Chapter 147: Amysteria
Taking advantage of Bai Feng's calm mood and all his attention focused on his memories, Mu Sen carefully observed a secret door near their location. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoIt looks like a cabinet for storing firefighting items, but Mu Sen has already figured out the specifications of the dark room of the building on the nineteenth floor, and there must be a passage in that place, and the place leading to it is likely to be the woods behind the nineteenth floor.
Bai Feng saw that Mu Sen was a little distracted, so he lowered his face and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Mu Sen knew that he might have lost his mind just now, in order not to destroy the state that Bai Feng wanted to talk about at this moment, Mu Sen hurriedly followed Bai Feng's words, and replied with a more far-reaching gaze: "I was thinking, during your time in hell, in addition to faith, there must be something else supporting you, right?" Is that what keeps you going is also the reason why your spirit completely collapses? ”
Bai Feng was surprised by Mu Sen's words, and he asked with some joy, "How do you know?" Unexpectedly, you are still a person who can talk! Most people are already stupid when they hear about my experience. Hehe, but I also know that you are not an ordinary person. ”
To say that Mu Sen this time, he really didn't "empathize" and experienced Bai Feng's situation at that time. His mind was full of thoughts about the way out, thinking about the corpses of those girls, and worrying about Mo Zidi outside, his mind was not on Bai Feng at all, how could he think of what was supporting Bai Feng? He just used some mental tricks to make his words sound infallible no matter what.
But Bai Feng was very excited, as if he had found a confidant, he approached Mu Sen very excitedly and said, "You're right, in hell, I met an angel. She is a girl from a border village who has been kidnapped and sent to a terrorist organization to do laundry and cook for those terrorists. There are many, many girls like this, and they all try their best to ruin their appearance in order to protect themselves, so that their beautiful faces will not 'get into trouble'. It's not easy to live there, and if you are humiliated again, you may really lose the courage to live. But once, I accidentally came into contact with her, and I saw in those clear eyes something that didn't belong in this hell. It was those clear eyes that inspired me to persevere. On several occasions I was under suspicion, and I could smell the smell of cooked meat when I was tortured, tormented by noise, and hit me with a red iron pipe...... It was she who secretly healed me again and again and fed me water. When I asked her why she did it despite the danger, she said...... She didn't think I was the devil. ”
"But you still became a devil in the end, which of these girls you killed didn't have clear eyes? When you look at those helpless eyes, don't you think of the girl who helped you in the first place? Mu Sen held back his anger, just hoping to communicate with Bai Feng so that he wouldn't talk to himself. In that case, he would soon lose interest in continuing.
Bai Feng's face turned cold, but it was not aimed at Mu Sen, but at that memory. He clenched his fists and said, "I asked her name, but she shook her head. Probably, she didn't want to bring disaster to her family. From that day on, I called her Ami. There are many such names in the border villages, but in my heart, she is the most beautiful. Until one day...... I was injured again, and Ami came to take care of me, and before I could get myself dirty, her appearance was seen by a minion...... That night, they took her away. I ran all over the mountains and jungles to save her, and I wanted to save her at all costs! Because she is the only sustenance for me to survive there...... But when I found her...... But she had been tortured by countless beasts and was dying...... She died in my arms, and I buried her with my own hands. But I was beaten half to death by the leader. Because he felt that although people were dead, they could still have organs and flesh. If I bury it, I will spoil the 'goods'...... I was half-dead in a water prison for twenty days, and I was festering from leeches and all kinds of insects. That's when ...... I looked up hopelessly at the sky outside the cage and thought...... What exactly is my faith? What am I holding onto? I have been tormented in this hell for eight years, watching people die every day, and in the end, I can't even protect a woman! What is the point of my insistence ......? On that day, I was shaken...... I found that I couldn't solve the problem by enduring humiliation and compromises there! No one is going to save me, and no one is going to take down this gang. Instead of this, I should protect myself in my own way and protect the people I want to protect! Bai Feng stopped, his tone was tough, and his face was like frost.
Mussen seemed to finally realize something at this moment, and he stood up abruptly and asked, "How did you say that...... Did you end up being the leader of that organization?! ”
"Hahahaha......" Bai Feng laughed arrogantly, then pointed at Mu Sen and said, "You are really smart!" That's right! I killed a few small bosses and made a few big deals with my own skills! Gradually, he came into contact with the real leader of the Shura organization. He valued me very much, and felt that I was like a devil, cold-blooded and ruthless, and suitable for his side. But I have become a devil, how can I succumb to him? Eventually, I killed him and became the leader of the Shura organization. There aren't many people who have seen the big bosses, and I've solved them all. What I let the outside world know after that was an undercover military agent had died in this organization. From then on, I no longer existed in this world......"
Mu Sen couldn't help frowning and shaking his head slightly, this story made him very uncomfortable to listen to. He didn't want to give Bai Feng any more moral education at this time, because that was all! People who have not experienced that kind of experience may really not be able to appreciate Bai Feng's eight-year transformation process.
At this time, Mu Sen said very calmly and slowly: "I told you that there are two kinds of antisocial personalities. The high-powered personality will become more and more frustrated in your encounters, until you dismantle this transnational criminal gang with your own hands. And the imbecile personality will turn his back on himself and his faith in the blows and tortures, and finally die in a foreign land. And you belong to the high-energy personality that has fallen into imbecility. It's like...... You said the same as the asuras. He has the power of a god, but he is not a god. He has the seven emotions and six desires of a human being, but he is not a human being. He has the viciousness of the devil, but he is god-like in nature. In this way, he wandered outside the Three Realms and Six Realms, and became an angry Shura who fell into the hell path. But Bai Feng, do you think you've succeeded? You dissect and cook similar good girls every day, is this your success? You've just gone from one hell to another. You have never left hell and will never be able to leave. ”
Bai Feng also stood up, he raised his head and let out a long sigh, as if he wanted to bring himself out of his long memories. After that, he straightened his tie and said, "What is this called?" It's called fate. ”