The hazy weather was raining, just like my mood at this time.

This is the second day I came to Tianjin, it is raining today, through a day I have been familiar with a few guys in the dormitory, not to mention that these people are really very distinctive, according to the convention we lined up the size, a total of four people in the dormitory, I ranked third, the eldest is called Jiang Fan, is a native of Tianjin, going to college is to mix a diploma, the family is rich It is said that the father is a company but very lascivious, the second is called Meng Fanyu is a bold person in Shandong who loves to drink, the fourth is called Tang Zhuo, and I am the same as the Northeast of this Gada, but his family is from Heilongjiang. usually wears glasses and is polite, but this sanctimonious guy likes to read the yellow book the most.

The boss Jiang Fan proposed to go out to drink at night, saying that they would fight together for three years in the future, so they must have a good relationship, and the four of us found a small string bar in the evening and drank it, I haven't drunk much since I was a child, but I have been in a bad mood these days, and there are a lot of things, so how much I also drank a little, after three rounds of wine, the four of us were in tears, I can't wait to be a mother, we talked a lot that night, the most topic is of course women, this question only knows, the four of us are singles, How I got back that night, even I don't know myself, so much so that my head hurts the next morning.

Now I think back to what happened last night, I feel funny, I didn't expect the four of us from different places to get along so quickly, it seems that people are really intriguing. At this point I was lying on the bed, and the other three were huddled by the window, and all three of them were holding binoculars in their hands as if they were looking at something. Curious, I got up from the bed and walked over to them and said, "What are you three doing?"

These three guys patronized and looked at me, and seemed to ignore me, I snatched Tang Zhuo's telescope a little angrily and said: What are you looking at, let me see. At this time, the second Meng Fanyu said to me: Xiaoxie, this is a landscape of our college, look at the girls' dormitory opposite, what a beautiful picture, this is a hundred years old, how to ensure that you enjoy it.

After listening to it, I returned the telescope to Tang Zhuo and then sat down and said: I thought there was something fun, this belongs to voyeurism, I dare not be interested, I see that you are hungry.

Jiang Fan turned around and said to me: Third child, you are wrong, is it illegal to peep, it seems that voyeurism is not guilty, after saying that, he laughed a few times and looked over again.

I despise the three of them, and the fucking voyeur is not guilty, see, get up tomorrow morning and make sure you all have a needle.

Although I said so, it can be seen that the three of them are so happy, I am also a little curious, I walked over and said to Jiang Fan: Big brother, let me take a look. Jiang Fan turned around and smiled at me and said: Be careful not to slip a nosebleed, and hand me the telescope after speaking. But just when I was about to look, there was a sudden power outage on the other side, and Meng Fanyu and Tang Zhuo beside him leaned in and said: It's a power outage again, and every time it is a designated power outage at the most critical time, why is the school always cut off.

I looked at the watch at ten o'clock, the girls' dormitory was powered off at ten o'clock on time, and we boys were late, but I didn't know what to do with the binoculars, so I had to look at the opposite building, only to see nothing in the dark, tomorrow or buy an infrared one, but at this time I looked to the top floor, a strange scene scared me, only to see that the top floor was originally dark, but at this moment a strange blue light appeared, and then I looked at a few women standing there, with their hair scattered, Those empty eyes happened to look at our dormitory, and I took a step back in fright and returned the telescope to Jiang Fan.

The other three said to me, "What, hell."

I looked at a few people and didn't know what to say, this hell, I really didn't expect to see a ghost here, I went back to bed and walked down, I couldn't calm down for a long time.

There was nothing to say all night, early the next morning, I went to class after breakfast, because we didn't have any military training in this school, so the class was early, after a busy morning, I returned to the dormitory after eating at noon, opened my bag, I went out this time with very little luggage, except for a few clothes, the peach wood sword gossip mirror was brought, maybe these things can also come in handy, the rest is the drum, this drum is a relic left by the old history. After changing my clothes, in fact, I have already thought about going to Xiaoya's school to find her today, even if I want to break up, I have to make it clear.

In the evening, I told Jiang Fan that I didn't have to wait for dinner, I had something to go out, and then I went out of the school gate and took a taxi to Xiaoya's school. When I got to the place, I was completely confused, this school is simply too big, if I compare with that school, my school is simply a public toilet, there is no comparison at all.

I stood outside the school, in fact, I had already inquired, Wan Xin told me that Xiaoya came out on time at six o'clock every night to eat outside the school, so as long as she arrived before six o'clock, she would be able to wait for her, I looked at my watch, it was already half past five, in order to admit my mistake to Xiaoya, I specially bought a bouquet of roses, I hope this girl can forgive me.

Time passed minute by minute, it's already half past six, Xiaoya, this girl hasn't come out yet, could it be Wan Xin who shook me? I was a little suspicious at this time, but at this moment, I saw two people walking in the distance, and the two people slowly walked towards me.

I was stunned again, my heart was completely broken, I don't believe this is true, one of these two people is Xiaoya, the other is a man, to be honest, the man is really handsome than me, but how can he be handsome, handsome can be eaten, or can swipe the card, the behavior of the two is very intimate, Xiaoya took the man's arm, and slowly walked towards me, it seems that she also found me, and the face that was still smiling just now has also changed at this time.

I glanced at her, and then the handsome guy saw that Xiaoya's face was not right, and then looked at me again, and said to Xiaoya: Baby! Is this man coming for you?

Xiaoya didn't know what to say for a while.

I just heard this, I smiled at the two of them and said: I'm sorry you misunderstood, after finishing speaking, I looked at the rose in my hand, how bright it is, but what is the use of this, it will still wither after all, I threw the rose on the side of the road and said to Xiaoya: Zang Feiya wishes you happiness, and then stopped a taxi and left.

In the car, I tried to restrain myself from thinking about it anymore, but the brain doesn't seem to be under my own control, how can I not think about some things, remembering Xiaoya holding someone else's arm, my heart is like a knife, that person should be me, why did I change it to someone else, now we are strangers, and the song "The Funeral of Roses" by Xu Song on the car seems to sing my heart, the funeral of roses, burying about me and you.

Back to school, I bought ten bottles of beer, a box of cigarettes, and some barbecue, and then went back to the dormitory, at this time these buddies were there, seeing that I was back and carrying wine, a few people hurriedly took it, I said to a few people: Brothers, let's get drunk tonight.

Several people seemed to see that I had something on my mind, but they didn't say anything, they were all silently drinking with me beside me, I pulled out a cigarette, lit it, a spicy feeling choked cough, several people did not stop me, then Jiang Fan said to me: San'er, a person is upset, drink more wine, smoke two cigarettes, it will be fine in a few days, don't think too much, you still have our brothers.

Cheers! That's the only thing I can say right now. It rains again in the middle of the night, and someone will hold an umbrella for you on a rainy night, but who will hold an umbrella for you when it rains in your heart.