Chapter 68: Fit's Story (Part II)
Just like the dilemma that Fitt fell into before, many times, people are often unable to perceive their own abnormalities, and under the influence of subjective consciousness, as authorities, they tend to 'think' that they are normal both in thought and behavior.
This principle applies to many places, for example, people who are carried away by love, often do a lot of things that make people laugh and cry in order to pursue the object of their love, and even beyond ordinary people's cognition, in the eyes of others, the suitor's ideas or practices will be very stupid and very incomprehensible, but for the pursuers who do these things, everything is understandable for love! Of course, not only men and women in love, but also patients with secondary two diseases also have similar feelings, they often add all kinds of settings to themselves that make them no longer ordinary, and will always say that others don't understand at all, but feel very powerful, flaunting their differences, for secondary two diseases - they are born to be different people, so it is very normal to do these things.
Of course, this kind of truth is not only reflected in these two types of people, just like the mentally ill will never feel that they are sick, fall out of love or be hit hard, and people who have become a little emotionally abnormal always say that they are fine, or they are stubborn and stubborn with a stream of blood, no direction, no purpose to hit the wall, everyone will be more or less difficult to detect the current abnormality in themselves.
But once they get out of the state of being confused by the authorities, when they observe themselves with a clearer eye as a bystander, the patients who are out of secondary two diseases will feel that some of the things they did at the beginning will make them want to roll on the ground in shame and desperately want to forget what happened at the beginning. People who are carried away by love often feel that their absurd actions are a little ridiculous, while lovelorns and stubborn people often feel that they are a little stupid or immature in the first place...... As for mental illness...... Well, if it's a case premised on recovery, at least they'll admit that they've ever been sick.
It's not terrible for people to have abnormalities, the really terrible thing is that after the abnormality appears, they can't notice the abnormality they appear, just like Fett, and her will is distorted unconsciously, and she doesn't even notice it.
Although most of the memories have been cleaned up, the information that can be obtained from Fett is that because of the special relationship between Fett's abilities, the alliance leader attaches great importance to her abilities, and it is precisely with this layer of relationship that this blonde girl participates in an event, then for the entire alliance, this must be a crucial event, but unfortunately, even if Fett participates in these events, because of his personal experience, he has not lost these memories, and the information left for Zhao Fei and his party is still pitiful.
The leader of the alliance is like calculating everything, knowing the weakness of memory cleaning, so when Fit performs a task or event, he never makes superfluous explanations, even after the task is over, he will not explain, but only clearly tell her what to do and what needs to be done, plus Fitt was not in a normal mental state at that time, and he would definitely not take the initiative to ask, so it is also the result of this, although Fit has participated in many important events, he has little understanding of the purpose of the alliance.
"Actually...... This time I met you...... It's also an inevitable ...... of chance," the blonde girl found that she couldn't provide any useful information at all, and couldn't help but change the topic a little embarrassed: "Do you remember the prophecy I made to you at the beginning?" ”
Regarding that prophecy, how could Zhao Fei not remember, to know that such a big basket would be poked out this time, if you trace its origin, Fit's inexplicable prophecy should be regarded as the key to Zhao Fei's relationship with this incident: "Of course...... If you hadn't cursed me with such a lonely life, I don't think I would have come to save you......"
Zhao Fei still regarded the original prophecy as a curse, and this attitude couldn't help but make the blonde girl smile a little dumbfounded: "You are really ...... If it hadn't been for the alliance leader who sent me here to gather information and asked me to assist in the operation of the Brain in the Jar, I guess I would not have been able to advise you, and I would have ended up foolishly involving you in the incident......
The encounter between Fett and Zhao Fei can be regarded as an inevitability piled up by countless accidents, this blonde girl was originally sent to this city by the alliance leader to collect all the information about the executive department, and some time ago, she was asked by the alliance leader to cooperate with and assist the action of the brain in the jar, although I don't know what the brain in the jar is going to do, but Fit more or less guessed a little from the fragment of the prophecy, and then it was during this time that the blonde girl saw Zhao Fei's future.
What is very strange is that this time the blonde girl passively sees the future, not as scattered as in the past, although the overall prophecy is a little vague, but it records the scene from Fit leaving the city because of receiving a message from the brain in the jar, embarking on a journey to the location of the brain in the jar, and then being chased by a large number of demon clans on the way, and being rescued by Zhao Fei, and then to this hateful guy talking about life at night, Fit keeps crying at him......
In the end, the two of them came here, and in the vague picture, they 'succeeded' in defeating the conspiracy of the brain in the jar, and then, Zhao Fei, who defeated the enemy and got a little carried away, finally didn't expect that Fett would suddenly make a move, because his heart was pierced by a dagger, and finally died here......
This is exactly the future she sees, after joining the organization, Fit, who has never had too many thoughts of rebellion against changing the future, feels like he is about to lose something extremely important to him at the moment of foreseeing this future, and even the thoughts that have been rooted in his memory for a long time have not had much effect this time, and Fit finally told Zhao Fei the prophecy about the future.
I thought that even if I couldn't change the future, at least deflect the future and cancel the fact that he would go with me, but from the hindsight, the blonde girl's beautiful idea still fell through, and this stupid guy actually ran to save her because 'this is the curse of a lonely life'......
Even Fit himself didn't notice that with the appearance of Zhao Fei, the idea of rebellion under the suppression of such a strong will as 'the future cannot be changed' began to sprout again, and this feeling became more and more obvious after Fit confided in Zhao Fei about his past.
Whether to obey the idea that 'the future cannot be changed' and let Zhao Fei and his party go to an unavoidable end, or continue to rebel against this unreasonable fate, change the future, and win a glimmer of life for them, to be honest, since Zhao Fei said such shameful and passionate words that night, Fett has been vacillating between these two thoughts.
Because of this, she will stop Zhao Fei again and again, because she wants to change the future, just like before entering the alliance, she is eager to change the future and change the so-called fate, for which she keeps working hard, wants to escape, wants to put the investigation in an embarrassing situation by not cooperating, and wants to keep Zhao Fei away from danger by giving a wrong prediction, but ...... In the end, it seems to have become useless, Zhao Fei is like that big brother, he never listens to other people's opinions, and solves problems in the most nonsense way, which leads to them finally coming to the brain in the jar.
Fett is very afraid of the existence of the brain in the jar, even if he has been defeated by everyone, even if he looks harmless and no threat to humans and animals, but as a member of the alliance and has cooperated with the brain in the jar, the blonde girl knows very well that the guy in front of him, the real scary thing is not his strength, but ...... O his wisdom!
"I was ready to betray the Alliance at any time...... As soon as there is any change, I will use the return of eternal calamity to control the brain in the jar and give you time to escape......" Fett shook his head with a wry smile: "But I didn't expect that the last sentence of the brain in the jar could actually make the will of 'the future cannot be changed' crush my will to resist in an instant, and open the return of eternal calamity to pull you into it, and at the expense of exposing the characteristics of being able to control the body, I will also kill you here......"
The last sentence of the brain in the jar was like a switch, and the will that seemed to be dormant once again took the advantage, allowing Fit to start the return of the eternal calamity, and even did the act of acting on its own against Fit's will, if it weren't for Fit's strong sense of resistance, which allowed her to regain control of her left hand and hold on for a moment, maybe ...... She will guide the future in the direction of the most desperate, the last thing she wants to see......
"It seems that it's not just a problem with memory manipulation...... There is also a certain degree of hypnosis...... or the effect of mental suggestion...... Boy, believe her, what this little girl said is true, when you fell into the illusion, I kept watching this little girl's actions, I resisted my body, and said no, but the body was very honest to pick up the weapon, if it wasn't for her mental problems, then it must have been controlled......"