Postscript: The happiness we have
- It's a world without despair.
Is this absolute happiness?
Perhaps.
However, no one can be an authority.
Where there is light, there must be shadow.
Whatever you get, you will have to give what you have, this is ...... An iron rule that cannot be changed.
After reading 'herself' memory, according to the rules of the main god space, as an outsider, Xiao Lan saw the darkness under the light at a glance-
It's so fair, and it's so cruel.
Here, there is no choice to "forget everything and return to reality".
Even if you are tortured, humiliated, killed, slaughtered, and picked, and you are worried that you will fall into the same nightmare again after choosing to restart, you can only choose to return to reality with such a painful memory that you will never forget, or return to the original point, and you may fall into the cycle of despair and nightmare again after I don't know how many times.
In fact, even if there is such a choice, the outcome will not change.
As long as there is the germ of despair, you will definitely enter the circular world, and if you forget everything and return to reality, then you will inevitably return to this world again.
The 'ring' of despair and hope is the true meaning of 'circular world'.
Whether it's addicted to it, or enlightenment.
Either wake up in reality with a quiet heart and calmly face the reality that no longer needs to despair, or you will sink deeper and deeper into the dream-like but real ring world, and turn over and over again in the endless cycle, unconsciously immersed in the sweet dream called "never" will never wake up.
In this way, as long as it is in reality, people are all happy without despair...... Is it?
Xiao Lan didn't know anymore.
But in any case, the one who has reached outside this multiverse, cannot be observed, so it cannot be *involved, and it is absolutely impossible to be defeated by anyone in this multiverse, but it can only quietly watch this world, and cannot do anything to interfere except to eliminate the despair of people's birth, and the 'god' named Zheng Zhe still has no one to remember and does not exist in any corner of the world.
His wish should be considered to have been fulfilled.
But even so, there is an indescribable heaviness in my heart.
It's really, very lonely......
With this mood, looking at the man who looked very much like Zheng Zha, but was not Zheng Zha, Xiao Lan muttered to herself.
In an instant, it just disappeared in place.
Together with his wife and daughter.
Together, they went to the reality of this nascent world, leaving only someone stunned.
Even in the multiverse created by Zheng Zhe, the power from the origin that he had since before the world was reconstructed has not changed, and it is only a thought to cross the realm of reality and unreality.
And then, this reality that I saw—
The disabled who broke their legs and begged on the streets, looked at the passers-by who spit on them one by one, but there was only a faint smile on their faces;
The terminal illness has reached an advanced stage, and the family has no money for treatment, and the patient who is about to die also accepts this fact calmly;
The family was broken into by the villains hired by the enemy, the father was beaten to death, the sister and mother died tragically after being humiliated, but it was obviously so painful, but when he died, he was also indifferent with relief, and the younger brother, who was the only survivor, did not have a trace of despair, just smiled and incarnated as a ripper who would not cry in the dark night;
In the dark night, the girl who was dragged into the alley by a dozen thugs and took turns to, threatening to 'serve' them at any time in the future, also did not have a trace of the gloom to curse fate, but secretly planned the poisonous flame of sniping in his heart......
At the beginning of despair, it was already extinguished in the dream that fell into that moment.
In this way, there is no despair for those who wake up.
Is that happiness?
Looking at the incomparably painful smile that should have been desperate, but really felt happy from the heart, the hearts of the three of them seemed to be grabbed by something.
If this is the reality, people will probably want to dream forever, right?
Just like that Zheng Yi, his plan is not to return to reality, but to find a world to settle with his partners after winning the cruel final battle, which may also be the wish of most people......
But if people have been unwilling to wake up and wander in the ring world forever, what are the living people in this reality?
It's just a ...... Alternative to the living, 'perfect' walking dead?
Suddenly, I felt nauseous.
This reality.
There is no such reality as hopeless.
From the bottom of my heart, an indescribable resistance emerged.
Really, ridiculously fate......
If you don't hurt others, you won't hurt yourself.
Nothing to take, nothing to gain.
It does not cause conflict, but only blends into time, turning everything into an average life, and passing the life quietly.
A very ordinary life with no ups and downs.
Wanting to survive in society like this does not start from your own expectations at the beginning.
Everyone has plural thoughts, opposing opinions, and opposing doubts. Therefore, people who do not fight for anything, who do not hate anyone, and who do not want to be special, cannot exist as a person who can live like this.
Many people don't want to live an ordinary life, most of them because they want to be special, but they can't achieve it.
And because it can't be realized, so I yearn for miracles.
But miracles come at a cost.
The miracle that was imposed was the forcible price.
Really, ridiculously......
It's obviously to eliminate despair, but it's not happiness, but the walking dead who are immersed in dreams and don't want to wake up.
The guy who prayed was probably crying, right?
After a long silence, he slowly drew his gaze back to the end of the lonely night.
What to do, to destroy the ring world? If it's Dad, you should still be able to do it. All the original interest was swept away, Felicia said silently.
No. Xiao Lan shook her head, I can't do it unless I wake up 'him'...... However, it does not seem to be necessary.
Not necessary?
Felicia replied in amazement.
Xiong Lan nodded exactly, yes, if I think correctly, this real reality has become false, and that false reality has become real, no wonder I felt a little wrong before......
What does this mean?
Felicia continued to be stunned, and Flora's eyes widened, and the original sadness was dispelled by curiosity for a moment.
Xiao Lan didn't answer directly, just waved down her raised arm.
In an instant, a gap opened in front of him.
Is this - reality?
It's very familiar, like a mirror image of the world just now, but with a different flavor - the people here are not 'perfect' substitutes, but have their own feelings, crying, making trouble, despairing, and feeling happy.
For a moment, Felicia seemed to know something.
I see, the real reality that has gone to the point of no return, the world that has been reduced to a 'substitute', and the real people are all concentrated in this world that is not real, but more real than any reality, created by 'God'......
In that case, it seems pretty good?
But—
Wait, in this case, wouldn't there be no change from before the prayer?
Xiao Lan didn't speak.
Closing the gap casually, he let out a long sigh.
The path of fate has come full circle, and finally it has returned to the original point.
So ironic, so ...... Reality.
However, I couldn't help but start thinking.
- Resisting the return to nothingness, wandering in confusion, where is their reality?
Now Xiao Lan has an answer that is at least the right one for now.
This kind of thing, who knows...... Let's not think about superfluous things until we are bored.
Immortality is a curse, people can continue to become stronger, and even reach the point where everything is dominated, everything is what they want it to be, everything is no longer unknown, is that happiness?
I don't know.
But that should be boring, right?
So, don't think about it that much.
What is to come, we will talk about it in the future. Maybe one day, we will become no longer us, and maybe one day, we will also begin to sigh endlessly, taste endless despair......
- But, until then.
Gently hugged his daughter and wife into his arms, felt the warmth of the family and his beloved, and looked at the long silver hair that floated up in a strong gust of wind, which looked as gorgeous and brilliant as the galaxy that suddenly appeared in the daytime world.
In this dazzling glow that flashed like a dream, Xiao Lan said softly in the firmest voice.
No matter how the world changes, I ...... I will never leave you.
Well...... It's agreed.
Such a long-lasting cure -
The blessing of the long history -
The unveiling of the new world and the song of the demise of the old world.
We are about to embark on a new journey and begin to write a new story.
Finally, and at the beginning, gently, we prayed together for the simplest and most important wishes.
…… From now on, we will be together forever.
——End of the book——