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Chapter 282 XV

It was spring, spring, the season of revival and growth of all things, the flowers were red, the grass was green, and the children's faces were smiling happily. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This sentence appeared in countless essays, although they may not understand the meaning of this sentence at all, but they still wrote, the spring girl came, everyone laughed, the teacher's white hair seemed to be less, and our red scarf seemed to be brighter, and then the teachers yawned and looked impatiently, and then wrote the word 'excellent' at the end of the paragraph.

But it was indeed a spring, and for the spring, the egg demon fifteen had a different opinion in his heart, because that spring was the beginning of the whole nightmare for him.

That year, the twelve egg demons were just born, and Ran Xi then exhausted all the demon qi and laid five hundred demon eggs, but, compared to the twelve demon eggs, the average consumption of demon qi on these five hundred demon eggs is much smaller, so they are destined to be the walking dead from birth, without thoughts, without demon energy, with only instinct, they have to parasitize on people or animals, absorbing their negative emotions and vitality to survive, irresponsibly speaking, they are like apples, For an apple, it doesn't matter how it grows, it's just the harvest that matters.

However, a seed that should have nothing has one of the most important things, that is, thought.

Fifteen in its own consciousness, it is still a small seed, no eyes, no mouth, nothing, accompanied by it, just a piece of darkness, to it, it seems that this is the whole world, it does not know, its luck is very bad, after the day Ran Xi laid the demon egg, it used the last trace of demon energy, scattered them everywhere, this seed with independent consciousness, was scattered next to a small village not far from the Snake Cave Mountain.

A small seed, lying quietly under the tree, when it is conscious, but its heart is full of confusion, it does not know who it is, but it knows, its own name, or code name.

Its code name is four, and its task is to mature as soon as possible, and then use it for the mother.

Sunrise, sunset, I don't know how long, the seed began to have an inexplicable feeling in its heart, and it was not until a long, long time later that it understood what the code name of this feeling was, this feeling, linguistically called loneliness.

Loneliness is very simple to say, but only those who really understand the taste will find that it turns out that the simple word loneliness cannot describe loneliness at all.

Spring passed, the summer solstice, no one commanded, but the wild grass spread year after year, maybe this is like a custom, a kind of inheritance, the seed suddenly felt, in fact, it is not much different from the wild grass, the wild grass grows and matures because of the climate, but the seed is not so, it wants to grow and mature, and it still needs an important opportunity.

Finally, on a sultry night, a group of wild roe deer in the forest passed by, maybe the damn weather made them a little unbearable, so they did not hesitate to travel a long distance to go to the distant river to drink water, the roe deer this thing, no different from ordinary animals, are rectum, walk all the way to eat all the way, this group of roe deer, there is a roe deer suddenly found this seed under the big tree.

In the eyes of the roe deer, this thing is estimated to be similar to a potato, the demon spirit that the seed is born with, it seems that it is particularly attractive, so the roe deer opened its mouth, wanting to swallow this delicacy alone, who expected, just put this seed in the mouth, the seed actually seemed to have vitality, directly into its abdominal cavity.

After all, it was an animal, and the roe deer didn't panic too much, it didn't know that this move of its own had turned its body into a hotbed for the growth of demon eggs.

The seed absorbed nutrients in the body of the wild roe deer that it had never thought of before, the instinct made it very simple, it needed more strength, that day, the roe deer's food increased, but the body became more and more thin, finally, in the autumn, the roe deer died, the seed seemed to feel that the current hiding place has no value, at this time, it has grown hands and feet, and the outline has been distinct, so it kicked its legs hard and kicked the roe deer's stomach.

It turns out that the heaven and the earth are not dark, the seed crawled out of the belly of the wild roe, at this time, it is like a newborn baby, but its thoughts, but it has already matured, it is naked, standing in the grass, next to the wild roe deer that has run out of oil and dried like a dry corpse, the seed does not pay attention to this own host, just looks at the day, the white clouds, the wind, the world, for a long time did not move, as if it was a sculpture, it actually looked stupid.

It turns out that the world is so big.

The seed found that he was so small, in the wilderness, he didn't know where to go, perhaps, people are like this, who can know the definition of his coming into this world when he is a baby? Not only in infancy, but I am afraid that there are many people, even when they grow up, grow up, and grow old, they can't figure out the meaning of their existence.

Am I a tool? The seed began to call itself June Fourth, which is the innate code name, and along with this code name, there is also the so-called task, trying to live, mature, until it becomes stronger, and then quietly waiting.

June Fourth sat there dumbfounded, in autumn, the grass had already withered half, the cool breeze blew, choking out of desolation, am I mature now? June Fourth thought, then what I have to do next, is there only waiting left?

Waiting, the word entails, is also quite a heavy reality, no one knows what they are waiting for, and no one knows how long they will wait.

June Fourth sat there quietly, the day passed, and the darkness returned, in the darkness, June Fourth felt very relieved, as if he was still a seed, although the world is big, but all things are born together, June Fourth can't find its own position, waiting to make it feel more lonely.

Maybe it's only in this darkness that it can really settle down.

The days passed like this, June Fourth did not feel hungry, but it felt tired, and when it was tired, its instinct would make it look for something that could move, and those animals became its nutrition, and it did not leave all autumn.

It began to feel uneasy, although it didn't understand why it thought like this, why, it started from a small seed, and there were many complicated thoughts in its head, it vaguely remembered the words of its mother, and its mother told it that it was not alone, because there were many brothers together, but at that time June Fourth was confused, where were my brothers, why was it only me here? What am I doing? Why should I do it?

Is there only a matter of waiting? Could it be that those brothers who have not seen it, they are also as confused as me?

Liusi sat there naked, looking into the distance, and the doubts in its heart increased day by day, until the wild roe corpse beside it had weathered, and the last leaf on the tree turned yellow and fell, it met a person.

A woman, this woman is an ordinary country woman, who went into the mountain only for the wild fruits unique to the mountain after this season, and did not want to be in the shadows, but found that at the end of this wood, there was a baby who did not look too old.

Although it is already a peaceful year, but under the effect of the excellent policy of having fewer children and a happy life, there will still be some people who can't afford to raise children, or have too many children, and can't afford to pay fines, so they will throw away the baby.

It's just strange that this child was abandoned in the dense forest of this mountain, and he was not afraid at all, and he didn't even have any expression, perhaps, he was scared stupid, the woman thought.

The woman's heart was very good, and she saw that the child was pitiful, and that he had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and was white and fat, and she couldn't say what she liked in her heart, so she took the child and went home.

Her home, also in the mountains, she is the wife of the forest keeper, the two of them are more than forty today, just unable to have children, so the forest keeper listened to his daughter-in-law tell the origin of the child, and then also followed the surprising joy, they thought that God took pity on them and had no queen, so they gave them a child to inherit the incense.

However, they did not know that this child was not a gift from heaven, but a gift from the devil.

The mountain people are very real, the forest keeper was afraid that the child was hungry, so he hurriedly warmed the mare's milk to feed the child, the child was very strange, crying or crying, laughing or laughing, just looking at them with a wooden look, the mare's milk drank, there was no reaction, the woman said, it is estimated that the child is scared, it is fine.

Of course June Fourth is fine, it can be fine, that day it saw this woman walking towards it, it has never seen this kind of thing, it is the first time since birth, but it is very strange, the voice of this thing, it can understand, so, June Fourth thought ignorantly, could it be, this thing is its brother?

Later, Liu Si learned the truth from this woman's mouth, and it turned out that this woman was not its brother, but its mother, which was told to it by the woman when she taught it to speak.

Mother, also mother, it is strange to say, this word is not unfamiliar, it seems that when his thoughts are still in a state of chaos, he has been deeply rooted in his mind, although the voice at that time is different from the mother in front of him, but in the heart of June Fourth, there is no difference.

Yes, why should there be a difference, isn't it good to be yourself now?

There is no loneliness, not being alone, this feeling, it's really not bad, June Fourth learned to laugh, the people in the mountains have no culture, the woman went to school in her early years, so she taught this child to read.

The first word she taught was 'laugh'.

The woman's smile is very good-looking, very sincere, sincere these two learned after the four.

I remember that day, my mother used a very short pencil to write a laughing word on a waste calendar, and then said to June Fourth, "Eldest son, this is your name, you have to be very good, come, laugh."

Liusi grinned, and it realized that it didn't have only one name, it also had a name.

The forest keeper's surname is Yan, they are in this deep mountain, has lived for nearly 20 years, except for the beginning of the month down the mountain to receive wages to purchase necessities of life, basically do not go down the mountain, Lao Yan's personality is very cheerful, to name the child, but it did not take too much effort, remember that his daughter-in-law just took the child home, he liked it very much, but this child did not smile, so, Lao Yan said, this child is called Yan Xiaoxiao, come, son smiled.

Laugh, this expression is the first expression of the June Fourth Society, the forest keeper Lao Yan and his daughter-in-law are usually happy, there seems to be nothing to bother them, don't look at them have no culture, but people in the mountains have been getting along with each other for a long time, they can naturally understand something, this is human nature.

Mother's every day is boring, laundry, cooking, drying food, raising chickens, in contrast, father Lao Yan has to do more interesting, Lao Yan will always carry a courtesy, carry an air gun, and then climb the opposite side of the mouth of the mountain, wander in the forest, listen to him say, this is called guarding the forest, although there is really nothing to keep, but no matter the wind or rain, that Lao Yan has never stopped, as soon as the day dawns, he will get up, step on a worn-out backpack, load two thick dough cakes into it, and take off the air gun from the wall, and his beloved little top hat, and then with a dry cigarette in his mouth, humming some songs that he didn't understand on June Fourth, he went out with a smile, this walk, it was a day, and he only went home in the evening.

Usually, every evening, after eating, Lao Yan will always sit at the door, and Liu Si also sits next to him, Liu Si likes to watch the sky, Lao Yan will rub the dry tobacco while telling him the story he heard from his father and mother before.

It seems that this kind of story is a kind of inheritance, Lao Yan said to June Fourth, it's nothing, don't keep a face, you must know that this face is like the sky, there will be no good things on a cloudy day, laugh more, as long as you laugh, everything will get better.

Whatever? Liusi looked at Lao Yan and asked.

Lao Yan stretched out his hand full of smoke and touched Liusi's head, and then said to it, of course, did you and I lie to you?

No, Lao Yan has never lied to it, except this time.

June Fourth believed that it was really too confused before, but after entering this family, this confusion gradually disappeared, because confusion is often an incidental product of loneliness.

It doesn't feel lonely anymore, and the doubts in its previous heart are gradually left behind, and its ability to imitate is innate, and it begins to think that it is a person, as long as it lives happily, it is better than anything.

Its body is also very cooperative, growing up day by day, in the process of growth, it began to learn to help its mother wash clothes, feed chickens, cook, help father beat his legs, sometimes the family eats, Lao Yan will tease him, let him drink a small sip of burning knives, the spicy wine makes it jump up and down and stick out its tongue, mother can't see it, so she beats Lao Yan, and Lao Yan will always make a hearty laugh.

It's good to laugh, June Fourth thinks, laughs like this every day, sure enough, there are no worries, it begins to accept the future, it thinks, such a life, it is too beautiful, at least, there is no loneliness like death, family is the most important, gradually, it will temporarily forget the voice in its heart before.

Of course, growing up also brings some troubles, Liusi grows up very quickly, much faster than ordinary children, less than a year, it is already like a three- or four-year-old child, its characteristics as a monster are also obvious, it was born with clear eyebrows, but, ten fingers have no joints, a pair of soft hands can, simply, the father of the forest keeper did not think too much, but the child was born deformed, I am afraid that it is because of this, this child will be abandoned by his biological parents.

How did they know that the mother of June Fourth abandoned it not because of this.

June Fourth was infected by the husband and wife, and the smile on his face all day long, maybe for it, this period is the most beautiful, there is nothing, only a smile, happy.

However, the heavens are ruthless, and in front of the laws of all things, beautiful things can never last long, which is also the origin of the momentary beauty.

That day, two uninvited guests came to the house, at that time, Liu Fourth was finishing dinner with his parents, and his father's wine was just warmed, and before he could drink it, the broken door of their house was pushed open.

Two men walked in by themselves, these two guys were dressed normally, but their appearance was a little strange, one of them, full of horizontal meat, big shoulders and round waist, very strong, the other was a middle-aged man, with a small nose and small eyes, and a sneer on his face.

Liusi has never seen anyone since birth except for this forest keeper couple, but I don't know why, from these two people, it actually smelled a familiar breath, this breath seems to be with it, all the time, suddenly, it feels very nervous, although it doesn't know why it is so nervous, perhaps, this is its natural instinct.

Because the forest guards live in the mountains, they don't see outsiders all the year round, and when they saw two people suddenly visiting tonight, Lao Yan's first reaction was that these two people were estimated to be traveling and lost their way in the mountains, so he got up and greeted them, and said to them with a smile: "Two, get lost, come and sit down, daughter-in-law, go and get two more bowls." ”

The two people were also polite, and sat down without saying a word, to be honest, June Fourth didn't want these two guys to sit down at that time, although he didn't know why he thought so, its heart was uneasy, and it became more and more intense, so it frowned unconsciously.

Lao Yan got up and took two wine glasses, and when he turned around, he found that the kid was looking at the two people in front of him and frowning, so he wiped Liusi's face with a smile, and then said to him: "This kid, what's wrong with you, it seems that something is not going well?" Come and laugh one. ”

After Liu Si heard his father's words, he reluctantly smiled, Lao Yan's daughter-in-law took the dishes and chopsticks, Lao Yan poured soju into the cups of the two, and then asked the two with a smile: "Where are you coming from, you are hungry, come and eat and say, there are no good things in the mountains, let you see and laugh." ”

"It's fine." The middle-aged man waved his hand without smiling, and then said with a smile: "Isn't this good?" ”

When the middle-aged man spoke, he didn't look at the food on the table, but looked Lao Yan and his wife up and down, and he looked at it, and he actually showed a very uncomfortable smile.

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