。 Hey, I don't know why, I'm very worried in my heart.

Tomorrow morning, oh no, at 8 o'clock this morning, I'm going to have a check-up, a gastroscopy.

Recently, I have always felt that something is blocked in my throat, and it is uncomfortable.

The doctor said it might be esophagitis, but there was a small chance that it was esophageal cancer

If it turns out to be the latter, I probably won't be able to code anymore.

Then this single chapter may be the final chapter of the book

So, if I haven't updated it by 10 o'clock tonight, please pray for me, for the sake of us being on the Internet for so long.

I don't know why, the more I write, the more sad I feel,

Writing this, I suddenly burst into tears, it's been almost eight years, this is already a part of my life, if this is my end, I'm really unwilling.

I still have so many stories to tell you, I still want to get your praise and applause, and I still want to be able to get the first place in the monthly pass once a day after a certain year.

I'm going to be fine! Certain! ()