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Chapter 306 Can it be done?

"Fear?"

"Yes, fear...... Bai Shuo sorted out his thoughts and looked at Ottoria opposite: "Have you ever been afraid?" ”

"Yes......" Ottoria hesitated for a moment before nodding. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"I used to be more scared than anyone else." Bai Shuo held the cup and sniffed the taste of tea: "Because, people are too fragile." ”

Facing Ottoria's curious gaze, he made no secret of his fear: "Where is the limit of ordinary people? ”

"There are so many things to be afraid of, man-eating tigers, galloping cars, poisonous snakes hiding in the grass...... The same kind, the beasts, the world, sometimes it only takes a moment, and those things will shed their warm disguise and swallow people, and there will be no scum left. ”

"The reason why I am afraid is because life is so fragile."

Ottoria shook her head: "But most people don't encounter these things once in their lives, right?" ”

Bai Shuo suddenly laughed, looked at Ottoria and said, "What if you become blind? ”

"A blind person who can't see anything with his eyes, and can only feel the world with his hands and by hearing." Bai Shuo's fingers gently slid on the porcelain cup, recalling the horror in the depths of his memory: "The whole world is unknown, you don't know when you will face death, you will pass by the crisis-maybe the sewer mouth with the manhole cover removed is in front of you; Maybe my month's hard work has been exchanged for two counterfeit bills that are worse than waste paper, and I don't even know if the food can be eaten......"

“…… When you fall on the road, no one will help you up, but will step on your body, and sometimes you will curse: blind man. ”

In Bai Shuo's words, all the gloom of the past was spread out in front of Ottoria, and only at the end did he slowly exhale a breath: "The whole world is deceiving your feelings...... It's really scary. ”

Seeing that her problem affected Bai Shuo, Ottoria said apologetically, "I'm sorry. ”

"It's fine." Bai Shuo smiled: "Even so, I was able to live very well before." ”

He refilled Ottoria's teacup with hot water and gave his final reason: "Because I am afraid, I want to be stronger, I want to stop being afraid." Until one day, there is nothing in the world for you to be afraid of. ”

Silence returned to the room after a long time, and only after a long time did Ottoria nod her head and say with some frustration, "That's right." ”

"What about you?" Bai Shuo looked at his expression: "Haven't you found it yet?" ”

Hasn't this girl who has lost her faith yet found the way forward after all?

Ottoria didn't seem to want to say more, and said with some hesitation: "Find ...... Got it. ”

Ottoria's answer surprised Bai Shuo for a moment, and immediately became interested: "Can you tell me about it?" ”

The blonde girl raised her head, as if she had made up her mind. seemed to be too excited, and his voice trembled a little: "I'm here today to tell the captain." ”

Bai Shuo held the teacup and nodded sincerely: "Listen to me." ”

Looking at Bai Shuo's curious eyes, Ottoria unusually strangely withered from a resolute state, and even her newly dried hair was swaying softly in front of her eyes.

"In the past, if I wanted to become stronger, I wanted to protect the family." Ottoria said intermittently, "Now...... Now ......"

"What's going on now?" Bai Shuo felt that his curiosity was getting stronger and stronger.

"Now......" She used her last courage, raised her head and stared at Bai Shuo, her voice was shy and a little out of tune: "Now it's for you, captain!" ”

There was silence, and the eyes of the two of them were like this, resolute and sluggish, expectant and surprised, different expressions converged.

After a long time, after Bai Shuo swallowed his saliva, he smiled dryly: "Haha...... How is it possible, you give up as soon as possible, you can't beat me, do you still want to challenge me......"

Under Ottoria's serious eyes, Bai Shuo's voice gradually stopped, and finally the room fell silent again.

Ottoria stared at her reddened eyes, and her voice trembled a little as she explained her target: "I like it, no, I love the captain." ”

How can it be......

Bai Shuo really wanted to say this, but when Ottoria looked at him, he couldn't say it, and he didn't know what to say.

If you make up your mind, you might reject it outright, right? If you can have some kind of aura in the legend, you may be troubled by the current problem.

Sometimes, however, there are some problems that have to be faced.

Well, Ottoria says she likes herself. But is it really that simple?

Sometimes, the biggest problem is not iloveyou, but what's next? Is that all?

Love needs to be reciprocated, but ...... I can't give it to you.

"Why do you like it?" He asked as he reached out and pressed Ottoria back into her seat, looking through the vapor rising from the glass.

Ottoria shook her blonde hair, and her voice was a little lost: "I don't know, I like it." ”

"First love is always more blind, right? You may understand in the future. Bai Shuo said with nonsense: "Maybe this is just a simple worship of strength, this is just reverence, not love." ”

"I like the captain, I understand."

It seemed that after the last barrier was broken, Ottoria looked at Bai Shuo and replied, "It has nothing to do with anything else. ”

Bai Shuo took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "What do you want me to do?" ”

The so-called love, whether it is the highest power or the possessiveness of the spouse, in the final analysis, it is selfish.

"From the beginning, I thought, just follow you." Ottoria looked at him with red eyes: "But...... What she did, I could do too. ”

"But you're not silent." Bai Shuo sighed, he was thinking about how to calm Ottoria first, he didn't know how to do it, but he didn't know why it happened.

Ottoria's eyes were red, and she suddenly grabbed Bai Shuo's hand and pressed it on her chest, and repeated it in a trembling voice: "What she can do, I can do too." ”

Being held by Ottoria's palm, Bai Shuo could feel the softness under the palm, the trembling of the girl's body, and the beating heart in her chest.

In the soft light, Ottoria's cheeks flushed, and the skin and body that had been looming under the white shirt were exposed by the folds of the clothes, and most importantly, she was wearing nothing inside.

The smell of perfume with a slight moisture came into Bai Shuo's nostrils again, and for some reason, his reason suddenly lost control.

Tightening his fingers violently, he suddenly pulled Ottoria's body in front of him, and under the ravages of his five fingers, through the clothes, Ottoria's chest kept changing various conditions.

A hoarse voice rang in her ears: "Can you do it?" ”

Because of Bai Shuo's roughness, she felt a little pain, but she held on to her last dignity for a long time, and looked at Bai Shuo's eyes, unwilling to admit defeat.

In addition to the sound of wheezing in the silent room, there was a sudden soft sound of clothes shattering, and in a rough movement, the only two remaining clothes on Ottoria's body were torn to pieces by Bai Shuo.

Ignoring Ottoria's fear, Bai Shuo wantonly played with her body and blew behind her ear: "Can it be done?!" ”

The stubborn girl had not admitted defeat for a long time, and let the rough pain spread from her chest, and her eyes were red.

The breath from behind her ear slowly moved downward, and more and more strange sensations came from her body. For some reason, Ottoria suddenly wanted to cry.

She was ready to accept it, but the situation she was thinking was not like this......

Finally, the girl, who couldn't bear all this, burst into tears and choked silently.

The wanton movements stopped silently, and a sigh came, and then he held her in his arms.

The sound of crying gradually became louder, and finally it turned into a howl, and Ottoria hugged Bai Shuo's neck and burst into tears.

When her crying finally stopped, Bai Shuo gently put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.

"You see, you're still not the same as her." Bai Shuo helped the red-eyed Ottoria straighten up her disordered blonde hair, and sighed: "Sleep, I'll help you find a set of clothes to come back." ”

The silent girl stretched out her white palm from under the quilt and grabbed Bai Shuo's wrist.

"Don't mess around." Bai Shuo patted her head, felt the girl's body tremble, and finally sighed and compromised.

Turning off the light, he hugged the shivering Ottoria through the quilt: "I'm here, sleep, this is the only thing I can give you." ”

Even through the thick quilt, Ottoria could still feel the warmth, and this coveted warmth came so suddenly, and in the darkness she silently shed tears again, and finally fell asleep in the gentle breathing.

When she woke up again, she habitually looked at her watch, only to find that she had slept for the first time in adulthood.

In her memory, she suddenly recalled all the things of last night, and the panicked girl got up from the bed, only to find Bai Shuo sitting on a chair not far away reading a book.

Under the morning sun outside the window, the breath is calm and gentle.

Sensing Ottoria's movements, he turned his head and pointed to the clothes prepared next to the bed: "I'm sorry, because I don't know your size, so I chose two sets according to the silent size, you can make do with it first." ”

As if by inadvertently mentioning the name, Ottoria's mood fell again.

While she was changing, Bai Shuo left the room, and a moment later, there was a knock on the door.

After getting her response, Bai Shuo pushed open the door with a plate and placed the food on the table.

"Why don't you try the breakfast that the captain personally served?" Bai Shuo said to her with a smile, as if nothing had happened last night.

The two of them avoided what happened last night, consciously or unconsciously, because neither of them knew how to deal with it.

Bai Shuo gave him the only tenderness he could give her, but he left the best for Chen Jingmo.

Suddenly, she wanted to cry, but her expression nodded and smiled as if nothing had happened:

"Okay."