Chapter 41: The Forbidden Core of Pain
"Everything is ready, but the ending is still the same, what's the point?"
The world has changed nothing, and I have changed the world, it is me who makes him worse and worse!
What's the point of doing it again?
What am I struggling with?
I, single-handedly speeding up the flight away of all events, will there be hope for tomorrow?
I, as always, can't do anything, and I can't change anything.
Where am I?
Where do I yearn for?
What the hell am I doing?
Me, what should I do?
I was afraid, I was lonely, I was sad, because I didn't want to let that hurt again.
I struggled, I tried, I saw, just because I felt the hope beckoning.
I hesitated, I despaired, I feared, just because I experienced the parting of life and death again.
I opened my eyes, the sun pierced my numb eyes, and a new day was coming, and I knew! I couldn't stop, I was crying, I was crying, I was very vulnerable.
Ye Yun woke up from a deep sleep, white sheets, clean room, this is the comfort of his soul, the end of the world is coming, in a quiet place, I don't know how long it will last, maybe, tomorrow will be ashes.
The warm sunlight penetrated the glass and curtains and sprinkled on Ye Yun's face, but he couldn't feel a trace of warmth, as if there was a cold cave around him, the biting cold made him sober and made him see the facts and reality clearly.
Getting up and walking to the window, he opened the curtains, and the blinding light hit his eyes, and it was white outside.
Visual restoration, overlooking the whole city, it is a clean land, no filth, no ruins, this is a comfortable place for human beings to survive.
Knock knock knock!!
There was a knock on the door, Ye Yun indifferently withdrew his thoughts, and his eyes were gloomy.
"Young master, the old lady's burial ceremony is about to begin, I'll change your clothes for you." The door opened, and Ye Meng walked in with a set of black funeral clothes in both hands.
Ye Yun took a dull breath, he was very sober, and he was about to see the tombstone he had sculpted for his grandfather again, this sobriety made him ignorant and tasteless, so he wondered why.
Changing clothes, dressed in black, Ye Yun washed for a while, and walked out of the thirty-three-story building in the center of the city with Ye Meng.
The shield of hope belongs to Ye Yun's city, and in the center of the city, the burial ceremony is carried out, and tens of thousands of people mourn.
The sad music is sad, the sadness is the beauty of that generation of people, the song is the tens of millions of compatriots in China, and the music is the resignation of the thousands of unjust souls, rest in peace.
Wreaths are stacked, relatives are crying, mourners are mourning, moss and grass are full, green trees are overgrown, butterflies are dancing petals, and the photo of the old man on the black burial coffin is smiling.
The coffin was put into the loess, the white flowers continued to bloom, and the relatives walked through the happy land that was about to be buried.
Shoveling soil and burying it, wisps by wisps, the black coffin gradually entered a long sleep, and Ye Yun's eyes were crying silently.
The burial coffin was over the knee, the people gradually passed, Ye Yun knelt on the tombstone in front of the grave, and the old man's last scene smiled suddenly today.
Pain, in addition to pain or pain, he thought he was numb, but once again he saw the kind smile on the photo of the old man's grave, and the pain was endless.
There are no tears, as if at that moment in that life, when the relatives left, the tears of the loved ones had already dried up, and in the face of the sad scene, Ye Yun was ignorant and tasteless, but the pain was more painful than himself.
The moment I returned to the present world, the oath I made was not sharpened, and in the face of unknown changes, I couldn't control it, I couldn't fight for anything, and I was so vulnerable.
Ye Yun felt as if something was about to burst out of his chest, what kind of existence was that, he didn't want to take a closer look, let alone think about it, he just felt that this feeling made him very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.
"What should come will always come, at least the old man left you with a happy smile, life and death, too, this is a cycle, you may feel sad for a while, but as long as we know this pain, in every moment of our life, strive to erase all the same pain in the world, then this pain will not last forever, our existence will be meaningful and valuable, after the pain, we always have to look forward, our mission is aggravated."
Ye Yun's father stared at the tombstone, his pain was no less than Ye Yun's, he and his father had been with him for the longest time, but there was some pain, and it was destined to be impossible to vent, because this was the end of the world, and they had the ability and mission.
"I know, I know, I know everything, but I still can't forgive myself for my mistakes, if I hadn't been in a hurry to open the coffin, it's hateful"
Ye Yun blamed himself, grabbing the grass on the ground with both hands, tightly.
"Wrong or right, the world has always been like this, I can't say clearly, but one thing is certain!"
Ye Feng's self-blame for his son went straight to his body and mind, and said to him: "What should come will always come, no, it is destined to come, it is just an opportunity, it gives us a chance for human survival, at least you have obtained the power of the taboo." ”
"But I'd rather not have that kind of power." Ye Yun was annoyed, and his voice was sad and painful.
"It's all going to pass, we're not like ordinary people, you don't have time to grieve." Knowing his son Mo Ruo's father, Ye Feng can completely understand it, but time does not allow them to stay.
"I see." Ye Yun got up and responded, although the pain in his heart never subsided.
Ye Yun turned to look behind him, his father, Shangguan Wan'er, Blue Wolf, Peters, Alyssa, Alice, Ye Xinxin, Lin Ruoshi's family, and the familiar figure Ling Feng, as well as his beautiful wife and petite and immature young sons and daughters.
Familiar figures, there are fewer people, life and death, the most bitter and dearest, heartbreaking, and sober.
There are no ifs in life, only results!
There is no right or wrong in life, only doing!
There is no light and darkness in life, only heart!
If you want to change this unbearable fate, pain is a kind of awareness, if you want to become stronger, you have to accept the repeated pain, without pain, there is no strength, only those who have experienced pain will be invincible.
Time does not allow them to stay, and from now on, everything needs to continue.
Ye Yun is ready to bear all the pain in the world, let the pain be inflicted on himself, he wants to gain more power, he wants to change the future that is collapsing.
Firm eyes, rekindled will, clearly imprinted in the eyes of his companions, everything will continue, never stop!
"This is the seed of the taboo." Ye Yun took out the treasure bag that he had taken from the golden coffin.
When you open the bag, there are three seeds, green, gold, and black.
Ye Yun slashed the soil bag and planted three seeds on this green land, and the land they were standing on at this moment was located in the center of the entire city, and the sun was shining.
As soon as the three seeds were planted in the soil sac, an incredible scene appeared.
The three shoots of different colors come out of the soil and sprout and take root, and the green shoot in the middle reproduces the fastest.
Just when everyone was surprised, the moment the seed absorbed the sunlight, it suddenly surged from a few centimeters of tender shoots, and in just a few blinks of an eye, it grew into a towering tree.