Chapter 319: Reshaping Faith
Everything that has been lost seems to belong to me again, and standing in the clear moonlight, I seem to be reborn again. Iyouge.com can't tell whether it's joy or sorrow, this unwanted shell may always follow him and never get rid of it again. I had a faint bitterness, for I wondered if they would be able to recognize me when I met people I had known and loved in the past.
"There's nothing wrong with that." Seeing that the crisis had gradually gone away, the big-headed Buddha's heart, which had been hanging high for a few days, finally landed, grinned and circled around me, and said, "If you go out in the future, the side door and the bastards of Jiuli will not recognize you." ”
I don't know how long this body hasn't taken a bath, and even a sloppy person like me can't stand the smell of my body, so I found a ditch and scrubbed it hastily to wash the mud off my body and face. The big-headed Buddha helped me straighten my clothes, and I couldn't help laughing, and said, "It's good, it's good, this wash is not ugly and can't get into the eyes." ”
I really don't know what to say, I can see myself through the river, it's really ugly, I can't bear to look at it.
"What do men want to do with their faces? has responsibility, righteousness, and is still a good man, if he wants to open a little, in this life, there is no major event except death. ”
I was busy with the Buddha in the middle of the night, and dealt with the old and new scars on my body, the most serious wound on my leg, the wound had suppurated, and I gritted my teeth to squeeze out all the pus and blood, and bandaged it with medicine. As soon as the sky dawned, the town began to get busy, so I asked the Buddha to stay outside and go to the town to buy some things by myself, and inquire about the news by the way.
As soon as I entered the town, most of the people who came and went were from the platoon camp, and when I saw the people who were platoon, I couldn't help but tighten the strings in my heart, but now that I am unrecognizable, even if I am familiar with it, I will never recognize me. I listened to the casual conversation of the men who were teaching and followed the flow of people to the shops in the town and bought some food. The red lady of the platoon is very strict, and the people in these platoon camps are all gossip, which is useless, I listened to it for a while, and then planned to leave.
The moment I turned around, my eyes froze all of a sudden, and a group of people came over in front of me, and the one headed by me was the little Jiuhong I had worked so hard to find this time!
She was still the same as she was, surrounded by a group of people, and walked over from the entrance of the town, Xiao Jiuhong had a very high status in the Pai Sect, and people who came and went gave way to say hello. Before this, I never felt that I was inferior to anyone, but at this moment, looking at Xiao Jiuhong who was surrounded by people, and then looking down at the tattered clothes on my body, and the faint smell that could not be eliminated, my heart suddenly became sour, and a strong sense of inferiority instantly permeated my heart.
Xiao Jiuhong, who had been looking for her, got closer and closer, but I suddenly couldn't open my mouth. That inferiority complex makes me want to hide, at this moment, I deeply understand the mood of the people, what happened to me, unpredictable, but no matter how miserable, just bear it silently, and can't let the people I care about see it.
I wanted to turn around and leave, but my hand involuntarily reached into my arms and touched out the piece of Heavenly Master Talisman, which was the entrustment of Ren Bi, and I couldn't break my word. But just go straight to Xiao Jiuhong, what should I say? How to explain it?
"Ninth sister, the town is a small place, if there is anything in the picture, just take it, someone will settle the bill."
"The things in this town are worthy of the ninth sister? If you want me to say, at least get Kaifeng, go to a big city like Zhengzhou. ”
A group of people surrounded Xiao Jiuhong, offering courtesy left and right, I could see that Xiao Jiuhong was not happy, and there was a thick melancholy between her eyebrows.
I was already stunned, standing in place, in a dilemma, before I knew it, the group of people had come to the front, the road in the town was quite wide, but the people who were teaching were used to running rampant in the neighborhood, and some people frowned and said to me: "Ask for food, get out of the way!" ”
I knew I was a little off-putting now, and a bunch of people were looking at me, pointing fingers at me. I ignored these people's gazes and only looked at Xiao Jiuhong. She didn't recognize me, glanced at me faintly, and didn't say anything.
"Ask for food! You die! I don't care about you! ”
Originally, I really didn't know how to speak, but the insult and contempt of this group of people made me feel a kind of shame. I suddenly felt, why should I avoid her? They are human beings, and I am also human beings.
"This is a water in the brain! Let the dog bite! "Someone bridged a Shiba dog in the back, loosened the dog rope, and Shiba Inu grinned and pounced.
I ignored these people's words, straightened up, walked towards them, and walked until I was still a few steps away from Xiao Jiuhong, and said to her, "Borrow a step to speak." ”
"It's not light that the person who asks for food is really sick! I want to talk to the ninth sister. ”
"The brain is burned out, and it has to be cured."
A group of people ridiculed and ridiculed, I didn't even look at them, just looked at Xiao Jiuhong. I feel very uncomfortable, not only the discomfort of being ridiculed and belittled, at this time, I hope that Xiao Jiuhong can recognize me and tell them that she recognizes me.
But she really didn't recognize me, there was no warmth in her eyes, as if she was looking at a strange and disgusting person, she glanced at me coldly, and didn't say a word.
"I said that you are really impatient to live this begging for food?" Someone continued to swear.
I shivered suddenly, and I felt a chill all over my body, and it was very uncomfortable, like a needle, constantly piercing my heart. My hands were trembling, and the figure of Xiao Jiuhong in front of me was also flickering brightly and darkly. I don't know how many times I shook back and forth, and the discomfort in my heart suddenly turned into indignation.
Why should I be looked down upon? I am me, Chen Jinshui of Qimen!
"Someone left this thing for you, keep it safe." I didn't say anything more, I raised my hand and threw the Heavenly Master Fu over, Xiao Jiuhong caught it, she probably didn't know what it was, and there was a trace of doubt in her eyes.
I handed her the Celestial Master Talisman, and slowly walked past the crowd with a limp. A turn, as if it was the farthest distance in this world, at that moment, I felt that from now on, the heavens were separated.
"Ninth sister, what did you throw over from this begging for food? Dirty. ”
"Stop!" Xiao Jiuhong held the Heavenly Master Talisman in her hand and suddenly shouted behind her, this was her first sentence, but her tone was full of command. My heart was so sad that I pretended not to hear and continued to walk.
"Fuck! Those who ask for food are going to turn the sky upside down! ”
A dog barked, and the Shiba dog from the bridge behind the crowd was let go and rushed towards me with a loud bark. The people who are repatriated are very powerful here, and no one in the town dares to take care of them, so they all quickly flash to the side.
Is this the warmth and coldness of human feelings? I listened to the barking of the dog behind me, and I almost suffocated in discomfort. It wasn't until the fat and strong Shiba Dog pounced behind him that he suddenly turned around and punched it upside down and flew out. Although the life chart on the body is gone, but the four bronze tripods have returned, and the strength is still amazing, this punch almost broke Shiba Dog's head, it whimpered and rolled over and got up, cowering and hiding behind its owner, never daring to show its head again.
"Dare to hit my dog!"
Suddenly two tall and strong men rushed out of the crowd, shouting and scolding, and at the same time rushed at me. I stared at them coldly, and when the two sides were close enough, I slapped them over, and the man who was more than one meter eight was pumped like a sack and couldn't get up, I raised my hand and grabbed the collar of the other, and the other party was out of breath.
"This is the territory of the Pai Sect, you are impatient"
A group of people hula all came around, accustomed to seeing strong winds and waves, and fighting with the masters of the Jiuli Sacred Domain, I didn't pay attention to these characters.
"Let the people go first! Let's go! Someone shouted loudly around him, and as soon as there was a commotion here, the platoon people in the town gathered one after another, blocking the way out of the town.
"I'm a dragon among men! What are you? It's not worth my hands yet! I threw my hand and threw the sect leader, and the crowd around me immediately began to surge, wanting to rush up, my eyes suddenly opened, and I snapped a wooden pole as thick as an arm on the side of the road with a punch, and shouted in a low voice: "Get out!" ”
Although the voice was low, the wooden pole with such a thick arm fell to the ground with a bang, shaking everyone around him, and he involuntarily took two steps back together. I turned around and continued to limp out of town, and the blockers were forced to give way to a passage.
I didn't look back, but the confidence I had lost before had been invisibly recovered. I firmly believe that Chen Jinshui is the dragon among people, no matter what it becomes, the dragon is the dragon!
The Heavenly Master Fu has been handed over to Xiao Jiuhong, and I have nothing else to worry about, and I want to save the old ghost again. This time, I was very cautious and did not take the initiative to inquire for information, lest I get the wrong information. I often hang out at a few places where people gather and listen to their conversations. The events on the river beach spread quickly, and for a few days, the news of the death of the Seven Gates of the Great Palm Lamp was secretly circulated everywhere.
I don't care about this, and continue to focus on the situation of the Jiuli Miao people. There is no impermeable wall in the world, and after a long time, some of the actions of those Miao people have also been leaked. I heard that Miao Buyi of Jiuli returned to Jiuli with people not long ago. Counting the time, when he left, it was after my real body was burned.
After continuing to investigate, I can vaguely guess that the old ghosts may have been brought back to Jiuli by Miao Buyi. It's not that I can't believe Miao Buyi, but I can't guarantee that everyone in the entire Jiuli will be as trustworthy as Miao Buyi, what will happen if the old ghost is taken to the remote Jiuli?
I looked to the south, the shadows of those people floating in my heart, and at the same time I thought of Miao Yu who was imprisoned in Jiuli.
I think this time it may be to Jiuli.