It was dark, without any light, deeper than the darkness of the black hole when you looked at it with the naked eye. There is no sound, and the body does not feel heat or cold, as if there is no sense of temperature at all.

There is no pain, no up and down, the exact point, it's like levitating in space, except that there is no starlight. What is this place? Not even gravity.

Gao He found that this feeling was very familiar, and he seemed to have been in such a state for a long time before. It's very familiar, a bit like the space confinement room in the boot camp. It can't reach the world and the ground. There was no feeling at all, not even direction, let alone down-to-earth.

By the way, this should be the cage of the master of life. Gao He finally remembered what this place was. No wonder it's so familiar, not even scared. This place, in the memory of Gao He, has been at least thousands of years, longer than any time in Gao He's reincarnation. Even the plants that have ever made them unusually long-lived can't compare.

Why are you here? Gao He hasn't figured it out yet. However, the familiar ground and familiar feeling gave Gao He enough time to wake up.

I must be dead! The reason why it should be used is because Gao He has not dared to be very strict about it so far. Although I was mentally prepared when I used that trick, I still had some luck in my heart. I was so seriously injured before, and even half of my body was lost, but I relied on the mantra and my body's metamorphosis recovery ability to survive little by little, and this time I might be a little lucky before.

Of course, this is just a small regret in Gao He's heart, not that Gao He is greedy for life and afraid of death, countless reincarnations tell him that death is just another beginning. It's just that I still don't know why, and I always feel a little reluctant. Now Gao He can't say anything reluctant, but he feels a little bit of that strange emotion.

To be honest, it doesn't matter if you die, it's as if everything is suddenly liberated and you don't have to worry about anything anymore. You don't have to worry about whether someone has been kidnapped, you don't have to carry the psychological burden of millions of lives, you don't have to worry about the political leanings of so many factions or organizations, and you don't have to worry about so many problems. In one sentence, it is also a very vivid statement that there may be nothing to be light.

Nothing is light, it really feels like this, Gao He's mind made a big stretching movement, and he didn't feel anything, and then he remembered that he was now in a soul state. Even if you roll around on the ground by yourself, there will be no problem, but there is no substance, you can only imagine it in your head.

How long has it been since I have enjoyed this kind of life without any pressure, Gao He has always wanted to live like that life with Bingsha since he discovered that beautiful planet on the other side of the black hole. It's just that the living Gao He is still a person with a strong sense of responsibility, and when many things have not been resolved, he can't make up his mind to let go of everything. It's just that this last time it was put down forever.

Gao He is a little confused now, is it that if he is reincarnated with memories, he still needs to complete the unfinished business of the previous life? I also have to inherit those grievances and responsibilities from the previous life. Others don't have to think about these things, because they have forgotten all these things when they enter samsara, but Gao He is different, everything in his past and present lives, he remembers it clearly.

However, Gao He soon let go of these confusions. My own people are already dead, what should be over is over, why continue? Besides, I don't know what kind of creature I will be in the next reincarnation, isn't it too blind to think about this at this time? Even if you are still a human being, there is no need to be confused.

It's been a long time since I didn't have to think about anything, and I didn't have to care about anything to enjoy the process of reciting the mantra unconsciously. Gao He closed his eyes, in fact, this was just a movement in his senses, in this place where there was no light, what was the difference between closing his eyes and opening them? At the bottom of my heart, I began to silently recite that mantra, here, there is no need to sleep, I am awake at all times, and I am awake enough to stop thinking about something all the time.

Of course, when reciting the mantra silently, Gao He will not feel the passage of time, nor will he feel any discomfort, but simply concentrate on one thing, focusing on making time pass unconsciously, and it can also make people have no distractions and no distractions.

Gao He is in such a state, there is no interference, no distractions, and he is focused on one thing. After using that trick, Gao He used to feel very tired, and until he entered the life cage, he also maintained this state of exhaustion. If Gao He didn't guess wrong, it should have consumed the energy of his life soul by using that move.

To put it mildly, the soul has been wounded. Such an injury, because it was caused by actively consuming a large amount of energy, was even more serious than those souls who absorbed the acquired life energy when refining the spirit weapon. If Gao He enters reincarnation in such a state, no matter what kind of creature he is, he is a weaker person who is congenitally deficient.

Now in such a state of concentrating on reciting mantras, without Gao He's even knowing it, he is slowly repairing Gao He's damaged soul bit by bit, and slowly accumulating the lost energy bit by bit. Maybe Gao He didn't know about the injury at all, so he didn't know that he was healing at all.

Sometimes, not knowing is really the greatest happiness. If Gao He knew that his soul was damaged, even if he had all the memories of reincarnation, he would definitely be a little worried. And with these distractions that can affect your mentality, whether you can still achieve such relaxed concentration, that's another matter.

Gao He is not a saint, and he does not have the spirit of fearless this and that. The reason why he was able to do everything he had done before was only because he knew the worst outcome. Isn't it? At most, it is just reincarnation once, and in his long reincarnation memory, it is just to add a capital to recall, what is there to be afraid of?

But if the soul is damaged and becomes a weak creature with congenital deficiencies, it is not Gao He's willing. How many times have the majestic cranes in their own population would never be willing to be such a creature.

By the time Gao He regained his thoughts again, he didn't know how long it had been. Waking up from the process of concentrating on chanting this time was really like waking up from a deep sleep, the whole body was relaxed, refreshed, and indescribably comfortable.

Those injuries that might affect his soul state if he let Gao He know about them in the future, as early as Gao He unconsciously recovered little by little during the recitation, and at this moment he no longer had the same fatigue as before, and he felt that in this dark space, it was like a bright hall.

Pure feeling, of course. Now Gao He has the heart to start thinking, why is he in this place? I remember the last time Gao He stayed here after explaining his wishes to the Lord of Life. From what I heard at the time, it was supposed to be a cage where the soul would slowly dissipate. However, with the last encounter, Gao He didn't think that his soul would dissipate, so he was also at peace.

There was no one, boundless loneliness, and Gao He could only start to think about something. Beyond reincarnation? It's really funny, in this life, I tried all kinds of ways, wanted to transcend, wanted to jump out of reincarnation, but still ended up like this, and returned to the cage of the master of life again.

Although I don't know why, Gao He is not a stupid person, and instinctively guesses that his previous life is by no means accidental, or a gift or arrangement of the master of life. I have not achieved my wish to transcend reincarnation in this life, and perhaps, this time I will return, it will still be a long and endless process of imprisonment.

I don't know if the final result is to seal those monsters in that galaxy, the power of the black hole should not be so bad. It's just that Gao He's heart trembled when he saw Bingsha's eyes when he left. More often than not, it's reluctant. Although he did not achieve his desire to transcend reincarnation in this life, he did not even achieve such a simple goal as living with Bingsha.

In the end, it's still Gao He's sense of responsibility that doesn't know where it comes from. If Gao He didn't care much about human life, didn't care much about the fate of human beings, didn't care about the continuation of human civilization and many other issues, and went to the other side of the black hole with Bingsha, I believe that in the lifetime of the two of them, they would not be disturbed by anything, and they could be a pair of fairy couples.

It's a pity, it still happened to something like that, even if Gao He doesn't care, can Bingsha ignore it? Although it seems to be as murderous as hemp and as cold as iron, in front of Gao He, she finally took off the mask she had always had. It's either Gao He, or Bingsha, let Gao He choose again, maybe Gao He still won't make any other choice.

In this case, it seems that there is nothing to be sad about, and things have reached this point that they cannot be undone. The only thing that made Gao He feel a little heartache was what Bing Sha felt after he knew that he was really killed this time. The last time she fell into the black hole, it had already made her heart like ashes, and Gao He couldn't help but feel heartache when she saw through everything. What will happen this time? A person who has just seen a little hope, but has to fall into despair again, is also a cruel test for Bingsha!

When people grow old, they can't help but remember their lives. This is not suitable for Gao He, because Gao He is not qualified to enjoy the process of aging at all, but the memories are the same. The difference is only that ordinary people recall when they are alive, while Gao He recalls after death.

In this life, it seems that he has been quite a failure. I don't know why, Gao He always has such thoughts. Maybe it's the first time to be a human being, and I don't know the hardships of being a human being, or I still pretend to be an intelligent life with that simple animal and plant mentality. Maybe it's because of his surname, Gao He doesn't know.

The reason for the failure of being a human being is mainly reflected in the fact that he does not take the initiative to enjoy what he should enjoy as an intelligent creature like a human being. From the moment he regained consciousness, all he could think about in his mind was to transcend reincarnation. In the face of this ultimate goal, everything seems to have become secondary, something that can be discarded at any time.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that Gao He feels defeated. Being a human being is not only one purpose, nor is it only one way. Because of the goal that was remembered in the depths of his soul, Gao He gave up a lot. This is also the truth that Gao He only understood after his death.

First of all, living is not just living alone, there will always be your own life circle. Family, friendship, love, and so on. And Gao He just ignores all of this.

Parents and family should be the people closest to him, but Gao He's memory does not have many memories of them. After regaining consciousness, Takatsuru only went home once, for just three days. During those three days, Gao He didn't seem to cherish the time with them at all, but only answered some of their questions formulaically, and lived for a few days with those family members who should be the closest but very strange in that place that should be extremely familiar but extremely strange.

Thinking about what they did for themselves, Gao He couldn't help but feel a little ashamed. Because of Gao He, they had to leave the city they had been familiar with for decades and go to another unfamiliar city arranged by the military to change their names and surnames. Forced to meet some strangers, forced to deal with military acquaintances who shouldn't have been dealing with them in the first place. And I seem to be almost completely oblivious to this.

Whether they are doing well or not, whether they are used to it or not, whether their health is good or not, whether they are sick or not, these Gao He don't know anything. It seems that there is nothing in my mind to ask them what they think, but now that I think about it, isn't I just a disobedient son in the eyes of a typical Oriental?

Maybe that's a bit too much, but in terms of what Gao He did, it didn't get to that point, but it wasn't much different. What's more, because of Gao He, they were also attacked by terrorists, frightened, kidnapped, although they were rescued safely in the end, but these encounters should not be because of themselves as sons and brothers.

The family never complained about it, at least not Gao He. Every time Gao He talked to his family on the phone, he heard their concern for him, to be careful, and the kind of worry in their eyes. To tell the truth, let your family not only suffer because of yourself, but also fear yourself, is this what you should do as a son and as an older brother?

Although Gao He later managed to bring a huge fortune to his family through the fat man Hans, it was only a number. For my parents and sister, they are already political axe supporters, and having that money doesn't change anything. But Gao He himself couldn't remember what he would think, how could he do such a thing? Compensate? Compensate your parents and family? What better gift for your nearest and dearest family member than to see them often? Can an astronomical sum of money compensate for so much?

Until his family was slaughtered by those damn half-humans in Australia, Gao He didn't hear a word of dissatisfaction from his family about Gao He. Judging from the information collected by the general, even in Australia, where he lives in secrecy, Gao He's parents have always had a proud smile on their faces when they talk to those who are also from some secret families.

As for her sister, although she can't tell who her brother is in front of her classmates, or even her real name, she has always been proud of her brother.

Kind parents, innocent and lively little sister, Gao He and they have only been face-to-face for three days. Now that I think about it, Gao He really wants to break the past self into pieces, how could he not cherish this kind of happiness that is close at hand, but pursue what so-called transcendence of reincarnation?

Every time I called, my parents were happy and proud when they heard that they had been promoted to the military rank again, or that they had received some medal again. Yes, Gao He's exploits are enough to make them happy and proud, but, in the eyes of his parents, perhaps these exploits and medals add up to not be as important as his safety. And he is engaged in the kind of work that frightens his parents all the time, and he is the best of them. Of course, the best also means that Gao He is the fastest to die if he is an ordinary person.

Thinking about this, Gao He suddenly felt a little sour and wanted to cry. What's going on? Is it possible for the soul to shed tears? Since Gao He became conscious, he has never shed tears, but he has been a human being once, and he still has such a feeling after death, which is an experience that Gao He has never had.

I am sorry for them, but according to the ancient saying, it should be loyalty and filial piety, and I am loyal to the army and mankind, so I can't be filial to my family. That can be said, but at this point, there is always a big regret in front of me. My parents, who gave birth to me and raised me for more than 20 years, and my younger sister, who have been with me for more than ten years, these people who should have been closest to me in that life, and my close contact with them was only three days.

Moreover, these three days were only close contact, and there was no intimate contact. It seems that it was because he had grown up at the time, so even now he is just looking at himself with a smile, his father patted his shoulder at most, and the most contact is his sister, who has been on his body for two or three days.

Thinking about it now, Gao He can still clearly feel the warm atmosphere at home at that time. If Gao He is allowed to choose again, Gao He will never repeat the mistakes of the last time.

(To be continued)