Chapter 554: At that time, it was just ordinary
Yuxin ate half a bowl of rice, drank a bowl of soup, said that she was full, apologized, got up from her seat, and walked to the bathroom to wash;
Liu Jinyang hummed while nibbling on the leg of mutton: "She's getting more and more strange lately." ”
Wang Hong sighed, she and Yu Xin are in a similar situation, but the choice is different, she has chosen to give up this relationship and enter the door to pursue something higher, and Yu Xin is obviously still wavering, and even Wang Hong feels that Yu Xin has been biased to stay without entering the door.
For the sake of a middle school relationship, to give up the temptation of the door, to give up the temptation to pursue real existence, this is an incredible thing for all of you.
"She's been in a bad mood lately, we have to understand, come, let's eat ours, don't waste this table of dishes I made." Gou Tu greeted, and then beckoned to Beiyue and Zou Mengxuan, who were sitting there like little girls, "Why, don't eat any of them, Brother Gou's dishes are hard to eat?" ”
"No, no, no, it's delicious."
"It's really delicious."
NATO and Zou Mengxuan immediately lowered their heads and began to desperately pick up rice, and five years later, the mainstay of the struggle between the declining Eastern Circle and the Prosperous Western Circle was like a small person at the table.
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Yuxin came out of the bathroom, she should have washed her face, the end of her hair was wet, but it showed a more watery hibiscus temperament, she walked through the living room, pushed open a room door, walked in, and the door closed automatically.
Zhao Zhu stood at the door, closed his eyes, and then stepped forward, the door, for Zhao Zhu was invisible, because of all this. It's all memory pictures, and Zhao Zhu doesn't belong to this memory picture, so he walked through the door directly.
Inside, it was pitch black, but there was a flickering light. It seems very unreal, this is not the reason why the room is already dark, but the memory picture here itself seems very illusory.
Zhao Zhu didn't know what caused this, but looking for that little bit of light, he took the initiative to get closer there, and when he got closer, the picture there became a little clearer than before, and he could see the silhouette of a woman sitting at the desk. It seems to be looking at something.
Woman, it should be Yuxin, but Zhao Zhu can't see clearly even if he gets closer, but what Yuxin looks at on the table seems to be able to see some.
Stretching his face over, with the faint light, Zhao Zhu almost put his face on the desk, and finally saw what it was. It's a calligraphy, it's a painting.
"Who reads the west wind and is cool alone?
Xiao Xiao Huang Ye closed the window.
Contemplating the past and setting up the remnant sun.
was shocked by the wine, and slept heavily. The gambling book is full of tea.
At that time, it was just ordinary. ”
This is a poem by Nalan Rongruo
Zhao Zhu once saw a Nalan Xingde who was made into a zombie by Kangxi in the mission world of "Manchu Dragon Vein", and he also guessed who the zombie himself was through the fan in the zombie's hand, because Zhao Zhu had a period of time before, and he liked Nalan words very much, and at the age when young boys and girls were pregnant with spring, it was also a common phenomenon to like some windy words. At that time, Zhao Zhu was also not exempt from vulgarity.
Then, continuing to look at this word, Zhao Zhu's face showed a look of astonishment, the more he looked at it...... The more it looks like its own words, it's not right. That's your own word!
Words, for many people in modern times, only good looking and not good-looking, and even for some people, that is, the computer is divided into an italics and official scripts and the like, but for people who have really studied calligraphy, there are thousands of words, like a different woman, ring fat swallow thin show outside the wisdom, have their own characteristics, those people left the copybook in different people to copy and imitate out, in fact, there are different charms and changes, and for their own words, the memory is more profound, The words written by oneself are like one's own lover, and how many people will confuse the appearance of their lover with others?
Although Wu Xiuya is said to be an adopted daughter, but she was adopted by a scholarly family, Wu Xiuya has been well educated by culture since childhood, and Zhao Zhu's father has studied both Chinese and Western medicine, and his hobby on weekdays is to dance and ink in addition to collecting medicinal materials, there is such a parent, Zhao Da Shao when he was a child, must have also learned brush writing for a period of time, and at that time, the family also specially invited a very famous calligrapher to teach Zhao Zhu to learn words, it can be said that at that time, Zhao Zhu's words have begun to take shape, If it weren't for Zhao Dashao being too lazy to show off on this, from elementary school to university, even if he relied on this hand, he would probably be able to get a wall of awards.
And Zhao Zhu's favorite, and the one he writes the most, is still thin gold.
The thin gold calligraphy pen is fluttering and fast, the handwriting is thin, to thin without losing its flesh, and the turning point can be clearly seen Zang Feng, Lu Feng and other Teton traces, which is a font with a rather unique style. The style of this book is based on imagery, which should be "thin muscle". "Gold" is easy to "tendon", which is a respect for the imperial book, and Zhao Zhu also has a soft spot for it.
This is a self-written word, his own copybook, but appeared on this girl's desk, words, is easy not to give away, Zhao Zhu when he was a child, in addition to a few words to the elders, and did not give his own words to others, especially Nalan words are more about a kind of sad love, it is naturally impossible to give it to the elders, it is only suitable for giving to friends, and the word "female" has to be added in front.
Damn, why can't I remember anything!
Zhao Zhu's chest rose and fell for a while, and then he forcibly suppressed his disordered mind, he didn't want to break this memory picture because of his fluctuations, many things, he didn't understand yet!
At this time, the door of the room was pushed open, and it was Huo Yufu who walked in.
"Sister Confused." Yuxin raised her head and shouted.
"Hey."
Huo Yufu sat next to Yu Xin and looked at the words on the table with Yu Xin.
"He wrote it?"
"Hmm."
"The words are very good-looking, better than your brother Gou, his words are really the same as his name, dogs."
Huo Yuxin didn't seem to be interested in chatting, but he couldn't help but say it, so he could only say:
"Yuxin, it's time to break off."
Yuxin listened and shook her head, "I'm reluctant." ”
"There is a give-and-take."
"I can't let go of him, I really can't let go of him, bewildering sister, I want to ...... I want to stay, I want to be with him, I want to go to school with her, go for a walk together, graduate together, find a job together, go to work together, ...... together Having a baby, he said he liked girls, and he said that girls should look like me. ”
Huo Yufu listened, shook her head and sighed, she knew that this girl had been poisoned too deeply.
"You have missed the best opportunity to leave this circle, if you didn't give up when you ran for administrator, you can use that qualification in exchange for the right to leave the circle."
"At that time, I hadn't met him yet."
Didn't meet the right person at the right time, that's the current situation, if Yuxin met that person at that time, she might not hesitate to participate in that campaign mission, and then exchange her precious administrator qualifications for her freedom, but now she is the top existence, and it is a little unrealistic to want to get out of the circle at this time, the group leader will not agree, and the world will not agree.
"Yuxin, if you don't enter the door, even your brother Gou can't predict your ending, do you know, why bother, entering the door is something we yearn for, and it is also something we can't refuse."
"I can refuse, for his sake, I'm willing, bewitching sister, you don't have to say it anymore, and don't persuade me anymore."
"Okay, I'm just doing my duty to persuade you, in fact, Sister Confused herself knows that I am a full man who doesn't know that a hungry man is hungry, your brother Gou is the same as me, they are all top existences, we can hold hands and walk into that door together, so I have no regrets and reluctance, as for you, I hope you can be happy, my Yuxin."
Huo Yufu stretched out his hand and hugged Yu Xin, "If that person dares to disappoint you, believe me, even if my sister comes out of the door again in the future, I will crush him to ashes!" ”
"He won't, he loves me very much."
After the two women snuggled up for a while, Huo got up and walked out of the room.
In the room, only Yuxin sat there alone, quietly looking at the calligraphy in front of her.
Zhao Zhu suddenly felt that his chest hurt so much, the pain spasmed, he fell to the ground, and his body began to sweat, as if his heart was missing a piece at this time, looking at the girl in front of him, Zhao Zhu had an indescribable pressure.
Yu Xin put the notebook into the drawer, then took out a delicate notebook, and began to write, Zhao Zhu wanted to see what she wrote, but the more he tried to look, the darker everything around him became, there was a little fluorescent light before, and now there was nothing, only boundless darkness.
It was as if everything was swallowed up by darkness, and it was as if he was coming from the depths of the sea, in the dark.
The memory screen, it's over, it's here, it's over.
Zhao Zhu didn't want to end like this, he wanted to continue to stay in this picture, he began to desperately search, desperately searched, but found nothing, finally, Zhao Zhu sat on the ground dejectedly, the darkness around him, began to slowly fade, Zhao Zhu himself, also began to slowly dissipate, as if there was another hand, holding himself, out of this room, out of this door, standing outside the door again, and the door, but at this time, slowly closed, as if it had never been opened.
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"Buzz!"
Zhao Zhu opened his eyes as if he had a dream, and then, the whole person sat down against the wall in a trembling state, reached out to take the cigarette, his hand was shaking, and shook the cigarette off, Zhao Zhu looked at the cigarette box on the ground, and his eyes revealed a kind of pain and helplessness.
The two fleshy paws of the earth dog lay on Zhao Zhu's legs, and then lifted them up to help Zhao Zhu wipe away the tears on his face. (To be continued.) )