I, surnamed Zhu, the big number Zhu Tiancheng, I don't know why my parents gave me such a name, but, it is this surname, from childhood to adulthood, let the people around me make a lot of jokes, they are used to the surname of the word Zhu pronounced pig, at first I was a little unhappy, but, as I grew older, I also knew what my surname was not to choose by myself, I guess this is called life! So, I accepted it calmly, what is there between 'Zhu' and "Pig", isn't it just a code name! It really doesn't matter. However, from the time I knew this truth, I knew that people must accept their fate, and I began to gradually recognize my destiny and listen to it.

I am an ordinary person, my parents are ordinary workers, and when I was a child, I still had a little time to be complacent because my parents were dual-income workers. However, as I grew older, I also understood that my family was not a wealthy family. From kindergarten, to elementary school, to junior high school, high school, until I graduated from college, I have been a dull experience, life is actually lacking nothing, the only thing missing is a little surprise and wonderful. I talked about a girlfriend when I was in college. It's also the kind of person she took the initiative to pursue me, the person is not bad, the looks are good, and the conditions at home are not bad, but I don't know why I fell in love with me. However, she often asks me inexplicably.

"Pig, what would you do if I died!" She always thought she was glaring at me with big eyes and asking me cutely.

"What can I do, die with you!" Actually, I said this sentence unintentionally, but every time she would burst into tears. I feel weird every time, because every year we go for a check-up, and her health report is healthier than mine! I was even found to have high blood sugar by my cheating father, of course, this result was expected by me! Because, my mother is diabetic, so is my father, and so are the uncles and uncles in the family. Many people say that this disease has a genetic surname, and if the old man in the family who is a woman has this disease, it will definitely be passed on to his son! So, I'm even more appointed.

However, fortunately, diabetes can be suppressed by insulin, and insulin is the same as a normal person. It's just that I usually have to pay attention to diet and exercise, this is nothing to me, I thought Xiao Jing would complain about this matter, as a result, she said, "This is fate, who makes me like you, I will appoint it!" "By the way, I forgot to introduce, my college girlfriend's name is Xiaojing.

The reason why I called her college girlfriend was not because we broke up after graduating from college, but because she left me ruthlessly, and at noon on a day when I was about to graduate, Xiao Jing and I made an appointment to go to the small restaurant outside the school that we often go to eat as usual, and we were going to go to the small hotel we often went to open a room after eating! As a result, as soon as I walked to the school gate, I found a large group of people watching something, everyone was curious, and I squeezed into the crowd with a little excitement. Because there were so many people, I shouted loudly, "Let one, let one, my friend!" "Actually, it was to let the people in front of me give me a place, so I could see the excitement, but as a result, the people next to me heard me shout like this, and they all made way for me, and as a result, I squeezed in to take a look, and my whole person collapsed instantly.

It's Xiao Jing, that's right, although the person has been hit by the blurred flesh and blood, but, I can conclude that it is Xiao Jing, because, the clothes and hair flowers on her body were bought by me last Saturday when I accompanied her to the night market, although her flesh and blood face that was hit is no longer recognizable.

"It's too bad! I just shouted casually, and it turned out to be really my friend and my girlfriend! How can I shout that I want to be rich, but it doesn't satisfy me once! "My brain was still complaining about God for a moment, but at this time, the only thing I could do was to cry and rush to Xiao Jing who was lying in a pool of blood.

"Classmate, don't be impulsive, don't destroy the scene!" I stopped a strong man in a police uniform. I watched a few people get out of the ambulance, after doing various tests on Xiao Jing's body, I shook my head at the traffic police who were maintaining order on the side, and then put Xiao Jing on a stretcher, and covered her whole body with a cloth, I fully know what is going on, only when the medical staff declares that she is sick and dead, will the sick head be covered with a white cloth.

At the moment when Xiao Jing was covered, I completely collapsed, and I couldn't cry anymore. Several of my roommates also rushed to the scene as soon as they got the news, and they all hugged me! Constantly comforting me, mourning. Alas, just like that, a beautiful love was ruthlessly declared over. The police officers on the side were also comforting me when they learned that I was my dead boyfriend and asked me to help contact his family. I declined, because the two of us didn't dare to let the Xiaojing family know about this relationship.

In fact, Xiaojing also wanted to take me home to meet her parents several times, but at that time, I was too inferior, and I kept insisting that I would wait for us to graduate, and when I had a career, I would go to meet her parents again. As a result, there is no chance at all.

In this way, I was confused and walked my college road seriously, although I would often see Xiao Jing in my dreams, but Xiao Jing just stood there and laughed without saying a word. However, I can completely understand her smiling expression, that is, "I miss you, come back to see you, don't worry, I will be waiting for you below, you will come to me sooner or later!" "Every time I finish this dream, I will sweat all over my body, and I have gossiped about some Jianghu warlocks who claim to be able to interpret dreams, to help me solve it, most of them said that at night, just burn some dark paper for her, burn some ingots candles. Moreover, just such a trick, and asked me to collect a lot of money! Suo, I won't be looking for them in the future, so I'll gossip and go to the library to find some books on this subject. Learn it for yourself.

I am a child from the north, and the only way out after graduating from college is to find a job, in fact, in reality, the difference between the north and the south is very big. In the north, parents usually teach their children to "study hard, get into a good university, and get a good job after graduating from college!" And the parents of children in the south usually say something like this: "It's okay to read enough books, but you must be able to do business!" ”

It is estimated that it is this kind of basic education from an early age that has made the gap between the rich and the poor in the north and south of China so large. Of course, I can't get rid of the current situation of looking for a job after graduation, but a few of the recent college graduates have work experience, and even if they have work experience, they just use the summer vacation to do summer jobs. I'm pretty good, I often worked part-time during the summer vacation, I got my driver's license, and I also worked part-time at KFC, a Fortune 500 fast food company, for two years. However, all of this does not represent any experience in my resume as an undergraduate student majoring in economics and management!

Therefore, when looking for a job, it is really called a cup, all the recruitment information is written, and work experience is preferred, does this society want to force us college graduates to death?

Just when I was indignant, suddenly, a job posting popped up in front of my eyes, and it said "No experience required?????" Excited, I walked over to the hiring table and filled out my resume. Alas, at that time, I patronized to see if I wanted to have work experience, and as a result, I didn't pay much attention to what company it was, and when the phone came in, I learned that the company was Dingqua Soybean Milk Co., Ltd., which is also a good chain enterprise in our city. What makes me hesitate is that I am an undergraduate student of economic management, should I be asked to serve dishes and bowls in the future? So what kind of university did you go to at that time, wouldn't it be more practical to go directly to a high school for hotel service?

At that time, I had just graduated from college, and it was really difficult to make some decisions about my surname, so I asked my mother. But my mother said meaningfully, "The current job is not about how much money you make, but about letting you accumulate some social experience!" When the time comes, you can just change jobs! ”

My mother's words helped me a lot, and I had the idea of going to see it the next day, and then I started my work life, but when I got to the top of the soy milk, I realized that it was not for me to serve dishes and bowls, but to do the work of managing the surname. Since this is a Taiwanese-funded enterprise, if you perform well at work, you will have the opportunity to go to Taiwan for further study. Anyway, the welfare is out of the blue, although there is no national holiday in the service industry, but there are subsidies, and there are all kinds of holidays. Instantly, I was attracted to this Taiwanese-funded enterprise. Moreover, there is an inexplicable feeling that I want to fight for him for the rest of my life.

The working life is very boring, thinking that I am a child from a poor family, I earn so little salary a month, and I have to hand over the amount to my mother, my mother said, if it is not for my future marriage plan, it will be difficult to get a daughter-in-law. To be honest, at that time, when I looked in the mirror, I couldn't find a wife because I looked so handsome, maybe, this was the simple idea of our recent college graduates at that time, thinking that as long as they were handsome, could they still worry about not having a woman? It's completely different from today's college graduates, who are now more and more interested in money.

Actually, I really don't have to say much about going to work, newcomers who have just joined the company, it is inevitable that they will be bullied and bullied by some old people, fortunately, I am a person who can bend and stretch, endure it, everyone is out to work, many people see you talented, there will be a sense of crisis, I know this very well, so I didn't take it too seriously. However, my life is still so dull and boring! Every day is the unit, the life of the family at two o'clock and one line, and the exhaustion of work makes me want to go back to sleep after work every day. Sometimes I sit in the car, look at the scenery outside, and think, is this how my life has passed? It's a little scary to think about!