946 Nagato's feelings (four watches)

Who am I? Where am I from? Where am I going? Eternal doubts, eternal thoughts. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoIn the face of the cosmic desolation, time flies, our lives are so fragile, and life is fleeting. Life is not up to you, death is not up to you, what is the meaning of human existence? Is life just about waiting for death?

Big enough title? What is triggered is a girl who is almost omniscient and knows everything, and she is puzzled by herself.

From "birth" to the present, it is only three years. However, it can also be said that it is 3,600 years - the only person who has all the memories of Levi's 3,600 years. Knowing Levi, knowing Levi, and even more than the other party - this is how Yuki Nagato understands him. The girl even thought that she was more suitable for this man. We've been with him longer than the one named Levy, and I know him better than any of his servants—though she's not yet the other's servants.

Who was I before I was born, and who am I after I was born? - Although Levi didn't like that era very much, there was a very wise person in that era who said this (Shunzhi).

The girl knew that before that, she was not a "person" - there were many "mes", among them, there was also her own existence. The companions, who gathered together like ice, stretched like water, and then spread out like water vapor.

…… Much like the replicant named Ayanami - and I'm just one of the particles.

However, there is no soul.

Even, there is no ego.

You can go anywhere you want. I've been to many places and observed all kinds of things. However, I learned anything. Watching quietly is the only thing allowed. For a long time, she did that. Time means nothing to her.

But she was very different from her "companions" – or perhaps she was the first to discover meaning.

She wants to make a difference!

However, she knew that it had to start with a miracle.

"A little miracle will be around you even if you murmur."

Then a greater being came—and it was "he" who chose himself—the Lord God.

But it was another "he" who changed himself - Levi.

With the dragon martial arts of the world, go to fight for the distance of the bright stars! ——

In the last two weeks, Levi has not received any value for resolving the crisis, but his wish value has been increasing. That's good, except it's a bit slow.

In this, I want to thank Nagato - although I am very sorry for the other party, although I understand the other party very well, although I ...... A lot of them though, the other party is a nice girl. Moreover, the ability to solve problems is extremely high! Whether a woman likes a man who keeps his mouth shut and does things silently, it is impossible for Levi to know in this life. However, what men like most is a woman who keeps her mouth shut and does things silently - this is something that Li Wei feels deeply.

The most rare thing is that you won't come to ask for credit and reward after you have done it. Think: A woman who will silently serve you a full banquet of Manchu and Han dishes every day when you go home, and a woman who will not complain to you until you die of old age - there is no such thing.

The spring has also been quite quiet for the past two days – in addition to the fact that I've always been enthusiastic about Christmas.

Levi doesn't really understand why, he is clearly a figure who has become a constitution, but he is so enthusiastic about Christmas. In fact, no matter who picks up the Bible and reads it, as long as he does not read the Old Testament, he will have the urge to feel very emotional, admire and even cry when he only reads the part of Jesus Christ. It's a pity that the worldview of this world proves that the Suzumiya is the real ...... of creation and destruction Person.

December 25 is just a few days away.

Spring disappeared suddenly, saying that he was going home—and Levi knew that the other party seemed to be really working. Surprised, confused, and a strange ...... Satisfaction and euphoria.

Embarrassment is also flashing, and it is said that he went on a date with Asahina - it's good, it's a good match.

A man who can only be embarrassed and a woman who can only sell cuteness come together, isn't this a good match?

regiment, only himself and Nagato remained. After taking the last sip of the already cold tea, Levi stood up and prepared to get his coat: "If it's okay, do we need me to give you a ride when we go back?" ”

"Wait."

Nagato said suddenly.

Levi was stunned for a moment, then put down his coat, revealing a surprised and somewhat nervous expression.

"Let's go." Saving the game, Nagato stood up: "Go to my house first—no, go to yours." ”

“…… What are you going to do? ”。

"Discuss something."

“…… Isn't it possible here? ”

"Nope."

Isn't it possible to solve the problem of "......" saliva exchange? Levi was a little more nervous.

"Yes...... Spring? Frowning, holding his forehead, squinting: "What's wrong with that girl." ”

"No, it has nothing to do with her."

“……？！” Nani?

"It's me."

“…… Nani? "Did you hear it wrong?

Will it be rejected? Very worried—for the first time in my life, I was so worried, and even the calculation of 95,000 reincarnations was like an instant.

Perhaps, will he be disgusted by the last time he took care of himself? Perhaps, your own security model does make people feel a little hot; Perhaps, you will be terrified because of that Ryoko Asakura? Perhaps, when I go home, I should disarm Ryoko Asakura's terminal system......

However, the other party agreed very understandingly. The way you smile makes you feel at ease.

"Ahh He smiled wryly and shook his head.

Is it hard to say no to my eyes? - This is clearly a look without any emotion, because this shell of oneself does not have this function.

Sitting on his bicycle is very simple, very difficult - feeling the temperature from the other person's body.

Arrived at the same apartment, opened the door to his house, and sat in the living room.

It's amazing that you can get from one galaxy to another, but you can't solve the distance of tens of meters; I can wait for countless years, but I can't wait for the other party to make tea.

"Ah, the only good thing about coming to Japan is that I've learned a false way of hospitality – if it were me, I'd prefer to treat my friends like that."

He brought a lot of food, and it seemed that he won by quantity.

This is a good side manifestation - you have a chance to win!

"Come, I don't know what you like to eat, but there should be something you ......like," he said, and he sat upright again—the god who never appeared on Haruhi Suzumiya appeared on him, and seemed to trust himself 100% and please: "So, what are you doing this time?" ”

"I like you."

It's a very simple phrase that expresses how you feel right now, but it doesn't seem to be accurate: "I love you." ”

…… The other party was stunned.

"So, hug me."

The other party is very serious, and you need to give the other party a buffer time - you know this. So, holding a cup of tea, I slowly savored the taste that didn't really matter.

It's delicious.

"Nagato ......" came to his senses much faster than expected, and the other party looked himself up and down nervously: "You won't, enter safe mode again?" - I'm glad to be happy, but shouldn't you take a break first? ”

"Not necessarily." Slightly sad, if it were human, then it wouldn't be considered to be some safe model? Can't you convey the feelings of Xing at once? Well, just try again.

You can wait, even after countless reincarnations, you can wait.

"I'm normal now."

Again: "I like you, I love you, and I want you to have me." ”

Very well, this time it was very clear.

However, maybe there's something wrong with the tone – what the other person should like is something more human? If you narrate so calmly, the other party will ...... That's bad.

Do you want to borrow Ryoko Asakura's setting? Sure enough, when you say such a thing, you should be shy to say it? That kind of expression that seduces a man is in my heart, and I definitely don't have the feeling of jealousy, so I definitely won't be jealous.

However, there is some rejection of borrowing her premise.

So, I still want to use my narrative method to express my feelings.

"I can't suppress it—this kind of feeling I have in my heart now." put the teacup down and stared at the other party's surprised expression, a little relieved, a little uneasy: "This kind of feeling makes me unstable, this is an uneasy feeling; But I can feel reassuring only when you're there. I will do what you say, this is the feeling of being forgotten and disgusted by you; The mind will feel confused, and it is a feeling of fear without you; When I think of you, these feelings disappear and are replaced by happy feelings – therefore: I like you, I love you, I want you to need me, and I want me to be yours. ”

Is this something that's going to make the upper end wipe me out?

But it doesn't matter.

In a certain time and space, this "feeling" will continue to continue—but a little unwillingly.

When I saw the indescribable expression of the other party, it seemed that I was willing to continue like this again.

Four watches, ask for a monthly pass.

This is called a Wenqing-

By the way, please take care of next month's monthly pass

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