The wind is getting stronger.

Xingchen didn't wear many clothes at this time.

"Big Chinese New Year's Eve...... Let's go meet my brother. ”

Then he walked in the direction of the apartment.

There are not many green belts in this community, and all of them are weeds and dead wood. Because there was no one to clean it, there was a lot of garbage piled up on the ground.

At this moment, Xingjin suddenly saw Min. At this time...... She was standing on the bank of the river in the community.

In fact, under the bridge, there is a part of the river beach that is completely unguardrailed, and it is easy to walk underneath. As a result, residents of the community have reported safety issues to the property, but there has been no response.

Min kept staring at the river, and then, suddenly, took a step...... Into the waters!

Xingchen was stunned! He reacted immediately...... She, she's going to kill herself!

It is not surprising that the residents living in this apartment are struggling and suffering in pain and fear every day, because they are barely supported by the same fate and the hope that they may be able to live, but this kind of thing is difficult for anyone to bear. When watching the residents go to carry out the blood instructions but can't return, everyone will think, will it be themselves next?

It is not surprising that this kind of negative emotion accumulates to a certain extent, and it will lead to suicidal thoughts. In fact, there have been cases of household suicides before.

While Xingchen was stunned, Min's other foot also stepped into the river.

Entering near the river beach and whom, for the time being the water just submerged to the knee part, but if it goes on like this......

Xingchen rushed over in three steps and two steps, and along the empty gap, he came to the river beach below, and at this time, half of Min's body was already submerged by the river!

"Hey! You...... Don't do anything stupid! ”

Xingchen also rushed into the river, he didn't actually know how to swim, but it was impossible to watch Min kill himself in front of him, right?

Fortunately, the current part of the river is not deep, and he finally grabbed Min's body, kept pulling her back, and shouted, "I...... I understand your feelings, and I know that you are afraid that you will die one day...... But aren't we all the same? Why are we all living so well, you are going to die! ”

Min's body was still struggling in the water, but gradually stopped moving. It's not like those women in bloody romance dramas, who shouted "let me die, let me die" when they were prevented from committing suicide, which is simply nonsense.

Many people who commit suicide will regret it in the process of committing suicide. No one really wants to die.

Pulling Min to the shore, Bian Xingchen held her down, afraid that she would go back and do stupid things.

"Alright...... Min wiped the water from his face and said, "You let me go." I...... Won't go there anymore. ”

Seeing that her eyes didn't look fake, Xingchen let go of his hand and breathed a sigh of relief. At this time, both of them were lying on the weeds by the river, and no one passed by.

"You...... Looks like you've already executed a blood letter, right? Just like me, right? They were all residents who joined last year. ”

"Hmm." She nodded and said, "Yes, yes." ”

"Scared enough to continue? Ms. Min ...... Let me be honest, I don't know how to swim. If you were already struggling in the middle of the river, I wouldn't have come to your rescue, I'm not that stupid! There is only one life, and if it is gone, it is gone. If it's all done once, why can't it be done nine more times? ”

"I'm tired." She suddenly said, "I'm really tired. This kind of burden that doesn't know how long it will last is not even in control of one's own life and death. I know that it is dangerous, and I will die without a place to bury, but I still have to go. Gotta go ......."

"Let's go." Xingchen stood up and said, "Let's go back first." You're going to have to change your clothes. Really, I can't stand it...... You can come across this kind of thing when you come out to blow the wind! Okay, okay, don't cry and lose your face......"

"Since you're so afraid of death, why don't you just try your best to live!"

On the 25th floor of the apartment, Xingchen returned to his room and changed into new clothes. Then he walked out the door and saw Minya change his clothes and come out.

"Really......" Xingchen approached Min and said, "Don't do that in the future, you know?" ”

"Hmm." She nodded slightly, and then stopped talking.

"Would you like to talk to me?" Xingchen suddenly said, "Although we are next-door neighbors, we ...... You don't seem to communicate with me very often. In this apartment, it is better to communicate more between residents and residents, right? ”

"Whatever." She muttered, "Thank you, though." Come...... Save me. ”

"Don't thank me...... I can't just watch you kill yourself. Come in, well, you're pretty good at this dress, where can I buy it......"

At this point, Xingchen realized that he had said the wrong thing. All these clothes, naturally, appear automatically in the wardrobe of the apartment, where will they be bought. In fact, as long as the residents put the name of the clothing brand on the wardrobe, any brand of clothes can appear. But which resident is in this mood?

Entering Xingchen's house, his house is a four-bedroom apartment, much larger than Min's house, with a TV in each of the three bedrooms and two computers. Even in this apartment, you can still watch TV, use the computer and use the Internet, and the telephone can also be used. It's really weird.

In fact, the source of water and electricity for this apartment is also a mystery. Obviously, it is impossible for someone to supply water and electricity to the apartment, but water and electricity can be generated automatically, and there is a continuous supply.

"The last time you performed the scarlet letter...... I remember, I went to an amusement park, right? It is stipulated that you should go on a Ferris wheel at night. Right? ”

"Hmm." Min nodded and said, "There were a total of six residents who went to execute at that time, scattered in the cockpits of different Ferris wheels. However...... Ghosts will appear in the cockpit near us, mysteriously. The whole Ferris wheel is very slow. Then, the ghost will unknowingly appear in the cockpit of the occupants...... Constantly approaching us...... As a result, a total of three occupants died. It's all gone in that cockpit......"

In the cockpit of the Ferris wheel, in a closed cage from which there is no escape, it is indeed too terrifying.

And that's just the difficulty of the first blood word indication.

In the end, only Min and the other two residents escaped.

"I understand your feelings." "However, it is the same for every resident. Now, the Demon King's Blood Word is a great opportunity for us. As long as we can get the Hell Contract, we may have a chance to live. Isn't it? ”

Oh, yes......

There is still a silver lining......

"Your family......" Min suddenly asked, "How is your family?" How do you explain to them that you moved out to live? ”

"My parents are overseas all the year round, and I live with my brother in China. My brother was a college professor and I ...... Just a very ordinary person, no, even a cripple. For my parents, maybe I'm superfluous, because my brother is there...... My presence is not so conspicuous. ”

"It's not like that...... ...... for parents"

"Nope. Maybe you're an only child and think so. It is impossible for a parent with two children to look at their children without partiality, especially if one of them is particularly good. Far from being brilliant, I've always been ......"

"Don't say that." Min shook his head and said, "I think you're a very nice person." Living in this apartment can also come to me, comfort me, help me...... These are very precious qualities. ”

"Perhaps......" Xingchen smiled bitterly.

But it won't. At least my mother, at all, doesn't pay attention to me at all.

My mother's background is not good, she is a person who rolls in the wind and dust. His father was of mixed race, and his family had a very lucrative property abroad. When he fell in love with his mother, he was unanimously opposed by the family, and even claimed that if he married his mother, he would be expelled from the house.

But my father was determined to marry my mother, and he worked with the family for a year or two before he was able to get his grandfather and grandmother to agree to the matter. However, the grandparents all asked that they must have children within one year of marriage and inherit the family business.

In that case, the eldest grandson of the Bian family was born, that is, the elder brother. The stars were born six years later.

After his brother was born, his mother spared no effort to give him the best education. Almost everyone in the family looked at her mother coldly, waiting for her to come out of the world. Seeing her give birth to a son, she was naturally even more resentful. In order to train his brother to be the successor of the future family, his mother let his brother receive a lot of cultural knowledge and social etiquette education from a very young age, and even let him study management when he was about ten years old.

Fortunately, my brother is talented and intelligent, and he can easily master everything, which also makes his grandparents, who were originally opposed to marriage, feel a lot more relieved. Even later on, his attitude towards his mother was largely softened. It can be said that the birth of his brother and the intelligent talent he constantly showed were very important reasons.

This also made her mother set a high goal for her brother, she must let her brother go to the best university and take over the family business in the future, so that she can completely raise her head in the Bian family, and no longer have to be looked down upon coldly because of the past. She knows it well...... Once the elder brother's talent ceases to exist, or shows a little idleness, then someone will definitely blame his genetics.

This is something that the mother will never allow.

When I was born, my mother initially had certain expectations for me. I hired a lot of tutors, and I was only three or four years old when I let myself learn English, and when I was a little older, I began to study history and politics. And he is completely different from his brother, he doesn't have that talent, it is difficult to fully digest everything he learns, and his memory is also very poor. Compared with his brother, the difference between his grades and his brother is a world apart. This gave her mother a headache for herself, and every time she saw him, she had a strong look of contempt and hatred.

However, my father treats himself very well, and often accompanies him to make games in addition to studying, playing electric or something, and will also take himself to the amusement park to play. However, my mother was always very cold to herself, because she was completely inferior to her brother, and it was not beneficial to her mother's position in the family, and she would even lose her voice because of this, and let her aunts and uncles ridicule her mother. This made the mother hate herself more and more, and even regretted giving birth to herself.

After all...... It is enough to have an older brother. With an older brother, most of the inheritance rights can be obtained naturally. As the eldest daughter-in-law of the family, she is also bright-faced.

How useful is the elder brother to the mother...... However, to his mother, he is a good-for-nothing person.

So, when I was in that car accident and was sent to the hospital with my brother, I needed to be treated as soon as possible. At that time, my father was not in the country, only my mother was. My brother and I were both unconscious at the time, my brother had a brain injury, and I was stabbed by a glass shard in my right eye, both of which were more dangerous conditions.

At that time, the hospital also happened to be receiving several serious major surgeries, the number of surgeons was insufficient, and even the blood bank had problems with blood storage. But the patient couldn't wait, so the mother named the hospital's ace surgeon to immediately take charge of her brother's operation. And ...... for yourself Abandoned by his mother. Because of her mother's background, the hospital could only do what her mother had arranged.

In fact, his situation was more serious than that of his brother at that time. After a CT scan of his brain, his brother thought that the situation was not particularly critical, but if his condition dragged on, he would be in danger of losing his sight.

But the mother still chose her brother instead of herself. If the ace surgeon had been in charge of his own surgery, perhaps the eye would have been saved.

It's been so long since the accident, but he can still hear the roaring sound in his ears.

The person driving the car was himself, and the accident was to avoid several pedestrians. After the operation, knowing that her eyes might no longer be able to see, her mother still complained to herself, what if something happened to her brother.

I didn't even console myself at all.

"Isn't there still an eye? What does it matter. Your brother has a brain injury, and if something happens, it's a big deal! ”

Brother...... Brother...... Does the mother only want to get her brother in her heart?

So what are you?

Since only my brother is needed...... So what was I born for?

Since then, the completely blind right eye is like a devouring black hole, eating away at the heart of the stars all the time.

"What's wrong?" Min looked at him so distracted and asked, "What ......is your expression?" It looks sad. You can't see at all with your right eye, right? ”

"Hmm. Later, I approached someone who had a cornea transplant, but there was no news. My girlfriend also disliked me because of this and broke up with me. In fact, I also know that she is nothing more than the financial resources of the Bian family. It has nothing to do with me as a person. ”

Min was silent for a while and then said, "You...... Concerned about this? Painful? ”

"Forget it. Even if you are in pain and complaining, your eyes will not regain your sight. It's better to try to live than that, even though I want to...... But everyone around you will cast contempt and cold eyes, and in this world, there are countless people who can't accept the inadequacy of others......"

"No, it won't!" Min suddenly said, "No...... No, it won't. It's not something crippled...... There is an eye that cannot see, and it is not a cripple at all...... The real mutilations are those who have lost their souls and surnames......"

At this moment, Min's mobile phone rang and vibrate.

Min picked up his phone and looked at it...... The caller ID is "Deep Rain".

When I got on the phone, I heard that very familiar voice. This made Min almost burst into tears of excitement......

"Don't come to see me again......"

However, the first sentence on the other end of the phone made Min feel like he had fallen into the abyss.

Min walked out of the room and into the hallway.

"Deep Rain...... Min said with tears in his eyes, "You just ...... So don't you want to see me? Do you want to make a clean break with me? ”

There was a slight silence on the other end of the line.

"I try to understand and accept you in the past."

"But...... Still can't do it. Even if it's not your fault, I still can't accept it. I can't face you at all...... As soon as I see you, I will be extremely disgusted and hated myself. ”

"Deep Rain ......"

"That's it, if you understand, then I'll hang up."

"Wait...... Wait a minute! ”

Min gritted his teeth and said to Shenyu, "Okay...... I promise that I will never appear in front of you again...... But can you promise me one thing? Give me a picture, give me a picture you made...... If I miss you in the future, I will live by looking at that painting. So, is it okay? Count me begging you......"

After a while, the other end of the phone said, "That...... All right. I'll pick one and send it to you. Tell me your address. ”

Address? Where is it possible to receive couriers from this apartment?

"I ...... Go pick it up for yourself. When the time comes, even if we see each other for the last time......"

“……”

"Please......"

"Okay. Then, on the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve, you come to the orphanage, and I will paint it for you. ”