Could it be that he is ...... again

Dai Anyang's cheeks twitched violently, and then he turned his head to look at Zhang Yu's eyes again, and after seeing the answer she wanted to see, he was immediately full of excitement again......

Just as the two girls were silently communicating with their eyes, Zheng Yuanqing sat quietly on the sofa as if he didn't know anything, his hands slowly opened a wooden box with a hint of obviously uncomfortable stiffness, and then took out a few long elastic chains from it, spliced them together one by one, and then reached out and picked up the 88 tongs on the table.

Click!

With a crisp sound, Zheng Yuanqing suddenly closed the receiver, and then carried the 88 tong on his shoulder, and wrapped the seven or eight meter-long bullet chain around his body one by one;

When the long elastic chain that made his legs weak was wound, Zheng Yuanqing opened a wooden box again, and then took out one after another 81 type 75 drums from it, and then took out boxes of bullets from another slightly smaller wooden box, and then slowly loaded them into the stack of drums one by one......

Half an hour later, with one "click" after another, the stack of drums was loaded with one aK47 after another;

After that, there are magazines, eighty-one bars, and rifles with unknown names;

And then there are submachine - guns......

And then there are shotguns......

Crash......

Crash......

Crash!

As the bolt of the gun became softer and softer, the guns on the table disappeared one after another in the eyes of the two girls......

Until Zheng Yuanqing slowly inserted a huge pistol like a small cannon into the armed belt, and then-

Click!

Click!

With the last two faint crisp sounds, Zheng Yuanqing gently pulled away two five-shot hammers, and then slowly placed them on the coffee table, with the muzzle facing outward and the handle of the gun facing inward, as if ready to grab and fire at any time!

After doing all this, Zheng Yuanqing sat on the sofa without saying a word, quietly looking at the foyer, at the courtyard, and at the locked courtyard door, as if waiting for something...... Or rather, he didn't know what he was waiting for;

If I had to say it...... should be a basis......

A basis on which he can make a choice!

Although Zheng Yuanqing didn't know what the guide meant by "Zhang Yu is a kind of person you don't know at all, or even can't imagine at all", he can more or less deduce that Zhang Yu should be an alternative evolution, an evolution that he can't imagine at all, an evolution that can't be seen or touched, but can really be felt, an evolution that is so different that the current guides can't identify in detail through conventional means!

It is this kind of alternative and almost bizarre evolution that makes Zheng Yuanqing unable to extricate himself from the first sight of her, which is a strange feeling-

It is as if in the cold night full of wind and snow, back to the warm home, back to the home where all shackles and burdens can be removed;

And Zhang Yu is like the wife who is quietly waiting for her husband's return with a lamp on in the cold night;

It was a warm feeling, a feeling that Zheng Yuanqing had never experienced...... Or or-

It is a sense of security;

Zheng Yuanqing knows very well what this sense of security means, everyone needs a sense of security, the more powerful people are, the more they need a sense of security, the more they lack a sense of security, otherwise why would so many people who were in high positions before the end of the world and looked rich and noble in ordinary people still jump off buildings, take drugs, erode, commit suicide, and even commit murder...... Or even do something that is simply unthinkable?

Could it be that in the competition between the open and the covert, the psychological quality of the people who sit in that position is worse than that of ordinary people? They grew up in an era when they were just able to eat and wear warm clothes, and even if they had a father, there was nowhere to fight......

The more you gain, the more you are afraid of losing, the more you are afraid, and the more insecure you become!

This is man, this is the most complex contradiction in the world, obviously powerful, but terrified......

This is the case in times of peace, and even more so in troubled times, there is a saying that "people in troubled times are as cheap as grass, and they do their best in a year for ten years";

In the three years since entering the last days, Zheng Yuanqing has lived in a state of nervousness and caution almost every day, and he can't even sleep; He had long forgotten what it was to feel free of all shackles and burdens!

Or rather...... What is that sense of security that can only be possessed when you return home?

Maybe he didn't have such a strong uneasiness before he lay down in the coffin, but now...... This feeling of insecurity is getting stronger and stronger!

Today's Zheng Yuanqing clearly knows that the sense of security in his heart is even less than when he was in a small gathering place; Although he was a rotten life at that time, he was ......

He knew why......

This is how much you get, the more you are afraid of losing, the more you need to feel secure, and the more you need to be strong!

can be strong, it is easy to show others, in the eyes of everyone, Zheng Yuanqing is very strong, but the question is, whether he is really strong or falsely strong, only he knows best...... In this contradictory world, there can never be a perfect person like the protagonist of the novel, on the contrary, the more powerful the person, the more contradictory!

It is this extremely contradictory feeling that makes Zheng Yuanqing extremely eager to get Zhang Yu, extremely eager to get her absolute strength, and extremely unwilling to lose the sense of security when he is with her; Although he can possess Zhang Yu's body as he wants, he ......

If Zhang Yu is reluctant, then all he gets is her body!

But the reality is cruel, if you want Zhang Yu to be willing, you must agree to her request, but the problem is that Zheng Yuanqing is extremely disgusted with the feeling of being swayed by others, and the feeling of having to act according to the will of others;

Although Zheng Yuanqing didn't have much of this kind of disgust in the past, because he was a bad person and a little person in the past, he was not qualified to have this kind of disgust, but now, he is strong, and he is qualified to act according to his own will, and in the same way, the more powerful the person, the more he is disgusted that he is swayed by the will of others, but ......

What's more, although Zhang Yu may be an alternative evolution, she is not an awakened person, but a weak woman who ordinary men can kill at will, and a woman who any man will never forget when he sees it, and even the stronger the man, the more haunted she is, and even more even, maybe not just a man......

It's a burden at all!

But if he rejects her and stays away from her, Zheng Yuanqing will be shackled by this, and his subconscious will keep telling him-

You have destroyed a hope that makes you feel at ease, and this hope is likely to never appear again in your life, and in the future, you will always be burdened with heavier and heavier shackles, and you will live in this never-ending end world forever with tense nerves!

So, it's a dilemma;

Whether Zheng Yuanqing agrees or not......

Everything can only be seen by providence!

Zheng Yuanqing slowly raised his gaze, looked at the flickering sky, and then slowly closed his eyes, sitting motionless in the dark hall like a stone sculpture......

As if they understood what Zheng Yuanqing was waiting for, the two girls looked at each other, then tiptoed through the hall, up the stairs, and went straight to the large master bedroom on the third floor, closed the curtains, closed the door, locked the lock, and then gritted their teeth and pushed the heavy desk behind the door, and slammed the door of the house...... In the end, the two men lifted the large Simmons bed and quietly hid in the storage box under the bed;

They didn't know what Zheng Yuanqing was going to do next, but they knew very well-

They are Zheng Yuanqing's women, they are the women of the awakened, and they are the rare women in this last days, in this sinister last days, once they leave Zheng Yuanqing's protection, what danger will they face, they are not even as good as Dai Anyang's father, even if he is sleeping in the utility room, no one is willing to take care of him......

Therefore, if you don't want to cause trouble to Zheng Yuanqing, the two of them will hide it tightly to help him the most!

It's just that just as he was about to hide in the bed, Zhang Yu suddenly remembered something, and then methodically took out the small notebook from his pocket, and then wrote something with the help of the lightning in the sky......

Thundered!

There was another thunderclap, another thunder rolling, and the white lightning once again illuminated the torch Sensen's Black Silk Gang headquarters, and also illuminated the figure curled up in the sofa ......;