Late at night, in a corner of the park, a man with a dirt dog walked inside;

Walking also requires a state of mind, sometimes, it is a kind of enjoyment, and sometimes, it is a kind of bitterness;

Zhao Zhu can't say what the state of his heart is now, and he doesn't know what he feels now, it seems that he has become numb, his own love, his own worldview, and everything else has become less sensitive, just like any stimulation can no longer stir his heartstrings.

In the time period he is in now, there is a Zhao Zhu, a self in his prime, he is accompanying his parents, and he will continue to fulfill his responsibilities, so,

own existence,

What's the point?

Even when he suddenly entered the real world, Zhao Zhu was angry and angry, unwilling to be unwilling, distorted and distorted, but there were still some concerns in his heart.

Although the virtual world is virtual, he was in the real world at that time, but he was always thinking about when he could go back and when he could return to the people he cared about.

Lao Zhu, Big Bear;

It seems that the only ones who can continue to care about him now are these two buddies, but Zhao Zhu can feel that Zhu Jianping and himself are not in the same time period, and Da Xiong is not there, and even Da Xiong is estimated to be still in the heavenly realm of the real world.

This time, it is the feeling of being truly alone, when distance is no longer measured by the unit of length, but by the unit of time, then, distance, too, loses all meaning.

Looking around, I found that I had lost that feeling and feeling for every grass and tree here;

oneself is really a superfluous person, a person who is more than himself, and a person who is less than himself;

Moreover, the current self, more often, for the two remaining brothers, a more accurate definition is a drag;

If they are gone, Zhu Jianping and Xiong Zhiqi don't have to carry so many things anymore, and there is no need to let them do anything against the norms of their environment at that time, they can live a better life.

Zhao Zhu sat down on the side of the fountain pool, and the earth dog squatted beside Zhao Zhu, it seemed to be warm and obedient from beginning to end, whether it was the past, the present, or the future.

Zhao Zhu smiled and reached out to pat the head of the earth dog, and the earth dog licked Zhao Zhu's fingers.

For a while, Zhao Zhu was in a trance, he was once invincible, and he was also depressed, but at that time, he was still a person, a person of flesh and blood, and now?

What is my current self?

One has no goal at all, the other has no sense of urgency, and one can't even find the meaning of his own existence............ Thinking consciousness?

Taking a deep breath, Zhao Zhu turned his head sideways and looked at the pool water, in which his own shadow was reflected.

Zhao Zhu stretched out his hand and pushed aside the surface of the pool, ripples and sparkling, but in Zhao Zhu's eyes, it was just a meaningless fluctuation.

With his hands in water, cover his face.

Zhao Zhu's mind began to recall, and one person, one thing began to appear in his mind constantly.

Suddenly, Zhao Zhu felt that if he had a choice, he would never enter the door, even if he continued to live the mission world again and again, he would always be able to make himself love the world more and love his ordinary life more every time he came out of the mission world.

And now?

"Hoo ............"

Exhaling a breath, his teeth rubbing slightly, Zhao Zhu bit his lip and shook his head.

The earth dog squatted beside him, looking at Zhao Zhu at this time, his cute face was full of distress.

The Walking Dead, at least one more direction, so, what is the current self?

Zhao Zhu stood up and beckoned to the earth dog, who jumped into Zhao Zhu's arms.

"Accompany me, go to a place, I think, make an explanation."

The earth dog buried its head in Zhao Zhu's arms and whimpered twice, it could feel the indifference and determination from Zhao Zhu's heart, this was not the breath of a living person, it was not the breath of a high-spirited person.

Zhao Zhu's figure disappeared in place, and in an instant, he appeared at the gate of a community, and then walked into it slowly, he walked very slowly, and the speed of his movement was also very slow, as if it was a world of difference from before.

There are two more people who can't let go, but in the end, they have to have an explanation.

Although the brother is not in a time period now, it is fortunate that Gou Tu taught Zhao Zhu the method at the beginning.

Pushed open the door and entered Yuxin's room.

Yu Xin doesn't live here now, after finishing her trip with Zhao Zhu, Yu Xin gradually opened indifferently in Zhao Zhu's sight, she took the initiative to leave, and at the same time, it was also because Zhao Zhu had always rejected people thousands of miles away.

In fact, the current Zhao Zhu, if he is an ordinary person, can only be said to be a kind of laziness, a kind of decadence, and will soon start to continue to work hard again because of the pressure of survival.

Who doesn't have a boring time, who doesn't have a time to do nothing?

But now, there is no such pressure that belongs to ordinary people, and at this time, to be caught in this strange circle, it is a kind of torture.

Walking into Yuxin's house, inside, a thin layer of dust had accumulated, Zhao Zhu waved his hand, and the whole family looked like new for a while.

"Look, how boring."

Zhao Zhu said to the earth dog in his arms, and then put the earth dog on the chair.

Tugou squatted on a chair and watched Zhao Zhu take out red wine from the cupboard and take out three more glasses.

The cups were placed side by side on the dining table, and Zhao Zhu poured the three cups full of wine.

Immediately after, Zhao Zhu sat down on the side of the dining table.

Lao Zhu, Big Bear,

You should come here in the future, okay, although we are not at the same point in time, but at least we can have a drink together, from the moment we enter the door, the twists and turns in the real world and then back to all the entanglements in the virtual world, we brothers, it seems that we don't sit at a table together anymore, drink a glass of wine.

"I, Zhao Zhu, owe you a lot, although we always say that we treat each other with sincerity, but in detail, I really owe you. My life, I only think that it started from the moment I was born, I don't care in the past, whether there is anyone, whether there is any existence that has affected your perception of me and erased your memory, in short, I owe you both more.

Well, I'm out again, you're sure to say that about me, but I'm tired, I'm numb.

I thought about dying, but I didn't.

It's funny, when did death become a luxury for me?

If I can't even make my own decisions when I die, and I have to constantly endure the interruption of external conditions changing again and again, then my whole being, my whole thinking consciousness, everything and everything in my whole person, ...... What the hell! ”

Zhao Zhu's voice suddenly raised when he spoke, and it was only when he was talking to his two buddies that he could be so moved and express his true feelings in his heart.

It's just that the time after they heard these words should be a few years later.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, with the help of this scene, to create this memory picture, Zhao Zhu didn't plan to contact his two buddies for anything important, such as discussing the situation at this time, such as how to deal with the clone of the mechanical civilization world.

These, for Zhao Zhu, are not important, and they don't have much meaning.

The women around him, one after another, have been proven to be a kind of scene play, and even some of them don't even play on the spot, such as Qin Tiantian, when she was in Vietnam, she saved her and protected her in that way, similar to Rambo in "The First Blood", but now it seems that maybe who is acting, Qin Tiantian's expressions and reactions at that time were flawless in his own eyes at that time, and even in his own eyes at this time.

What do you love or not, Zhao Zhu feels that he doesn't care.

liability

marriage

promise

Zhao Zhu's fists clenched slightly, he took a deep breath, raised his wine glass, and drank all the wine inside.

Immediately, he stood up, and his figure appeared outside the house, standing in the void, looking up at the sky.

At this moment, Zhao Zhu's gaze seemed to penetrate layers of barriers.

At an unknown distance, the clone stood in the starry sky, standing with his hands in his hands.

"You're looking for me?" The clone asked.

Zhao Zhu nodded, "I'm looking for you." ”

"What's the point of you looking for me now? It will take me another three years to find you. The clone's voice was filled with helplessness.

"Who's blocking you?" Zhao Zhu asked.

"It's it." The clone gestured to his head.

"Who is it?" Zhao Zhu continued to ask.

"It's the leader of the group." The clone continued to reply.

"Who's the leader?" Zhao Zhu was still asking.

The clone didn't answer, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he had seen through something.

Zhao Zhu's neck turned slightly to the side, and then shouted to the sky:

"The leader of the group is my wife!"

With this shout, Zhao Zhu's eyes were soaked with tears.

The clone's fist clenched slightly, as if it was waiting for something, and as if it had a premonition.

Zhao Zhu stretched out his hand, wiped his tears, and then smiled:

"Wife, if you don't want me to continue to be tortured, remove the boundary barrier and let him come, or, let me pass."

Zhao Zhu spoke very slowly and sincerely, as if the woman he was about to talk to was still the woman who was gentle and virtuous, the partner who had seen the elders cross the brazier with him.

I'm having a hard time right now, so please, give me a relief.

"Boom!"

The barriers of the mechanical civilization world were beginning to collapse, and in front of Zhao Zhu, a huge spatial crack appeared.

Zhao Zhu walked into it without hesitation.

"Thank you, wife, goodbye." (To be continued.) )