Chapter 131: Goodbye Xuantang

Originally, I planned to buy a ticket to go back to Nanchang directly, and then transfer from Nanchang back to my hometown, but Lin Wenjing said that she was from Ganzhou, and then asked me to transfer back to my hometown from Ganzhou. In this way, I followed her to Ganzhou.

Ganzhou, this city is too familiar to me, because my previous "Xuantang" is in this city, as well as Yang Qing. In this city, I have a lot of memories, but also a lot of sadness, I thought that I would never come back here, but I never thought that I would come back a few months later, my heart swelled with inexplicable feelings, my heart overflowed with sour feelings, this feeling is indescribable and inexplicable, maybe this is how I feel about this city!

I remember someone once said that if you want to forget a city, you must first forget the people there, yes, now I haven't forgotten the people in this city, how can I not feel it in my heart?

Returning to this familiar place, it was as if there was a feeling in my heart that I hadn't felt for a long time. Lin Wenjing invited me to her house as a guest, saying that if it wasn't for me this time, maybe she and Yibufan would not have come back, so she wanted to thank me.

At her warm invitation, I half-pushed and half-agreed, followed her out of the station, and walked around the city......

Lin Wenjing happily took me here and there, and kept talking about how hospitable her mother was, maybe it was because she saw my face and said for a long time, and finally realized something, and asked me what was wrong? Don't you want to be a guest at my house, as if you're not happy?

Hearing Lin Wenjing say this, I suddenly woke up from the distraction, looking at her frustration and unhappiness, I immediately understood, just now inexplicably distracted, must have hurt her self-esteem, she said a lot of words on the side, but I didn't listen to a word, I smiled apologetically with guilt in my heart, and looked at Lin Wenjing seriously, it seems that I have never looked at her so seriously, she looks really beautiful, with short hair up to her ears, in terms of today's girls' dress, it is more popular, It gives people a pure and elegant feeling, bright eyes, tall nose, melon seed face, pink red lips, and a smile, which is sweet and soft.

But another picture of a girl gradually emerged in my heart, and that was Yang Qing.

"Why do you keep staring at people?" Lin Wenjing lowered her head with a shy face, but the corners of her mouth outlined a shy smile.

I immediately turned red, and I didn't know what was wrong, and as soon as I came back, I kept being stupid, as if I was caught up in the sentimentality that I didn't want to mention in my heart by those familiar shadows, and fell into a short period of loss. After walking for a long time, Lin Wenjing may have been ashamed because of my unintentional offense just now, but I couldn't think of anything to say, so I walked quietly.

Unconsciously, I followed Lin Wenjing to this familiar street, and when I saw the shop in front of me, my feet seemed to be mixed with stones, and I couldn't walk anymore.

I saw a vermilion plaque hanging on the shop in front of me, with the word "Xuantang" written on it.

When I saw these two words, I was stunned immediately, because these two words are too familiar to me, and this is the store that Yang Qing gave me at the beginning!

Why is this shop still there? Why hasn't the plaque of the Xuantang been removed? Did Lin Wenjing not have time to change hands, or was it ......? I didn't dare to think about it, because I knew that the second scenario was impossible, because I had hurt her too deeply.

I took a closer look, and saw that only one door of the store was open, and inside the other door, the decorations, tables and chairs, etc., were all left intact, and there was a person standing inside, a woman, with her long hair pulled up high, with her back to the outside, cleaning the store at this time.

"Brother Chen, what's wrong with you? This is a store opened by a rich man, don't you envy that there is such a shop? Or don't look at it, when you make money in the future, you want to open another one, Brother Chen? Lin Wenjing's subtle voice resounded in my ears, but the left ear went in and out of the right ear, and I couldn't help but walk to the door of the Xuantang.

That figure, extremely familiar, and her pair of green and white jade hands, gently stroked on the table, I recognized this person at a glance, isn't it me Yang Qing?

"Yang ......" I slowly stretched out my hand, and shouted a Yang word in my mouth, but the rest of the time, I couldn't shout anything, one hand was weakly raised in the air, I really wanted to stroke her black hair, I really wanted to tell her, in fact, I couldn't let go of her in my heart, and I really wanted to tell her that the reason why I did this was completely to protect her, because if I didn't do that, the ghost who came to take revenge would ask for her life.

But I can't say these words, since the moment I left her, I knew that I couldn't say it at the moment, the helplessness and sentimentality in my heart poured into my heart like a flood, my eyes were slightly moist and hot, I gritted my teeth, and I just suppressed the longing and sentimentality.

Seeing her well, I am relieved, if she can be happy, I am willing to endure all the suffering, I don't know how to face her, let alone what to say and do after facing her, for her brother's death, I can't argue anything, I don't want to argue, only let the past become an indelible memory.

Just as I was about to turn around, the figure in the Xuantang suddenly turned around, with a familiar face, looking at me so haggardly, with a little surprise, a little joy, and a little pain.

I just looked at each other with Yang Qing eye to eye, I can understand her eyes, I don't need too many words to describe, I am surprised that I will come back, and I am glad that I still have a little dependent, this point, from the same retention of Xuantang to now, it can be seen that she still seems to remember me, but what has changed is that we can no longer be like before, maybe we are close to the end of the world at this moment.

Two lines of cold tears slid down from the corners of her eyes, watching her cry, as if a thousand sharp knives were piercing my heart, it hurt, it hurts......

I can understand how much pain she has, because at the moment, I have the same pain as her, and the two people I obviously like can only be strangers, which may be the greatest tragedy in the world.

Resolutely turned around, only to hear Yang Qing's voice suddenly coming from behind him: "Ergou ......"

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but at this time, there are tears rolling in my eyes, I am afraid that it will fall, so I pulled Lin Wenjing and walked away quickly: "Let's go." ”

Out of the corner of his eye, ......I saw Yang Qing walking out of the Xuantang and standing outside the door looking at me, my heart seemed to be dripping blood unstoppably at this moment, so I had to pull Lin Wenjing to speed up my steps.

I don't know how long I walked, but my mind went blank......

"Brother Chen, who is that sister? You and she are ...... What's the relationship? Lin Wenjing asked me in a soft voice.

I hurriedly wiped my eyes with my sleeve and barely squeezed out a smile: "Wen Jing, where do you live?" Far from it? I'm a little hungry. ”

"It's in the old housing area in the north, not far away, but the people in our old housing area are not rich people, as long as Brother Chen doesn't dislike it." Lin Wenjing also laughed with me.

"What are you talking about, my hometown is poorer, as long as your family doesn't dislike me for being poor, I really want to be quiet for two days." I suppressed the ups and downs in my heart and smiled reluctantly, Lin Wenjing seemed to see something, although there was a slight hint of unhappiness on her face, but she still didn't show it too much, she nodded cutely and took me out of the dark alley.

Yang Qing and I don't know if we can be together in the future, at least not now, just because her brother's death is related to me, with this layer of separation, how can it be resolved. I just hope that she can forget about me, put Xuantang out, and then find a good man and live happily, me and her are destined to be inseparable. Maybe this is fate, Mrs. Li also said, I am a lonely star, and I am destined to be lonely and miserable for a lifetime, and it is impossible to have a companion.

Maybe one day I found the Qimen Immortal Sutra, gathered three copies, and changed my life against the sky, at that time, if Yang Qing is not married, I am not married, maybe ...... We're still together. It's just that the world is so big, where is the Qimen Immortal Sutra?

I smiled bitterly, maybe I really found the Qimen Immortal Sutra, and I couldn't be with her!

By the way, I just got the Yin Yang Immortal Sutra passed to me by Divine Mother Li, and I haven't carefully studied and practiced, taking advantage of the two days I went to Lin Wenjing's house as a guest, I have to take a good look, maybe I can find the clues of the Qimen Immortal Sutra in it, my main purpose now is to find the Qimen Immortal Sutra, which arouses a lot of knots in my heart at once, I exhaled a deep breath, and looked back at Lin Wenjing coldly, I suddenly found that I had made a fatal mistake.

has been immersed in the emotional entanglement with Yang Qing, as well as the problem of finding the Qimen Immortal Sutra, I actually forgot to take into account the inner feelings of Lin Wenjing around me, remembering everything that happened with Lin Wenjing on the mountain, and Lin Wenjing's attitude towards me afterwards, I can see even if I am a fool, Lin Wenjing seems to like me a little.

But I haven't figured out how I feel about Lin Wenjing, whether I'm sorry or in a secret feeling, plus the confused things I just came back to, I can't sort out the relationship with Lin Wenjing at once, but at the moment, I can only regard her as a good friend, thinking of this, I can't figure out where I came from, just go to Lin Wenjing's house for a meal, why do you still say that you will stay at her house for two days, will this cause Lin Wenjing's misunderstanding?

But having said that, even if we don't live at her house, we will at least have to eat, so after walking a few streets, we walked to the old house on the north side of the city.