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For the past two days, Gray has been very anxious, and the guilt and remorse have been pestering him, and he can't extricate himself, and he doesn't even dare to tell the reason for the entanglement to his closest woman, Minnie.
Gray is a subordinate of the boss, and at the moment when the boss is in crisis, he slips away, to put it seriously, a deserter on the battlefield. If Gray is a scavenger, or if they're just normal friends, this behavior is acceptable, but if placed within a team, this behavior is not right.
At the moment of the explosion, Gray felt that the boss would definitely have a better way than himself, and subconsciously fled, and then, when he got out of the battlefield, he remembered that the boss was missing a leg, maybe his marksmanship was great, but how could he escape from the ability to outflank the front and back?!
Gray has been sullen since returning to Bounty Town, and he expects Cen Mu to come back, so that he will feel less guilt in his heart, but what about when the boss returns? Will you be held accountable for your escape? Can I still stay?
Gray felt that he needed to report this matter to the upper echelons of the Second Xingtian Regiment, and he lacked the courage, he didn't know how Yun Qi would react? I don't know how other managers felt when they learned that the big boss was missing? Will this organization fall apart? Will the three small towns, which have just formed a certain size, fall back into chaos?
When I think about it, I think it's a terrible thing to think about.
After two nights of suffering, Gray decided to participate in the prayer of repentance of the god of good luck and confess to the first priest in the town, because this priest was Little Mustard Seed, the daughter of Yunqi.
The god of good luck is tolerant and fraternal, and it may feel better to be able to get its forgiveness, and in addition, he has also made a report, and he feels some comfort in his heart.
The pastor is the newly established priesthood of Haoyuanshen, and it plays a pivotal role in the process of strengthening the faith.
Believers are ordinary people, ordinary people will inevitably make mistakes, some mistakes are born of desire, violating the bottom line of morality, and some are their doubts about the gods, they give their faith, but they do not gain, they will be confused, and they will waver in their faith.
At this time, they need a guiding light, someone who will dispel the believers, accept their repentance, save their souls, and return them to the Lord's arms.
As the first priest of the God of Good Luck, Little Mustard had to shuttle between three small towns every day, presiding over various activities, and in the beginning, Yun Qi personally accompanied him, and later, under the persuasion of others, it was changed to a special mercenary convoy to be responsible for transportation.
For Yun Qi, being able to temporarily take his eyes off the mustard seed and focus on his career is also a huge progress.
The confessional prayer in Good Luck Town is arranged at about 10 o'clock in the morning, believers will consciously line up, enter the confessional room in turn to confess to the priest, most of the time, the pastor will give some encouragement or comfort after the believer's confession, these words with the low-level magic "appeasement", can quickly make believers from all kinds of negative emotions, calm down, gain peace of mind, many people feel the benefits of confession, and gradually form a habit.
As the mayor of Good Luck Town, there is a bonus, and that is that when Gray appears in the confessional queue, some of the former believers are kind enough to give up their place and let him be the first in line.
Soon, a heavily armed convoy slowly drove into the town of Good Luck, the lead of the convoy was a modified Humvee, from the handiwork of Yun Qi, a heavy machine gun mounted on the back seat of the Humvee, six rotating barrels, a thick and heavy chassis, and a large and long machine gun bullet forming a golden chain, the sight of these parts, will make people lose any courage to fight.
The convoy stopped, the door of a car in the middle opened, and a girl stepped out of the car, dressed in a loose white robe, with a pure white crown on her head, and a veil hanging from the edges, covering her countenance.
This veil is translucent, and it cannot hide the sharp vision, especially for some people who have the ability to enhance vision, but when they try to see the beauty under the veil with all their eyes, they can only see a faint light, and they may even be burned by this mass and fall into a temporary state of blindness.
This is a warning from the god of good luck!
After suffering from the hardships of some powerful people, their attitude of believing in them gradually changed, and some of them even became believers in the god of good luck.
As an oracle, she needs to distinguish herself from mortals and have a sense of distance, which is the first precept that Qin Yuan's clone taught her.
This precept made Little Mustard very confused, with her previous understanding, the god of good luck is a god who brings happiness and tranquility to people, and she should mingle with believers, why would the god of good luck give her such a precept?
Qin Yuan's clone explained it this way: Human nature is selfish, put yourself first, selfishness is a manifestation of animal nature, it is not derogatory, but neutral.
A very common example can be used as evidence of selfishness, and the believers you have developed are mostly profit-seeking, and they want something from the gods, and they will only accept what they get.
The destitute were given water and bread; Those who are afraid are appeased; People who are sick, the condition is relieved......
So, if you are getting along with a group of selfish people, you must distance yourself, otherwise, you will encounter two endings:
First, they will demand more from you, and their desires will overflow, and they will either destroy themselves or destroy you.
Second, they will abandon you, abandon the gods, because you cannot satisfy their desires.
At this point, Little Mustard was silent, not because he didn't want to refute, but because he was powerless to refute.
In the days when Cen Mu left, the little mustard seed quietly transformed from a young girl, and the green apple was red, and this ripeness was not reflected in the body, but in the soul.
In this short month, her soul has endured too many and too heavy things, those unreasonable, sinful, crazy, ruining the three views, and things without a bottom, through repentance and prayer, a brain poured into her mind, whipping a little girl's cognition of the world again and again, which is equivalent to directly lifting the lid that Yun Qi has covered for her for more than ten years, and presenting an extremely ugly and desolate world in front of her eyes, so that she has nightmares every night, and is awakened in the middle of the night, and cold sweat is dripping.
Darkness and cold enveloped her, and during that time period, there was no one by her side, only the "favor of the god of good luck" to nourish her body, and to protect the last territory of the good heart, so she suffered night and night for more than a month, and Yun Qi didn't know anything about it.
Little Mustard once asked, is there any way to save them completely?
Qin Yuan's doppelganger told her that everyone is two-faced, no matter how kind a person is, there will be evil thoughts in their hearts, only by letting good thoughts suppress evil thoughts, can there be hope in this world, and to suppress it, it can only play half of its role, and the other half needs to be maintained by the system, and Cen Mu is working hard for this.
At this point, Little Mustard felt that she had found the answer, her heart became stronger, her eyes became more determined, her heart no longer palpitated because of those ugly acts, and her soul gradually matured.
So, she became the first pastor of the Far Away God.
Gray is an old man in Tiegang Town, it can be said that watching the little mustard grow for several years, he is more familiar with her, confessing to an ignorant little girl, Gray has a funny feeling, he wants to laugh, he wants to turn away.
Then, he saw the little mustard seed who was wearing the priest's robe and the veil, which was very unfamiliar, and made people wonder if the graceful body under the loose robe was the girl he knew.
The woman in front of her, she was elegant and cold, she walked like stepping on the clouds, walking like a saint, like a saint descending, Gray didn't see anything abnormal in his eyes, but when he looked with his eyes and felt with his soul, he would find that her body exuded a faint golden light, holy and dusty, and made people ashamed of themselves.
Gray withdrew his gaze and entered the confessional chamber.
The confessional room is a dark room of about one square meter, a wooden table, a wooden chair, in front of which is a grid made of wooden boards, the inclined grid blocks the view, leaving only a rectangular opening above the wooden table, when the confessor is haggard, or when the emotion is out of control and cannot help himself, the priest can hold his hand and give him the strength to support.
The wooden grid blocked the view, but it couldn't block the sound, Gray could hear the breathing next door, and he tried his best to remove the impression of the young girl from his mind, focusing on remembering the appearance of the priest he had just seen, and then turned on his slightly vicissitudes of voice.
"Pastor, I've been struggling for the past two days, I've done something I can't forgive myself."
"Well, what's the matter?"
The voice was soft and flat, giving people a very comfortable feeling, but it still couldn't hide the traces of immaturity, and Gray was too familiar with the voice, and he had that very funny feeling.
Gray took a deep breath and said, "One of my companions dragged me to participate in a dangerous mission, there were more than twenty of us in total, three cars, running far away, and the opponent was also very strong, and the tactic we formulated was to fight a sneak attack, and leave after the fight.
After a long wait, we finally waited for the enemy, and just as we were about to launch a thunderous blow, we also ambushed the enemy behind us, and they launched a fatal blow against us, killing nearly half of the people in a round of artillery, and my position was close to the edge of the battlefield, so I was lucky enough to escape back.
However, my companion was left on the battlefield by me, he was very capable, stronger than me, and he may have escaped, I may have been worried, but I am still worried......"
"Who is he?" A voice full of mixed emotions came from behind the grid, and she asked almost word by word.
Gray swallowed and said, "He'...... He's my boss, Cen Mu. ”
Poof! There was a muffled sound behind the grid.
Something happened!