You must have had faith, the so-called faith, is a very vague thing, but it is indeed the driving force for many people to continue to walk in the world, but if one day, suddenly you find that your motivation does not exist, then will you be at a loss, where will you go?

Everyone did not speak, at this time, the evil air in the air has disappeared, the air has become extremely humid, the temperature has recovered, sultry and impermeable, a little rain falls, falls on Zhang Shifei's hair, body, making a snapping sound, although there are many unfairness in this world, but there are also many fairness, including air, including rain, including sunshine.

Although people are divided into three, six, nine and other horses, thin legs and long hair, but whether they are rich or poor, they can breathe the same air, feel the same rain, and bathe in the same sunshine, maybe this is God's fairness.

But what about when that fairness no longer exists? How will we explain the tragedy, and how will we let go of the long-suppressed anger in our hearts? Will we be sad? Does grief seem too small at this time? Will we shed tears? Will the tears still be there at this time?

Zhang Shifei sighed and wanted to take out a cigarette from his pocket to take a puff, but he found that he didn't even want to take out a cigarette, and everyone was silent, as if they were silently mourning what happened to the woman in blue in front of him.

Although in front of this sister, the word 'silent mourning' is somewhat ironic, but it is true, just imagine, we can enjoy the most ordinary things, it can't get, it can't get air, can't get rain, can't get sunshine, what it gets is just an emotion that has supported her for decades until death, but it collapsed in an instant, where will it go in the future?

The female ghost in blue sat there quietly, her body trembling slightly, it had now regained consciousness, but Zhang Shifei didn't know in his heart whether it was good or bad for it to regain consciousness.

The rain passed through its body and hit the ground, unable to hide its forbearant choking sound, and Mr. Cui couldn't help but step forward and say to it, "It's all over......"

Yes, it's all in the past, everything is in the past for the female ghost in blue, there has never been hatred, no love, no anger, not even the past and the future.

Really nothing, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, he finally understood the meaning of this word at this moment, the female ghost in blue bit her lip tightly, and just kept saying: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

It seems that it is repenting for the trouble it caused when it ran away, maybe only in this way can she find some meaning of existence, Mr. Cui later persuaded it to say some words, but the female ghost in blue has not listened to it, it has been dead for too long, it has lost everything, and even its name has been forgotten, but what has not been forgotten is still that persistence, Zhang Shifei felt the same way, and at this time he didn't know where to muster up a courage, I saw him say to the female ghost in blue: "Sister, don't be like this, No matter how sad you are, Dong Sizhe can't come back, it's gone. ”

"Disappeared ......" When she heard this, the woman in blue was stunned for a moment, and then turned to look at everyone tremblingly, her white face was full of sadness, and she suddenly shouted: "Then what am I...... ”

Everyone was speechless, even Mr. Cui, who can usually say that the living are dead and the dead are rotten, was silent, and the female ghost in blue knelt on the ground, covering her face with her hands, as if she was in great pain, and she choked up and said, "Who can tell me...... Why have I waited for so many years, and is my waiting just a joke............

We can do without everything, but we can't do without attachment, this question of the woman in blue is really difficult to answer, or rather, there is no answer to this question in the first place.

Everyone didn't know what to say, but at this time, Zhang Shifei's heart suddenly thought of something, in this story of the female ghost in blue, he was just a bystander, or a witness, at this moment he was not as confused as everyone else, on the contrary, those nonsense in the ordinary day, at this moment it gradually became clear in his mind, he seemed to understand something, so he mustered up the courage to squat on the ground, and whispered to the female ghost in blue: "No, your waiting, how can it be a joke?" ”

The female ghost in blue looked at Zhang Shifei, and everyone was also very surprised, especially Li Lanying, he thought to himself, why did Lao Zhang say so much tonight? Could it be that he was stupid by the breath of this woman in blue just now?

Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly, but did not pause, and continued: "Sister, haven't you already waited for the result? ”

"The result?" The female ghost in blue was stunned for a moment, and then said to Zhang Shifei tremblingly: "What is my result?" That's what I turned out to be? ”

Zhang Shifei nodded unexpectedly, and then said: "Sister, don't you understand, what you are waiting for may just be your own obsession, you don't love Dong Sizhe at all, this is something that even you yourself already understand, why, is it so painful now?" ”

Indeed, not long ago, when the female ghost in blue chatted with Zhang Shifei, it thought about it like this, but it is reflecting the tried-and-true saying, the authorities are confused, and often they think very thoroughly about the question, but when it comes to themselves, they will still be confused.

The blue-clothed female ghost trembled and said, "But ............"

Zhang Shifei shook his head, interrupted her, and then said softly: "It's nothing, sister, you are too tired, and to some extent, you have waited until he dies, you have already got what you want, there is no perfection in this world...... I know I'm a little ironic when I say this, but you should know more about fate than I do, but why, you can't let go of it now? You've done so much for him, you're too tired, it's time to rest. ”

Zhang Shifei's words are completely sincere, there is no half-truth, to be honest, he feels worthless for this woman in blue, why should he bear all this? Why? Is it just for a dog haggy that isn't worth the wait?

It's too tired, it's time to rest, you're too tired, it's time to rest, after listening to Zhang Shifei's words, the female ghost in blue was stunned, her expression froze, and even the trembling stopped, after about ten seconds, I saw it slowly close its eyes, a tear actually slipped from its right eye, the tear was surprisingly crystalline, fell to the ground, and slowly formed a bead-like thing, shining like a gem in the night.

The blue-clothed female ghost cried loudly, its voice was hoarse and very desolate, echoing under this cloudy sky for a long time, this was really a ghost crying wolf, but this cry did not bring fear, but gave a feeling of extreme sadness to several people present, this feeling is better than the sense of despair given by the gloomy aura just now, because it appears directly in people's hearts, it really smells the tears of the sad seekers, and even the expression of a cold-blooded animal like Li Lanying is very sad, And Liu Yudi on the side couldn't help but cry with the female ghost in blue, crying and red-eyed.

The woman in blue only shed a tear, and the rest can be regarded as a dry howl, crying without tears, to a certain extent, it is more poignant, after all, tears are such a thing, to a certain extent, can be regarded as a kind of self-protection measure for people, when the harm encountered reaches the peak, tears are an instinctive means of venting.

However, this is only for people.

The blue-clothed female ghost cried sadly, it didn't stop for a long time, the night rain didn't leave any traces on its body, that was the proof that it no longer belonged to this world, although it was said that this rain was because of the side effects of the heavenly thunder caused by the formation just now, but Zhang Shifei was more willing to believe that this was God crying, and this was the last room that God gave to this miserable person who should not have existed for a long time.

The rain is still falling, dripping, it has not stopped for a long time, on the contrary, it is bigger, in the rain, everyone's clothes have long been wet by the rain, but everyone has no idea of leaving, and there is no trace of cold in their hearts, seeing the blue-clothed female ghost crying and trembling, they invariably surrounded it, as if they wanted to shield it from some wind and cold, although they all knew that ghosts could not feel cold, because ghosts themselves were cold.

In this way, time passed little by little, and the crying of the blue-clothed female ghost gradually became smaller, and with the rain that should not have appeared, it disappeared quietly, the clouds in the sky dispersed, and a round of moon that was about to be completed appeared, and the faint moonlight sprinkled down, and the community without lights was pale white.

It's about to be consummated, it's not consummating, Zhang Shifei thought of it and smiled bitterly at this moment, he turned his head to look at everyone, and found that Mr. Cui was also smiling bitterly at this time, the expression on half of his face was very unnatural, Zhang Shifei felt more and more that this was fate, in this world, everyone's fate is different, but there is a similarity, that is, everyone's fate is not so perfect.

Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that all of this was actually predestined, including what was rounded off, including what five disadvantages and three deficiencies, it was simply the epitome of the fate of this world, in fact, everyone was the same, but the roles assigned to them by fate were different, the more things they gained, the more valuable they lost.

This may be the way of heaven, the female ghost that should not exist, the crying that should not exist, the night rain that should not exist, this story that should not have happened, but they are all under a round of unchangeable waning moon, real existence, unforgettable.

The moonlight is reflected on the female ghost's body, ghosts and monsters should have lived under the moonlight, the moonlight is their worship thing, just like we living people worship the sun, the blue-clothed female ghost finally stopped crying, and then fell into silence, the moonlight also sprinkled on Zhang Shifei's body, it is a half-demon body at this time, and it can also absorb the brilliance of the moon, for a while, he felt very warm, this warmth is not more violent than the sun, but extremely soft, as if the relatives only saw a warm embrace, Like a lover in love whispering in your ear, I hope this moonlight can also bring it strength and warmth, Zhang Shifei prayed very sincerely in his heart, although there is no sun in your world, but the moon has always been there.

After a while, the blue-clothed female ghost seemed to have really calmed down, only to see it stand up, and then nodded to the crowd around it and said, "Thank you......"

It turns out that the ghost also cries and swells its eyes, Zhang Shifei looked at it, at this time its right eye looked very red and swollen at this time, but a faint smile appeared on its face, although this smile seemed very weak, Mr. Cui saw it say this, so he smiled bitterly, and then said: "Don't thank us, I'm sorry to involve you in this kind of incident." ”

The blue-clothed female ghost shook her head, and then said lightly: "It's not important, just like Xiao Zhang just said, in my life, I just live for an attachment, now I let go of my attachment, nothing matters, why mourn and suffer, it's all over, I'm too tired, it's time to rest." ”

When Mr. Cui heard it say this, half of his face couldn't help but show a very admiring expression, only to see him stretch out his thumb to the female ghost in yellow, and then said: "You can think like this, you really have a big understanding, what are your plans next, just with your current thoughts, it is not impossible to get an errand in Xudu, maybe for you, it is the best choice to get rid of the pain of the six comfortable reincarnations." ”

The blue-clothed female ghost smiled bitterly, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Let's talk about it then, I don't have that plan now, right............"

I saw it pause for a moment, then turned its head and smiled at Zhang Shifei, and then said, "Xiao Zhang, thank you very much." ”

Zhang Shifei this person, although he usually has no skin and no face, but he can stand the scolding and praise, seeing the woman in blue say thank you to him, he couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, I saw him scratch his still wet hair, and then he also smiled, and said to the woman in blue: "Thank you, haven't you thanked you just now?" ”

The blue-clothed female ghost shook her head, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "No, I must thank you, thank you, if it wasn't for you just now, I'm afraid that I won't be able to comprehend some of the things I have thought about now, and you have relieved me, thank you." ”

"Eldest sister, he should be embarrassed to say that." Seeing that the incident had come to an end and the atmosphere had returned to its usual appearance, Li Lanying pointed at Zhang Shifei with the female ghost in blue, Zhang Shifei's face was a little feverish under the moonlight, and Li Lanying said a little teasingly: "Look, my face is red." ”

"Go to the side." Zhang Shifei scolded, he was really a little embarrassed, and everyone immediately smiled when they saw Zhang Shifei being so unpraised.

The female ghost in blue said to Zhang Shifei: "Xiao Zhang, stick to what you think now, in fact, you are really talented, and Qin Ed should also find out about this." ”

After finishing speaking, the female ghost in blue looked at Mr. Cui, this 'dear' should refer to this Mr. Cui, but I don't understand why this female ghost in blue calls him that, this is probably a secret between the two, I saw Liu Yudi look at Mr. Cui with some surprise, and Mr. Cui hurriedly pretended to be cold, and coughed a few times to hide the embarrassment.

I saw that the female ghost in blue then said to the right and wrong: "By the way, today's monster is what you usually call the egg demon." ”

Mr. Cui nodded, and the female ghost in blue said again: "You have helped me for so many years, I can't repay it, I heard you say that if they all disappear, then you can get rid of the curse, right?" I just felt that my strength seemed to have regained somewhat, otherwise, in two days, I would have killed them all for you. ”

When this sentence was said, everyone's hearts chuckled, especially Zhang Shifei, who looked at the blue-clothed female ghost in front of him, thinking to himself, eldest sister, you don't have to say it so lightly! Why is it that when you say this, you give people a kind of egg killing demon, just like killing a chick and killing a toad?

But after thinking about it, what is the identity of this sister now? That's the Extreme Yin Pole Demon King, even the thunder can't kill it, and now the color of the clothes hasn't changed back, it's still blue, it does have this strength, thinking about the appearance when it killed Xiao Jiu just now, I can't help but make Zhang Shifei a little embarrassed, if it is allowed to destroy those egg demons, it doesn't seem to be impossible.

This is really exciting, but I don't know why, Zhang Shifei didn't speak, and even Li Fatzi, who was afraid of trouble, didn't say anything at this time, I saw Mr. Cui smile bitterly, and then said to the blue-clothed female ghost: "I think, this matter is not needed, and presumably they don't want you to help." ”

After finishing speaking, Mr. Cui pointed to his two 'unsuccessful' apprentices, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying looked at each other at this time, each other's expressions were different, but what they thought in their hearts was almost the same, I saw Zhang Shifei smile bitterly, and then said: "Yes, no need, you better go to the Yin City." ”

"Why?" The female ghost in blue was suddenly a little puzzled, but in an instant, it suddenly figured it out, and couldn't help but let out a knowing smile.

When Mr. Cui saw that it understood, he smiled and said to it: "That's right, that's their fate, not yours, and you ......."

"I also have my destiny." The female ghost in blue said.

Indeed, Zhang Shifei really wanted to ask this sister for help just now, but he didn't do it, because after this series of things, he understood a series of truths, and he deeply understood that this egg demon thing is actually not so simple, to a certain extent, this is a kind of test, just like when the royal brother went to Tianzhu to ask for a Buddhist research report, he had to go through tribulations, everyone has their own destiny, and their own path has to go their own way, not everything can be cheated, becauseNone of us can deceive, but the only one who cannot be deceived is ourselves.

Since entering the industry and contacting the egg demon, the two have indeed begun to learn humbly, and the rapid growth of experience has made them understand a lot of truths, since God pointed out a path for them to take, why should they let others replace it? And besides, the path taken by others, is it still considered to be one's own?

Fate, there is no shortcut, even if the female ghost in blue really killed the egg demon, but the fate that has been set a long time ago will definitely trick the two again.

Seeing the two of them like this, Mr. Cui showed a smile of appreciation for the second time tonight, but this time he didn't speak, but turned his head and smiled at Liu Yudi and his old buddy Yi Xinxing, and their hearts were very comforted.

At this moment, it was suddenly stunned, and then looked at the west thoughtfully, then turned its head and pointed lightly to the ground, and its own tears floated in the air and floated to Mr. Cui's hand, and it said to Mr. Cui: "Then I won't say anything, this tear is my second gift to you." ”

Mr. Cui grabbed the tear that seemed to be a pearl, took it in his hand and looked at it carefully, I don't know why, after Liu Yudi, Yi Xinxing, Mr. Cui, and the three of them saw this tear, an indescribable expression appeared on their faces, as if they were emotional, and even more like sentimentality, Mr. Cui grabbed the tear and muttered: "I really don't know, this thing appeared again, and it came to my hands again, for the common people, whether it is good or bad." ”

(To be continued)