammed a stick silently and swiftly, and the figure of the empty city was caught off guard, and he was knocked on his back to the sky. I was refreshed, and immediately ran over, and the empty city figure was smashed and dizzy, and rolled on the ground a few times, and just as I tried to get up, I had already stepped on his back.

"Chen Jinshui, what do you want!" The empty city figure gasped for breath, and when I looked at him, I felt ugly, his whole face was only the size of two adult fists, his eyes, nose and facial features were almost all crowded together, two sparse beards, and mung bean eyes were shining.

"Who are you!"

"I have no ill will! Just now, when you just ended the war, it was the most exhausting time, and I wanted to take your life, so I did it at that time! The figure of the empty city writhed, and the sound of the bell was still faintly ringing.

When he said this, I really felt that the other party did not take advantage of the exhaustion after the war to come out against me, but instead, I killed "Chen Jinshui", which seemed to be a kind of ignition to teach me how to defeat myself. However, this does not mean that the other party is completely goodwill, if I really couldn't fight "Chen Jinshui" at that time, then it will only be me who will die now. Now I haven't really approached the Kunlun Pass, but I have already had a lot of accidents, and when I get to a more dangerous place, I am not sure that I can deal with accidents. So with a horizontal heart, he took the crowbar from Lao Fuba's hand, and when he had no choice but to kill the empty city.

People's greed, desires, distractions, and killing thoughts all come from the heart, which is an intangible and intangible thing, but it can be sensed. The killing intent in my heart was only fleeting, but the figure of the empty city was keenly aware of it. He writhed and shook his body, the bell shook violently, and I felt as if my other foot was entangled in a rope, and I was unsteady on my feet, and in a hurry, I saw a slender tail peeking out from behind the figure of the empty city, wrapping around my ankle and pulling it.

The whole person was unsteady on his feet, and he was affected by the sound of the bell, his eyes flickered, and his body was about to fall. But he already had a guard in his heart, and smashed the crowbar in his hand hard. With a bang, the spine of the empty city figure was almost broken, and he scurried forward against the ground, spurting a large mouthful of blood from his mouth, and in a trance, I saw that the blood stain was mixed with a round rusty bell, rolling around on the ground.

I used the crowbar to support my body that was about to fall, and I rushed over it again. The figure of the empty city was very concerned about the bell, but when I came later, he didn't dare to stop, hesitated with difficulty, rolled on the ground, turned his head and bit the bell on the ground.

"What is this?" Lao Fuba rubbed his eyes, and at that moment, I saw the figure of the empty city turn into a big scary mouse, flying away with a bell in its mouth.