Chapter 165: Behind the Sunshine is Darkness (Part II)
Originally, Zhang wanted to take a taxi, but Fu Xuehan didn't agree.
Fu Xuehan smiled and said to Zhang Shifei: "What kind of taxi is it, it's not far, how healthy it is to walk." ”
Hey, this girl, Zhang Shifei thought to himself, how can it be like a split, he doesn't like to take a taxi, but he thought about it again, anyway, he is hanging out today, and this girl is also a beauty, and the weather is still so good, if you don't take a taxi, you won't take a taxi.
So, Zhang Shifei followed Fu Xuehan all the way down the central street, according to Fu Xuehan, today they are going to the nursing home that Mr. Cui had mentioned before to volunteer, but for Zhang Shifei, this is not important, after all, as the saying goes, the mountain is not high, there are immortals, the name is good, the water is not deep, there is a dragon is spiritual, this volunteer is not divided into where, as long as it can add merit points.
The weather is really good, and there is a beautiful woman around him, Zhang Shifei's mood has not been so good for a long time, as the so-called 'the scorching sun is festive, and it is also a refreshing spirit'; looking at the bustling crowd on both sides, Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that this is the real world.
Yes, think about how he used to live, there are no demons and monsters, there are no gods and strangers, there are just those faces with smiles or numb expressions, think about it before, I really don't know how to cherish it, and now he realizes that all of this is very precious, ordinary, and fulfilling.
Suddenly, he realized that at this moment, he really returned to Harbin from Yingzhou, this is life, there is no deceit, there is no life and death, and there is just plainness.
Isn't that what happens all of life? This thrilling and thrilling adventure made him understand that people's lives are not ordinary, or that ordinary time is always short, everyone has their own shining point, think about this sentence or that Cui said it separately, now Zhang Shifei understands, it turns out that this is true, although he has not yet found his own shining point, but one day he will find it.
And this kind of calm and numb life, but does not belong to him, Zhang Shifei has now seen a little thoroughly, he understands, at least now, this sunny day, is not the environment where he stays for a long time, as a half-demon, he can only survive in that kind of gloomy black smoke, this is fate, fate is a pen, Zhang Shifei is destined to only crawl in the dark, but his heart is full of yearning for light.
People, when they learn to reflect on life, it means that they have grown up slowly, I don't know who said this sentence, and I don't know why, Zhang Shifei's mind popped up such a sentence, perhaps, it was in the past summer, that sweltering and windless night, when Zhang Shifei Li Lanying returned to Harbin as a half-demon, they had grown up slowly.
Zhang Shifei was walking and thinking about these things, practical or hypocritical, Fu Xuehan's little face on the side was no longer red at this time, and he had returned to his previous appearance, he saw Zhang Shifei next to him walking without saying a word, his face was sometimes sad and sometimes smirked, so he was a little puzzled, so she asked timidly: "Brother Zhang, what do you want?" ”
In a word, Zhang Shifei was pulled back to reality from his reverie, he knew that he was a little out of shape, so he scratched his hair and laughed, and then said to Fu Xuehan: "I didn't think about anything, by the way, sister, you don't have class today?" ”
That Fu Xuehan smiled and nodded, and then said, "Yes, Ma Zhe, but I escaped." ”
Hey, why do the words skipping class sound familiar? Zhang Shifei looked at Fu Xuehan, who looked like a little rabbit beside her, seeing that she was doing her duty quietly, and she blushed when she gave her a mobile phone chain, I really didn't expect her to skip class, Zhang Shifei felt a little fresh, so he said to her: "Escaped, why?" ”
Fu Xuehan pouted and said: "It's useless, what do you think, what is the use of taking this kind of class, in this society now, how many people can take Marxism-Leninism as the criterion, I really don't understand why this kind of class exists, these may just be the bargaining chips of those who play politics, empty talk, I'm not interested, instead of wasting time on this, it is better to help others more realistically." ”
Zhang Shifei was speechless, he looked at this blushing little girl again, she was right, this lesson is indeed not much nutrition, but then again, in Zhang Shifei's heart, no class is useful, take English as an example, he thinks, in this China, maybe more than half of the people don't know what they learn English for, Zhang Shifei didn't know at the time, why there is still this weird course, he asked the teacher, the teacher replied to him, it will be useful in the future, Of course, what is the definition in the future, Zhang Shifei still doesn't understand, but after a long time, he has an answer in his heart, why do you want to learn English and be in line with international standards? Don't talk nonsense, pick up Mao, don't joke, even if you learn how to be real, you can't scold foreigners on the street, and you have to use standard Mandarin.
I went to his grandmother's paws, in the end, why do you want to learn English, or the proof of people's national strength, this is the iron fact, this is what Zhang Shifei understood after becoming a bird, the weak eat the strong, I am stronger than you, you have to listen to me, as for what is in line with international standards, it's all, why don't you take it, this free country, alas.
Zhang Shifei sighed, and then said to Fu Xuehan: "I really didn't expect it, you still have ideas." ”
Fu Xuehan smiled shyly, and then said: "No, I just do what I want in my heart, but it seems that many people are not like this now, just like when I am a volunteer, many people laugh at me for being stupid, saying that I have nothing to do when I am full, and I am crazy." ”
After hearing this, I don't know why, Zhang Shifei's heart was filled with a trace of helplessness, isn't that it, when your behavior is different from ordinary people, you will often be put on the glorious title of missing heart, but what is the standard of this difference from ordinary people, no one knows, this is like a dog in the village, a dog barks, many dogs will follow the call, although they don't know why they bark, but if a dog does not bark, then the dog will most likely be designated as a waste that will not take care of the house.
Even if the dog doesn't bark, just because it has brains, it's useless, it can't take care of the house, it can only be sent to the dog meat restaurant, this is the reality of the tragedy, alas.
Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei sighed softly at Fu Xuehan: "You're not crazy, it's them who are crazy." ”
"Whatever." That Fu Xuehan stuck out her tongue a little embarrassed, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "As long as your heart can be comfortable, after all, you have to be happy when you are alive, right, the rest are all floating clouds." ”
Floating clouds? It's not bad, when the clouds are not the dogs, although these two words are together, I really can't imagine that this girl's concept is exactly the same as the 'good deeds' that the head says, what is this called? I'm afraid, this is called 'Huigen', Zhang Shifei thought.
Suddenly, he was in awe of this Fu Xuehan, and even spoke with some respect, only to see him ask as he walked: "Sister, can I ask, how long have you been volunteering?" ”
That Fu Xuehan pointed her chin with her fingers, and then fell into thought, and after five or six seconds, she said to Zhang Shifei: "It's been a long time, I started doing this when I was in high school, how long has it been now, I'm not afraid of Brother Zhang's jokes when I say it, I'm a person, I love to cry since I was a child, and I can't see others suffering, so I want to do something for those who need help." ”
"Well, that's right...... What do you do in addition to volunteering? Zhang Shifei asked.
Fu Xuehan replied with a smile: "Go to the pet shelter to greet cats and dogs, ah yes, Brother Zhang, do you like animals?" ”
"Animal......" Zhang Shifei smiled embarrassedly, this word he always resisted now, because he was an animal to some extent, so he said a little unnaturally: "Dang, of course I like it very much." ”
This is indeed sincere, because Zhang Shifei is a very self-loving bird, Fu Xuehan saw him say this, her eyes suddenly seemed to glow, and she said very happily: "You also think those little animals are very cute, don't you, puppy, kitten, bird......"
Don't mention small, I'm very big, Zhang Shifei smiled bitterly in his heart and said secretly, he looked at Fu Xuehan who was still talking about small animals with him next to him, thinking that this little girl is really overflowing with love, presumably she has accumulated a lot of merit points, Zhang Shifei thought.
The two walked and chatted, time passed quickly, and after twenty minutes passed, Zhang Shifei asked Fu Xuehan: "Sister, how far is it?" ”
Fu Xuehan pointed to the west, and then said, "Soon, turn around from here, and walk another street to arrive." ”
Zhang Shifei wiped the beads of sweat on his head, looked at Fu Xuehan, whose face was not red and out of breath, and secretly said in his heart that this girl is really good at feet, and she is not tired at all after walking for so long.
Originally, Zhang Shifei wanted to ask her how she exercised, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he heard a miserable voice suddenly from not far away: "Ah!! ”。
The two took a look, only to see an old man in blue overalls fall on the side of the road, and at the same time, a motorcycle drove away into the distance, turned a corner and disappeared.
Zhang was right and wrong, Fu Xuehan was stunned at the same time, that old man was bumped! It should be the motorcycle that hit him, that kind of motorcycle is what ordinary people call a 'big boat', that is, the kind with a subwoofer on it, there are many pedestrians on both sides, but no one stepped forward to help, and they all sped up as if they were hiding from the plague, Fu Xuehan exclaimed at that time: "Go and see." ”
Zhang Shifei heard her say this, and then reflected, so he ran over quickly with Fu Xuehan, and ran closer, Zhang Shifei saw clearly that the old man who was knocked down should be a scavenger, there are many such old people in the city, basically the kind that no one cares about, a shabby blue job is full of greasy, and he is lying on the ground at this time, moaning in pain, fortunately there is no bleeding, it should be fine.
No wonder no one saved him, Zhang Shifei frowned, but after thinking about it, revolutionary work does not distinguish between high and low, he originally wanted to do good deeds, and now this old man is in trouble, how can he not care? So he quickly stepped forward, helped the old man up, and asked, "Uncle, are you all right?" ”
The old man seemed to be in great pain, his eyes were closed, and he made a snorting sound, and Fu Xuehan stood on the side with a very anxious look, she said to Zhang Shifei: "Brother Zhang, otherwise, let's call 120." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, the old man opened his eyes, Zhang Shifei breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that there was no need to fight, it was okay, the old man sat up suddenly, looked at Zhang Shifei, but there was no trace of gratitude in his eyes, but a little as if he was looking at the enemy, Zhang Shifei blinked, and when he was wondering what was wrong with this old man, the dirty old man actually shouted with a crying voice: "Why are you beating me!" ”
What? Zhang Shifei was stunned, Fu Xuehan was also stunned, Zhang Shifei was a little crying and laughing, is this old man old and confused, what am I hitting you? So he waved his hand at the old man and said, "Uncle, you're confused, I didn't hit you?" ”
"You're a liar!!" The old man sat on the ground and shouted, "You hit it, you hit it!" ”
What's the matter, this old grandson, Zhang Shifei's heart immediately burst into flames, but after all, you can't make noise if you want to explain, not to mention that Fu Xuehan is still standing next to him, so Zhang Shifei said to the old man patiently: "You remember wrong, I didn't hit you, you were hit by a motorcycle, how can I have so much strength." ”
Fu Xuehan on the side also said softly: "That's right, old man, we are here to help you." ”
"Fart!" The old man shouted hoarsely, "You kicked it, you kicked it!" Oh my loins! And there is no royal law anymore! Ahh!!hhhh ”
Zhang Shifei really didn't expect that the old man would shout and splash at the same time, only to see him lying on the ground again, as if rolling in pain, grabbing the corner of Zhang Shifei's clothes and crying and scolding: "There is no royal law!" Let's take a look! What kind of ability do you think you can do to beat an old man? ”
It's also strange to say, just now this old man was ' When the big boat was knocked down, no one cared at all, as if the old man was treated as a fly, but at this time, seeing the old man crying, and the words seemed to have a little fierce material, those passers-by actually surrounded them in twos and threes, and in just a few minutes, more than 20 onlookers came, the three people formed a circle, and began to whisper, as if the old man's words were taken seriously, some people also whispered to Zhang Shifei and pointed out, Zhang Shifei was disgusting in his heart, he pulled back his hand vigorously, but the old man actually pulled his sleeve and cried out"You say that you bully the old man, what kind of ability do you have, everyone gives comments, I walked well, this person kicked me down, I tell you, my waist is not good, you kicked my waist off, you kicked my waist off!" ”
Zhang Shifei gritted his teeth, this grievance in his heart, he thought to himself, this old grandson, if he let go of his previous temper, he would have beaten you a long time ago, but he also understood that if he did it now, it would be even more intelligible, Fu Xuehan was obviously very anxious, she squatted on the ground and couldn't stop explaining to the old man, but the old man couldn't listen at all.
Zhang Shifei saw that there were more and more onlookers, and his heart was like eating a fly, how could this good deed end up like this? So he said to the old man in disgust, "Let it go! ”
The old man continued to shout, not listening to Zhang Shifei's words at all, Zhang Shifei immediately pointed at the old man and shouted: "I told you to let go, did you hear it!?" ”
After speaking, Zhang Shifei pulled his hand back violently, and after withdrawing his hand, the old man lay on the ground, only to see him keep shouting: "You fight, kill me!" You all saw it, he hit me!! ”
Some of the onlookers had already begun to mumble, "What kind of person is this?" "Don't be ashamed to beat the old man." "Shhhh "Why the whisper? Am I wrong? ”
What, why does this feel so disgusting, Zhang Shifei felt his temples jump, and looked at Fu Xuehan, in the midst of those people's discussions, Fu Xuehan's face turned red again, and the tears in his big eyes swirled.
Zhang Shifei clenched his fists, and then said coldly to the old man: "I told you, I didn't beat you, what do you want?" ”
"Lose money!!" The old man shouted, "See a doctor!" Accompany me for money, or it's not over!! ”
Zhang Shifei only figured it out at this time, it seems that he met Porcelain, his uncle, he finally understood why this old grandson said this at this time, and he relied on this bastard to eat! But it's too late to know, although Zhang is not bad for these two money, but why is he so depressed!? So Zhang Shifei didn't care about any image, so he said viciously to the old miscellaneous hair: "Impossible, you old thing, deceived your uncle?" Hurry up and get out, believe it or not I'm really hitting you? ”
But as soon as Zhang Shifei said this, he regretted it, didn't he give this old boy another chance, sure enough, the old thing really climbed up the pole, only to see him crying: "You fight!" Anyway, I just hit it! Everyone's review! What kind of person is this!! ”
I don't know why, this discerning person knew at a glance that it was a fraud and a bureau of porcelain, but the onlookers didn't see it, and when they saw Zhang Shifei scolding, they immediately looked at Zhang Shifei with contempt, and the discussion became louder and louder: "Is there anyone with a surname, who doesn't have an old man." "It's so not human, people are still fighting at such an age." "Look at his virtue, he doesn't look like a good man." "Uncle, it's okay, they dare to try it!"
Zhang Shifei was angry in his heart, he looked at those onlookers, and thought to himself, are your eyes all up to your navel? What did you do just now, and now you are scolding, what kind of skill is it?
It's okay, he's just annoyed, but Fu Xuehan is a girl after all, and she is carrying a trumped-up charge for no reason, which makes people so spine behind her, she can't help it anymore and cries.
The onlookers began to talk again: "Yo, there is still a face to cry, what have you done earlier." "It's very good-looking, why is the quality so poor." "But it's really good-looking." "What do you see? How can she be as good-looking as me, at first glance, she is the material for the second wife. ”
Fu Xuehan cried even more sadly, she was so helpless when she squatted on the ground, Zhang Shifei suddenly couldn't hold back anymore, he only felt the buzzing in his head, and suddenly stood up, clenched his fists and yelled at those onlookers: "What the hell are you talking about!" Who says it again!! ”
He was really angry, he really didn't expect things to come to this point, no matter how he said he could bear it, but you said that this Fu Xuehan is also a girl, how can people say that? Zhang Shifei's eyes were about to erupt with fire, if anyone said anything more, it was estimated that he would really come forward and fight hard.
It's really ironic, after his voice, those onlookers actually quieted down, Fu Xuehan saw that he was going to fight, and immediately got up and grabbed Zhang Shifei, crying and saying to him: "Brother Zhang, don't, otherwise you can't tell it, let's call the police." ”
Zhang Shifei looked at Fu Xuehan panting, understanding what she meant, indeed, now I can only ask the police to solve it, yes, you said this is a good deed! So he sighed, then took out his mobile phone, then pressed 110, put it to his ear, but he couldn't hear any sound, he looked at it, only to see that the mobile phone showed that it could not be connected, and there was no signal!
What's going on! Just when he was depressed, suddenly, a mineral water bottle with half a bottle of water hit him on the back of the head, he shook, and the phone fell to the ground.
"Whoever the hell !!" Zhang Shifei only felt a pain in the back of his head, and the cold water splashed all over his body, and he suddenly became angry, and turned around and yelled.
However, behind him, there are the angry and indifferent eyes of the onlookers, that kind of eyes are really chilling, sneering, sneering, ridiculing, it seems that it can really be understood that watching the excitement is not afraid of big things, and it is for the wall to fall down and everyone pushes it.
At the same time, Fuze Hall, Daowai District, Harbin.
Today's Fuze Hall is temporarily closed as usual, and the atmosphere is quite solemn, even the female ghost in yellow has no noise in the past, just quietly and quietly sat on the sofa with the ghost named Dong Sizhe and did not move, while Mr. Cui sat at the computer desk, his face was full of seriousness, at this time he had put the computer on the ground and vacated the table, of course, because he had broken the only big table last night, and now there was still an empty table for divination for Liu Yudi.
At this time, Liu Yudi, of course, was sitting at the computer desk, only to see his face full of solemnity, holding a compass in his hand, a cup on the table, a piece of paper, Liu Yudi closed one eye, one eye looked at Luo Geng, and then from time to time with her hand on the paper to write something, five minutes later, she seemed to finish writing, then ignited the paper, and then threw it into the cup, the paper with the number of words burned in the cup, Liu Yudi quickly grabbed the cup, and then knocked the cup mouth down on the table.
After removing the cup, Liu Yudi looked at the paper ashes distributed on the table, and then pinched her fingers and counted, and after a while, she suddenly opened her eyes and shouted: "Not good!" ”
"I've counted it several times and finally figured it out, isn't that little crumb coming?" Mr. Cui asked hurriedly.
Liu Yudi turned his head to Mr. Cui and said anxiously: "Give Xiao Zhang a call, we all misunderstood!" ”
(To be continued)