This year's weather is indeed abnormal, after the year of Harbin, the climate has not actually warmed, when the beginning of spring, should be spring flowers, but it snowed again, and I set off in this snowy day.

The snow is very big, and I don't know why, in the paragraphs describing snowflakes in the book, this kind of crystal is described as pure white and flawless, but in reality it is not the case, at least the snowflakes I have seen are very dirty and dirty.

Maybe that's not a good thing to say, after all, the snowflake was once clean, and it shouldn't be dirty until it falls to the ground.

They were all insignificant, like dandruff scattered all over the sky, falling to the ground, and melting away in a blink of an eye, mixed with the dust on the street, fused into the dirty mud, stepped on it, and made a cooing sound, I stood outside the train station, my hair was already covered with snowflakes, I was really embarrassed at that time, because I didn't know what kind of mood I used to look at Su Yidan.

Until the end, Chen Crooked Neck on the phone didn't tell me what happened to Su Yidan, no matter how I asked, he replied hesitantly: Come on.

The more he did this, the more scared I became, and I was so scared that what I saw in the hospital was just an empty bed.

How many years have I known her? How long has my college career passed, and I have long been accustomed to these times with her, even if I can't be by her side most of the time, even if I have experienced a big blow, but I still haven't given up in my heart, she is my hope, and it may be the reason for me to continue to move forward.

It's going to be fine, it's going to be fine, on the train to Shenyang, I rubbed my temples and kept saying this to myself.

That's right, I haven't gone with her to see the peach blossoms of Shili, I promised her, for this dream, I have never stopped, and how can she just stop? She must just be tired, so she wants to rest for a while, it must be like this, it must be like this.

But sometimes, dreams are really like snowflakes, when you look up, it's in the sky, so immaculate and beautiful, so far away, but when it falls on the ground of reality, it may become muddy.

When I came to the hospital room, I still cried when I was faced with the dirty reality, and I found that I couldn't hold back the tears at all, and my heart felt as if it had been stabbed with an awl, and then I was dizzy, and I couldn't say a word.

Su Yidan on the hospital bed has long since lost her former appearance, her eyes are closed, her cheeks are sunken, her skin is sallow, she is wearing a sick hat, there is no hair on her sideburns, and she has a respirator attached to her mouth, lying there motionless.

When Chen Crooked saw that I had arrived, he got up to greet me, he walked in front of me, and then whispered to me: "Xiaoyuan............"

"What's wrong with her! What the hell is wrong with her?! I dragged the hand of Chen Crooked neck and shook it fiercely, and Chen Crooked Neck saw that I was so excited, so he looked back at Xuan Yan, Xuan Wei sighed, and then shook his head at me.

In addition to the collapse, I couldn't think of what I felt at that time, so I subconsciously shook off Chen's crooked neck's hand, ran to Su Yidan's sickbed in two steps, squatted on the ground and shouted: "Meow! Meow!! Wake up, it's me, it's me, I'm coming, I'm coming to see you, don't sleep, please don't sleep!! ”

But no matter how I shouted, Su Yidan didn't have any reaction, she didn't die, but really seemed to be asleep, I could hear her breathing, although it was faint, but it really existed, at that time I had no other thoughts in my heart, as if I was enchanted and wanted to call her up, so that I ignored Chen Crooked Neck who was dragging me on the side, and still screamed loudly.

My shouting quickly got into trouble, and a nurse pushed the door in and shouted at me, "This is the hospital, can you be quiet?!" ”

"You know it's a hospital!!" I was so emotional that I yelled at the nurse with red eyes, "Since this is a hospital, why don't you wake her up?" Why!? ”

The nurse frowned, and Chen crooked his neck didn't want to cause more right and wrong, so he hurriedly stepped forward to dissuade him, but at that time, I was still shouting loudly some irrational words that I think about now, my heart was like exploding, and I really needed to vent, so that after the nurse called someone, I wanted to rush forward to fight with them, but at this moment, I felt that my shoulder was grabbed, and when I looked back, I found that it was the old man who was standing next to me, and he shouted to me with tears in his eyes: "Can you calm down! Do you want Xiao Dan to see your virtue?! ”

"But............" I clenched my fists, and said in a hoarse voice, "but she ............"

Halfway through the words, I looked at the unconscious Su Yidan, my voice choked again, and the old man sighed softly to me: "None of us want to, but she is already like this." ”

Su Yidan fell asleep, and it seemed that he would never wake up, just like a vegetative person, and the old man said to me that the reason why Su Yidan was so awake at the beginning of the year was, in a sense, really a manifestation of returning to the light.

And her condition has been deteriorating these days, but she doesn't want to tell me, knowing that she suddenly collapsed the day before yesterday and was resuscitated in the hospital for two days, but she never woke up.

I looked at Su Yidan, and at this time I finally seemed to understand why Shao Yu would be so confident to talk to me about those things, it turned out that he had already known that Su Yidan was no longer good, so he wanted to use this to blackmail me to find the fox fairy treasure for him, after all, Qingdan was in that treasure.

After hearing these things, I sat on the edge of the bed in frustration, constantly rubbing my hair, I don't know what to do next, the reason why Su Yidan's body is like this is because of the transfer of evil retribution from the ancestors, so medicine can't save her at all now, I saw the old man Xuan Yan looking at me with a look of wanting to say something, so I asked him: "Old man, why is she like this, why can't she wake up?" ”

After hearing my question, Daoist Xuan sighed helplessly: "You may have also discovered it, the current Xiao Dan is just a shell, and her soul is no longer there." ”

It turned out that Su Yidan's body had been conservative since she was a child, and the devastation of evil retribution had long been dilapidated, although she had not died, but now her physical skills have weakened, so that all the three souls and seven spirits have left her body, leaving only one breath to hang, and she has become a veritable living dead.

In other words, her soul was lost, and when I heard this, I hurriedly asked the old man: "Is there any way to save her now?" Can you find Qingli salvia for her? ”

The old man shook his head, and then said to me: "Qingli salvia should just be a treasure to strengthen the body, but now her soul has been lost, so even if she finds it, she can't be saved, if you want to save her, you can only find her soul first, but I did it last night, hoping to bring back her soul, but I couldn't do it, maybe her soul has drifted to the junction of yin and yang............

As long as he can recover his soul, he can save her? Suddenly there was a wave of hope in my heart, I want to know that this thing of finding ghosts and ghosts is what I, a shaman, is best at! So I hurriedly said to the old man Xuanyi: "Then, then I'll dance the god immediately!" ”

After hearing what I said, the old man sighed again, and then said to me, "It's useless. ”

"Why?!" I was going crazy, so I hurriedly asked, "How do you know it's useless if you don't try it?" ”

The old man looked at me, and then said to me with a tired face: "If I guessed correctly, although your shaman song can summon ghosts to the upper realm, but it can only summon ghosts who are already in the underworld, and they are escorted by ghosts, and do you know that once you enter the underworld, it means that she has completely died, so even if you recruit her up, you can't save her, and besides, she is not out of breath now, so she should not have reached the underworld, as I just said, she is at the junction of yin and yang, this place, It can't be found with a strange art, even if you are a Daluo Immortal. ”

Where does yin and yang meet?! After I heard these words, my mind suddenly remembered the picture on my Kaiyuan drum, which did mention this place, it is said that after death, most of the souls have to report there first, and then where to go to the underworld.

In other words, where is Su Yidan now?

Thinking of this, I pleaded with Xuan Dao Elder again: "Old man, since we can't contact her, but can we go to her?" Can you tell me how I can get to that place? ”

The old man's face was full of sadness, and I saw him touch his tears, and then said to me: "If you can't go, unless you find someone who has an orthodox Taoist technique and can 'pass through the yin', there is only one way for others to go there, and that is to die." ”

After he finished speaking, I asked him tremblingly, "Then, even a capable Taoist like you can't do it?" ”

The old man shook his head, and then said to me: "Among my sect, it is said that only Guo Zushou and Mr. Ma back then had such a way, but after Guo Zubing passed away, many of his skills have long been lost, and I can't do it without .................. soul."

Suddenly there was a rush of despair in my heart, so I said in despair, "That...... Is there really no other way? ”

The old man didn't speak, but from his expression, I can already see that there is really no way to do it this time, although he is a master, but before he was born, old, sick and died, he was as powerless as me.

I lowered my head, covered my face with my hands, and didn't know what to do, just like that, the ward fell into silence again, and after a long time, I finally came to my senses, and then looked up at Xuan Yi Daoist and said, "Then is she always like this?" ”

The Xuan Dao Chief said very weakly: "Before her soul officially stepped into the underworld, her body was assisted by medical equipment, so she would not die, but if she really entered the underworld, then there was really no way............

It's ironic that my shamanic songs can summon ghosts, but they can't be used to save people, and maybe that's what justice is called heaven's justice.

It's hateful, but there's nothing I can do.

I thought about it for a while, and then I made up my mind, and I said to the Xuan Xuan Dao Chief, "Then how long will it take for her soul to go to the underworld?" ”

After thinking about it, he said to me, "The slowest...... I'm afraid it's only seven days, I once heard my master say that the junction of yin and yang is a very dangerous place, and if you are not careful, you will become a wandering ghost, Xiao Dan's path is too shallow, I am afraid that he will not be able to withstand the temptation and step into the underworld. ”

There are seven days left, which means that if I want to save her now, there are only seven days left.

That whole day, I spent the whole day in a muddy nightmare, and I could only sit like this, until after dark, Xuan Yi Dao Chang and Chen Crooked Neck were gone, and in the ward with the faint smell of disinfectant water, only Su Yidan and I were left.

I looked at Su Yidan, I was so close to her, but I didn't have the ability to save her, this feeling of powerlessness was really too torturous.

I reached out to caress her haggard face, and the scenes from the past came back to my mind, her hearty surname, her smile, and her occasional tenderness, all of which pierced my heart at this time.

It was late at night, and I whispered to her, "You really can't bear to leave like this?" ”

Su Yidan didn't speak, and I bit my lip and said to her: "This is not like your surname, aren't you going to Zhejiang?" Why don't you wait for me? Why didn't I show up, but you left first? ”

Su Yidan still didn't speak, and my eyes were already red and swollen from crying at that time, I gently held his thin and cold little hand, and then said to her: "Why, why don't you even give me a chance to accompany you?" Why did you die? Didn't we say yes? We're not ............."

At this point, tears blocked my throat again, I buried my head in her hands, and cried quietly again, and when it was dawn, I wiped my eyes, and then looked at her in a daze, I felt that I really could not accept this result, and a night of thinking made me feel as if I had to do something now.

I decided to go to her, even if it cost me a lot.

When Xuan Yi and Chen Crooked Neck came again in the morning, I told them my plan, the old man Xuan Yi is already a handful of years old, and he naturally sees things much deeper than me, he naturally understands that my decision is in vain, he is not like letting me fall deeper, so he persuaded me: "Xiaoyuan, don't be obsessed anymore, she has ...... Already gone, your idea is impossible. ”

"No, she's not dead." At that time, I had already packed my backpack and carried it behind my back, and then turned my head to the old man and said hoarsely: "She is just lost in the distance, she is waiting for me to find her, I will definitely bring her back." ”

(To be continued)