‘… I. Going in, going in...... Yo. ‘

Suddenly, this voice was heard.

The windows seemed to be opened, and there was wind flowing through.

Is it too hearty? I turned my closed eyes to that side.

Over there... Someone.

The white haze was swaying softly.

My eyes, which should be invisible, can only catch the outline of the fog...

That fog always felt like a human being. No, how can humans flow like jellyfish without bones?

A mist full of malice came straight towards me.

Still unable to move freely, I waited in a daze.

Even though this is the existence called a ghost, I don't feel afraid.

There is really no such thing as fear. No matter how strange something appears, as long as it has a form, I don't feel afraid.

And... If it's a ghost, it's something similar to who I am now. It's not alive, it's not much different from me when I don't have a reason to live.

The mist touched my cheek.

The temperature of the whole body drops rapidly. The chill running through his back was as sharp as a bird's claw.

Even though I felt unpleasant, I stared at it blankly. After a brief contact, the mist melted away like a slug-sprinkled with salt.

The reason is simple. It took me almost five hours after the fog came into contact. It was five o'clock in the morning. When morning comes, the ghost will melt away.

Since I had been awake, I fell asleep again.

I can't remember how many mornings I've had since I regained consciousness.

His eyes were still bandaged, and he couldn't see anything.

There was no one, a quiet morning.

The ripple-like silence is so gorgeous that it forgets to forget.

…… You can hear the chirping of birds.

…… I can feel the warmth of the sun.

…… The lungs are filled with fresh air.

…… Ahhhh Compared to that world, this place is really beautiful.

However, I didn't feel any joy.

Whenever I am surrounded by the early morning air that I can only feel, I can't help but think.

… This is clearly happiness.

Human beings always exist alone.

Knowing that it is safer to exist alone than anything else, why can't humans bear to live alone?

This has been overcome by my past self. Because one person is enough, no one needs it.

However, now it is different. I'm not quite anymore.

Waiting for the inadequate part. Just keep waiting.

But who am I waiting for......?

A female doctor who claims to be a life counselor comes every day.

I don't know when I seem to have used my conversation with her as a basis to confirm an empty day.

'Well, I see. Weaving Jun doesn't have the right to dominate, so he can't use **. Because of that, it's getting more and more interesting. The two of you. ‘

Sitting on the chair next to the bed as usual, the female doctor said as if happy.

For some reason, she knew a lot about me.

Whether it's something that only the people of the Liangyi family know about my dual personality, or something about me that happened to the murderer two years ago.

The kind of things that had to be hidden, they didn't matter to me.

Before I knew it, the conversation seemed to be like I was cheering on the life counselor.

'Don't you think dual personalities are funny or something?' ‘

'Hee-hee. Isn't it cute that you two have a dual personality? At the same time, they have their own will, and they can unify their actions. Such a complex and strange personality is not a dual personality, it should be a composite individual personality. ‘

'Composite ...... Individual personalities...? ‘

'Yes. However, there is still a little doubt. If that's the case, there's no need for Ori-kun to sleep at all. According to you, he's always asleep, and that's a little bit, that. ‘

Always sleeping in the weaving.

…… I'm probably the only one who can answer this question.

Because compared to the formula... Ori prefers to dream.

'So. Still sleeping? He. ‘

I didn't answer the words of the female doctor.

'Yes. Then he was really dead. When there was an accident two years ago, instead of you died.

So there is a deficit in your memory. This is precisely why the memories of the events of two years ago that Ori-kun possessed are ambiguous. Now that he has been lost, that memory can never be recovered. …… What exactly did the two rituals do in the murder demon incident has completely disappeared into the darkness. ‘

I guess the prisoner who heard about that incident has not been arrested. ‘

'Oops. Because you were in an accident, you suddenly went missing. ‘

I don't know how serious it was, the female doctor laughed.

However, there is no reason for Ori-kun to disappear. Because if you had been quiet at that time, wouldn't it have disappeared just the style? Why would he expect his disappearance? ‘

That kind of thing, just ask me, and you'll understand?

'I don't know. Did you bring the scissors with you compared to that? ‘

Ah, that really doesn't work. Because you have a criminal record, it seems that you have been restricted from using knives. ‘

The female doctor's words were exactly what I expected.

As a result of my usual rehabilitation, my body has finally returned to the level where I can move freely. It's the first time I've seen me recover so quickly after just a few minutes of exercise twice a time.

To celebrate, I asked the female doctor for scissors.

'But what are you going to do with the scissors?' Want to arrange flowers? ‘

'How is that possible. Just want to cut your hair. ‘

Yes. If my body can move, the hair on my back makes me depressed. The hair that runs from the neck down to the shoulders is so annoying.

Wouldn't that be a beautician. If you find it hard to speak, I'll cheer you on. ‘

'No need. When other people's hands touch my hair, they don't even want to think about it. ‘

Well, hair is a girl's life. You're still the same as you were two years ago, and it's a shame that only your hair is growing. ‘

The voice of the female doctor standing up.

Then give this to you as a substitute. It's an amulet engraved with a spell, so I think it will work somewhat. Hang it on the door and be careful not to let anyone take it off. ‘

It sounded like a female doctor standing on a chair and hanging something on the door.

Then she opened the door.

Then I'm leaving. From tomorrow onwards, someone else may come, so please take care of me then. ‘

With strange words, the female doctor left.

That night, the usual visitors did not show up.

The misty ghosts that would come late at night did not enter the ward only on this day.

Fog comes here every night to touch me.

I knew it was dangerous, but I didn't care.

Even if that ghostly thing came to kill me, it didn't matter.

No, it's easier to kill me.

For me, who doesn't have the real feeling of being alive, I don't even have a reason to live. Well, it's easier to disappear.

In the darkness, I touched the bandage covering my eyelids with my fingers.

I'll get my eyesight back soon. In that case, I'm afraid I'll have to go completely blind next time.

I can't see it now, but if I'm healed, I'll see it again. If I could see that world, I wouldn't want those eyes. Even if you can't even see the world here in the end, that's a little better than that situation.

However, I can't act until that moment comes.

In the past, I didn't hesitate to destroy my eyeballs, but now I'm stagnant because I have gained temporary darkness.

… How unorthodox.

I don't have the will to live, but I don't even have the will to accept death.

I don't feel anything, and I don't feel charismatic about any action. I can only affirm the will that someone has imposed on me.

So, if the unidentified fog kills me, it will be able to put an end to this.

Although he didn't feel the charm of death, he didn't intend to resist.

…… Anyway. Whether it is joy or sorrow, it is something that can only be given to two ceremonies.

Because now I don't even have the meaning of living

"Who is Yan Fengxu?"

"-Aha, do you want to know?"

Early in the morning, Shiki suddenly asked Orange for a special name, which had a slight impression after Shiki's amnesia, and when he heard Orange's answer, Shiki nodded silently.

"Haha, this is really interesting, don't you say that I almost forgot that kid's real name, I almost forgot him, and his name is Yan Fengxu!"

"Getting to the point!"

Looking at a pair of oranges that seemed to be about to make a long speech, Shi instantly closed his eyes helplessly.

"Hehe, don't worry. Yan Fengxu said that he is my apprentice, a disciple with a high talent, but he also has a name called Solei. Altesia. ”

"He's still a Westerner, but why do I think of his name?!"

After listening to Orange's explanation, Shi still couldn't figure out his situation.

"No, no, Sorey is a half-breed, his father is orthodox himself, and his mother is Western European, and as for why he has an impression in your head, it is because he is your boyfriend."

- Ha??? You're kidding! ”

"Hehe, that's no joke. He was your friend from high school and often visited your house, and I guess I dated you for about a year or two. ”

"Really? That's a shame.

"yes."

"Why is that?"

"It's because he's less ferocious now, after all, he's been kidnapped by a powerful being.

"Who did it?"

"The eldest princess of the Twenty-Seven Ancestors of the Dead Apostles, Elt Luki"

Orange said word by word to the formula in front of him very seriously.

"Twenty-Seven Ancestors of the Dead Apostles? What are that?

"Are you going to save him?"

"What are you kidding? To go is to kill him!

In the end, the two ceremonies ignored the orange's reaction, and then the whole person closed his eyes, carefully recalling his previous memories. (To be continued.) )